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This vision refers to Gemma's religious vocation, and to the proposed establishment <strong>of</strong> the Passionist nuns<br />

at Lucca. Gemma did recover her health, but the foundation <strong>of</strong> the Convent being delayed, she got sick<br />

again and died.<br />

The second vision is, to use the words <strong>of</strong> a very devout writer, ‘simply exquisite.' [La Madre mia, G.<br />

Schryvers, C. SS. R., Marietti, Torino Roma, 3rd ed.,p. 82.] We shall describe it in Gemma's own words:<br />

‘Who ever would have imagined that my heavenly Mother would come to see me? I myself did not dare to<br />

expect it, because I believed my wicked conduct was too great an obstacle. But she had pity on me, and<br />

after I had been interiorly recollected for a little while, there happened what <strong>of</strong>ten happens, I was rapt out <strong>of</strong><br />

myself and then, I found myself, it seems to me, before our Lady <strong>of</strong> Sorrows. What an abundance <strong>of</strong> joy I<br />

then felt within my heart! Explain it who can! I t appeared to me that after a few moments <strong>of</strong> great emotion,<br />

she took me on her lap, and making me lean my head upon her shoulder, held me in that position for some<br />

time. My heart was full <strong>of</strong> contentment; I felt I was in want <strong>of</strong> nothing. "Am I the only one you love? " she<br />

asked me from time to time. "Oh, no," I answered, "I love another person more than thee." "And who is it ? "<br />

she said, pretending not to know. "It is somebody who is very dear to me, dearer than anything else in the<br />

world. I love this person so much that I would even give my life for Him this instant." "But tell me who he is?"<br />

she asked again. "If You wert here yesterday evening," I replied, " You wouldst have seen Him with me. But<br />

He does not come <strong>of</strong>ten enough. I go to Him every day, and I should go <strong>of</strong>tener, if I could. But do You know,<br />

Mom, why He- acts like that? It is because He wants to see whether I shall sti11love Him when He is far<br />

away. But the farther He is away, the more my heart longs for Him." "Tell me who He is," she repeated. "No, I<br />

shall not tell thee His name. But He is beautiful and like unto thee, and His hair is the same color as Thine."<br />

And then it seemed to me that my Mother caressed me, saying: "But, my child, whom do you mean?" "Do<br />

You not understand?" I exclaimed. "I mean Jesus, I am speaking <strong>of</strong> Jesus," and I repeated it more earnestly.<br />

She smiled at me and pressing me to her, said: "Love Him indeed ; love Him with all your heart; but love Him<br />

alone." " Never fear," I said to her, " no one in this world will ever share my affections; they belong to Jesus<br />

alone." She caressed me again, and I thought she kissed me on the forehead. Then I awoke, that is, I came<br />

out <strong>of</strong> the ecstasy, and I found myself stretched on the floor with the Crucifix near me.' [Diario, September 1,<br />

1900.]<br />

‘YOU BELONGE<strong>ST</strong> ENTIRELY TO ME'<br />

Gemma's love for Jesus was directed in a singular way towards the Blessed Sacrament. We do not intend to<br />

repeat here what we have already said about this subject. It can be summed up- in one phrase. The<br />

Eucharist, Holy Communion, was Gemma's life, and her adorations were for the most part one continual<br />

ecstasy. The fire <strong>of</strong> Divine Love enclosed in the Eucharist, darted out and touched her heart, burning her so<br />

deeply at times that she was compelled to run away from that Divine Presence. The other marvelous effects<br />

produced in Gemma by the reception <strong>of</strong> Holy Communion, we have also touched upon. During the period<br />

already referred to when she subsisted on Holy Communion alone, except for an occasional drink <strong>of</strong> water,<br />

that is, from Pentecost to the end <strong>of</strong> June, 1902, any food she took through obedience, was immediately<br />

thrown up again, <strong>of</strong>ten accompanied with blood. Nevertheless, Gemma enjoyed the very best health during<br />

this time. However, at the end <strong>of</strong> that month she heard Jesus say: 'From now on I shall no longer sustain<br />

you,' and from that hour the prodigy ceased. She began to eat again, even more than before, according to<br />

Cecilia Giannini. But, nevertheless, she commenced to waste away visibly from that time until her death.<br />

Here we shall set down some <strong>of</strong> Gemma's transports <strong>of</strong> love towards Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament: , 0<br />

Jesus, my only good, I am full <strong>of</strong> hunger for the Bread <strong>of</strong> life; I am athirst for Thy most precious Blood.'<br />

‘I love a life <strong>of</strong> Faith, and I will repeat a thousand times that I prefer to receive Thee than to see Thee. But,<br />

tell me, 0 Lord, how am I to please Thee? Communicate to me Thy light, and Thy divine ardors.'<br />

‘How sweet a thing it is, 0 Jesus, to receive Thee in Holy Communion! What consolation there is enclosed<br />

within Thy heart! Let me dwell there, oh Jesus, my only treasure . . . in Thy embrace I wish to die.'<br />

‘It is almost a fortunate thing for me that I was born a sinner, for the veins <strong>of</strong> my Jesus are always open,<br />

ready to pour out that most precious Blood.' , It is possible that after receiving Thee, even once, all should<br />

not become enamored <strong>of</strong> Thee? '<br />

‘Yes, 0 Jesus, there are happy moments on earth . . . 0 Jesus, Paradise <strong>of</strong> Charity, prodigy <strong>of</strong> Love! I am full<br />

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