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punished the culprit.'<br />
In spite <strong>of</strong> her dislike <strong>of</strong> amusements Gemma knew how to adapt herself occasionally to the wishes <strong>of</strong> her<br />
brothers. Once Mgr. Volpi persuaded her to go with them and her little sisters, accompanied by an aunt, to<br />
see a children's play in which her brother Anthony was taking part. As a rule, however, she not only<br />
abstained from such amusements, but even induced others not to attend them. At home she sometimes took<br />
part with her brothers and sisters in some game or other, but it was only out <strong>of</strong> politeness.<br />
LOVE OF HER NEIGHBOUR<br />
Gemma's charity, which indeed made her the angel <strong>of</strong> her home, was not restricted to her family. She<br />
practiced this virtue over a wide field according to the circumstances in which she found herself. She wrote in<br />
her Autobiography:<br />
‘Every time I went out I used to ask father for money, and if, as sometimes happened, he refused I would<br />
take bread and flour and other things. And God arranged that I should <strong>of</strong>ten meet poor people, every time I<br />
left the house. To the poor who. came to the door I gave clothes and whatever else I had. Then my confessor<br />
forbade me to do this, and I did not do it any more, and by this Jesus worked in me a new conversion. F or<br />
since my father no longer gave me money and I could not take anything from the house, when I went out and<br />
the poor came to me, I had nothing to give them. This was a great sorrow and always made me weep, that in<br />
the end I only left the house when it was absolutely necessary to do so.'<br />
Elisa Galgani had some interesting things to say about this aspect <strong>of</strong> Gemma's life:<br />
‘She <strong>of</strong>ten visited the sick in the Hospital, to whom she brought a little money or something else, and whom<br />
she comforted especially by speaking <strong>of</strong> God. She also overflowed with charity for the poor and used every<br />
means in her power to help them. Sometimes she would take something from the house to take to an old<br />
man who lived at the corner <strong>of</strong> our street. At that time we ourselves were in reduced circumstances, so that I<br />
felt compelled to tell her : " There will be nothing left for our own supper." Gemma used to answer:<br />
"Providence will give us plenty." And indeed, several times things were brought to us to give to the sick or the<br />
poor. She also used to work for the poor, made them stockings and mended for them. Naturally she could not<br />
spend much money upon these charities, but she was large-hearted and longed for opportunities to work for<br />
her neighbour.'<br />
Besides the old man already mentioned, there was a young country girl to whom Gemma gave a frock, and<br />
another person for whom she procured some Marsala wine when he was sick. These acts <strong>of</strong> charity made<br />
her Aunt Elisa uneasy, and she told Gemma that if she continued to be so liberal she would leave nothing for<br />
herself. Gemma replied calmly that one frock was all she needed.<br />
SPIRIT OF PIETY<br />
Love for God was the inspiring motive behind Gemma's charity towards her neighbor. 'Her life was a<br />
continual prayer,' said Father Gentile Pardini, a Franciscan who knew her very well and who <strong>of</strong>ten heard her<br />
confession. 'For her the Crucifix was a book.' According to another witness Gemma's thoughts were always<br />
centered upon God. Every day she made a meditation upon one <strong>of</strong> the mysteries <strong>of</strong> Faith, most <strong>of</strong>ten upon<br />
the Passion and Death <strong>of</strong> Jesus Christ. She was sometimes seen seated in an arm-chair rapt in pr<strong>of</strong>ound<br />
recollection as she looked at a picture <strong>of</strong> Our Lady <strong>of</strong> Sorrows which she held in her hand. When she was ill<br />
in bed her Aunt Elisa was sometimes astonished to hear her say' incomprehensible things.' Does this refer to<br />
ecstasies which later on became so numerous? It would seem so, if one takes into account what Gemma<br />
wrote about herself at this time. 'I began to feel another desire, a longing to love Jesus Crucified with all my<br />
heart, and to be able to help Him in His sufferings.' This desire eventually became so intense that one day on<br />
fixing her attention upon an image <strong>of</strong> the Crucified, she fell unconscious to the ground. When she recovered,<br />
her father reproved her for remaining indoors so much. There were two mornings when she could not go to<br />
Mass, and she told her father: ' I suffer when I am not near Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament.' Hearing which<br />
her father became still more uneasy. She said that she then locked herself in her room and gave vent to her<br />
feelings, for the first time with Jesus alone. 'I want to follow Thee whatever the cost in suffering-to follow<br />
Thee fervently. No, Jesus, I shall no longer displease Thee by serving Thee in a lukewarm way as I have<br />
done until now .... '<br />
This outpouring <strong>of</strong> her heart to God resulted in the following resolutions: 'Greater fervour in prayer; more<br />
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