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You think you want him. You don’t even know him! Why don’t<br />
you hire yourself, for God’s sake? Find a man who actually wants a<br />
woman like you? Make yourself happy for a change, have a real<br />
relationship, stop fooling around with o<strong>the</strong>r people’s lives.<br />
“God! “ Rosaleen cried. “She really did a number on your<br />
program, Preep! Admit it! Ellis would have had me regrown if she’d<br />
known how to do it! You hate me, not my methods—you probably<br />
hate yourself, too. You’re not so bloody pure of heart! Now if you<br />
don’t leave me alone I’ll— “ she hesitated. The preep smirked. “—<br />
I’ll kill myself! “ The smirk widened into a smile <strong>and</strong> EllisPreep burst<br />
out laughing.<br />
“Look! “ Rosaleen continued, “Has it ever occurred to you that<br />
maybe it’s my genes that are up to something? “ EllisPreep raised an<br />
eyebrow. “Or that maybe putting up with you <strong>and</strong> my self-obsessed<br />
customers has gotten to me on some physical level? Maybe I’m <strong>the</strong><br />
one who needs out of this over-regulated hell. Can you even imagine<br />
that? “ She clenched her fists in frustration. “Maybe Naseef looks<br />
good because he is good. Maybe I need to make a baby that’s<br />
completely different from me <strong>and</strong> everything I ever knew in order to<br />
bring something precious back into my life. Maybe I have no choice<br />
in this! “<br />
The preep stared, a pitiless look on its face. And who is<br />
responsible for this over-regulated hell?<br />
Rosaleen slumped in her chair. “Oh, you can’t blame me for that.<br />
Lots, but not that. Am I responsible for xenophobia now? “<br />
What did I want to do with <strong>the</strong> phenotypic profiling, Rosaleen?<br />
“Go away. Please, “ she whispered, “just go away. “<br />
What else could you have done with <strong>the</strong> power to read people so<br />
utterly, <strong>the</strong> power to change <strong>the</strong>m on <strong>the</strong> minutest levels—what good<br />
could you have done with such a thing?<br />
“Right. What could I have done? The mind simply boggles. “<br />
Rosaleen rested her forearm across her eyes. “Maybe, Mo<strong>the</strong>r, I don’t<br />
want that kind of power over o<strong>the</strong>r people’s lives. Maybe I don’t want<br />
that much power over my own. Maybe I just want to set my boat<br />
adrift, without a compass, without an oar, <strong>and</strong> see where I l<strong>and</strong>. “<br />
And you think that’s what you’re doing? You bloody fool.<br />
Rosaleen felt weak. “Go, “ she said, in a barely audible voice.<br />
“Please, for God’s sake, leave me in peace. “<br />
And, for <strong>the</strong> moment, it did.<br />
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Rosaleen tended <strong>the</strong> balcony plants. Tropical in origin, generous<br />
in growth, <strong>the</strong>y swayed gently in <strong>the</strong> breeze coming off <strong>the</strong> frozen<br />
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