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The biography <strong>of</strong> St. Gabriel which Signora Martinucci lent to Gemma did not at once excite her to direct any<br />

devotion to him. She took the book, put it under her pillow, and thought very little about it, even though she<br />

knew that her family were praying to him for a cure. But one day she was more than usually depressed, a<br />

pr<strong>of</strong>ound melancholy having taken possession <strong>of</strong> her. The enemy <strong>of</strong> souls who had provoked this tempest<br />

filled her mind with wicked suggestions : ' If you will only listen to me, I shall free you from all your pains, cure<br />

you and make you happy.' At the height <strong>of</strong> the struggle when, according to herself, she was almost on the<br />

point <strong>of</strong> yielding, realizing who the tempter was she remembered St. Gabriel and the power he had with God.<br />

She invoked his aid, crying out: 'The soul first and then the body !' The Devil did not give in, but made<br />

another furious assault. Gemma, making the Sign <strong>of</strong> the Cross, again invoked St. Gabriel, and immediately a<br />

deep calm inundated her soul.<br />

It was now that Gemma, after thus experiencing the efficacy <strong>of</strong> St. Gabriel's intercession, remembered his<br />

biography. She began to read it with the greatest enthusiasm. The following is her own account:<br />

‘I remember that I began to read the Life <strong>of</strong> Confrater Gabriel that same evening. I read it many times. I<br />

never grew tried <strong>of</strong> reading it and <strong>of</strong> admiring his virtues .... From the day on which my new protector had<br />

saved my soul, I began to have a special devotion to him. I could not go to sleep unless I had a picture <strong>of</strong><br />

him under my pillow, and from that time I began to see him near me. I cannot explain what I mean here; I felt<br />

his presence; at all times, in every action, Confrater Gabriel came to my mind.' [Autobiographia, p. 44]<br />

Soon, however, she had to return the biography to Signora Martinucci, but in parting with it, she wept. But St.<br />

Gabriel, to compensate and comfort her on the loss <strong>of</strong> the book, appeared to her. This is how she describes<br />

the incident:<br />

‘But that Saint <strong>of</strong> God wished to reward the little sacrifice I made, and in a dream that night he appeared to<br />

me all clothed in white, but I did not recognize him. Noticing that I did not know him, he opened his white<br />

robe, and allowed me to see his Passionist habit. Then I soon recognized him. I remained silent before him.<br />

He asked me why I had wept when I had to give up his Life. I did not know what to answer, but he said to<br />

me: "Be good, and I shall come back to see you." [Autobiographia, pp. 45-46]<br />

So under the auspices <strong>of</strong> St. Gabriel began the great and extraordinary favors that were to mark the rest <strong>of</strong><br />

Gemma's life--ecstasies, visions, raptures, apparitions <strong>of</strong> angels; saints, the Blessed Virgin, and even <strong>of</strong><br />

Christ Himself.<br />

On the vigil <strong>of</strong> the Feast <strong>of</strong> the Immaculate Conception, 1898, she had as usual a visit from the Barbantine<br />

Sisters, who brought with them a postulant who was too young to receive the habit. Upon seeing her Gemma<br />

experienced an unusual emotion. Never before had she felt like that, and she took it as an inspiration from<br />

Heaven, and made up her mind that if she was cured she would imitate her. Gemma spoke <strong>of</strong> this intention<br />

to Sister Leonilda, the Mistress <strong>of</strong> Novices, . who made her a promise that she would be clothed in the habit<br />

at the same time as the young postulant. When Monsignor Volpi came that same day to hear her confession,<br />

she told him <strong>of</strong> her decision. He not only approved <strong>of</strong> it, but allowed her to do what she had long desired, to<br />

make a perpetual vow <strong>of</strong> virginity. It is impossible to describe the joy that filled her soul upon receiving this<br />

permission. Hitherto she had indeed lived only for Jesus, but now she would be bound to Him by new ties-by<br />

ties that would never be broken. She had reached the pinnacle <strong>of</strong> her desire.<br />

A sweet calm overflowed her soul, and as she thought <strong>of</strong> the following morning when with Jesus in her heart<br />

she would take the longed-for vow, she felt a strange sense <strong>of</strong> well-being stealing over her limbs, and then<br />

before her, she saw St. Gabriel. 'Gemma,' he said, 'take <strong>of</strong> your own free-will a vow to become a religious,<br />

but add nothing further.'<br />

Gemma did not understand what these words meant, and asked why her vow was to be thus limited. The<br />

Saint did not reply except to say: , Sorella mia' (my sister). 'I did not understand all this, but to thank him I<br />

kissed his habit." [Autobiographia, pp. 48, 49]<br />

Thereupon St. Gabriel gave her the sign <strong>of</strong> the Passion which Passionists wear upon their habits. 'And<br />

again,' continues Gemma, ' he called me " Sorella mia " and then disappeared.' On the following morning<br />

after Holy Communion she pronounced her vows. That day was for her a heavenly feast.<br />

RECOVERY HOPELESS. NOVENA SUGGE<strong>ST</strong>ED<br />

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