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“With the truth?” “The truth?” I don’t need to see my aunt Marty to know that she’s turned around and is flexing her feline claws. “You want the truth, Fay? Yes, it’s true that I offered to take Ruthie three years ago. You’d lost your job, and Richard and I thought we could help. But when you said no, we never brought it up again.” My breath is shallow. My head is spinning. “Look at yourself,” Aunt Marty says. “In your pajamas at nine o’clock. You’d think you lived in a nursing home!” Mr. Arthur, I notice, is also dressed for bed. Aunt Marty’s shopping bags fall to the floor in a loud thwump. “You want truth? I’ll give you truth. You can’t stand the fact that I got out of here, and you stayed. I made something of my life, and you never left home. That’s what’s eating you alive. You’re not afraid I’ll steal Ruthie, you’re afraid she’ll want to be with me more than you.” “That’s ridiculous,” Mom says. “Is it? Look at your life, Fay. You’ve hidden in this house, wrapped it around yourself like a tattered robe. You could have created a happy life anywhere. Instead, you chose to become an old woman in Odessa. A bitter, suspicious old hag. Is that the example you want to set for your daughter? Do you think that’s a role model she respects?” Aunt Marty pauses. I hear nothing but Mr. Arthur’s mouth-breathing. 132

“You don’t hate me, Fay. You hate yourself for being such a coward.” My heart leaps into my throat. “You want Ruthie to respect you?” Aunt Marty continues. “Get yourself a respectable life—one that both of you can be proud of. If you don’t, you’ll be the one to push Ruthie so far away from you and Odessa you’ll never see her again. That’s the truth.” Again, I hear the swishing of Aunt Marty’s shopping bags as she scoops them off the floor and strides to the sunporch at the back of the house. Her footsteps echo across the hardwood floor. Then she abruptly stops. “Just so you don’t think you’re the only one being nailed with honesty tonight, Fay, you should know that Richard left me. Over a month ago, I came home to a letter from his attorney telling me I had six months to find a new apartment and start a new life. He might as well have shot me in the heart. It’s already a bloody alimony fight, probably the beginning of the end for ‘Martine on Men.’ That’s my reality.” A deafening silence spreads through the whole house. Her voice shaky, Aunt Marty adds, “For the first time in my life, I couldn’t handle being alone. That’s why I came home. Not to take Ruthie, but to be with the only family I have left.” Mom sighs. “Oh, Martha. Why didn’t you tell me?” Aunt Marty doesn’t say anything for the longest time. 133

“With the truth?”<br />

“The truth?” I don’t need to see my aunt Marty to know<br />

that she’s turned around and is flexing her feline claws. “You<br />

want the truth, Fay? Yes, it’s true that I offered to take<br />

Ruthie three years ago. You’d lost your job, and Richard and<br />

I thought we could help. But when you said no, we never<br />

brought it up again.”<br />

My breath is shallow. My head is spinning.<br />

“Look at yourself,” Aunt Marty says. “In your pajamas<br />

at nine o’clock. You’d think you lived in a nursing home!”<br />

Mr. Arthur, I notice, is also dressed for bed.<br />

Aunt Marty’s shopping bags fall to the floor in a loud<br />

thwump. “You want truth? I’ll give you truth. You can’t<br />

stand the fact that I got out of here, and you stayed. I made<br />

something of my life, and you never left home. That’s what’s<br />

eating you alive. You’re not afraid I’ll steal Ruthie, you’re<br />

afraid she’ll want to be with me more than you.”<br />

“That’s ridiculous,” Mom says.<br />

“Is it? Look at your life, Fay. You’ve hidden in this<br />

house, wrapped it around yourself like a tattered robe.<br />

You could have created a happy life anywhere. Instead,<br />

you chose to become an old woman in Odessa. A bitter,<br />

suspicious old hag. Is that the example you want to set for<br />

your daughter? Do you think that’s a role model she<br />

respects?”<br />

Aunt Marty pauses. I hear nothing but Mr. Arthur’s<br />

mouth-breathing.<br />

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