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<strong>Conversations</strong> <strong>with</strong> <strong>Avant</strong>-<strong>garde</strong> <strong>Sages</strong><br />

above the burn. My leg was a solid blister. And whispered, I don't<br />

know what, I can't remember, in my ear, and was murmuring<br />

perhaps a prayer, or a mantra, I'm not sure. And then just<br />

instantly I was out of the body, I was fully aware, but I was free of<br />

the body. And in that instant, I was aware of my oneness <strong>with</strong><br />

everything in the room, <strong>with</strong> him, <strong>with</strong> everything, I was fully<br />

aware of it. I cannot really put it into words other than there were<br />

no boundaries between me, the awareness actually being and<br />

everything around me.<br />

And I lived in that state for a few years after that, I lost it I guess<br />

two or three, maybe four years I'm not sure exactly after that. But<br />

I was able to stay in this awareness much of the time, when I was a<br />

child I couldn't describe it to anyone, I was not able to explain it to<br />

anyone. A time or two, I would go back into the woods and see<br />

Uncle Billy, but he didn't have anything to say, he just looked at<br />

me and smiled, I would look at him and smile. It was like we both<br />

understood what was going on <strong>with</strong>out any words being spoken.<br />

Now each time I would go to the doctor after that, we did see the<br />

doctor sometime after that, and I was bandaged and all that. And<br />

when I would go, the only way that they were able to treat me in<br />

those days was just bandages. When I would go back to see the<br />

doctor about every other day for a long time, when he would take<br />

the bandages off, they would be stuck to my leg, and then I would<br />

know that I was back in the body. But I was able to otherwise stay<br />

in this awareness, remain as the awareness prior to the body. And<br />

as the healing happened eventually, I used to lie out on the<br />

ground, it was a place, I had sort of a favorite spot, and I would lie<br />

out between two big trees that had an incline, and I'd lie on that<br />

incline, a gradual incline, and just look up at the sky, and at the<br />

trees, and at the birds, and the squirrels. And I would feel my<br />

oneness <strong>with</strong> all of nature, no separateness, no difference. Peace<br />

and a tranquility that could not even be described or explained.<br />

No different than what it says in the bible about the peace that<br />

passes all understanding. And that's where I live Now.<br />

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