BIOGRAPHY of ST GEMMA GALGANI - Get a Free Blog
BIOGRAPHY of ST GEMMA GALGANI - Get a Free Blog
BIOGRAPHY of ST GEMMA GALGANI - Get a Free Blog
Create successful ePaper yourself
Turn your PDF publications into a flip-book with our unique Google optimized e-Paper software.
esolution: I will make acts <strong>of</strong> contrition during the day, especially when I have committed some fault. . . .<br />
Finally during the last days <strong>of</strong> the Retreat we considered the examples <strong>of</strong> meekness, obedience and<br />
patience left to us by Jesus and as a result I made the following resolutions : (1) To make a visit to the<br />
Blessed Sacrament every day and to speak to Jesus more with the heart than with the tongue. (2) I will try as<br />
much as possible to speak <strong>of</strong> heavenly rather than <strong>of</strong> indifferent things.'<br />
FURTHER TRIAL<br />
The graces which Gemma received at this Retreat prepared her for another trial-another precious ornament<br />
with which to make herself more pleasing to her Crucified Master. This trial took the form <strong>of</strong> the early death <strong>of</strong><br />
her brother Gino. He had also given himself entirely to God and had received Minor Orders in the Seminary<br />
<strong>of</strong> St. Michael in Foro, where he had been for some years, when God marked him as an acceptable victim<br />
and took him to Heaven.<br />
Gino's death was preceded by a long sickness, in which he was nursed with the most loving care by<br />
Gemma. Despising the danger <strong>of</strong> infection Gino was attacked by the same disease that killed his mother-she<br />
attended him night and day until his death in September, 1894. Her grief was so great that she became<br />
seriously ill herself and for several months came very near to death. Her father was broken-hearted. First the<br />
death <strong>of</strong> his wife, then the death <strong>of</strong> Gino had overwhelmed him with sorrow, but he could not bear the loss <strong>of</strong><br />
Gemma.<br />
‘I cannot describe the care everyone took <strong>of</strong> me,' wrote Gemma, ' especially my father. I <strong>of</strong>ten saw him weep,<br />
and heard him ask Jesus to let him die instead <strong>of</strong> me.' It seems that his prayer was answered, for he died<br />
within three years, after three months <strong>of</strong> intense pain, whereas Gemma was completely restored to health.<br />
At this point in her life we are confronted with several discrepancies in the accounts given by her biographers<br />
and the witnesses in the Processes for her Beatification. The former state that after the sickness just<br />
mentioned, Gemma left school for good, and that shortly afterwards she was taken ill with the decay, or<br />
caries, <strong>of</strong> a bone in her foot. On the other hand, Sister Julia Sestini declared that Gemma suffered from this<br />
complaint while she was still at College, and Elisa Galgani agrees with this opinion. This is the account Elisa<br />
Galgani gave in the processes :<br />
‘Gemma got ill with a bad foot. There had been a swelling on the instep, and she would have said nothing<br />
about it, if a bench had not fallen on it when she was at school with the Zitine Sisters. This accident,<br />
however, burst the tumour and she was then compelled to tell her father about it. He at once summoned a<br />
doctor who said that an immediate operation was necessary. in order to clean the wound and scrape the<br />
bone. Gemma accepted this illness and the accompanying pain with great patience and resignation, so much<br />
so that when I said to her: "You have suffered a great deal, Gemma?" she just answered with a smile. She<br />
suffered so much indeed that I could not bring myself to watch her being operated upon. My sister Elena,<br />
however, and my nephew Guido, who remained to see the operation, said that at no time did she make any<br />
complaint. When the operation was over one <strong>of</strong> the doctors, named Gianni, said to Gemma :<br />
"Well done, Gemma: You have been very brave!" And she smiled again.'<br />
Sister Julia Sestini remembered that when Gemma was sick all the children prayed for her, and that when<br />
she was better she came to the school to thank everybody. She even kissed her teacher. 'This was in May, I<br />
believe,' continued Sister Julia.<br />
‘When her foot was bad she suffered much, but she was calm and resigned. She had on her bed several<br />
objects <strong>of</strong> devotion, among them a Crucifix which she kissed frequently.'<br />
From this time Gemma's path in life ran through thorny places. The further she proceeded along the road<br />
that leads to perfection, the sharper grew the thorns, so as to make her in the end the living image <strong>of</strong> her<br />
Crucified Redeemer.<br />
CHAPTER V AT HOME -THE ANGEL OF THE HOME<br />
The kiss Gemma gave to Sister Julia Sestini was the final expression <strong>of</strong> her gratitude . for the care bestowed<br />
upon her at the school where her soul had made such progress in virtue. Her sickness had so weakened her<br />
that the doctor advised her father to take her away from the College. She was, also, inclined to study too<br />
15