HP Lovecraft's Magazine of Horror - Weird Tales

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54 H . P . L O V E C R A F T ’S M A G A Z IN E O F H O R R O R is the Cleopatra IX, moored side by side with all the other cruise ships. But even though she traveled just ten minutes in that filthy cab, she cannot see the river or the city of Luxor. She has gone beyond the narrow edge of green where proximity to water enabled things to grow. The trail is not easy to see anymore. Like everything else in Egypt., it has been obscured by the sand. She picks her way up a rise and across a plateau. The desert is so empty. The desert is so enormous. An ocean of nearly white sand, stretching on and on beyond the horizon. The only marks are ripples made by the winds. Who came this way before her? Who made this inadequate path? Grave diggers. Grave robbers. The funeral processions of pharaohs. History threatens to make her feel insignificant. And then she falls in a hole. “AH, Egypt.” The travel agent had smiled as he spread his brochures before her. Much as she loved the thrill of speed, Merril hadn’t wanted to go on yet another skiing trip. She kept thinking of the pyramids, whenever her brain couldn’t absorb another earnings ratio, she didn’t know why. But she knew that of the Seven Ancient Wonders of the World, only one remained. “Such a bargain now, after the trouble, though it’s safer than ever. But you can’t just see the pyramids, you must take a Nile Cruise.” As the agent described the beauty of the other temples, and the fine dining on the ships, Merril was mesmerized by his faint accent. And so she forgot she would be the woman there, and not some other Merril, leaning on the rail, while the Nile breezes wafted her scarf and her companion pointed out the smile of the crescent moon. “Single occupancy?” the agent said. “No, double. Two tickets,” she said, daring herself to ask someone to go with her. AFTER the dirt and rocks cease to fall on her, she tries to catch her breath. She wipes her face with the scarf she wears out of deference to other people’s religion. She drinks half her bottle of water, in great anxious gulps, before she realizes that she should be saving it. Her leg throbs. God how she needs a drink. A real drink. She makes do with one more little sip of water. On the ceiling of rock, eight or nine feet above her head, is part of a painting. She cannot tell of what, since the sun is directly in her eyes. She inches along the ground, trying to escape the bright heat. But she is afraid to travel too far into what must be some kind of tomb. Whenever she moves, more things fall from above. “Help,” she cries. She assumes someone will come. She needs help, therefore help will arrive. Eventually. Her niece Karla will notice her absence, even though this trip has not been the bonding experience Merril intended to have with the only one likely to visit her in a nursing home. Mido the guide will miss her, when they return from Banana Island. After all, keeping track of tourists is supposed to be his job. THE mutiny had happened at breakfast, a meal which Merril considered a waste of time. Since the ship had no newspapers or market reports, Merril always read about that day’s destination in her guidebook while having her coffee on deck. After learning all about the Valley of the Kings, she found her group still lingering in the ship’s dining room. Her niece Karla was pouring Mido another cup of tea and saying, “It would be so cool to spend the day on a boat!” “But you’re on a boat,” Merril said. “Not a—what do you call it, Mido?” Karla said. “A felucca,” Mido said. Felucca felucca, men had crooned to Merril whenever she walked along the Nile. She had been afraid to ask Mido what it meant. Felucca sounded so sinister and decadent, like a brand of opiate to be smoked in those Alice-in-Wonderland water pipes which squatted by the circular brass tables in the coffee shops. “Let’s take a felucca to Banana Island!” the Canadian honeymoon couple and the British school teachers and the Scottsdale seniors all said. They were tired of dusty old tombs. To them, columns and carvings were ancient history. “I don’t care what you do, but I’m going to see King Tut’s tomb,” Merril said. “You cannot go by yourself,” Mido said. “I am responsible.” “Then you should stick to the promised itinerary,” Merril said. “Please Mido,” they all began again. After Karla placed both her hands on his arm, he said to Merril, “Perhaps you can go with one of the other groups.” “That won’t be necessary.” Merril left the table, as hurt and angry as if another sort of promise had been broken. From the deck, she watched them sail away in their felucca. The tall curved sail resembled the wing of a bird. Karla leaned over to trail her fingers in the Nile. Mido gave a cigarette to the dark man who steered the boat with his bare foot on the tiller. But Merril would have been ashamed to travel halfway around the world to visit a place called Banana Island. ANOTHER hour passes. Maybe two. She can’t say for certain. She rations glances at her watch just like the sips of water. She argues with herself over whether the passage of time increases or decreases the probability of rescue. She looks in her pocketbook, hoping for a bag of peanuts from the jet, a cough drop, a mint flavored toothpick. Naturally she finds nothing like that. She has always prided herself on being a tidy, well-organized person, eager to discard whatever she did not need. But she does have the guidebook and her pen and a packet of tissues and the five postcards which Karla had written to her boyfriend and Mido refused to mail, claiming they would get to the U.S. faster if Merril carried them there herself. And of course she has her wallet with its slots full of credit cards and a photo she never looks at and money. She has plenty of money. THE trouble was, Egyptian cabs had no meters. But she did not realize that until they were already on the bridge crossing the Nile. “How much are you charging me?” she said. “To Valley of the Kings? Not much. Very reasonable. Also I wait while you visit King Tut’s tomb. Then I take you to

