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Gemma was always happy with children. It was a case <strong>of</strong> like meeting like. While she was at the Gianninis'<br />
her benefactor's children were <strong>of</strong>ten with her, and when she had left they <strong>of</strong>ten asked to be taken to see her.<br />
And she always had a kind word and a smile for them and gave them the cakes and other dainties which had<br />
been sent. to her by friends. She did not forget the ' Mantellate ' nuns but sent them sweets and other<br />
delicacies. 'Whenever she received anything that was good to eat,' attested Sister Julia <strong>of</strong> St. Joseph, ' she<br />
put it aside for Sister Mary. She knew that we nuns are poor.'<br />
On the last day <strong>of</strong> her life, her sister Angiolina visited her and burst out crying. Gemma tried to comfort her.<br />
'Don't cry, Angiolina, , she said, 'there is nothing to be sorry about.' And then she asked Angiolina's pardon<br />
for the bad example she had given. I t need not be said that this only grieved Angiolina all the more. She<br />
began to cry again and in her turn asked Gemma's pardon. , Think no more about it,' said Gemma on saying<br />
goodbye, ' but try to be good.'<br />
<strong>ST</strong>RUGGLE WITH THE INFURIATED DEMONS<br />
Gemma had to endure more than the sufferings caused by her sickness. During her last days the Devil<br />
attacked her violently. It would seem as if the powers <strong>of</strong> Hell were determined to make her pay dearly for all<br />
the victories she had gained over them. But these new assaults supplied her with new opportunities for<br />
further triumphs, and could end only in their greater confusion.<br />
'From October until the day <strong>of</strong> her death,' declared Mother Gemma Giannini, 'she was tormented by the<br />
Devil, who appeared to her under horrible forms. I <strong>of</strong>ten saw her bed shake, and the Servant <strong>of</strong> God like one<br />
who had fainted after a cruel beating. Sometimes after these diabolical attacks an indescribably fetid odor<br />
seemed to hang about the room.'<br />
Gemma had been forewarned in ecstasy about the violent struggle she was to engage in with the powers <strong>of</strong><br />
evil until her death. Cecilia Giannini has left us the following account: 'I heard her say one day in ecstasy:<br />
"Provided You art not glorified less, do what You desire with me, but give me strength and help me." A few<br />
days later I asked Gemma to explain these words. "What new thing is going to happen) Gemma?" I asked.<br />
"There will be a great struggle," she answered, " and it will be the biggest and the last." ,<br />
Above all, the Devil sought to drive her to despair. 'So this is the reward for all your sacrifices in the service<br />
<strong>of</strong> God ... ' he suggested. And then there came before her imagination all the sad vicissitudes <strong>of</strong> her<br />
sorrowful life: the misfortunes that befell her family, the death <strong>of</strong> her father, the heartless creditors who even<br />
searched the children's pockets, her various painful sicknesses. She was tempted to think that she was a<br />
victim <strong>of</strong> delusion and hypocrisy. She began to fear that she had deceived everybody and that her life had<br />
been one long act <strong>of</strong> deception. This imagining filled her with fear and dread. She had to do something about<br />
it, so she wrote as well as she could in that trouble <strong>of</strong> mind, a confession <strong>of</strong> her whole life, and sent it to a<br />
priest with a request that he should come and give her absolution. He came and reassured her, and once<br />
more her soul was in peace. The Devil, however, did not give up the struggle. He redoubled his evil efforts<br />
and assailed her in other ways in the hope <strong>of</strong> making her angry or lose patience. But again he failed.<br />
The temptation, however, which afflicted Gemma most cruelly was that which was directed against holy<br />
purity. The poor girl wrote in desperation to her far-away director: 'Father, this suffering is too much for me.<br />
Ask Jesus to change it into something else. From where you are send threats and exorcisms to drive away<br />
this beast, or send your Guardian Angel to hunt him out <strong>of</strong> this place.' • That beast,' declared Cecilia<br />
Giannini, 'almost killed Gemma. I came away from her room weeping. The brute was determined to have her<br />
and she had no protection. There were deafening blows; and the Devil assuming the form <strong>of</strong> ferocious<br />
animals tormented her. We used to help her by sprinkling holy water over the room. The commotion would<br />
cease then, only to begin again worse than ever.' The few drops <strong>of</strong> liquid she could retain in her stomach<br />
were made sickening and disgusting by the appearance in them <strong>of</strong> revolting and horrible insects. Filthy<br />
animals used to crawl about under the bed-clothes and a snake twisted itself round her from head to foot,<br />
trying to suffocate her. She asked that exorcisms should be employed, but when her request was not<br />
granted, she took it upon herself to make them: 'Evil spirits,' she commanded, ' I order you to go hack to the<br />
place to which you belong, otherwise I shall accuse you before my God!' And then she would turn to the<br />
Blessed Virgin and in a voice that brought tears to the eyes <strong>of</strong> those who heard it, say: '0 Mother mine, I am<br />
in the hands <strong>of</strong> the Devil, who is tormenting me, who beats and scourges me. 0 Jesus, do not abandon me; 0<br />
Mary, pray to Jesus for me! '<br />
After each assault, her one thought. was-had she <strong>of</strong>fended Jesus. 'Where art You, 0 Jesus? ' she would be<br />
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