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In the following chapter we shall see more particularly how much these resolutions, and especially the<br />

second resolution, were to cost Gemma.<br />

On one occasion a sick man who would not go to the Sacraments was recommended to Gemma's prayers.<br />

The witness, Carola Puccinelli, who gave evidence concerning this sinner, also mentioned four ecstasies <strong>of</strong><br />

Gemma at which she was present. She said:<br />

'On January 9, 1900, at three o'clock, I saw this young girl on her knees in silence, with hands joined and<br />

eyes closed. Then she began: "My Jesus, before my heart <strong>of</strong>fends Thee, allow me to die now that I hope I<br />

am in the state <strong>of</strong> grace. I have so much to say to Thee. That sinner . . . I do not want to see . . . that sinner<br />

has grievously wounded Thy Heart. Remember that when You didst show Thyself to me crucified, I had<br />

grievously wounded Thy heart, and yet You didst have compassion on me. Have compassion also on this<br />

sinner. You do call me Thy sinner, call him also Thy sinner. That Cross, what is it, 0 Jesus? Thy Mother<br />

weeps and You do not answer me. Do not abandon him. Some people who have been good to me have<br />

recommended him to my prayers. I cannot otherwise return their kindness to me. o my Jesus, I have nothing<br />

to give Thee; but art You going to leave me so soon ? "<br />

‘On January 12, 1900, I again saw this young girl on her knees with her hands joined and her eyes closed.<br />

She said : " 0 Jesus, if I was not forbidden to do so by my confessor, I should give my hands and my feet to<br />

Thee. Take my heart; I can give that. Make me suffer what You will, give me that pain in my heart, 0 Jesus."<br />

Then it became difficult for her to breathe, and she fell down upon the floor. She was helped up again. She<br />

appeared to be suffering much. After a short silence she said: " 0 Jesus, You art suffering, and You do make<br />

me suffer also. Do not pay any attention to my body, which is the enemy <strong>of</strong> my salvation. 0 Jesus, that man. .<br />

. . Didst You not say You had died for sinners? He is Thy child .... Obstinate sinners . . . but then when . . . 0<br />

dearest Mother, thy duty in Heaven is to intercede for sinners. 0 Jesus, art You going away ? "<br />

‘On January 26, 1900, I saw this girl once more. Her eyes were closed and in her right hand there was a<br />

wound as if it had been pierced by a nail. Because until this time I had been doubtful about these facts, I was<br />

very much confused at the sight <strong>of</strong> the wound, and did not dare to look at the other hand. Blood was<br />

perspiring from her forehead, clear red blood. She was praying: " 0 Jesus, I <strong>of</strong>fer myself to Thee for that<br />

sinner I have made myself responsible for. I have obtained all the necessary permissions, and therefore I can<br />

<strong>of</strong>fer everything to Thee. Do with me whatever You desire. He is in my hands and I will hold myself<br />

responsible for him. I will see that he is saved. I do not ask for justice but for mercy. Yes, I have all the<br />

necessary permissions, and I can suffer. I can endure the Cross because it is Thy Cross; the sufferings will<br />

be Thine ....<br />

‘On July 20, 1900, I saw her again, this time seated in an easy-chair. A sweat <strong>of</strong> blood was trickling down her<br />

face. She looked like an angel. She began to speak as if there was someone near her. "0 Jesus," she said,<br />

"all is going well when one suffers to Jesus, I am bearing that sinner on my shoulders."’<br />

The obstinate sinner mentioned in the above ecstasies, for whom Gemma prayed for a year, was at length<br />

struck down with a serious illness. A very short time before his death, his heart s<strong>of</strong>tened and he consented to<br />

make his peace with God. The priest was sent for, and the man lived just long enough to receive absolution,<br />

and the benefit <strong>of</strong> the Jubilee indulgence. At the exact moment <strong>of</strong> his death, Gemma turned to Cecilia<br />

Giannini with whom she was out walking and exclaimed: " He is saved, he is saved!" Canon Andreuccetti<br />

who also deposed the above facts, adding, however, precise details about the persons concerned, declared<br />

that' although he was in great pain he died resigned, and showing clear signs <strong>of</strong> piety and contrition.'<br />

FOR SINNERS AND THOSE RECOMMENDED TO HER<br />

The evidence <strong>of</strong> the Processes amply proves that Gemma very <strong>of</strong>ten had sinners in her hands and on her<br />

shoulders, as she used to say herself. Cecilia Giannini declared: 'She used to spend several nights in prayer<br />

for any sinner who was recommended to her. Sometimes when we were in the Church she asked me to pray<br />

for a soul who was then very near conversion, saying: " Let us recommend him to the Blessed Virgin<br />

because he has not the moral strength to give up his sin. He <strong>of</strong>ten makes good resolutions but has not the<br />

courage to put them into practice .... " It is not astonishing, therefore, that those who knew her should have<br />

frequently asked her prayers for the conversion <strong>of</strong> certain sinners with whom they were acquainted. They<br />

could not have done anything more pleasing to her than this. Signora Justina Giannini herself attested that<br />

she recommended to Gemma's prayers a person very dear to her. Gemma promised to pray, and must<br />

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