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It has been a crazy couple of months! At the time of<br />
my last column I was busy preparing for X Games<br />
and for competing in the Women’s Motocross Association’s<br />
race series. I am happy to report that I won my<br />
second gold medal at X Games!<br />
When I first showed up at the LA Coliseum for the<br />
games, I was a little freaked out because the track was<br />
way sketchy. The triples were huge: a gnarly set of<br />
whoops, kicked off by a major drop-off, and then<br />
straight down and into a huge triple! (“Whoops” are a<br />
long series of low-to-the-ground jumps. Sometimes you<br />
can double jump through them but sometimes you need<br />
to “blitz” them.) I really struggled in the whoop section<br />
during my practices, especially when compared to a<br />
couple of the other top girls. This wasn’t helped by the<br />
fact that I am terrified of blitzing! To perform a blitz,<br />
you have to skim the tops of the jumps while not letting<br />
your front tire dip. Nine times out of 10, if your front<br />
tire drops, you are headed for a crash!<br />
I received third place during the timed qualifiers, where<br />
I came in about two seconds behind the other two competitors.<br />
I was sure I needed to find a way to make up<br />
time or maybe even change my whole strategy for the<br />
race. Fortunately my riding partner and coach for the X<br />
games, Jeremy McGrath, is a champion supercross and<br />
motocross racer. Jeremy has won many titles and is a<br />
test rider for Honda. I met with him and with my team<br />
manager, Erik Kehoe. Together we decided to stick with<br />
my original plan: jump through the whoops instead of<br />
trying to master blitzing them.<br />
The day of the race, I shot off to a good start, taking second<br />
position. I knew I had to get quickly around the girl<br />
in front of me. I managed to pass her on the first lap<br />
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(there are only six laps in the girls’ race), taking first<br />
position as she came zooming up behind me. I stayed<br />
steady, just as my team and I had discussed. I wasn’t<br />
going to give up!<br />
Even though I made a couple of mistakes, I hung on and<br />
kept pushing. The girl behind me kept inching up on me,<br />
but then she started to make mistakes too. She went off<br />
the track once and then, after the big triples, wound up<br />
going off the track completely! She went down hard<br />
and got banged up, but she was okay. Meanwhile, I kept<br />
on going, riding as hard as I could.<br />
My mechanic held up a sign indicating I was way ahead.<br />
I kept pushing forward. I wasn’t even aware that the<br />
other girl had crashed, and I didn’t want anyone to catch<br />
me! Soon I saw the white flag that indicated I had one<br />
lap to go. I was so stoked! And soon after that, the<br />
checkered flag flew out!<br />
Yes! I had won another X Games gold medal!<br />
But the fun didn’ stop there. After the end of my racing<br />
season, I began a tour with Red Bull. This three-stop<br />
tour, called “Under My Wings”, allowed me to visit<br />
schools for deaf students and inspire the kids to believe<br />
they can do anything. I was very excited to do this tour.<br />
I had visited deaf schools in the past but these visits<br />
were all set up through Red Bull and included media.<br />
The students knew I was coming and everything was<br />
prepared in advance. Still, I am always a little nervous<br />
when I go to visit schools because I am never sure how<br />
the students are going to respond to me when I show up.<br />
The first stop on my tour was a track called Steel City in<br />
Delmont, Pennsylvania, where the students from the
Western Pennsylvania School for the Deaf came out to<br />
watch me ride. It was a pretty muddy day but I think<br />
everyone had a great time anyway. I know I did! I drove<br />
through the mud and, afterwards, all of the kids asked<br />
great questions. I signed some autographs and got to<br />
hang out with the students for a while. It was a motivational<br />
day for everyone.<br />
The next stop was Galludet. I was nervous to go there—<br />
these students were my own age, and a lot of them had<br />
attended the Florida School for the Deaf and Blind with<br />
me, but I hadn’t spoken with them in about four years. I<br />
didn’t know how the students would react when they<br />
saw me, and I wasn’t even sure that anyone would show<br />
up in the first place because my presentation took place<br />
between classes.<br />
I shouldn’t have worried at all, because the turnout was<br />
great! Everyone seemed excited to have me there and I<br />
was thrilled to be there. The questions were fun to<br />
answer as I reunited with a lot of old friends. I hope we<br />
stay in touch!<br />
The last of my stops was the Lexington School for the<br />
Deaf, in New York. I toured the huge school and some<br />
of its seven-acre campus. Everyone was really nice and<br />
seemed very happy to have me visit. I gave a presentation<br />
in the school’s auditorium and showed the students<br />
a video that Red Bull had made for the event. I had so<br />
much fun! Everyone seemed to really enjoy themselves<br />
and all of the students asked good questions. Some of<br />
my friends from the Women’s Sports Foundation even<br />
showed up to cheer me on!<br />
I thank Jenner Richard and Red Bull for pulling my<br />
wonderful tour together. I feel so fortunate to be able to<br />
give back to the deaf community and to have a sponsor<br />
that wants to help me give back!<br />
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TACKLING THE JOBS CRISIS<br />
Dear <strong>ABILITY</strong> readers,<br />
At its heart, the Americans with Disabilities Act is really<br />
very simple. To echo the words of one activist, the<br />
ADA is about securing the most fundamental of rights<br />
for people with disabilities: “the right to live in the<br />
world.”<br />
That’s all that people with disabilities ask for. Not special<br />
rights, but the rights and opportunities that other<br />
Americans take for granted and exercise without a second<br />
thought: the right to participate in the community;<br />
to have the choice to live in the community; to have the<br />
opportunity to have a job that is commensurate with<br />
one’s interests and abilities, to be economically selfsufficient,<br />
and to have a fair shot at the American<br />
Dream.<br />
Unfortunately, for all the amazing advances we have<br />
made during the first two decades of the ADA, we have<br />
made distressingly little progress in improving the<br />
employment opportunities, and the employment rate, of<br />
individuals with disabilities.<br />
According to the most recent data, more than 60 percent<br />
of individuals with disabilities are not employed—<br />
some 21 million people in all. In addition, many individuals<br />
with disabilities who are employed are underemployed.<br />
Make no mistake, this is a national crisis. We are talking,<br />
here, about people who want to work, and are<br />
capable of work. They want to be as economically<br />
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self-sufficient as possible. But they can’t<br />
find work.<br />
Beginning in October 2011, the Community<br />
First Choice Option—which includes<br />
the core components of the Community<br />
Choice Act—will be available to States.<br />
States that select it will receive enhanced<br />
Federal matching funds—an additional 6<br />
percent in the The Federal Medical Assistance<br />
Percentages (FMAPs). Specifically,<br />
the CFC Option will cover the provision<br />
of personal care services to individuals<br />
who are on Medicaid and are eligible for<br />
nursing home services—to help with the<br />
activities of daily living that will allow<br />
them to live independently in the community.<br />
I expect that many of the individuals<br />
who will receive services under the CFC<br />
option will be able to go to work, and will<br />
want to go to work.<br />
On this score, I often think of my nephew<br />
Kelly, who became a paraplegic at a<br />
young age. He has attendant services that<br />
allow him to get up in the morning, go to work, operate<br />
his own small business, pay taxes, and live in his own<br />
home. How does he afford it? It is because he was<br />
injured in the Navy, and the Veterans Administration<br />
pays for personal care services. The VA pays for someone<br />
to help him in the morning and evening with the<br />
daily tasks that you and I take for granted.<br />
Now, with the Community First Choice option, many<br />
others will have the same opportunity to receive these<br />
services, to be independent, and to have a job. It will be<br />
tragic if these newly independent people with disabilities<br />
run up against the same old impediments to<br />
employment.<br />
It is time to tackle—head on—the employment crisis<br />
among people with disabilities. To this end, in early<br />
September, I convened leaders and advocates representing<br />
the full range of views within the disability community<br />
for two days of brainstorming and strategizing. We<br />
focused on four key topic areas: private employment;<br />
federal employment; supported employment and subminimum<br />
wage; and training and education. It was an<br />
extraordinarily productive meeting<br />
This two-day Washington meeting was billed as a<br />
“retreat,” but it was actually an advance. We left with a<br />
robust framework that we will continue to develop, and<br />
a commitment to go forward as a united disability rights<br />
community, speaking with one voice.<br />
Next, sometime after the upcoming election, I plan to<br />
call together employers, including those who have<br />
shown leadership in hiring people with disabilities, to<br />
solicit their very best ideas for helping us moving
forward. Then, in early 2011, I intend to<br />
bring together representatives of both<br />
groups—the disability community and<br />
the employer community—to discuss a<br />
unified framework for action that will<br />
make significant progress in increasing<br />
employment opportunities for people<br />
with disabilities.<br />
To date, the employment crisis among<br />
people with disabilities has seemed overwhelming<br />
and intractable. This is about<br />
to change. I am confident that, with a<br />
supportive Obama administration, a unified<br />
disability rights community, and a<br />
good faith effort by Corporate America,<br />
we can make significant progress in the<br />
years ahead. It is time, at long last, to<br />
make good on the ADA’s goal of economic<br />
self-sufficiency, including a job<br />
commensurate with one’s training and<br />
talents.<br />
Sincerely,<br />
Senator Tom Harkin<br />
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Senator Tom Harkin (D-IA) is Chairman of the<br />
Senate Health, Education, Labor and Pensions<br />
Committee<br />
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He’s got the look of a runner: long, skinny legs and<br />
a slender build that shaves years off his age.<br />
Although he’s often reluctant to start a run, once I<br />
get him out the door, he skips and swerves and jumps<br />
with the joy of a newborn colt set free for the first time.<br />
My 15 year old son, Garrett, is autistic. In the Gardner<br />
household, however, autism is not an excuse for doing<br />
anything less than one’s best, whether it be tackling<br />
classroom academics, doing chores around the house or<br />
participating in sports. Garrett is slower than most<br />
young men at processing auditory information and<br />
responding to instructions and requests. When he’s nervous<br />
or overwhelmed by sensory stimuli, Garrett will<br />
bow his head, focus his gaze intently on his hands and<br />
flap them like a crazed drummer.<br />
And then there’s his speech: a sometimes incoherent random<br />
chattering to no one in particular. “Garrett, you’re<br />
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jibber-jabbering again,” we say, to remind him that talking<br />
is something we do with other people. At times, Garrett<br />
can communicate with crystal clarity. Other times, it<br />
seems as if he’s speaking his own language. The more<br />
we question him, the more remote and jumbled the<br />
words seem to be.<br />
Garrett was diagnosed as autistic when he was three<br />
years old. When he was four, after nearly four years in<br />
foster care, Garrett became our adopted son.<br />
Over the last 10 years Garrett has run numerous 5K<br />
races and has joined the family for running and hiking<br />
workouts at the high school track and at local Orange<br />
County wilderness parks. Running always seems to<br />
ease his self-stimulation or stemming behavior (hand<br />
flapping) and counteract his ADHD symptoms, helping<br />
to increase his ability to focus and concentrate.