A Hatshepsut Temple. Then back to your ship. You stay on a ship? Right? All that for seventy.” “Seventy pounds! I won’t give you more than thirty.” “Thirty dollars. But no Hatshepsut.” “Who said anything about dollars? Egyptian pounds.” The man protested. Thirty pounds was nothing, wasn’t even gas money to cross this bridge. But he took her. Grumbling all the way, he took her. She smiled as she sat in the back seat. In her business, she had a reputation for being a keen negotiator. She intentionally got out of the cab before paying him. He cursed the three red bills and drove away quickly. She asked where King Tut’s tomb was. There were never any signs in Egypt. A man pointed way off in the distance to a rim of cliffs. She thought he hadn’t understood. But she was the one who was wrong. She was at the Valley of the Queens. The women were not buried anywhere near their husbands. The women were given smaller and less spectacular tombs, on the far side of the Theban Hills from the marvels which Merril had intended to see. SHE can’t afford to get upset. Her anger only makes her hotter. She forces herself to take deep breaths. She will focus on what she can do. She will not fight battles she can’t win. That is how she has built her success. THE postcard of the Manhattan skyline had been purchased at JFK airport. Merril had not wanted Karla to buy it, since leaving the gate necessitated another agonizing wait to pass through airport security. But Karla insisted. The writing was in purple ink, large loopy letters decorated with hearts and flowers and smiles. Dear Kyle, I miss you sooooo much. I didn’t eat the chocolate truffle they gave me on the jet. I’m saving everything for you. My aunt’s kind of weird. She keeps talking about maximizing my potential. Whatever that means. All I know, is I love you. Love, Karla. XOXOX!!!!!! Merril grabs her pen and writes. Maximizing potential means making the most of opportunities! Not wasting chances by going to Banana Island! Her handwriting is much smaller than Karla’s, the black ink intricately woven between the lines like the threads of a carpet. But here I am. Nothing to do but wait. I guess I’ll be as famous as Howard Carter for discovering this tomb. No gold here, though, like in King Tut’s. Just broken bits of pots and probably bones somewhere. That is the purpose of the place. But I refuse to add mine to the collection. !t the Antiquities Museum in Cairo, all the other tourists crowded around the golden treasures which had been removed from King Tut’s tomb. But Mido took his group into another nearby room, which contained no statues and no gold, just glass cases displaying broken bits of rock. “Why have you brought us in here?” Merril said. As usual, Mido preferred to address his remarks to Karla whose wide eyes appeared perpetually in admiration even when she was not paying the slightest bit of attention. “This is the ostraca. You may think the pyramids are nothing but a pile of rocks. But this is not true. Each giant block had to be carved to fit together perfectly. To make the angles which reach to the sky. These bits of stone are what’s left of that carving. The ostraca prove that space aliens did not make the pyramids with super technology. My ancestors chipped away each fragment. Then on these shards, the artisans practiced their hieroglyphics. They left their own names here on the ostraca.” “They should have found bigger pieces to write on,” Merril said, making yet another attempt to expand her niece’s ambitions. Mido said, “They wrote on what they had. And left a mark which outlasts the centuries.” Dear Kyle: This is a picture of Hatshepsut. She was like the only woman to be a pharo. That’s why she has a beard. Mido calls my aunt Hatshepsut. She hates it, but it suits her, so we all do, when she can’t hear us. I’ve been praying to love her in Christ’s name. But it’s a real test of my soul. You are so easy to love. Love, Karla I NEVER asked to be loved. Just respected. I can’t help how I am. And Hatshepsut couldn’t help that her husband died before she could produce a male heir. Why should she have been deprived of power just because another wife had given birth to a son? Let her rule, if she can. Only the boy grows up, hating her. And once she’s dead, he orders all her statues defaced and her name scratched out, unwritten, and everything she tried to do undone. “SHUKRAN!” Her mouth is very dry from shouting. The guidebook does not list the Arabic word for help. So she calls out “Shukran!” Thanking somebody, anybody, if they might H . P . L O V E C R A F T ’S M A G A Z IN E O F H O R R O R 55

