HP Lovecraft's Magazine of Horror - Weird Tales
HP Lovecraft's Magazine of Horror - Weird Tales
HP Lovecraft's Magazine of Horror - Weird Tales
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90 | H . P . L O V E C R A F T ’S M A G A Z IN E O F H O R R O R<br />
“You have both heard from our emissary, the Soul<br />
Wrecker. You have experienced displacement.”<br />
He turned, neat and vulpine, and walked smartly towards<br />
the jabbering altar, and, as he passed, touched lightly the great<br />
jewelled globe, which flamed for an instant under his fingers.<br />
He tapped the altar and the huge horns there lit up in a similar<br />
manner. My heart turned over with horror. I remembered the<br />
price <strong>of</strong> raising Pan . . .<br />
The pulsing red lump sprang down and crabbed across the<br />
floor towards us.<br />
“And now for the next scene,” the man said.<br />
I was as ever terrified, but my friend was enraged, cursing<br />
and being talked down.<br />
“You have been through displacement. Listen and know.<br />
It is the will <strong>of</strong> those who live between the wells <strong>of</strong> the world.<br />
Only when two <strong>of</strong> such disparity as yourselves come together<br />
can we work. That is why you are so fine.”<br />
The red canker had grown long fleshy legs and was moving<br />
on us.<br />
Our host began to speak more rapidly. “ . . . Only when<br />
two like you come by chance to the same place. . . then can the<br />
gap occur. And the gate be opened to those who strain to come<br />
from the places below, and behind, and between. Now you<br />
shall learn Despairing.”<br />
Neither <strong>of</strong> us could stir. We were simply fixed to the<br />
ground. The man was standing close to the great gemlike globe.<br />
With the chameleon ring he rang it like a bell and it flared into<br />
blinding light, while the ground beneath our feet began to tremble<br />
once again; I threw out my arm and caught that <strong>of</strong> my companion.<br />
We stood together desperately trying to keep a<br />
foothold on a floor now crumbling and rocking and surging<br />
into infinite chaos—the darkness returning, swirling round us<br />
with a reek <strong>of</strong> pitch and sulfur—and the great jewelled globe<br />
opening into glittering segments, the last image almost blinding<br />
me as we clung together in one delirious whirl <strong>of</strong> terror . . .<br />
there was a voice speaking far away, a darker darkness . . .<br />
. . . bursting open, shards flying, a wind stinging my eyes<br />
as I hurtled into an unknown dimension. A desert.<br />
A sickly yellow sunset over a crest <strong>of</strong> hills. The voice echoing<br />
in my brain: “Change <strong>of</strong> scene, gentlemen dear!”<br />
Before me on a ridge stood six gigantic stone figures. In<br />
place <strong>of</strong> their heads were transparent, monstrous eggs, each<br />
containing a seething flux <strong>of</strong> movement. Within each shape was<br />
a scene <strong>of</strong> carnage; torture, bloody warfare, axes and guns and<br />
bombs, prisoners hooded and naked being dragged about by<br />
sneering captors, mutilations like the worst Goyaesque images.<br />
These were ovoid worlds <strong>of</strong> Armageddon; they were eternal.<br />
They were prophetic.<br />
I was lying where I had been thrown. Behind me sounded<br />
a groan. My friend, (still unnamed) was bound to a solitary bare<br />
tree. At first sight his bonds looked like fine hemp, and then I<br />
saw they were energy impulses, running around his body in<br />
dashes <strong>of</strong> green and red. His fine suit was torn. There was<br />
blood on his face.<br />
“And who shall be the saviour now?”<br />
The voice, mocking. And no more.<br />
* * *<br />
&ear doesn’t have to disable you. You learn that fairly<br />
fast, if you want to survive in my game. You’ve just got<br />
to use the adrenalin.<br />
Only thing was, I could get control <strong>of</strong> myself, but not<br />
much else. Besides which—that—what can I call it? Thing<br />
seems too complimentary—our Host maybe I should say—he<br />
seemed to be able to make me do stuff I’d never normally do.<br />
Maybe it was the same for my neighbour from upstairs.<br />
I mean, how else did we drink that muck <strong>of</strong>f the table?<br />
Wine? Sure, it had the smell <strong>of</strong> wine, a nice little red from Chile,<br />
perhaps. But it looked—I’d never have touched it. Only I did.<br />
Picked it up, swallowed it—Christ. Alcohol Concern should<br />
learn that trick. Aversion therapy that’d work. Thought I was<br />
dead until the coldness came, and wiped all the burning away<br />
like an Arctic rain. My friend from upstairs. Quick thinking. He<br />
was no fool after all.<br />
And I know what he thought when Mr. Universe came at<br />
me next, with his dick stuck up so high it was practically up his<br />
own nose. Thought I’d clock the bastard. Which I did. It was<br />
only a test, mind you. Even I could see that. They—our<br />
Host/s—were making sure we were exactly what we were.<br />
Otherwise why launch that tart at the guy upstairs? I’d been surprised<br />
he wasn’t sick all over her. Then again, he obviously<br />
thought I’d take her on OK. But you were wrong there, pal. I<br />
don’t like that type <strong>of</strong> brassy bitch shoves it in your face. Never<br />
mentioned Alice, did I. She was my type. Little and slim, and a<br />
smoke-cloud <strong>of</strong> dark hair. S<strong>of</strong>t and cool, and then looks up at<br />
you with those eyes full <strong>of</strong> shadow and sex—and your blood sizzles.<br />
So he was wrong about that. And anyway it was just a test.<br />
But They were all pleased with us. We were turning out just fine.<br />
Opposites. That’s what they wanted. Total opposites.<br />
But now.<br />
How to describe this.<br />
There was another earthquake effect to start with ——<br />
and the guy from upstairs and I grabbed each other, mostly<br />
instinctively to keep from falling over. And then —<br />
It wasn’t like the first time, the trip down the plug-hole.<br />
This was more like when you wake up violently in some<br />
unknown place, maybe where someone’s thrown you after a<br />
beating.<br />
I picked myself up cautiously, <strong>of</strong>f a carpet.<br />
Vomit-yellow sunset was oozing through windows draped<br />
in heavy old lace. Velvet curtains partly drawn.<br />
But in the rest <strong>of</strong> the room was a kind at blackness, lit by<br />
candles that didn’t light it, somehow, gave no light, though they<br />
were blazing up in crazy gusts. And then again, though there<br />
wasn’t any light, you could see a lot pretty clearly.<br />
It came to me. It was like a stage-set, or a movie-set.<br />
And then I see the bloke from upstairs, over in a corner,<br />
and he’s whimpering to himself, crying s<strong>of</strong>t, like a kid scared<br />
he’ll be overheard.<br />
Something was happening too in the shadow beyond the<br />
candles, some kind <strong>of</strong> flickering and thrashing about, grunts<br />
that sounded like pain, and probably were, a woman’s moans .<br />
. . But I didn’t go over to see.<br />
I went up to my neighbour.<br />
“Hey—”