But Garrett has always been the reluctant runner. Like<br />
most kids his age, he’d rather play computer or video<br />
games than head out for a 10 mile run. Imagine his consternation<br />
when, last October, I informed him that Saturdays<br />
until March would mean getting up at six in the<br />
morning to join Dad and his friends for long runs. Instead<br />
of sleeping in and watching Saturday morning cartoons,<br />
Garrett would be training for the Los Angeles Marathon.<br />
Long-time runners ourselves, Garrett’s mom and I firmly<br />
believed that Garrett could benefit from the discipline,<br />
goal-setting and fitness demanded of marathon training.<br />
As a 20 time finisher of the Los Angeles Marathon, I<br />
know the benefits of running and of setting running goals.<br />
I have followed the Students Run LA program closely<br />
and know how marathon training has helped many at-risk<br />
youth to stay in school and accomplish a variety of tasks.<br />
However, I wondered if my 15 year old autistic son really<br />
could train for and run a marathon. After all, 26.2 miles is<br />
a long way for anyone to jog—and Garrett complains<br />
about the slightest discomfort caused by loud noises,<br />
flies, or a meal too quickly eaten. There is, of course, discomfort<br />
during any marathon. As I would be running<br />
with him, I knew I’d need to assist Garrett with drinking,<br />
eating and pacing. But many times it’s difficult to get my<br />
son to communicate how he feels or even if he’s in pain.<br />
Nevertheless, we set up a running schedule and stuck to<br />
it. After some experimenting, we eventually hit on the<br />
right mixture of running and walking and learned that<br />
music and running were a great combination for Garrett.<br />
Eventually, Garrett and I ran three 20 milers as part of<br />
his training and on March 21, 2010 successfully reached<br />
the finish line at the Santa Monica Pier in a little over<br />
seven hours.<br />
Garrett is proof that autism is not a barrier to achieving<br />
athletic success.<br />
Our first marathon training run took place last September,<br />
on the trails of the Whiting Ranch Wilderness Park<br />
near our home. It’s a six mile run with some climbing<br />
and downhill sprinting. Though normally fearful of the<br />
wilderness—especially flying and buzzing insects—<br />
Garrett was thankfully able to focus on his running,<br />
even asking me several times how he was doing. He did<br />
great, and made not a single complaint about bugs!<br />
Most of our weekday runs involved a mile jog down the<br />
hill from our house to Serrano Park, a large, city-operated<br />
expanse that features tennis courts, a playground, ball<br />
fields and a dirt path around its perimeter.<br />
On one occasion, after our regular session of six loops<br />
around the park, Garrett asked me if autism is a disease.<br />
I told him his brain is just wired a little differently and<br />
that he is unique, with special talents and abilities. “It’s<br />
up to you,” I said to Garrett, “to find out what your special<br />
talents are.” I told him that some people with<br />
autism, because of their ability to focus on one thing at<br />
the exclusion of everything else, have become experts in<br />
their fields. I reminded Garrett of the story of autistic<br />
animal science professor Dr. Temple Grandin. (Garrett<br />
has been fascinated by Dr. Grandin’s “hugging<br />
machine” ever since watching the HBO movie that<br />
bears her name.)<br />
In addition to being autistic, Garrett also has Attention<br />
Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD), which often<br />
necessitates that his medications are changed, or that<br />
doses are lowered or increased. In October, at the Toyota<br />
of Orange 5K, Garrett was off of his medicine and very<br />
hyperactive. You might think that this hyperactivity could<br />
be channeled into fast running. On that particular day,<br />
however, Garrett did a lot of fast walking. “I’m saving<br />
my strength for the finish,” he said. Sure enough, Garrett<br />
was able to sprint away from me during the last few hundred<br />
yards, his head rocking back and forth like a bobble<br />
head doll to the cheering of the finish line spectators.<br />
On the Monday after the 5K, Garrett wore his race tshirt<br />
and medal to his junior high special education<br />
class, for show-and-tell. I still don’t know which one of<br />
us was prouder of his achievement.<br />
Toward the end of October, Garrett seemed to be getting<br />
stronger, often doing our weekday run to the big park<br />
and back (including the climb back up the hill) without<br />
stopping. I told him that, if he was getting tired, he<br />
should simply slow down. When I asked him if running<br />
is getting easier, he said it was.<br />
During an early November training run of two loops<br />
around Lake Mission Viejo (totaling about three miles), I<br />
let Garrett run with a youth marathon training group<br />
called We Run Orange County’s Kids (WEROCK).<br />
Given his training, I estimated that Garrett should finish<br />
the two loops in 65 or 70 minutes. When he didn’t show<br />
up at the finish within that time, I ran out onto the course<br />
to look for him, worried, of course, that something horrible<br />
may have happened.<br />
As it turned out, I needn’t have worried: my son was<br />
simply walking and slow running with the other kids.<br />
Socializing and making friends is not easy for Garrett or<br />
for anyone with autism. To see him hanging with other<br />
kids his age was an encouraging sign.<br />
I later learned, however, that I may have been pushing<br />
Garrett a little too hard. My wife told me that Garrett<br />
had confided in her that he didn’t like running with me<br />
because I forced him to work harder and run faster.<br />
Although I had thought my discipline was good for Garrett<br />
and his training, I decided to ease back a bit and let<br />
Garrett run at his own pace. I knew that a 10K race was<br />
coming up in November and, although I thought 70<br />
minutes a reasonable goal for him, I decided to let him<br />
manage his own speed. I resolved simply to make sure<br />
he drank and walked a little at each mile.<br />
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At Tustin’s Dino Dash 10K, regular walking seemed a<br />
good way to extend Garrett’s ability to go long distances.<br />
He finished in 66:57, for an average mile pace of 10:45.<br />
As he had done at other races, Garrett sprinted the last 50<br />
yards or so. I started to consider lowering his 10K race<br />
goals, then remembered the conversation I’d had with my<br />
wife. Just let Garrett run like Garrett, I reminded myself.<br />
Garrett performed well at the Dino Dash, drinking water<br />
at all the aid stations, and ended the race amazed he was<br />
able to pass some runners we know. “Do the work,” I told<br />
him, “and any goal can be achieved.”<br />
Increasingly longer weekend runs were planned all<br />
through the months of November, December and January,<br />
culminating with a few 20 milers in February. We decided<br />
to stay consistent with our schedule of short weekday<br />
runs and long runs on the weekend. In short time, Garrett<br />
grew in confidence as he learned a better sense of pacing<br />
and how to tend to water and calorie needs.<br />
In early December Garrett ran a 12 miler in 2:38 with<br />
the WEROCK kids. When I finished my own run, I<br />
headed back on the course to catch up with Garrett to<br />
run the last few miles alongside him. When I met up<br />
with Garrett, he was walking with one of the other kids,<br />
helping him out, supporting him, he said. Then, when<br />
we started running the last couple of miles, Garrett<br />
sprinted away just as he does at the finish of a race. I<br />
realized I couldn’t keep up with him.<br />
At the finish, Garrett asked me, “Am I faster than you<br />
now, Dad?”<br />
“At times,” I answered, “you certainly are.”<br />
In January Garrett and I started joining some of my<br />
friends for long weekend runs on the boardwalk at Huntington<br />
Beach and on the Santa Ana River trail. Garrett<br />
told me it’s easier running at night than during the day—a<br />
comment that may have had something to do with the<br />
fact our long weekend runs took place during the day.<br />
Because the river trail has painted white mile markers,<br />
Garrett enjoys running it more than he enjoys running<br />
the Huntington Beach boardwalk. Although I’ve told<br />
him that the distance from our car to the Huntington<br />
Beach pier is approximately three miles, Garrett trusts<br />
the painted mile markers more than Dad’s estimate.<br />
Our long runs in January and February helped us finetune<br />
our ratio of running to walking. The walking breaks<br />
allowed a needed rest for our running muscles and<br />
helped extend the distance we could run. Walking each<br />
mile often helps Garrett finish the long runs.<br />
Garrett did quite well during the opening 12 miles of our<br />
first 18 miler. He struggled during the final six miles<br />
but—with the help of walking breaks, Gatorade, gels,<br />
gummy candies, and his mp3 player—was able to finish.