54 H . P . L O V E C R A F T ’S M A G A Z IN E O F H O R R O R<br />

is the Cleopatra IX, moored side by side with all the other<br />

cruise ships. But even though she traveled just ten minutes in<br />

that filthy cab, she cannot see the river or the city <strong>of</strong> Luxor. She<br />

has gone beyond the narrow edge <strong>of</strong> green where proximity to<br />

water enabled things to grow.<br />

The trail is not easy to see anymore. Like everything else in<br />

Egypt., it has been obscured by the sand. She picks her way up<br />

a rise and across a plateau. The desert is so empty. The desert<br />

is so enormous. An ocean <strong>of</strong> nearly white sand, stretching on<br />

and on beyond the horizon. The only marks are ripples made<br />

by the winds. Who came this way before her? Who made this<br />

inadequate path? Grave diggers. Grave robbers. The funeral<br />

processions <strong>of</strong> pharaohs. History threatens to make her feel<br />

insignificant.<br />

And then she falls in a hole.<br />

“AH, Egypt.” The travel agent had smiled as he spread his<br />

brochures before her.<br />

Much as she loved the thrill <strong>of</strong> speed, Merril hadn’t wanted<br />

to go on yet another skiing trip. She kept thinking <strong>of</strong> the pyramids,<br />

whenever her brain couldn’t absorb another earnings<br />

ratio, she didn’t know why. But she knew that <strong>of</strong> the Seven<br />

Ancient Wonders <strong>of</strong> the World, only one remained.<br />

“Such a bargain now, after the trouble, though it’s safer<br />

than ever. But you can’t just see the pyramids, you must take a<br />

Nile Cruise.” As the agent described the beauty <strong>of</strong> the other<br />

temples, and the fine dining on the ships, Merril was mesmerized<br />

by his faint accent. And so she forgot she would be the<br />

woman there, and not some other Merril, leaning on the rail,<br />

while the Nile breezes wafted her scarf and her companion<br />

pointed out the smile <strong>of</strong> the crescent moon.<br />

“Single occupancy?” the agent said.<br />

“No, double. Two tickets,” she said, daring herself to ask<br />

someone to go with her.<br />

AFTER the dirt and rocks cease to fall on her, she tries to catch<br />

her breath. She wipes her face with the scarf she wears out <strong>of</strong><br />

deference to other people’s religion. She drinks half her bottle<br />

<strong>of</strong> water, in great anxious gulps, before she realizes that she<br />

should be saving it. Her leg throbs. God how she needs a drink.<br />

A real drink. She makes do with one more little sip <strong>of</strong> water.<br />

