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chairs <strong>and</strong> sit in front of <strong>the</strong> house in <strong>the</strong> ga<strong>the</strong>ring coolness of <strong>the</strong><br />

night, gossiping. It was pleasant.<br />

Summer nights in our house were extra special. Some of us -<br />

particularly my gr<strong>and</strong>mo<strong>the</strong>r <strong>and</strong> myself - would sleep in <strong>the</strong> open, on<br />

wooden cots covered with crisp, clean sheets. It was extremely<br />

pleasant lying <strong>the</strong>re in <strong>the</strong> coolness of <strong>the</strong> night, staring up at <strong>the</strong> starstudded<br />

sky <strong>and</strong> listening to <strong>the</strong> snores of <strong>the</strong> rest of <strong>the</strong> sleepers <strong>and</strong><br />

<strong>the</strong> chirrupings of crickets, grasshoppers <strong>and</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r insects, while <strong>the</strong><br />

fragrance of spring flowers filled my nostrils.<br />

During holidays, my afternoons were usually spent in<br />

gr<strong>and</strong>fa<strong>the</strong>r’s room. I would lie beside him on his bed <strong>and</strong> he would<br />

tell me stories of great thinkers of <strong>the</strong> world - <strong>and</strong> I would lie <strong>the</strong>re<br />

assimilating it all, occasionally asking him a question, o<strong>the</strong>rwise<br />

remaining silent.<br />

After <strong>the</strong> story session, he would usually go to sleep <strong>and</strong> I would<br />

get up from his bed <strong>and</strong> go around prowling in his room, searching for<br />

any books of his that I had not read. I would invariably find one book<br />

or <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r <strong>and</strong> start reading it at once, sitting in his armchair. These<br />

books were usually quite old ones, <strong>the</strong>ir bindings torn, <strong>the</strong>ir pages<br />

termite eaten, <strong>and</strong> a strange sort of smell rising up from <strong>the</strong>m - a<br />

mysterious, magical smell.<br />

Have you ever noticed what books, particularly old books, smell<br />

of? They smell of sunny <strong>and</strong> cloudy days <strong>and</strong> dark <strong>and</strong> moonlit nights.<br />

They smell of battle-fields <strong>and</strong> gardens, of open skies <strong>and</strong> dusty attics,<br />

of deserts <strong>and</strong> mountains, of destinies <strong>and</strong> purpose. They smell of<br />

time.<br />

Friends<br />

I remember a time when late one night, Ali <strong>and</strong> I sat on a bench<br />

in <strong>the</strong> park near my house.<br />

We started talking about artificiality in our lives.<br />

“Self deception is our darling," I said. We do not have <strong>the</strong> guts to<br />

criticise ourselves. There is artificiality in our thinking, in our actions.<br />

How can we be free of this artificiality?”<br />

At last, Ali spoke: “If one can come out of <strong>the</strong> circle of self <strong>the</strong>n<br />

one is free.”<br />

I thought over this statement. “Yes. But self is insidious. It gets<br />

into everything <strong>and</strong> pollutes purity.”<br />

“How?”<br />

“Take worship. What kind of worship of God do you think is<br />

more laudatory: worship that is done to get rewards from God,<br />

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