Although some running experts frown on the use of<br />
music players during runs, noting that a runner could be<br />
distracted from safety considerations, Garrett enjoys listening<br />
to his tunes and commenting on songs or on what<br />
he hears on the news. He also enjoys the camaraderie of<br />
running with the guys and sharing comments about the<br />
natural and bikini-clad scenery of the beach.<br />
Marathon morning could not come quickly enough for<br />
Garrett. In his mind, a race day means the end of Saturday<br />
morning torture-athons. Finish the marathon, he figures,<br />
and Saturday mornings are his once again. He’d be<br />
able to return to his favorite habit of staying folded in a<br />
warm blanket until hunger for bacon and peanut butter<br />
toast gets the better of him—or until it’s time for Yugioh,<br />
Dragonball-Z or Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.<br />
I, on the other hand, absolutely relish our running times<br />
together. I’m not much of a Yugioh card player, video<br />
game player or fan of Saturday morning cartoons, but<br />
running is an activity that my son and I can do together.<br />
As we trained I knew that four days a week, father and<br />
son would get some time to talk about school, and goals<br />
and dreams and problems.<br />
During our runs, Garrett sometimes told me about kids<br />
who teased him or chased him or called him names. He<br />
would tell me about girls he liked and ask me how he<br />
could get them to like him.<br />
“Be yourself, Garrett,” I told him. “Just be yourself. Tell<br />
your goofy jokes—jokes that sometimes only you understand.<br />
Talk endlessly about the latest video game you’ve<br />
played. Be your kind and generous and friendly self.”<br />
Because marathon training had been such a positive<br />
experience for father and son, I was determined to<br />
make sure that the marathon itself would also be a good<br />
one. Too often I’ve heard first-time marathon runners<br />
lament, after suffering through a race, “Never again!” I<br />
did not want this to be Garrett’s experience. I didn’t<br />
want this to be our memory.<br />
Although I harbored notions of Garrett running a fast<br />
time, I realized that if I were to sustain our regular runs,<br />
first and foremost, Garrett would need to have a great<br />
experience. He needed to have lots of fun. (The idea of<br />
using the words fun and marathon in the same sentence<br />
may seem outrageous to some, but Garrett had put in his<br />
miles. He was well-trained to go the distance.)<br />
The Saturday before the race, we attended the marathon<br />
expo at Dodger Stadium and—like 30,000 other runners—loaded<br />
up with free samples of soy milk, energy<br />
bars and sports drinks. The expo was crowded and noisy<br />
and probably not the greatest place for an autistic boy<br />
who can be overwhelmed by the sound of a passing car, a<br />
shout from kids in the neighborhood or a flushing toilet.<br />
With his mother and sister, and friends Kent and Loretta<br />
Street, we left for our hotel room near the Santa Monica<br />
Pier. Our plan was to rest, see a few sights, eat some<br />
pasta and get to sleep early. In the morning, we’d get up<br />
early and catch the bus to the start at Dodger Stadium.<br />
Garrett counted all of his free samples, then counted<br />
them again. He read all the brochures and maps, then<br />
read them again. I was just as fastidious, laying out our<br />
running clothes and shoes, pinning our race numbers on<br />
our shirts, locating the bus pickup location on the map,<br />
setting the alarm clock and ordering a wake up call.<br />
Garrett fell asleep quickly that night, but I tossed and<br />
turned, worrying about the next day’s run. How would<br />
Garrett react around 25,000 runners? How would he<br />
react during a bad stretch? How would I react when<br />
Garrett started to tire or bonk?<br />
So many things can go wrong during the running of<br />
26.2 miles: blisters, dehydration, bonking, chafing.<br />
Heck, a runner could easily fall and twist an ankle. As<br />
prepared as an athlete tries to be for any contingency,<br />
sometimes finishing a marathon is just out of his hands.<br />
I still remember a Los Angeles marathon during which I<br />
fell behind on fluids and electrolytes and, at mile 18, felt<br />
every single muscle in both legs suddenly seize with<br />
cramps. I fell to the ground hard, unable to get up. It<br />
took large quantities of Gatorade (and several minutes<br />
of massage by an aid station volunteer) before I was<br />
able to get up and hobble to the finish line.<br />
Fortunately I had a plan that would help us avoid a similar<br />
fate for Garrett. Eat and drink at regular intervals.<br />
Mix in a lot of walking. Enjoy the sites and the cheering<br />
crowds. If those plans happened to go awry—well, just<br />
try to keep a good attitude and take away lessons for<br />
future attempts.<br />
Unfortunately, things seemed to go badly before Garrett<br />
had run even a single step. Because of limited access<br />
points into Dodger Stadium (and 25,000 runners all trying<br />
to get to the venue at the same time), there was<br />
nothing but “stop and stop” traffic on the freeways within<br />
five miles of the stadium. Some runners even abandoned<br />
their rides, opting to run and walk along the side<br />
of the freeway.<br />
It was at this point that I began to panic about potentially<br />
missing the start of the race. There was no panic in<br />
Garrett, however. He simply enjoyed the ride: remarking<br />
on the skyline of downtown Los Angeles, the beauty<br />
of the sunrise, and waving to the passengers in the other<br />
buses. I took a lesson from Garrett and relaxed. After<br />
the stress of the bus ride, I thought, running 26.2 miles<br />
might be a breeze.<br />
We entered the start chute just in time to hear an<br />
announcement regarding a late start to accommodate<br />
heavy traffic. Allison Iraheta, a former American Idol<br />
competitor, sang the national anthem. Then, we were off<br />
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to the inspiring “I Love LA” by Randy Newman. (More<br />
accurately, we heard the start gun and were only able to<br />
rock in place for another 10 minutes or so before finally<br />
inching forward.)<br />
I worried about starting out too fast and expending too<br />
much energy during the first half of the run, an approach<br />
that would leave us with insufficient energy to finish. So<br />
at each aid station where we could take water and<br />
Gatorade, Garrett and I walked a little more than we had<br />
walked while in training. We took our time and enjoyed<br />
the initial sights. After circling Dodger Stadium, we ran<br />
toward downtown, passing Los Angeles City Hall, the<br />
Cathedral of Our Lady of Angels and the Disney Concert<br />
Hall. Garrett was unimpressed.<br />
“Isn’t this a beautiful course?” I asked him.<br />
“I can’t wait to see Hollywood,” was his response.<br />
A lover of movies, Garrett has often expressed interest<br />
in acting and in making films. He enjoys drawing<br />
comics or storyboards about ugly aliens shooting even<br />
uglier aliens. His Star Wars or Bionicle action figures<br />
have frequently been the stars of home videos.<br />
We jogged into Hollywood, passing the Capitol Records<br />
Building, Hollywood and Vine and Grauman’s Chinese<br />
Theater, and viewed the Hollywood sign in the distance.<br />
This was the highlight for Garrett.<br />
It turned out I didn’t have to worry about Garrett being<br />
overstimulated by the crowds and activities. (He actually<br />
seemed to enjoy them!) At three or four points along<br />
Santa Monica boulevard, firefighters opened hydrants or<br />
aimed hoses at the runners to cool us off. Garrett ran a<br />
bee-line toward the spray each time.<br />
Several of the aid stations offered foods that aren’t your<br />
typical marathon treats. Because of the long time spent<br />
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traversing the course, solid food was necessary to sustain<br />
our energy levels. Garrett enjoyed Snickers bars,<br />
peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and potato chips as<br />
we made our way toward the finish. We high-fived as<br />
many spectators as we could. At one point Garrett even<br />
got a warm hug from a cute aid station volunteer.<br />
But this run wasn’t all fun and games. Twenty-six miles<br />
is a lot of ground to cover for anyone, and often runners<br />
don’t finish because they’ve failed to train sufficiently<br />
or get injured or just plain run out of steam. Many hit<br />
the so-called “wall” after 18 or 20 miles.<br />
Garrett’s feet began aching around the twenty-second<br />
mile. Because he started grimacing with pain, we decided<br />
to walk much more than we ran. At times it was difficult<br />
for me to maintain a positive tone as I encouraged<br />
Garrett to keep moving. Hundreds of runners passed us<br />
as we continued along San Vicente boulevard toward<br />
the ocean. “The pain was extreme,” Garrett later told<br />
me. (Only much later did he inform me he had to go to<br />
the bathroom!)<br />
Although Garrett was hurting during much of our final<br />
four miles, he did not quit. I would like to believe his<br />
steely resolve during this test is something he will<br />
remember when he faces other challenges or problems in<br />
his life. I hope he will simply do his best.<br />
The turn on to Ocean boulevard (which marked just one<br />
mile left to go!) was, for me, the most thrilling part of the<br />
race because it was then that I knew Garrett would finish<br />
the marathon. One step at a time was all it took.<br />
There was no sprinting at this finish line—just lots of<br />
hugs and a very proud dad. My son and I finished the<br />
twenty-fifth running of the Los Angeles Marathon in<br />
7:09:34.<br />
During the car ride home, I asked Garrett if he would<br />
ever run another marathon. He said yes. “What part was<br />
the most fun?” I asked him.<br />
“When it was over,” he said with a laugh.<br />
Garrett sleeps in a little later on Saturday mornings<br />
now. Though our Saturdays no longer include a 15-20<br />
mile run, I am happy to report that father and son continue<br />
to run regularly, putting in five or six miles each<br />
weekend. Garrett is still a reluctant runner, but he will<br />
always be a marathon finisher.<br />
As I write this piece, Garrett is starting his first day of<br />
high school. Although I am a bit unsure if the lessons of<br />
the marathon will carry over into Garrett’s life, I know<br />
one thing for certain: with focus and hard work, Garrett<br />
will achieve great things.<br />
by Renne Gardner<br />
werunockids.org
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Shortly after learning that her newborn daughter<br />
Shaylee was deaf, Sheena McFeely gleaned some<br />
equally sobering news from a brochure at an audiologist’s<br />
office. Deafness, the brochure read, makes it<br />
difficult for a child to make friends.<br />
The news hit McFeely like a punch in the gut. “I read<br />
that sentence,” she remembers, “and I thought, ‘Can<br />
you imagine this message is being spread to parents<br />
who have no knowledge of deafness?’ These parents<br />
are already grieving and this adds to their burden without<br />
giving them any sort of positive perspective.”<br />
McFeely had good reason to be critical of that brochure’s<br />
latent cynicism. Much like her now sixteen-month-old<br />
daughter, Sheena McFeely is deaf.<br />
Friendships, as it turns out, come naturally to her.<br />
“I love people,” McFeely said via a translated phone<br />
conversation. “I am absolutely a people-person and I<br />
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thrive on socialization. Even when I was in high school<br />
