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- Page 28 and 29: Even my mother calls him Mr. Arthur
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“I’m only going to say this onc
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“AUNT MARTY?” “Ruthie?” The
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IT’S SATURDAY. THE DAY OF MY DOOM
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is moments away?! “Do we have any
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City to Odessa—the time it’s su
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Mom marches for the kitchen and sho
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“Promise.” The squeeze gets tig
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painters are finished.” “What p
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“OKAY,” I SAY TO AUNT MARTY.
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time, but it just makes my face loo
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AT SCHOOL, CELESTE AND FRANKIE ARE
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I say, “A little gum wouldn’t h
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WE SIT NEAR THE BACK OF THE BUS . .
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said, “I’d love to do the cooki
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in the Science Quiz cartridge. “I
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one another in the center of the ro
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explanation, something. But Mom is
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when I say, “Maybe you could come
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Odessa with a baby and two parents
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My mouth opens and closes like a go
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PERRY ANSWERS ON THE SECOND KNOCK.
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PLAY button on the remote control.
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THE HOUSE IS QUIET WHEN I GET HOME.
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“The basics! Thank God!” I clap
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transformation happened so fast.
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“I’d love to take a drive.”
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“Saying?” “The Perry Plan!”
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WALTER MAYNARD, MY GEEKY NEIGHBOR,
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out of his head. “Is that the pro
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“Since when do you wear bright re
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“Are you busy Saturday?” I quie
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We stopped for a leisurely breakfas
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Reluctantly, Lilah nods. “Bikini,
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underpants so I could bring out the
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THE WHOLE DAY IS SURREAL. CELESTE,
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Celeste’s mom dashes up to the bo
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LE BISTRO IS THE MOST GROWN-UP REST
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yummy.” The closest I’ve ever c
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“Lesson Number Two: Accepting you
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wants to feel like a failure? Let y
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mall while he’s eating a bean bur
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Aunt Marty smiles, lifts her head,
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“We’re home, Mom,” I call up
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“With the truth?” “The truth?
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Then, in a whisper, she says, “Be
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FOR THE REST OF THE WEEKEND, THE HO
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I do it at home with a dial-up mode
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FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, EVER
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“Okay?” “Will you be home for
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I start over. “I want to share an
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Flinging my arms around my aunt, I
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acing, I add, “With me.” The ci
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ceiling is a honeycomb pattern of w
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stuff like Dorothy’s ruby slipper
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though people sit in front of us, o
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WHO CARES WHAT TIME IT IS? PERRY JU
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Clearly, I need to exercise more be
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AS WE SPEED TOWARD THE BUS STATION,
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“boyfriend” felt absolutely wro
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IT’S PRECISELY SIX FIFTEEN WHEN T
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“I don’t know when the bus—
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MOM WON’T GET OUT OF BED. I HADN
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“Henry? I need the name of a cate
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the driveway. The walkway leading t
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Perry rolls his eyes. He leans clos
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“He was a real gentleman,” he s
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still not sure exactly what to say.
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to hold twelve in blackjack.” A c
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ODESSA, LIKE MOST SMALL TOWNS, LOVE
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Marty and I get in the pancake line
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pretty hair, Aunt Marty’s white t
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forward and jump into the parade. I
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“Wow.” It’s all we can say. W
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IT’S THE HOTTEST SUMMER I CAN REM
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A guy bumps into me as he rounds th
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“Cool,” I say. Then my brain lo
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About the Author MARY HOGAN is the
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Credits Typography by Sasha Illingw
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About the Publisher Australia Harpe