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His holy Mother, along with a feeling <strong>of</strong> distaste for everything life <strong>of</strong>fered to youth, and that before that image<br />

she had sworn to give herself entirely and forever to God ....<br />

'Sandrina Maggi maintained relations with Gemma until her death, and she records with emotion her<br />

beautiful gifts <strong>of</strong> mind and heart, in particular her desire to help the needy. . . . One evening when passing<br />

along the Vado road, they met an old woman who asked an alms <strong>of</strong> them, saying that she was suffering from<br />

the cold because she was insufficiently clad. As it happened that very morning Gemma had finished<br />

renovating a heavy under-skirt which her aunt had given her. Seeing a sheltered doorway, she entered it and<br />

taking <strong>of</strong>f the under-skirt gave it to the old woman, saying: " Pray for me that the Lord may set me on fire with<br />

His love." She was clever at everything a woman should know how to do. Sandrina Maggi possessed a well<br />

worked out design for a coverlet Gemma had made, which was exhibited when her evidence was taken<br />

during the Processes for the Beatification.' [Versa it Santuario, a monthly magazine, published at Camaiore,<br />

1930]<br />

ALL FOR JESUS AND HIM ALONE<br />

After her father's death, however, Gemma disliked living at Camaiore. The crosses received again and again<br />

from the hand <strong>of</strong> God had more and more detached her heart from the world, and had filled her with an<br />

indescribable longing to raise herself as far above earth as she could and to unite herself with God. She did<br />

not feel at home in a drapery shop, notwithstanding the affection and piety <strong>of</strong> her relatives. So she spent the<br />

greater part <strong>of</strong> the day away from the shop. Furthermore, she was in a sad state <strong>of</strong> spiritual aridity, and felt in<br />

great need <strong>of</strong> Monsignor Volpi's help. But he was far away in Lucca. What was she to do -go back home?<br />

Gemma was neither tall nor thin-according to Sister Gesualda who knew her -but good-looking, attractive,<br />

with fine features, big, luminous eyes, an enchanting smile, and a sweet expression. It is not to be wondered<br />

at, therefore, that several. men should fall in love with her. Already at Lucca, when she was about sixteen<br />

years <strong>of</strong> age, when her father was still alive, she was sought after <strong>of</strong>ficially by a young cavalry lieutenant.<br />

Elisa Galgani tells the story:<br />

‘I used to accompany Gemma to the College <strong>of</strong> the Zitine Sisters. One day Gemma said to me: "Come with<br />

me always to the gate, because there "-she pointed to a corner <strong>of</strong> the street- "that silly fellow awaits my<br />

coming and stares at me." One day when I was taking Gemma for a walk, I was stopped by a lieutenant<br />

whom I recognized as the man whom she had called a" silly fellow." He said: " Signora, I wish to speak to<br />

you." "Speak," I answered, " what do you want?" "I should like to become betrothed to that young girl who is<br />

standing by. Please, I am serious. Is she your daughter?" To which I replied: "She is still but a child, and<br />

besides she does not want to be married." The lieutenant stood frowning for a while and then exclaimed: " I<br />

am very sorry. She appears to be such a good girl. And I am a respectable young man and come from a<br />

good family. If you want to know about me I will tell you who I am and about my family, and where we live."<br />

But Gemma came up to me hastily and said: "Let us go, let us go home." We went, as usual, to a church to<br />

visit the Blessed Sacrament, and say our prayers. I noticed that for some time the lieutenant followed<br />

Gemma. He contented himself, however, with passing the house and looking up at the windows, at which no<br />

one appeared. When these things were known Gemma used to say to me: "I don't want any men around." ,<br />

At Camaiore young man <strong>of</strong> distinguished family fell in love with Gemma, and came with his father to<br />

interview her uncle. This turn <strong>of</strong> events appeared to be a providential means <strong>of</strong> retrieving the fortunes <strong>of</strong> her<br />

family. But Gemma already had given her life to her Crucified Savior, and her desires were not those <strong>of</strong><br />

earth. It is easy to imagine the efforts that were made to change Gemma's mind, but none <strong>of</strong> them<br />

succeeded in altering her determination to give no love a place in her heart save the love <strong>of</strong> Jesus.<br />

There was another young man from Camaiore-a chemist-who wanted to marry Gemma. Let Alessandrina<br />

Valsuani, a witness well known to the reader, tell this incident in her own words :<br />

‘ . . . This man went so far as to ask me to tell Gemma that he loved her. When I scornfully refused to do<br />

that.: he had the effrontery to write a letter to her and to make me be the bearer <strong>of</strong> it. Gemma, with an<br />

expression <strong>of</strong> disgust and disapproval, said: " Look at that foolish fellow! Wait a moment, I will write a few<br />

words to him and you can take the letter to him." But when I refused to take it she thought for a moment and<br />

then said : " I shall go myself," and she tore up the letter. And, indeed, Gemma went with me to the garden <strong>of</strong><br />

a man named Ghivizzona, whose house was near to the chemist's shop and to our house. I told Ghivizzona<br />

that Gemma wished to speak to a young man from the chemist's and that she would be obliged if he would<br />

allow them to meet in his garden in his presence. Then leaving Gemma and Ghivizzona together, I went to<br />

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