I was very much a ‘bring it on’ personality. I think I<br />
gained the respect of my peers early because I was open<br />
and I was cool and I always wanted to make more and<br />
more friends. That’s just who I am.”<br />
McFeely’s natural exuberance and gift for communication<br />
served her well during an upbringing that bounced<br />
her from Hong Kong to Ireland to a high school in Burbank,<br />
California. While in high school she was a yearbook<br />
editor, an athlete on water polo and swim teams,<br />
and founded the American Sign Language (ASL) club.<br />
She was also elected to the school’s student government<br />
until an administrator informed her that, due to her deafness<br />
and inability to use a microphone, she couldn’t fill<br />
the position. McFeely and her family fought the decision,<br />
taking the matter to the school’s principal, but by<br />
the time the dust had settled, McFeely had decided she<br />
didn’t want the job.<br />
“The position was offered to me,” McFeely said, “and I
told them, ‘No, I don’t want to work for you. The only<br />
reason I fought this was because I don’t want this to<br />
happen to any other kind of student who might be interested<br />
in running someday. I wanted to make you aware<br />
you can’t do this.’”<br />
Now a resident of Maryland—and married to a college<br />
friend who also happens to be deaf—McFeely works as<br />
an event planner and marketing consultant. Her most<br />
recent brainchild is likely her most personal gala thus<br />
far: The Pearls, a celebration of 21 successful deaf<br />
women from across the United States.<br />
“When I was younger, it was so hard to find anyone<br />
deaf out there to look up to,” McFeely said. “My hope is<br />
that The Pearls will be a wonderful way to influence<br />
other young women who are growing up deaf. I want<br />
my daughter to experience a different sort of world than<br />
the one my husband and I grew up in.”<br />
Inspired in part by an Oprah Winfrey presentation titled<br />
The Legends, which shone a spotlight on diverse and<br />
successful African-American women, McFeely’s project<br />
is a dinner that recognizes advocates, artists, business<br />
professionals, and other high-achieving deaf women<br />
whose efforts often go unnoticed by the public at large.<br />
The roster of “pearls” includes clinical psychologist Dr.<br />
Cheryl Wu, early childhood educator Laura Lopez, and<br />
Claudia Gordon, the first black deaf female attorney in<br />
the United States.<br />
Though the event, scheduled for next summer, will be<br />
closed to the public, McFeely says she has plans for the<br />
Pearls celebration to be broadcast online.<br />
“I wanted to host something for these women that was<br />
very formal and very classy,” McFeely said. “The number<br />
one goal is to celebrate and increase awareness<br />
within and about the deaf community. There is nothing<br />
that these people can’t do. They each set an example for<br />
all of us: be an actress, be a lawyer, be whatever you<br />
want to be. Focus on that passion and just let everything<br />
else fade away.”<br />
The power and rarity of deaf role models carries personal<br />
resonance for McFeely, who says she struggled academically<br />
before she happened to have a deaf math<br />
teacher while in high school. “He was a huge influence<br />
on my life,” she remembers, “because one of the things<br />
he taught me was that I am not stupid. He taught me that<br />
the frustrations I’d been feeling all along weren’t my<br />
fault; they were the fault of my teachers who didn’t<br />
have the patience to actually sit down and teach me.”<br />
Today McFeely and her husband, Manny Johnson, aim<br />
to instill in their young daughter a similar sense of possibility<br />
and empowerment. Together they teach Shaylee<br />
both audible speech and ASL, in the hopes that a plurality<br />
of communication styles will help Shaylee determine<br />
what works best for her as she matures.<br />
Sheena McFeely and daughter Shaylee<br />
“We don’t want to just force Shaylee to sign,” McFeely<br />
said, “because maybe that’s fine for me but not for her. I<br />
have a good friend who prefers to speak and I prefer to<br />
sign and we get along. Everyone has different needs.”<br />
Herself the daughter of two hearing parents, McFeely<br />
says she expects her own daughter will benefit from<br />
being raised by parents who understand a life without<br />
hearing, as well as from an increasingly technological<br />
culture that promotes all forms of communication. The<br />
limitless possibilities for Shaylee’s future excite<br />
McFeely both as a mother and as a deaf woman.<br />
“When I grew up, all I could see were my parents’<br />
mouths and could hear nothing,” McFeely said. “They<br />
didn’t know how to communicate with me, so that language<br />
piece was lost. But my daughter has two deaf<br />
people in the house, signing, feeding her language every<br />
minute of every day. Also, there’s more exposure and<br />
opportunity for deaf people today—with technology, the<br />
Internet, with closed captioning on the television. So I<br />
think that we should expect better.”<br />
McFeely says her high expectations, for her daughter<br />
and for the deaf community at large, are driving forces<br />
behind the Pearls endeavor. “We need to all work<br />
together in a coordinated effort,” McFeely said. “If deaf<br />
young women can meet other deaf people or see their<br />
successes, maybe the experience will help them realize<br />
that their own futures will be okay.”<br />
The Pearls private event will be held on<br />
June 4, 2011, in Studio City, CA<br />
themprojects.com<br />
by David Radcliff<br />
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Avisual effects artist for major motion pictures,<br />
Amy Edwards is a multilingual dancer, polo<br />
player, horse lover and globetrotter. She was<br />
also one of 20 women honored by “The Pearls”, a multimedia<br />
project showcasing high-achieving deaf women<br />
from all walks of life. <strong>ABILITY</strong> <strong>Magazine</strong>’s David Radcliff<br />
caught up with Edwards via online chat.<br />
Radcliff: Congratulations on being selected for The<br />
Pearls.<br />
Edwards: Thanks! I’m very flattered to have been selected.<br />
Radcliff: You’re one of four women featured in the<br />
Artists category of the project. Tell me about the kind of<br />
art you do.<br />
Edwards: I’m a visual effects artist for feature films.<br />
I’ve worked on Fantastic Four, Pirates of the<br />
Caribbean, Spider-Man 3 and Beowulf, and some others.<br />
Mainly I do a lot of studio work. Right now I’m<br />
working on George Lucas’s next project, Red Tails.<br />
Radcliff: Is this all freelance? The studios seek you out<br />
for individual jobs?<br />
Edwards: That’s correct. And I’ve been doing that consistently<br />
for nine years. I work very hard to build a good<br />
reputation and I’ve been very, very fortunate to have<br />
very steady work. They seek me out because they know<br />
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I’m reliable. When I make a promise to someone, I follow<br />
through. That’s important to me. It’s amazing how<br />
many people don’t do that.<br />
Radcliff: How did you get your start in the visual<br />
effects field?<br />
Edwards: Oh, it was something I’d known I wanted to<br />
do since I was five years old. My mom had bought me a<br />
VHS tape of Cinderella, the Disney animated version.<br />
Seeing all those mice and birds dancing while they<br />
sewed Cinderella’s dress was magic to me. Who can<br />
resist “Bibbity Bobbity Boo”?<br />
Radcliff: Those VHS tapes didn’t have closed captioning<br />
options, if I remember right. Were you mostly filling<br />
in the blanks based on reading the expressions of<br />
the characters?<br />
Edwards: That’s right. And fortunately the animators<br />
managed to convey the emotions very well. I didn’t<br />
have to rely on vocabulary because the body language<br />
was so nicely captured.<br />
Radcliff: What were the reactions of your parents to your<br />
dream of working in the movies? Was there concern that<br />
your hearing might limit your opportunities?<br />
Edwards: I don’t think so. They were very supportive,<br />
and they tried their best to raise me as “normally” as pos-
sible. Every time we went on a family vacation, my mom<br />
would bring along some paper and colored pencils,<br />
crayons, markers because she wanted to nourish my artistic<br />
talents. I also took ballet for over 11 years, mostly<br />
because every female in my family took ballet—my<br />
aunts, my cousins. And I stuck with it. I did endless plies.<br />
Radcliff: That’s impressive. Was it difficult to learn<br />
dancing, since ballet is so structured around rhythm<br />
and music?<br />
Edwards: Yes! It was hard! That was an area I really<br />
struggled with. My teachers would tell me “Feel the<br />
music! Feel the music!” But it’s easier said than done. I<br />
would mostly need to rely on other dancers and watch<br />
them. Those were my biggest clues. I was born in<br />
Indonesia and didn’t move to the United States until I<br />
was 13, and the teachers I had in Indonesia were not as<br />
receptive to my disability as the ones here. I don’t<br />
mean to disparage them in any way. It’s really just a<br />
cultural difference.<br />
Radcliff: You do have some hearing, though, is that right?<br />
Edwards: In my left ear I am completely deaf. In my<br />
right, I am severely hard of hearing and use a hearing<br />
aid. But I am very sensitive to people’s body language.<br />
Because I can’t hear everything, I rely on every nonverbal<br />
cue that I see. The tilt of a head, the emotion in<br />
people’s eyes—even a flicker of fear or trepidation or<br />
hesitation—speak volumes to me. I have done equestrian<br />
sports since I was five years old and, here in Los<br />
Angeles, I’m the only deaf member at the California<br />
Polo Club. So you really have to find ways to communicate.<br />
Sometimes your teammate might be yelling at<br />
me, “The ball is on your left, Amy!” and I may miss<br />
what they say. So I need to heighten my awareness<br />
visually to compensate. And I also have to hope that I<br />
don’t get slammed by a horse going 40 miles per hour.<br />
Radcliff: Wow. You do a little bit of everything, it seems.<br />
Edwards: I try to live life to the fullest. I love the adrenaline<br />
rush I get on a galloping horse. But I have a big<br />
bruise on my right knee as we speak.<br />
Radcliff: Tell me about growing up in Indonesia with<br />
your disability. I would guess there were plenty of<br />
challenges, but you don’t seem to shy away from those.<br />
Edwards: Well, my life was not all ballet and horses and<br />
fun stuff. I had some tough times, especially when it<br />
came to school. My parents enrolled me in a private<br />
school in Jakarta and I was the only deaf student there.<br />
Radcliff: That seems to be a theme of your life: being<br />
the only deaf person in a competitive group.<br />
Edwards: Yes! I don’t know why. When I was in the<br />
fourth grade, my parents got called into my school and<br />
the principal told them that I could not be kept as a student<br />
there. He said they had no “support services” for<br />
deaf children. I remember my mother sobbing.<br />
Radcliff: That’s discriminatory.<br />
Edwards: It is. But when you’re in a third-world country,<br />
“discrimination” does not exist. It’s like this: whenever<br />
you fly on Southwest Airlines, the flight attendants<br />
are young, old, fat, thin. But try flying on Singapore<br />
Airlines and you’ll see that all the attendants are young,<br />
slim, and beautiful. Is this discrimination? Maybe. But it<br />
is their culture. They think, “We have an image to<br />
