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to sell it for some time. But just yesterday I got the call that I
should really come up there, but it'll be a loss less expensive if I go
it myself, rather than the buyer try to hire someone to do it. So I'm
like, oh, well, okay then, I really don't want to go to Montana right
now, it is winter time up there, you know [Laughs]. But at the
same time I say, okay, I'm open to it, I don't have… since my
mentor has passed on, has crossed over, I don't have… that was
such a large segment of my life and time that was given, you know,
for at least very much over the last five years, that I don't have that
as a hindrance, so to speak, for me being able to go somewhere
and do things.
So I'm like, okay, well, I guess I'm going to need to make some
plans here, I guess I could even go next week. And that's a long
trip, that's a three-day trip for me to drive up there, and spend a
month and then come back down. But I looked at it and started
getting a piece of paper out, and organizing things, and if it's
supposed to happen then I'm going to do it. I'm so open to either
just doing whatever it is that I need to do. But John used to joke
about this, my John mentor, he would always say when it came to
his own life, he was always the last to know. And I'm starting to
realize exactly what that really means, because I'm finding that the
more I go into this, the further I go along, I really don't know jack
[Laughs]. And yet it's like the feeling is kind of like, at least to me
it is, Trip, that the feeling that I'm having to kind of like you're
floating on your back in the ocean, and there's all kinds of things
in the ocean that want to come up and bite you or swallow you
whole. And yet laying on your back there just staring at the sky
and you've got the water and you're bobbing up and down, and you
have completely surrendered to this magnificent humongous
ocean. That feeling can really be a bit unnerving at times, you
don't know how to really process it, but eventually you get to trust
it.
TRIP: You're listening to Conversations with Avant-Garde sages,
our special guest today, Brian Ezzell, is a… well you don't really
call yourself a spiritual counselor, but you're available for
counseling, and just an ordinary guy living in Cleveland, North
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