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<strong>of</strong> confusion at the thought <strong>of</strong> such graces. . . . I can almost say that You belong entirely to me.'<br />

‘I am <strong>of</strong>ten asked what I do during all the time I spend with Jesus, and I answer: "What do a poor person do<br />

when received by a generous rich man?'"<br />

‘Oh my Jesus, do You ask me what I desire? Life to revive me. First I should like to have Thee within my<br />

heart and to love Thee, and then to see Thee and possess Thee for ever. 0 infinite God, how do You show<br />

such liberality towards me ? Do You know what gives me strength to live? It is the thought <strong>of</strong> receiving Thee<br />

in Holy Communion….’<br />

'I realize that You have not given to me the fugitive riches <strong>of</strong> the world, but You have bestowed true riches<br />

upon me-You have nourished me with the Incarnate Word. What would have become <strong>of</strong> me, if I had not<br />

directed all my tender affections towards the Sacred Host? . . .'<br />

'One must learn to love. The school is the Supper Room, the Master is Jesus, and the Doctrine to be learned<br />

are His Flesh and Blood.'<br />

‘Every morning I receive Holy Communion; it is the only consolation I have. Notwithstanding that I am<br />

nothing, and have nothing to <strong>of</strong>fer Jesus, nevertheless I go to Him. I feel in great need, Father, <strong>of</strong> being reinvigorated<br />

with that sweet Food which Jesus gives to me. The love that Jesus shows me every morning,<br />

touches my heart and awakens all its affections, and then in those heavenly moments I make a thousand<br />

promises. I tell Jesus that all my love will be directed towards Him alone, and that if I do give a little <strong>of</strong> it 10<br />

any creature, it will only be in order to love Him the more and make Him loved the more.'<br />

‘Do you know what I want to thank Jesus for the most when I am in Paradise? For Holy Communion more<br />

than for anything else.'<br />

'Father, Father, I cannot bear it any more! After Communion, no, I cannot bear to think <strong>of</strong> all that Jesus does<br />

for the least <strong>of</strong> His creatures, <strong>of</strong> how He manifests to me the splendours <strong>of</strong> His Heart in the prodigious<br />

abundance <strong>of</strong> His paternal love. o Father, if you also think <strong>of</strong> this you will not be able to bear the thought. And<br />

to think who I am ! I acknowledge that I am indeed a vile creature and the fruit <strong>of</strong> sin. Yet Jesus is good, too<br />

good; He desires me to come to Him and speak with Him in all confidence.'<br />

‘Holy Communion is a happiness that can only be compared, it seems to me, to the joy <strong>of</strong> the Saints and<br />

Angels. These gaze upon the face <strong>of</strong> Jesus, and are certain <strong>of</strong> never sinning again, <strong>of</strong> never losing Him<br />

again, and I envy them these two things and should like to be with them. But otherwise I should have, if I was<br />

capable <strong>of</strong> it, a motive for exultation, because Jesus' comes to my heart every morning.'<br />

'We have received Holy Communion .... What a union! Two extremes meet; Jesus Who is all and Gemma<br />

who is nothing. What a mystery! Live Jesus! '<br />

'Father, let me speak about Holy Communion. . . . Are there souls who do not understand what the Eucharist<br />

really is? Is it possible that there are souls insensible to the divine urgings, to the mysterious ardent effusions<br />

<strong>of</strong> the Sacred Heart <strong>of</strong> Jesus? o Heart <strong>of</strong> Jesus, how can mankind refuse to consecrate to Thee all the beats<br />

<strong>of</strong> their hearts, all the blood <strong>of</strong> their veins! Oh Heart <strong>of</strong> Jesus, Heart <strong>of</strong> Love! '<br />

‘It is night, Father, but to-morrow is drawing near, when Jesus will possess me and I will possess Jesus. Has<br />

it been because <strong>of</strong> my merits that I have been so favored? No, Father; isn't that true? Oh Jesus, my God, the<br />

object <strong>of</strong> all my affections, how glad I should be to die after having received Thee! . . . Yes, to die in the<br />

ecstasy <strong>of</strong> Holy Communion! . . . Jesus, my only love, I am waiting for Thee; do You hasten! Forgive me,<br />

Father, for writing like this; I am rapt out <strong>of</strong> myself.'<br />

‘Yes, Jesus is sweetness itself, and all this sweetness is manifested in the Blessed Sacrament. But how can<br />

the Majesty <strong>of</strong> God bear the presence <strong>of</strong> a creature so vile? Yesterday when I went to visit Jesus exposed in<br />

the Blessed Sacrament I felt myself burn so much that I had to leave Him. I was burning all over; it even<br />

reached my face. . . . I cannot understand, Father, how those who are so near Jesus, are not burnt to a<br />

cinder. Jesus is such an irresistible and loving Spouse, that I fed that is what would happen to me….If Jesus<br />

acts like that, He will soon be alone. Sometimes I complain to Him, saying: " If You do act thus towards all<br />

and desire to make all who come to Thee feel the warmth <strong>of</strong> Thy love, people will not be able to endure it,<br />

and then You will be left alone.’<br />

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