uphold.” And you play along.<br />
Anyway, after what the principal had said, my parents<br />
panicked. They didn’t know where to send me to<br />
school. They tried to enroll me in Bandung International<br />
School, which was in my grandmother’s hometown,<br />
about three hours away. But my initial meeting with the<br />
principal of that school didn’t go well either.<br />
Radcliff: Because you’re deaf?<br />
Edwards: Yes. The principal, Mr. Allen, made me sit at<br />
the front of a room, in front of my parents and other<br />
teachers, and said he wanted to do a “test” on me. Basically<br />
he said, “If you pass this test, we will allow you<br />
into this school.” The test was to repeat every sentence<br />
that he said. And the kicker was that he mumbled on<br />
purpose and covered his lips. It was a deliberate setup<br />
to make me fail. To this day, I have never been so<br />
humiliated. It was totally demoralizing.<br />
Radcliff: And this was in front of your parents and<br />
other teachers?<br />
Edwards: Yes. To be honest, a part of me died on that<br />
day, and I still think about it. It still makes me emotional.<br />
Obviously I failed the test miserably. I was too proud<br />
to cry in front of him. I even remember what I wore that<br />
day—it was this pink top and skirt. My favorite outfit.<br />
Radcliff: That’s heartbreaking.<br />
Edwards: After that all happened, my family felt helpless.<br />
We had no other options, and I ended up moving to<br />
Canada and living with my mom’s youngest sister. I was<br />
terrified because I was 10 years old and I didn’t want to<br />
leave my parents. Also, in my new situation in Canada,<br />
German was spoken in the home and French was spoken<br />
outside the home, in our neighborhood. So I had to<br />
learn French very fast.<br />
Radcliff: How many languages do you speak?<br />
Edwards: I speak fluent Indonesian, English, Portuguese<br />
and conversational French. And American Sign Language.<br />
Any time I have to learn something new, I just<br />
put my mind to it and ask myself “How badly do you<br />
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want this?” Because if you want to learn something<br />
really badly, you’ll make it happen. I had to learn<br />
French because I would go to the store in our province<br />
of Canada and no one spoke English. And I needed to<br />
get groceries. So I would take home books from school<br />
and I would manually translate each word from English<br />
to French or from French to English. I had to use translator<br />
dictionaries because back then we didn’t have<br />
Google. But that’s how I learned.<br />
Radcliff: Right. That’s incredible.<br />
Edwards: After two years in Canada, I got so homesick<br />
and I wanted to see my family, so I flew back to Indonesia<br />
for what was supposed to be a summer break. We<br />
found a school for me where, fortunately, the principal<br />
was not cruel. I just needed to prove myself. I worked<br />
very hard and pulled good grades. And then my family<br />
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got the green card lottery to move to the United States.<br />
And today I am in Los Angeles, and my family is here<br />
and I’m doing work that I love. I feel very satisfied with<br />
where I am in life.<br />
Radcliff: Things worked out pretty well, all things<br />
considered.<br />
Edwards: The truth is that for anyone, being deaf makes<br />
life harder. It makes things harder in social situations, in<br />
your career, in your daily living. But I don’t really have<br />
a sense of “what if?” And the odds may be against me<br />
because I am deaf, but I always tell deaf people not to<br />
make deafness such a big issue that it overshadows<br />
yourself and your talent.<br />
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An artist and competitive snowboarder, Amy Purdy<br />
dreamt of spending her adult years traveling the<br />
world and snowboarding. But at the age of 19,<br />
after a day of experiencing flu-like symptoms, Purdy<br />
was rushed to the hospital in a state of septic shock and<br />
diagnosed with bacterial meningitis, a deadly blood<br />
infection. After fighting for her life for nearly three<br />
months, Purdy lost all kidney function and both legs<br />
below the knees. None of this, however, stopped her<br />
from pursuing her dreams.<br />
“After I lost my legs, all I wanted to do was snowboard<br />
again,” Purdy said. “I remember spending an entire year<br />
on the computer, looking for ‘adaptive snowboarders’ or<br />
‘snowboard legs’ or ‘adaptive snowboard schools’ or<br />
just something that I could connect to. I already knew<br />
how to snowboard—I just needed to find the right legs.”<br />
While Purdy acknowledges there were “tons” of information<br />
available on adaptive skiing, cycling and running,<br />
she found nothing tailored towards the more<br />
Adaptive Action Sports athletes<br />
competing at the USASA Nationals.<br />
(L-r) Amy Purdy and Daniel Gale are the co-founders of Adaptive Action Sports (AAS), an organization for extreme sports enthusiasts with disabilities.<br />
extreme sports that she loved. “I kind of had to figure<br />
stuff out on my own and get myself snowboarding competitively<br />
again,” she said. “I went through all types of<br />
different legs to try to learn which were going to work<br />
for me. Luckily I was able to figure it out.”<br />
Shortly after having resolved her own search for adaptive<br />
equipment, Purdy partnered with friend Daniel Gale<br />
to develop Adaptive Action Sports (AAS), an organization<br />
for fellow extreme sports enthusiasts who have disabilities.<br />
“Daniel’s mom is a nonprofit consultant,”<br />
Purdy said, “so she really encouraged us to start up a<br />
nonprofit organization. We weren’t too sure what was<br />
going to come out of it at first, but once we were founded,<br />
we easily fell into a great niche. Now it’s kind of<br />
taken on a life of its own.”<br />
It wasn’t long before that life quickly began influencing<br />
the lives of athletes who, like Purdy, were unwilling to<br />
accept a future without sports. Another of Purdy’s<br />
friends—actor and professional skater Jason Lee—also<br />
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Evan Strong at Adaptive Action Sports’<br />
8 Leg Skate Tour in San Francisco.<br />
contributed to the cause. “Jason decided to throw us a<br />
big fundraiser to just kind of kick things off,” Purdy said.<br />
“We raised quite a bit of money from that event, which<br />
was able to kind of just get us going. From there, we<br />
started sponsoring a couple of action sport programs.”<br />
When Brent Kummerle—a professional rock-climber<br />
and friend of Purdy and Lee—organized a three-day<br />
event for amputees and wheelchair users, he received a<br />
financial contribution from the steadily-growing AAS.<br />
The following year, the United States of America Snowboard<br />
Association (USASA) opened an adaptive class<br />
as part of its national competition, the largest snowboard<br />
competition in the world.<br />
This expansion of adaptation marked something of a<br />
personal victory for Purdy. When she had attended the<br />
national event in previous years, she found “it was just<br />
me and a couple of other random people who showed up<br />
to compete in the adaptive division. So we decided if we<br />
marketed this event better, and if we made it more<br />
affordable, more people would show up and attend.”<br />
Her efforts paid off. Purdy estimates that, in the first<br />
year after her marketing push, the event had 15 adaptive<br />
snowboarders. The next year boasted 20. “We’re hosting<br />
and promoting and taking over that adaptive division,<br />
helping the numbers grow,” Purdy said. “We’ve really<br />
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fine-tuned it. We’ve done that every year.”<br />
These days, the visibility of Purdy and AAS is so significant<br />
that athletes regularly seek her out. “We get emails<br />
every day from people around the world, or right<br />
here within our country,” Purdy said. “They relate to<br />
what we’re doing and relate to the people involved,<br />
since we’re all really active and we don’t let anything<br />
stop us. Every time we bring on a new athlete, that person<br />
becomes one of our closest friends. It’s pretty cool.”<br />
Purdy’s joy and support for her athletes were obvious at<br />
the recent X Games in Los Angeles, an event that now<br />
features paraplegic and adaptive events for Moto X,<br />
skateboarding and BMX. During the preliminary runs<br />
for the Moto X event, Purdy positioned herself at the<br />
starting line, not just as a sign of encouragement, but to<br />
make sure enough help was available in case one of her<br />
athletes went down.<br />
“For me, it’s hard for me to just sit back in the stadium<br />
and watch,” Purdy said. “I feel like I need to be down<br />
there on the dirt and totally involved. Blood, sweat, and<br />
tears go into our organization and our events. It’s a nurturing<br />
instinct. I love these athletes so much, and when<br />
one of them goes down, I’m ready to drop whatever I’ve<br />
got and run out there and help.”
To help its athletes find and fund their equipment, AAS<br />
has partnered with the Challenged Athletes Foundation<br />
(CAF). At the beginning of each September, once CAF<br />
grants become available, Purdy says she and AAS send<br />
newsletters to “every adaptive athlete we know, to get<br />
them to go after a CAF grant.”<br />
Purdy admits the partnership has provided significant<br />
financial relief for AAS. “Originally, we were trying to<br />
do it all,” she said. “We were trying to raise enough<br />
money to grant the athletes to attend our events, and it<br />
still costs us money just to put the events on.”<br />
Meanwhile, the appeal of AAS continues to spread across<br />
the globe. “The Internet’s been crucial for our growth,”<br />
Purdy said. “The first year we did the Moto X at the X<br />
Games, a guy came here from Germany, and some others<br />
from Australia. And it’s just going to keep spreading even<br />
more.”<br />
Purdy says she never could’ve anticipated that potential<br />
for growth when she was in the early days of her recovery.<br />
“When I first lost my legs, the Internet was around, but<br />
there wasn’t any way to find out about anyone else like<br />
myself,” she said. “I searched and I searched. I even<br />
called all the adaptive ski schools in the country and<br />
asked them if they knew what kind of legs I needed for<br />
snowboarding, or if they knew any other adaptive snowboarders.<br />
And they had no clue what to tell me.”<br />
Today, with the X Games airing on ESPN and across<br />
the globe, Purdy recognizes the broad impact of her<br />
work. “We get a huge flow of e-mails from people who<br />
have been injured,” she said. “A lot of them have been<br />
injured while motocross racing but want to get back up<br />
on their bikes. Now they’re more motivated than ever<br />
to get back in shape and to modify their bike and start<br />
riding again. It’s pretty cool.”<br />
And how was Purdy’s own experience at the X Games?<br />
“It was so incredible,” she said. “So much work goes<br />
into preparing for the games, so much energy. And then<br />
to actually watch…It’s just incredible. I’m just overwhelmed<br />
by inspiration and I’m feeling so proud of<br />
what we’ve been able to put together. I’ve also got<br />
major motivation to do even more next year.”<br />
Purdy admits a main source of her motivation stemmed<br />
from watching the 28 athletes with disabilities who participated<br />
in the X Games. “Darien Glover inspired us<br />
incredibly,” Purdy said. “He’s still a teenager and was<br />
injured while riding a dirt bike in a motocross race. But<br />