On the ceiling <strong>of</strong> rock, eight or nine feet above her head,<br />

is part <strong>of</strong> a painting. She cannot tell <strong>of</strong> what, since the sun is<br />

directly in her eyes. She inches along the ground, trying to<br />

escape the bright heat. But she is afraid to travel too far into<br />

what must be some kind <strong>of</strong> tomb. Whenever she moves, more<br />

things fall from above.<br />

“Help,” she cries. She assumes someone will come. She<br />

needs help, therefore help will arrive. Eventually. Her niece<br />

Karla will notice her absence, even though this trip has not<br />

been the bonding experience Merril intended to have with the<br />

only one likely to visit her in a nursing home. Mido the guide<br />

will miss her, when they return from Banana Island. After all,<br />

keeping track <strong>of</strong> tourists is supposed to be his job.<br />

THE mutiny had happened at breakfast, a meal which Merril<br />

considered a waste <strong>of</strong> time. Since the ship had no newspapers<br />

or market reports, Merril always read about that day’s destination<br />

in her guidebook while having her c<strong>of</strong>fee on deck. After<br />

learning all about the Valley <strong>of</strong> the Kings, she found her group<br />

still lingering in the ship’s dining room. Her niece Karla was<br />

pouring Mido another cup <strong>of</strong> tea and saying, “It would be so<br />

cool to spend the day on a boat!”<br />

“But you’re on a boat,” Merril said.<br />

“Not a—what do you call it, Mido?” Karla said.<br />

“A felucca,” Mido said.<br />

Felucca felucca, men had crooned to Merril whenever she<br />

walked along the Nile. She had been afraid to ask Mido what it<br />

meant. Felucca sounded so sinister and decadent, like a brand<br />

<strong>of</strong> opiate to be smoked in those Alice-in-Wonderland water<br />

pipes which squatted by the circular brass tables in the c<strong>of</strong>fee<br />

shops.<br />

“Let’s take a felucca to Banana Island!” the Canadian honeymoon<br />

couple and the British school teachers and the<br />

Scottsdale seniors all said. They were tired <strong>of</strong> dusty old tombs.<br />

To them, columns and carvings were ancient history.<br />

“I don’t care what you do, but I’m going to see King Tut’s<br />

tomb,” Merril said.<br />

“You cannot go by yourself,” Mido said. “I am responsible.”<br />

“Then you should stick to the promised itinerary,” Merril<br />

said.<br />

“Please Mido,” they all began again. After Karla placed<br />

both her hands on his arm, he said to Merril, “Perhaps you can<br />

go with one <strong>of</strong> the other groups.”<br />

“That won’t be necessary.” Merril left the table, as hurt<br />

and angry as if another sort <strong>of</strong> promise had been broken.<br />

From the deck, she watched them sail away in their felucca.<br />

The tall curved sail resembled the wing <strong>of</strong> a bird. Karla<br />

leaned over to trail her fingers in the Nile. Mido gave a cigarette<br />

to the dark man who steered the boat with his bare foot on the<br />

tiller. But Merril would have been ashamed to travel halfway<br />

around the world to visit a place called Banana Island.<br />

ANOTHER hour passes. Maybe two. She can’t say for certain.<br />

She rations glances at her watch just like the sips <strong>of</strong> water. She<br />

argues with herself over whether the passage <strong>of</strong> time increases<br />

or decreases the probability <strong>of</strong> rescue. She looks in her pocketbook,<br />

hoping for a bag <strong>of</strong> peanuts from the jet, a cough drop,<br />

a mint flavored toothpick. Naturally she finds nothing like that.<br />

She has always prided herself on being a tidy, well-organized<br />

person, eager to discard whatever she did not need.<br />

But she does have the guidebook and her pen and a packet<br />

<strong>of</strong> tissues and the five postcards which Karla had written to<br />

her boyfriend and Mido refused to mail, claiming they would<br />

get to the U.S. faster if Merril carried them there herself. And<br />

<strong>of</strong> course she has her wallet with its slots full <strong>of</strong> credit cards<br />

and a photo she never looks at and money. She has plenty<br />

<strong>of</strong> money.<br />

THE trouble was, Egyptian cabs had no meters. But she did<br />

not realize that until they were already on the bridge crossing<br />

the Nile. “How much are you charging me?” she said.<br />

“To Valley <strong>of</strong> the Kings? Not much. Very reasonable. Also<br />

I wait while you visit King Tut’s tomb. Then I take you to

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