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When Gemma was miraculously cured <strong>of</strong> her serious illness, she heard Jesus say: ' My child, to the graces<br />

you have received this morning, others still greater will be added. I shall always be with you. I shall be as a<br />

Father to you, and she will be your Mother,' and He indicated the little statue <strong>of</strong> Our Lady <strong>of</strong> Sorrows. But it<br />

was not then that she thought <strong>of</strong> taking the Blessed Virgin for her Mother. From her earliest years she used<br />

to invoke her as her 'Mom in Heaven,' her' Mom in Paradise,' her' dear Mom.' And in moments <strong>of</strong> deep<br />

sorrow when her soul was filled with grief, she had another title for her, ' Mater orphanorum,' and the<br />

realization <strong>of</strong> being alone in the world and <strong>of</strong> being unable to count upon any but Her love, filled Gemma's<br />

heart with an immense confidence in Her intercession. And the Blessed Virgin did indeed become a Mother<br />

to the orphan, and demonstrated in many ways Her great and tender affection for Her child.<br />

To convey some idea <strong>of</strong> Gemma's love for the Blessed Virgin we shall quote some passages taken from her<br />

marvelous writings, as well as some <strong>of</strong> the outbursts that came spontaneously from her lips while she was in<br />

ecstasy.<br />

'After Holy Communion a little while ago, Mom called me and said that to-day was her feastday. She was<br />

dressed differently. She was no longer in black, but in white, and she caressed me tenderly. She pitied me<br />

because <strong>of</strong> my sins, as was evident from the way she looked at me. And do you know what I do when I am<br />

before her, and before Jesus? I kneel down, and if it is Jesus I kiss His feet, but trembling as it were, and<br />

sometimes in spirit only, because when I suffer I cannot move; but if it is Mom I run to her and kiss her<br />

hands.'<br />

‘Tomorrow is the feast <strong>of</strong> the Blessed Virgin. You know I love her very much, this Mom. And if I do not love<br />

her enough, she ought to obtain for me a heart more on fire, and then bring me to Jesus in Heaven. I love<br />

Jesus and my Mom; I am always thinking <strong>of</strong> her, and I do not want to lose any opportunity <strong>of</strong> pleasing her<br />

and Jesus. If I am to live for a little while longer I desire to be always near them.'<br />

'This morning after Holy Communion, I was thinking: "Oh how great must have been the Blessed Virgin's<br />

sorrow after Jesus was born, as she reflected that He would one day be crucified!" What must have been the<br />

agonies <strong>of</strong> her heart! How <strong>of</strong>ten she must have wept! And she never complained. Poor Mom! And when they<br />

crucified Him, her heart was pierced through and through with grief, because! know well that any harm that<br />

comes to a child in the presence <strong>of</strong> its parents, grieves the parents as much as the child. Therefore Mom<br />

was crucified together with Jesus. And yet she never complained. After these reflections I made the<br />

resolution not to complain about the way I have to live.'<br />

‘Father, here we are in the month <strong>of</strong> May. I am thinking <strong>of</strong> the great favors I have received from Mom during<br />

the first years <strong>of</strong> my life, and I am ashamed that I have repaid with such little love the heart and the hand that<br />

showered them upon me. What is worse, I have returned her goodness with sin and ingratitude. Yes, Father,<br />

how <strong>of</strong>ten I have poured out the ardent desires <strong>of</strong> my agitated heart before a picture <strong>of</strong> my Mother, and how<br />

<strong>of</strong>ten I have been consoled! But what were my thanks to her? Father, I can truly say that in the greatest trials<br />

<strong>of</strong> my life, I remember that though I have no longer a mother on earth, I have a much more compassionate<br />

one in Heaven. ... This is the time, Father, when the Mother <strong>of</strong> Jesus ought to make it clear that she is still<br />

my Mom. The month <strong>of</strong> May is for me the most beautiful month <strong>of</strong> the year, the month <strong>of</strong> graces .... '<br />

'Father, father, how wonderful it is to receive Holy Communion in company with my Mother <strong>of</strong> Paradise! I did<br />

so yesterday, the 8th <strong>of</strong> May. I had never received Holy Communion in her company before. Father, do you<br />

know in what consisted all the outpourings <strong>of</strong> my heart during those moments? In these words: " 0 Mom!<br />

Mom, how I love to call thee Mom! My heart, you see, exults just the same as it does when I think <strong>of</strong> Jesus."<br />

To which she replies: "You love to call me Mom, but I love to call thee child." These words she repeated at<br />

least three times during the day. It was like Heaven when I heard her speak these sweet words to me. . . .<br />

Let us reflect together, Father. Is not the feast <strong>of</strong> my heavenly Mom the most beautiful <strong>of</strong> all the days <strong>of</strong> the<br />

year? On that day my soul is filled with deep peace and I forget the world and its storms. 'On that day even<br />

the wicked remember that we have a mother in Heaven, full <strong>of</strong> tender love for us and solicitous for our<br />

welfare, and that we are her children. Even those who do not see her with bodily eyes but only look upon a<br />

simple image <strong>of</strong> her, cannot help feeling in their hearts sentiments <strong>of</strong> love, gratitude and confidence. Yes, the<br />

feast <strong>of</strong> my Mom is for me a day <strong>of</strong> greater peace and <strong>of</strong> greater love, and for all, a day <strong>of</strong> sanctification.'<br />

'Father, though I am resigned, yet how can I live without Jesus! If I could only please His Mother so that at<br />

least she would come instead <strong>of</strong> Jesus! Oh, if I could only become worthy to be her child! If you knew how<br />

many times this good mother turns away her eyes from my sins, how frequently she acts towards me as a<br />

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