he’s just got so much fire and energy inside of him. He’s<br />
so pumped up and ready to race. He came out to the<br />
games as an alternate, and his whole family drove<br />
across the country, pulled together whatever money they<br />
could, got as much support as they could to get out<br />
there. Darien knew he wasn’t going to get in that race,<br />
but he got off of the track with the biggest smile on his<br />
face, more motivated than ever to get on his bike and<br />
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(l-r) Amy Purdy, Danielle Burt, Evan Strong, Oscar Loreto, and<br />
BMX rider Paul Bonner at Paralympics in Vancouver, BC.<br />
training as hard as he can all year so that he can come<br />
back and race again next year.”<br />
Glover was awarded the Jason Amy Cup for his spirited<br />
participation in the games. The cup is named after a participant<br />
from the 2008 X Games, the inaugural year for<br />
adaptive racers. “That first year was heartbreaking,<br />
because Jason Amy unfortunately passed away during<br />
practice,” Purdy remembered, noting that Amy’s death<br />
wasn’t from a sports-related injury but instead was the<br />
result of carbon monoxide poisoning in his motor home<br />
near the course.<br />
“It was just incredibly shattering and heartbreaking for<br />
all of us,” Purdy said. “But what was amazing was that<br />
Jason’s family had been so prepared for him to come out<br />
to the X Games that they still came out to support<br />
everything we were doing.”<br />
While the Summer and Winter X Games stand as the<br />
nonprofit’s biggest focuses during the year, AAS continues<br />
to play a role in the USASA Snowboard Nationals<br />
and enjoys a partnership with the Extremity Games, the<br />
latter of which hosts wakeboard, skateboard, rockclimbing<br />
and kayaking competitions in Texas.<br />
Many of the athletes affiliated with AAS have also gone<br />
on to compete against athletes without disabilities. “It’s<br />
a goal for a lot of our athletes to do that,” Purdy said.<br />
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“We all get to be together. It’s a big camaraderie thing.<br />
We’re all just there to help the sport grow and to represent<br />
what we are all capable of doing.”<br />
Skateboarder Evan Strong, an AAS athlete, recently<br />
traveled through Canada as part of the Ambush Skateboard<br />
Tour, sponsored by Gatorade. During his travels,<br />
Strong spoke about AAS and mingled with professional<br />
skateboarders. For Purdy, this sort of visibility is all just<br />
another step in AAS’s growth from a simple idea into a<br />
worldwide phenomenon.<br />
“We were all pretty hard-core about sports before our<br />
injuries,” Purdy said. “For me, snowboarding wasn’t<br />
just what I did, it was who I was. I wanted to snowboard<br />
more than I wanted to walk. All I talked about in<br />
the hospital was, ‘When can I snowboard? Are there<br />
snowboard legs?’ Our athletes were competitive in<br />
their sports before they were injured, so they’re going<br />
to figure out a way to do it again. That’s what makes<br />
our organization really stand apart from others. Our<br />
athletes are motivated, positive, and driven. And also<br />
incredible at what they do. All these athletes that come<br />
into our events are basically saying, ‘Take my leg, I’ll<br />
figure it out.’”<br />
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(l-r) Evan Strong and Robbie<br />
Owens at Element YMCA Skate<br />
Camp in California.<br />
by Stan Hoskins
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Driven by something much deeper and more permanent than mere accolades, the paraplegic<br />
and amputee athletes of the thirteenth annual X Games routinely conquer their disabilities by<br />
returning to the sports that are responsible for their injuries. With crucial funding and promotion<br />
courtesy of Adaptive Action Sports, these athletes hit the X Games ready to win.<br />
<strong>ABILITY</strong> <strong>Magazine</strong>’s Stan Hoskins spoke with a few of the participants of the Moto X competition<br />
before and after the event. Their stories were as unique as the sport they love.<br />
CHRIS RIDGWAY<br />
Chris Ridgway had dreams of taking home his third X Games medal. But the day before his big<br />
race, a devastating blow to the knee during practice rendered him unable to put any weight on<br />
his leg, with or without his prosthetic.<br />
The injury took place during the athlete’s second practice session, when Ridgway came down the<br />
backstretch of a jump and was just off-center enough to throw his weight over the handlebars. His<br />
knee stopped his launch, but the triple clamps rendered painful damage.<br />
Stan Hoskins: You’ve been a dirt bike rider for most of your life?<br />
Chris Ridgway: Yup. I started riding dirt bikes in 1980, and since about 1984 I’ve been riding a<br />
lot. Eventually I made it up into the pro ranks. My second professional race was here at the<br />
Photos by Bower Motorsports Media<br />
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Samuel “Sampie” Erasmus tears up the track at the LA Coliseum during X Games 16, where Erasmus won the Paraplegic Super X Adaptive race.<br />
Coliseum, back in ‘92. I just love riding dirt bikes.<br />
Hoskins: Tell me a little bit about your injury and about<br />
coming back to ride again.<br />
Ridgway: In 1995 I was practicing for the outdoor<br />
nationals on a track, just pounding out laps. I missed a<br />
big jump and my bike broke, mid-air. I had to jump off,<br />
and ended up crushing both of my legs, my ankles and<br />
my heels. I spent a couple years in a wheelchair.<br />
The doctors didn’t amputate right away, so I just kept<br />
going, doing what I could do to see where I could take<br />
myself. I started racing again, and I kept breaking my<br />
leg. The doctors kept breaking it to try to fix it, to try to<br />
make it better. And finally I asked to have it removed so<br />
I could just kind of move on with my life.<br />
Hoskins: So you knew, right after your amputation, that<br />
you were going to keep riding?<br />
Ridgway: I was pretty sure. I didn’t know, because I had<br />
never lost a leg before.<br />
Hoskins: [laughs] Sure.<br />
Ridgway: I didn’t know how the amputation was going<br />
to feel. I just knew that I wanted to do it.<br />
Hoskins: Tell me about participating in a big event like<br />
the X Games and about riding on a course that seems<br />
pretty intense.<br />
Ridgway: It’s great to be on such a big stage. You<br />
wouldn’t be talking to me if we weren’t here at the X<br />
Games, you know? I love it. We’re on television, I get<br />
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sponsorships, I get all kinds of stuff because of this<br />
race. I really enjoy it. It’s a lot of fun for me to be out<br />
here again.<br />
Hoskins: It’s got to feel good, too, knowing that this is<br />
the same course on which people without disabilities<br />
are racing. The stage is just as intense for them as it is<br />
for you.<br />
Ridgway: Actually, they did cut out the whoop-dee-doos<br />
for us, because those things are too hard for us to get<br />
through. But we’re doing all the jumps. It’s crazy.<br />
Hoskins: Three years ago, would you have imagined<br />
doing what you’re doing, at this level?<br />
Ridgway: No. I didn’t think we’d be at the X Games,<br />
but I knew from my riding that I was going a lot faster<br />
than a lot of people do who don’t have a disability. So in<br />
that sense I kind of thought there would be a place for<br />
us to go. I’m glad to be here, and it’s a little intimidating,<br />
because the track is so big. But it’s fun, and I can<br />
see us going even further than this.<br />
Hoskins: What’s it like to return to the Coliseum with<br />
your injury? Is it a little weird being back here?<br />
Ridgway: No, it’s actually nice. A lot of the guys that I<br />
used to race against are now team managers and<br />
mechanics, and they’re still involved in the sport. So it’s<br />
kind of cool. I get to see a lot of the people I used to see<br />
when I was younger.<br />
Hoskins: So what was the X Games experience like for<br />
you?
Ridgway: This year, it didn’t go so<br />
well for me. I got hurt in practice<br />
the day before the race. I went to the<br />
medical truck and the medics<br />
drained my knee and filled it up<br />
with Novocaine and I was told I<br />
wouldn’t be able to race. I wasn’t<br />
able to defend my Gold Medal.<br />
Hoskins: Will you be back next<br />
year?<br />
Ridgway: Oh yeah, definitely. I’m<br />
not ready to quit yet.<br />
RICKY JAMES<br />
In 2005 Ricky James was a top<br />
amateur talent on the verge of turning<br />
pro when he suffered a crash that<br />
left him paralyzed from the chest<br />
down. A natural racer at heart,<br />
James built a bike that would allow<br />
him to keep riding.<br />
James’ impressive accomplishments<br />
extend far beyond Moto X racing.<br />
He’s completed a 125 mile stint in<br />
the challenging Baja 500, as well as<br />
the grueling Ironman Triathlon in<br />
Kona, HI. He’s also a top contender<br />
in off-road truck racing and attends<br />
college classes where he learns 3-D drawing programs.<br />
He hopes to use this knowledge to develop more parts<br />
for his bikes, trucks and chair.<br />
Hoskins: What’s it like to be able to take part in the X<br />
Games?<br />
James: It’s pretty sweet, you know? Not a lot of people<br />
get an opportunity to ride in the X Games. It’s cool that<br />
these events are so adaptive and that they’ve been progressing<br />
so well.<br />
This year the athletes are split up among amputees and<br />
paraplegics, so it’s more fair. It’s amazing that guys with<br />
one leg can still ride, but they’re in their own class. We<br />
who are sitting down, being strapped in, have a pretty<br />
level playing field no matter what level of paraplegic we<br />
might be. I think the games are becoming even more<br />
fair and that will make for good races.<br />
Hoskins: You’ve competed in the X Games since the<br />
year they began, right?<br />
James: I’ve competed the past two years, yeah. The first<br />
year I got second overall, behind Chris Ridgway, and<br />
got a silver medal. Then, last year, we were told they<br />
were going to split up the classes, but they didn’t, and I<br />
ended up getting fourth overall. So I didn’t get a medal<br />
last year, but this year I’m looking to be the first paraplegic<br />
to take it home. That’s the goal.<br />
Hoskins: Tell me about this course. This is pretty intense.<br />
James: Yeah, it’s pretty insane. It’s the X Games, so<br />
they make it even gnarlier than a regular super-cross<br />
track. The jumps are a little steeper and the start line’s<br />
on a downhill slope. It’s really cool being on the Coliseum,<br />
jumping above it and dropping down. The track has<br />
a nice mix, which makes it really cool.<br />
Hoskins: What is it like to compete with people who are<br />
also forging through their disabilities?<br />
James: It’s pretty rad, you know? Everybody out there<br />
in this class has a story – a pretty gnarly story at that –<br />
about how they got injured, about why they’re missing a<br />
limb, about how they broke their back and became paralyzed.<br />
Everybody has a story, and they’ve all overcome<br />
some pretty major obstacles in their lives in order to<br />
keep riding.<br />
Riding a dirt bike was what I always loved to do. I got<br />
hurt on my dirt bike, and now that I can still ride and<br />
race, it somehow makes my injury a lot better. I can deal<br />
with my disability a lot better knowing I can still do<br />
what I really loved to do before I got hurt.<br />
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Back (l-r): Amy Purdy from Adaptive Action Sports, Todd Thompson,<br />
