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how beautiful is Thy Heart! . . . 0 Jesus, I wish that my voice could be heard all over the world; I would urge<br />

all sinners to seek refuge in Thy Heart.' 'Do they make Thee weep, these poor sinners? 0 Jesus, do not<br />

abandon them. I am ready to do anything whatsoever. You didst die on a Cross; make me also die. They are<br />

all children <strong>of</strong> Thine, and if they are Thy children do not abandon them. You know I desire them all to be<br />

saved. If You do abandon them, then there is no longer any hope. . . . Ought not I to suffer for them?<br />

Therefore be avenged on me. There are many sinners, but very few victims. . . . 0 Jesus, why will You not<br />

pardon them this evening? I desire to be a victim for all sinners. Oh, tell me, 0 Jesus, that You desire all to be<br />

saved. What does Thy Mother say to Thee? I accept every kind <strong>of</strong> suffering that You send. If they <strong>of</strong>fend<br />

Thee, be You revenged upon me. You didst die on the Cross also for them; wait for them, 0 Jesus! Grant my<br />

request, wait for them. They can be converted. . . . We are all the children <strong>of</strong> the same Father; then why do<br />

You not save them? 0 Jesus, canst You really bear it any longer? Vent Thy wrath upon me. I want to be a<br />

victim for sinners; to live as a victim and to die as a victim.'<br />

‘0 Jesus, whom ought I to pray for?' asked Gemma in another ecstasy. 'You Thyself, 0 Jesus, have<br />

recommended sinners to my prayers. Remember, 0 Jesus, that they are all the children <strong>of</strong> Thy Blood. Do You<br />

not suffer for their sakes? And I also, 0 Jesus, I suffer this evening, but gladly with Thee and near Thee, for<br />

when I am near Thee, suffering is almost nothing to me; but alone, no.'<br />

Because Gemma's heart was in very truth full to overflowing with love for souls, and because out <strong>of</strong> the<br />

abundance <strong>of</strong> the heart the mouth speaks, it is not to be wondered at that the same ardent prayers were<br />

<strong>of</strong>ten on her lips. Her love for souls made her almost audacious. She wanted all souls to be saved, and<br />

Jesus must hear her. 'I am thinking <strong>of</strong> sinners; I want them all to be saved, all. . . . I must think <strong>of</strong> sinners<br />

only….You canst look after the others.' 'Mother mine, Mom, just one thing more. Jesus is displeased with<br />

sinners! Tell Him to revenge Himself upon me but not upon them.' 'I have told Thee, 0 Lord, that what You<br />

have suffered for me and for sinners is enough. Yes, it is enough. I shall push my shoulders under Thy<br />

Cross.' '0 Jesus, if You had made Thyself known to all Thy creatures as You have made Thyself known to<br />

me, there would not be so much sin.'<br />

APO<strong>ST</strong>LE<br />

Similar thoughts abound in her letters. 'Ask Jesus,' she wrote, ' to give me the grace to be able to win souls<br />

for Him through prayer and suffering.' , What is sweeter than to be filled with the thought <strong>of</strong> Jesus, and to be<br />

before that Victim <strong>of</strong> love and sorrow-a Victim for my sins and for· my salvation and the salvation <strong>of</strong> souls.<br />

Jesus will have compassion on me because He sees my heart. He knows its dispositions, how I am ready to<br />

do and suffer all things. He also knows the sorrow I feel at the thought <strong>of</strong> my ingratitude, and on seeing Him<br />

so unworthily treated.' 'The greatest torment, it seems to me, I have to endure is for His sake. I should<br />

willingly give every drop <strong>of</strong> my blood to please Him and to prevent sinners from <strong>of</strong>fending Him.'<br />

‘If Jesus should demand the sacrifice <strong>of</strong> my life, I would <strong>of</strong>fer it to Him immediately. If He should desire<br />

something else <strong>of</strong> me, I am ready. I shall be satisfied when I am a victim, provided that it be soon, so that I<br />

may make reparation for my innumerable sins and the sins <strong>of</strong> the whole world.'<br />

God was pleased with the generous <strong>of</strong>fer made by Blessed Gemma. Like St. Catherine <strong>of</strong> Siena, she had<br />

placed herself before the mouth <strong>of</strong> Hell to prevent sinners from casting themselves into its flames, and<br />

Father Germanus, the sharer <strong>of</strong> all her secrets, could write <strong>of</strong> her : ' The number <strong>of</strong> souls snatched from the<br />

Devil by this humble child will be known only in eternity.’ [Life <strong>of</strong> Gemma Galgani, by Padre Germanus, C.P.,<br />

Chap. XXVI]<br />

In her Autobiography, St. Therese <strong>of</strong> Lisieux tells <strong>of</strong> the conversion <strong>of</strong> her first sinner, her ' firstborn,' a man<br />

named Pranzini who had been condemned to death for several crimes. His salvation was despaired <strong>of</strong>, but<br />

little Therese-s-little also in years, for she was only thirteen-determined to obtain his conversion. She asked<br />

Jesus for a sign that her prayers had been heard, and she received a sign. Just before being executed<br />

Pranzini seized the Crucifix which a priest was holding out to him, and kissed the Sacred Wounds three<br />

times. 'Ever since,' she wrote, ' my craving has grown stronger, and daily Jesus has whispered to me, as to<br />

the Samaritan woman: " Give Me to drink!" It was an interchange <strong>of</strong> love. Upon sinners I poured the Blood <strong>of</strong><br />

Jesus; and I <strong>of</strong>fered their souls, ransomed and cleansed by that Blood, to quench His thirst. But meanwhile<br />

my thirst for souls waxed and waxed; it was the most exquisite reward I could desire.' [The Little Flower <strong>of</strong><br />

Jesus, Chap. V.]<br />

We have already referred to a similar incident recorded <strong>of</strong> Gemma by Sister Julia Sestini, and it can be said<br />

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