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“We’re home, Mom,” I call up the stairs, swallowing hard. The lump in my stomach feels thick and yeasty. Aunt Marty flips on some lights; I stand still, dreading what is about to happen. Suddenly, the floorboards creak and we hear footsteps overhead. My mother, already in her flannel nightgown, slowly descends the stairs. “Ruthie, go to your room.” Her tone is ice. Betrayal has turned her eyes black. “But, Mom—” “Now.” I don’t dare disobey. Clutching my shopping bags, I bolt for the stairs and run up to my room, loudly shutting the door even though I’m still in the hall. No one told me I had to go in my room. Mr. Arthur, I notice, is peering over the third-floor railing. He looks petrified. Apparently, he’s had an earful all evening. “Who do you think you are?” I hear the quiver in my mother’s voice. Aunt Marty has recovered from her sobfest in Le Bistro. Her tone is as sharp as a hangnail. “Who do you think I am, Fay?” “You can’t have my daughter.” “Have her? Like she’s a piece of jewelry?” “You know what I mean.” My mother’s voice trembles with fear and rage. I don’t have to see her to know what she looks like: a Christmas tree in February—hard, prickly needles. “You can’t show up and throw your money around and 130
fill my daughter’s head with garbage. You can’t lure her into your web and make her want to leave me.” “Don’t be so melodramatic, Fay,” Aunt Marty says. Now I hear the rustle of Aunt Marty’s shopping bags. Looking up, I see that Mr. Arthur is leaning so far over the banister, his thick glasses are nearly hanging off his head. “What’d she say?” he whispers hoarsely to me. Shrugging my shoulders, I don’t speak for fear of missing a word. “I know why you’re here, Martha. You don’t fool me. Just because you chose a career over a child doesn’t mean you can have mine.” In my head, I hear Aunt Marty’s voice: People believe what they think they see. The rustling stops. In fact, it feels like the Earth stops spinning. “I told you no in New York,” my mother says, “and I’ll say it again in Odessa. You can’t have my daughter. I don’t care that you paid for my in vitro, as you so ungraciously reminded me three years ago. I don’t care that you think you can give her a better life, or that you’ve let us live here rentfree all these years. She’s still my daughter and she always will be.” Now, I stop breathing. It feels like the whole house is holding its breath. “Stop it, Fay,” Aunt Marty says quietly. “You’re embarrassing yourself.” 131
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“We’re home, Mom,” I call up the stairs, swallowing<br />
hard. The lump in my stomach feels thick and yeasty. Aunt<br />
Marty flips on some lights; I stand still, dreading what is<br />
about to happen. Suddenly, the floorboards creak and we<br />
hear footsteps overhead. My mother, already in her flannel<br />
nightgown, slowly descends the stairs.<br />
“Ruthie, go to your room.” Her tone is ice. Betrayal has<br />
turned her eyes black.<br />
“But, Mom—”<br />
“Now.”<br />
I don’t dare disobey. Clutching my shopping bags, I bolt<br />
for the stairs and run up to my room, loudly shutting the<br />
door even though I’m still in the hall. No one told me I had<br />
to go in my room.<br />
Mr. Arthur, I notice, is peering over the third-floor railing.<br />
He looks petrified. Apparently, he’s had an earful all evening.<br />
“Who do you think you are?” I hear the quiver in my<br />
mother’s voice.<br />
Aunt Marty has recovered from her sobfest in Le Bistro.<br />
Her tone is as sharp as a hangnail. “Who do you think I am,<br />
Fay?”<br />
“You can’t have my daughter.”<br />
“Have her? Like she’s a piece of jewelry?”<br />
“You know what I mean.” My mother’s voice trembles<br />
with fear and rage. I don’t have to see her to know what she<br />
looks like: a Christmas tree in February—hard, prickly needles.<br />
“You can’t show up and throw your money around and<br />
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