Mike Schultz, Beau Meier, Daniel Gale from Adaptive Action Sports,<br />
Front (l-r):Todd Thompson, Samuel “Sampie” Erasmus, Beau Meier.<br />
Hoskins: Can you tell me about the growth that you’ve<br />
seen with paraplegic racing in the last couple of years?<br />
James: Paraplegics, more and more, have been figuring<br />
out that they can ride. With a bike set up like mine, it’s<br />
pretty safe—well, not very safe, but your legs are protected<br />
and you have a fighting chance at riding a dirt<br />
bike. You’re on there with some good stability. So now<br />
there are more people doing it, more guys going faster<br />
and faster and doing stuff that I didn’t think was going<br />
to be possible five years ago.<br />
I didn’t think I’d be able to get back on the bike. I was<br />
thinking about shifter carts and other forms of racing,<br />
like four-wheeled racing, while I was lying in the hospital<br />
after I’d broken my back.<br />
Once I got out of the hospital, I saw people with disabilities<br />
riding street bikes and doing a lot of other crazy<br />
things that I’d never seen before. So I kind of combined<br />
all the sports and I thought, “There has to be a way to<br />
really ride a dirt bike. There just has to be a way.” But<br />
I’d never thought I would be jumping or any of that.<br />
Now I’m going back to the same tracks I used to ride on<br />
and just jumping, doing serious doubles. I ran the supercross<br />
track today, and I’m doubling through some of the<br />
rhythm sections that are full-on super-cross track. I<br />
never thought I’d be able to do all of this.<br />
Hoskins: Do you get sponsors or is all of this mostly out<br />
of pocket?<br />
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James: I have some sponsors. It’s hard<br />
to market off a dirt bike, but I race offroad<br />
trucks as well, and I’m winning in<br />
that class. Better guys than me come<br />
into the class and twitch. I race with<br />
Brian Deegan—not with him, but in the<br />
same series, one class below—so it’s<br />
more legitimized now and sponsors see<br />
value in getting TV time from me and<br />
being on a truck. That’s where my sponsors<br />
come into play. I get free stuff on<br />
my dirt bike as well, but there aren’t too<br />
many cash-paying sponsors for a dirt<br />
bike. It’s just not very marketable. The<br />
only race I do once a year is here at X<br />
Games.<br />
Hoskins: Now that the games are over,<br />
what are your feelings about the event<br />
and your performance? Are you looking<br />
forward to coming back again?<br />
James: The event definitely took a huge,<br />
positive step forward this year. Daniel<br />
from Adaptive Action Sports made two<br />
separate classes: the paraplegic class<br />
and the amputee class. In the paraplegic class you’re,<br />
like me, strapped down. There are a lot of guys out there<br />
doing these races now, which is cool, and I’m really<br />
stoked.<br />
There’s also an amputee class now. So there are two<br />
separate classes. There’s one gate, but there are two separate<br />
classes, two separate medals. And that’s the way it<br />
should be, because the amputee guys are a lot faster<br />
than we are.<br />
As far as my performance is concerned, I was pretty<br />
happy with it, up until the point at which I crashed. I’ve<br />
had that happen during two different years now, and I<br />
could count on one hand how many times I’ve fallen on<br />
it—just in corners, just in the pits, just stupid falls. I<br />
don’t crash very often, and lately I’ve been pushing it a<br />
little too hard, I guess.<br />
At the X Games, I was leading my class, the paraplegics,<br />
by a good lead, probably by eight to 10 seconds.<br />
I was on the second lap and I was kind of keeping<br />
up with the amputee guys, and I thought to myself, just<br />
jump everything I’m jumping, do all the doubles I’m<br />
doing, nothing more, nothing less, and just ride smart.<br />
But at one corner, the track was really dry—which is<br />
kind of typical of X Games: it’s stupid dry. You watch<br />
on TV and it just looks like a dust bowl.<br />
Anyway, I just went into a little corner and my front end<br />
skipped a little bit and I was leaning into the corner and<br />
just washed the front end out while I was in the lead. So<br />
I just threw it away. It was in my hands. That’s pretty<br />
hard to shake off. But it happened and I was bummed
about it. It was a stupid mistake, but it is what it is.<br />
Hoskins: We spoke to Sampie Erasmus. His story was<br />
similar. He was just eyeing you the whole time, and he<br />
felt like he just lucked out, unfortunately for you. He<br />
said it was wild riding. It’s good that there was a second<br />
award and he was very happy to receive it.<br />
James: I had my eye on him, for sure. Before all the<br />
interviews, I didn’t even know his name, I just knew he<br />
was Sampie from South Africa. The year before, he<br />
was riding on my butt. He was pushing me pretty hard<br />
last year and was jumping to the inside of me. Luckily I<br />
beat him last year, but he was on it. He was fast. He<br />
rides well.<br />
I’m kind of sitting in a position now, reevaluating if I’m<br />
going to ride too much anymore or just stick to my<br />
truck. I’m thinking about whether there might be the<br />
potential to keep racing the truck for a long time without<br />
getting hurt and actually make money at it. I’ve got to<br />
weigh the options. I love dirt bikes, it is my dream to<br />
keep riding, but like I said, there are consequences.<br />
We’ll see. Maybe next year we’ll have a rematch.<br />
Hoskins: I heard you’re on the mend right now. What<br />
have you been up to these days?<br />
James: Right now it’s pretty tough. I dislocated my<br />
shoulder about two weeks ago on my dirt bike, doing a<br />
pretty big jump that I probably shouldn’t have been<br />
doing – but I just went for it. It’s just a consequence of<br />
riding a dirt bike and being strapped to it. If you’re paralyzed<br />
and strapped to a dirt bike, there are harsher consequences<br />
than there would be for anyone else, and I<br />
know that, so I kind of take it easy when I ride. But<br />
sometimes I just can’t help it. I just like to go fast.<br />
Anyway, I did a jump and took a digger, and dislocated<br />
my shoulder pretty bad. I was out for about 30 hours<br />
and I got to the hospital and had it set back in. Now I<br />
can’t really move it and it’s really weak. I got in my<br />
hours yesterday and everything, though, and I’m going<br />
back to the doctor. I’ll probably have to get another<br />
surgery on my shoulder. I’ve had two surgeries on that<br />
shoulder already. So I hope it will heal up after this. I’m<br />
down to one arm and a head. It’s pretty difficult.<br />
Hoskins: When you go through something like this and<br />
you contemplate it, do you think, “I’m pushing too<br />
hard”? Or is it, “I can’t wait to go next time”?<br />
James: No, right now I’m pretty over it. My life stops<br />
when I get hurt like this. It’s not like I’m in huge physical<br />
pain, but I’m kind of scared. Hopefully my hand<br />
comes back to normal. I’ve been through a lot of<br />
injuries like this before, but this is only my second time<br />
since my paralysis that I’ve been hurt. My shoulder is<br />
basically my weak link. I had surgery on it six months<br />
before I broke my back. And then I broke my back and<br />
my shoulder was already weak, and I did the Baja 500<br />
and popped it out and had surgery, so I’ve been through<br />
this. It’s as if my life stops. I can’t do anything.<br />
My friends have to come pick me up if I want to go<br />
somewhere. My dad has to pick me up, get me out of<br />
bed, take me to the shower. I can’t even wheel my own<br />
wheelchair right now. The last time I did something like<br />
this I was 18, so I’m kind of getting older and realizing<br />
that there’s a lot more to these injuries than just breaking<br />
my body. I’m 22 now and I’m down to one good<br />
arm and a head. I can’t imagine, if I keep going like<br />
this, how I’m gonna feel when I’m 30, or even 26.<br />
Hopefully I’ll fix up my race truck.<br />
Hoskins: Is it hard to stay positive through circumstances<br />
like these?<br />
James: Yeah. Like I said, I’m not in huge, fearful hell,<br />
thinking I might die or I might not come back. But I do<br />
have to get surgery to fix all the tendons in my shoulder<br />
and it’s like being in prison. You’re straight stuck. It’s<br />
just a mental battle right now, trying to keep myself<br />
occupied during the day and knowing that in a couple<br />
months I’ll be back to my old life, trying to do as much<br />
as I can.<br />
Even that’s tough as it is. It’s pretty insane. I’m complaining,<br />
but quadriplegics have to deal with this for the<br />
rest of their lives. I only have to deal with this for a couple<br />
of months. So it gives me a huge respect for a lot of<br />
my quadriplegic friends who are in electric wheelchairs.<br />
It’s horrible. It’s straight horrible.<br />
I feel like I have no room to complain right now. I did<br />
this to myself. I like riding dirt bikes and I like skydiving<br />
and doing extreme stuff. I know the consequences,<br />
and some of my quadriplegic friends would love to do<br />
the stuff that I do. I don’t want to sound like a complainer,<br />
because I know the consequences. I’ve done this to<br />
myself. But a lot of people without disabilities will<br />
never understand my position, and I’ll never fully<br />
understand my quadriplegic friends’ position.<br />
SAMUEL “SAMPIE” ERASMUS<br />
South African Samuel “Sampie” Erasmus won gold at<br />
this year’s X Games, competing in the Paraplegic Super<br />
X Adaptive race. Since the South African Motorsports<br />
Council will not allow paraplegic riders to ride on<br />
motocross tracks, Erasmus practices on a private track<br />
and visits the United States to race.<br />
Erasmus was on the verge of turning pro in 2004 before<br />
he crashed and became paralyzed from the chest down.<br />
Four years later Erasmus got back onto a bike, prompted<br />
by an interest in Extremity Games and XG Super X<br />
Adaptive.<br />
Last year Erasmus took sixth place in XG Adaptive,<br />
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with Ricky James edging him out as the top paraplegic<br />
rider. In May of 2010, Erasmus dominated the paraplegic<br />
class (Limb-Difference) at Extremity Games.<br />
Hoskins: What is your background with dirt bikes and<br />
riding?<br />
Erasmus: I grew up racing. I started racing when I was<br />
14, raced most of my life in South Africa, and was a pretty<br />
good rider. I was the second-fastest junior when I was<br />
growing up and I got second place in the championship.<br />
Then I moved up to the seniors—what we call the Aclass<br />
over there—and was pretty much a top-five guy.<br />
Hoskins: Tell me about riding over there as opposed to<br />
riding in America.<br />
Erasmus: Oh, riding in America is so much bigger. The<br />
pool of riders is so much better. The competition is better.<br />
Everyone’s faster. The tracks are so much better and<br />
wider and everything is set up better. Everything is just<br />
better, bigger, and faster.<br />
Hoskins: The X Games have got to feel like the Super<br />
Bowl.<br />
Erasmus: Oh, this is gnarly, you know? Especially for a<br />
paraplegic guy. I’m a T4, complete paraplegic, and just<br />
looking at the jump faces that are set up here—it’s hard<br />
for us. I look a lot better on an outdoor-style track.<br />
Hoskins: It’s hard to look pretty on that ramp. Tell me a<br />
little bit about your injury.<br />
Erasmus: I raced in a national event and was in the sixth<br />
round of the nationals in 2004 in South Africa. I hit a<br />
