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For all that came later. l11en, back in Banyuls, after my first trip on the Lister route, I<br />

thought: Good old Benjamin and his manuscript are safe, on the other side of the<br />

mountains.<br />

In about a week the word came: Walter Benjamin is dead. He took his life in Port-Bou the<br />

night after his arrival.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Spanish border authorities had informed the group that they would be retunled to<br />

France. New orders, just received from Madrid: Nobody can enter Spain without the<br />

French exit visa. (Several different versions* exist of the reason Spain gave this time for<br />

closing the border: apatridest may not travel through Spain; or Spanish transit visas issued<br />

in Marseilles were invalid.) Whatever the new di.Tective was, it was lifted soon. Had there<br />

been time fo r the news to reach the French side of the frontier, crossings would have been<br />

halted while watching developments. We were living in the lge of New Directives";<br />

every governmental office in every country of Europe seemed to devote full time to<br />

decreeing, revoking, enacting, and then lifting orders and regulations. Yo u just had to<br />

learn to slip through holes, to tmu, to wind, and to wriggle your way out of this ever­<br />

changing maze, if you wanted to survive.<br />

But Benjamin was not a wriggler ...<br />

" . .. fout se debrouiller": one has to cut through the fog, work one's way out of the<br />

general collapse-that had become the only possible way of life in France. To most, it<br />

meant things like buying forged bread tickets or extra milk for the kids or obtaining some<br />

kind, any kind of permit; in other words, to get something that didn't officially exist. To<br />

some, it also meant to get such things by "collaborating.n For us, the apatndes) it was<br />

primarily a matter of staying out of concentration camps and escaping from the Gestapo.<br />

But Benjamin was no debrouillard . ..<br />

In his remoteness, what counted was that his manuscript and he were out of the reach<br />

of the Gestapo. <strong>The</strong> crossing had exhausted him and he didn't believe that he could do it<br />

again-he had told me so during our climb. Here, too, he had calculated everything in<br />

advance: he had enough morphine on him to take his life several times over.<br />

Impressed and shaken by his death, the Spanish authorities let his companions con­<br />

tinue their traveL<br />

July 1980<br />

During a recent conversation with Professor Abramsky from London, we talked about<br />

Wa lter Belamin and his work, and I mentioned his last walk.<br />

Tben I got a call from Professor Gershom Scholem, a trustee of Benjamin's literary<br />

estate and his closest friend. He had heard from Abralllsky about our conversation and<br />

wanted to lrnow more, I gave him a summarized description of the events on that day<br />

almost forty years ago.<br />

He asked for every detail concenling the manuscript:<br />

"<strong>The</strong>re is no manuscript;' he said. "Until now, nobody knew that such a manuscript<br />

ever existed."<br />

I am hearing: there is no manuscript. Nobody knows about the heavy black briefcase<br />

carrying the papers that were more important to him than anything else.<br />

* see F. V. Grunfcld, Harmah Arendt, G, Scholem et a1.<br />

"I Stateless persons, literally "People without Fatherland"-official French term for refugees from<br />

Nazi Germany whose citizenship had been taken away by the Nazi government.

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