jump while coming out of a corner and the jump was a<br />
little bumped out. My front wheel hit a bump and my<br />
back wheel hit the bump oddly. It shot me forward as<br />
the bike kept following me, and the bike landed on me.<br />
The bike crushed me. I broke T4, T5, and T6.<br />
Hoskins: How did you get involved with Adaptive Action<br />
Sports?<br />
Erasmus: I saw them on the Internet. I saw that they had<br />
a class for us at the X Games in 2008, but I couldn’t<br />
make it. But I thought, “Maybe these guys could use me<br />
in a competition.” I thought I would be able to do it. I<br />
came over and did very well last year. I’ve been doing<br />
pretty well this year, too, so I can’t complain.<br />
Hoskins: Sampie, can you just give us a little recap of<br />
the X Games and your experience there?<br />
Erasmus: Sure. The whole X Games is an awesome<br />
event. I think the way they treat the athletes here is really<br />
good, and the way everyone is accommodated is<br />
great. I can’t say enough about ESPN and the guy from<br />
Adaptive Action Sports for setting that up.<br />
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As far as the racing experience itself, and the practice<br />
and stuff like that, it was all really, really good. There<br />
were some helpers down on the track for us. Fortunately<br />
for me I didn’t crash. I was really lucky.<br />
Hoskins: Let us know what the race was like for you.<br />
Erasmus: Practice was great for me. I was just checking<br />
on my lines and seeing what kind of situations I could<br />
get myself into, and I ended up with the third-fastest<br />
qualifying time in the Limb-Difference class. That class<br />
is mostly paraplegics—we’re all sit-down, strappeddown<br />
riders.<br />
So when the race came along, I got a good jump out of<br />
the gate. I was right there with the leading pack, and<br />
Scott Thompson, the Suzuki rider, he jumped, and kind<br />
of bumped me, and I had to take evasive action and<br />
ended up next to the track and kind of had to work my<br />
way up from the back, but I ended up catching up with<br />
the first paraplegic rider in front of me pretty quickly.<br />
That was Jesse Gildea—I ended up racing a little bit<br />
with him and I passed him.<br />
Then I saw that Ricky James had built up a fairly big<br />
lead by that time, and I decided to push as hard as I<br />
could. I pulled a bit of a gap on Jesse, pulled about six<br />
or seven seconds on him, and around the next corner I<br />
saw that Ricky had a little bit of bad luck and he ended<br />
up falling over, so I passed him and then I just thought<br />
about keeping it safe and on two wheels, and I ended up<br />
winning, which is really, really good.<br />
Hoskins: Tell me what this does for your confidence. Are<br />
you looking forward to future races?<br />
Erasmus: Oh, it’s been amazing. Back home in South<br />
Africa, I’ve had various magazine interviews and<br />
there’s going to be a profile of me with national TV,<br />
and then maybe, just maybe, I think I’m going to go on<br />
to a televised motorcycle-racing program. But it’s been<br />
good back here. People have welcomed me back with<br />
open arms. They just realize how big it is for someone<br />
from over here to have this kind of moment.<br />
I’ve had lots of bad luck with the races over here, with<br />
motor sports in South Africa in general. They don’t<br />
want to allow me to race in any races, so it’s really hard<br />
for me to build my race sharpness. That’s why I travel to<br />
the US every year, for about two or three months, just<br />
before the race—just to get back into shape in racing.<br />
It’s a lot different, practicing on your own versus getting<br />
back out there and racing with 40 guys. And then to race<br />
with the 12 best adaptive racers in the world? That’s a<br />
whole different story as well.<br />
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Tobias Forrest still remembers the day he died.<br />
“I was twenty-two, and I was diving off of a waterfall in<br />
the Grand Canyon,” Forrest said. “The water was too<br />
shallow where I had jumped, so I shattered my fifth vertebrae—and<br />
I realized I was going under. I thanked God<br />
for my life, and then I died.”<br />
For some, Forrest’s death and resuscitation might qualify<br />
as a miracle, but he’d rather chalk the whole thing up to<br />
chance. “I just got extremely lucky, in all respects. A lot<br />
of strangers came together and got involved in saving<br />
my life that day. And I wasn’t quite ready to give up.”<br />
Forrest, known to his friends and family as Toby, is<br />
now in his twelfth year of life as a quadriplegic. He<br />
shares a house with friends, seeks out work as a Hollywood<br />
actor (his credits include Weeds and Six Feet<br />
Under), paints, writes poetry, hosts an online radio<br />
show, and navigates the usual uncertainties of a creative<br />
life with infectious optimism and with a natural,<br />
breezy charm.<br />
But it’s as the hard-driving vocalist for Cityzen—a funk<br />
rock fusion band that sounds a bit like the Red Hot<br />
Chili Peppers, a bit like Andrew Bird, a bit like Pink<br />
Floyd and a lot like something all its own—that Forrest<br />
seems truly to have come alive again. After all, rock<br />
and roll frontman is a role he’d assumed, in the wake of<br />
his accident and arduous recovery, he would never be<br />
able to play.<br />
“I didn’t see anybody in a wheelchair out there making<br />
music,” Forrest said. “So after what had happened to<br />
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me, I figured that kind of lifestyle was totally out of the<br />
picture. I mean, Christopher Reeve was the only quadriplegic<br />
I knew of who was doing much of anything at all,<br />
but he was already working from a platform of fame. So<br />
what was somebody like me going to do?”<br />
Finding the answer to that question became something of<br />
a personal mission for Forrest. Totally dissatisfied with<br />
“sitting around and feeling sorry”, the former skier and<br />
rock-climber opted to take charge of his new life as a<br />
young man with quadriplegia. He underwent rehabilitation<br />
at the University of Miami and completed a master’s<br />
degree in psychology with every intention of becoming a<br />
therapist.<br />
“I had been doing a lot of web design and painting, and<br />
those are such solitary things,” Forrest said. “Ultimately,<br />
I knew I wanted to be around people. I’m a social person.<br />
I wanted to help people who were similar to me. I<br />
wanted to be involved.”<br />
After relocating to Los Angeles to undergo locomotor<br />
training at UCLA, Forrest dipped his toe into stand-up<br />
comedy, linked up with an improvisational troupe, and<br />
won a $5,000 scholarship from the Christopher Reeve<br />
Foundation for a monologue in which he played an old<br />
man with Alzheimer’s. The goal of becoming a psychologist<br />
had melted away—Toby Forrest was born to perform.<br />
“I think at some level Toby always knew he wanted to<br />
pursue entertainment, and for him it really was that<br />
broad,” said Jeff Line, who graduated from Northern Arizona<br />
University with Forrest. “He was always willing to<br />
try all different avenues, comedy, music, his artwork. He<br />
was always driven, always the first guy to take a chance.<br />
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Tobias Forrest, frontman of<br />
Cityzen, rocks out at Mugs<br />
Away Saloon in Laguna<br />
Niguel, California.<br />
And today he’s still very much the same guy I knew.”<br />
During their undergraduate years in college, Line and<br />
Forrest had frequently jammed as part of Mos Eisley, a<br />
band that featured Forrest on vocals and Line on guitar.<br />
But Line remembers that Forrest’s life-changing injury<br />
and subsequent move to Miami forced something of an<br />
intermission into the duo’s close friendship.<br />
“We weren’t in contact for three or maybe four years<br />
after he moved,” Line said. “I can’t say that I was intentionally<br />
out of contact with Toby, or that he was intentionally<br />
out of contact with me, but it obviously gets<br />
harder when someone lives far away. And he was going<br />
through a lot during that time.”<br />
Once Forrest had relocated to Los Angeles, however,<br />
fate reconnected the old friends and consequently rekindled<br />
their musical past. Line began a course of study at<br />
the Musicians’ Institute in Los Angeles, where he quickly<br />
sparked a friendship with drummer Nick Woods. And<br />
Forrest, even without full use of his diaphragm, decided<br />
to reignite his role as a vocal powerhouse.<br />
“I never for a second doubted Toby’s abilities,” Line<br />
said. “I knew it was possible his voice wouldn’t be as<br />
strong as it had been before the accident, but to sit and<br />
listen to this guy, you’d never know he’s a quadriplegic.<br />
He still has an amazing range.”<br />
And so what tentatively began as three friends riffing<br />
with each other on the weekends gradually transformed<br />
into Cityzen, a group that today features six members<br />
and draws upon keyboard, saxophone and electric violin<br />
to create melodies that defy easy categorization. The<br />
band’s members wouldn’t have it any other way.<br />
“We make it a point not to put some kind of a box around<br />
our sound,” said Woods, whose brother Chris joined<br />
Cityzen in 2008. “We all write together, we jam together,<br />
and we keep the process open and collaborative. Some<br />
people will see one show, come back for a second, and<br />
find a different sort of slant or personality. We just like<br />
coming up with new takes on our music.”<br />
For now, the band is entirely self-managed, with Forrest<br />
printing out stacks of promotional fliers as Cityzen<br />
increases its visibility with gigs at bars and clubs across<br />
California. “I’m not the sort of guy to outsource stuff,”<br />
Forrest said. “And I’m definitely more interested in making<br />
a difference than in making a dollar. I want this band<br />
to show people what’s really possible. We’re getting out<br />
there and we’re keeping our own ship afloat.”<br />
With the recent release of the band’s debut album,<br />
Invisible Mental Tentacles, it would seem that ship is<br />
gaining speed. As the group talks of taking its bold,<br />
colorful sounds well outside of the band’s home state,<br />
it continues to appear at events for Easter Seals, the<br />
United Cerebral Palsy Foundation, and a host of other<br />
fundraisers and non-profits. Throughout it all, Cityzen,<br />
with its eclectic tunes and its unconventional frontman,<br />
is modestly reframing the definition of rock and roll.<br />
“You’ve got to wonder if blind people have an edge,”<br />
Forrest said. “They have Ray Charles and Stevie Wonder.<br />
Those are blind role models built right into the fabric<br />
of music. No one questions them. No one is made<br />
uncomfortable by them. These guys are musicians first<br />
and are blind second or third. Whatever the disability, I<br />
think putting an example out on the stage definitely<br />
helps open people’s minds.”<br />
Joe Spangler, a classically trained musician who singlehandedly<br />
provides the band’s unique implementation of<br />
saxophone and violin, agrees that increased visibility<br />
for the group is not just good for Cityzen, it’s good for<br />
anyone who might subconsciously place limitations on<br />
what is possible with or without a disability.<br />
“I know for a fact Toby has days when he’d probably<br />
rather just stay in bed,” Spangler said. “I’m sure there<br />
are times when he feels isolated or lonely or upset about<br />
his past. But he’s got an amazing way of coping, an<br />
amazing grace about it, and that alone is empowering to<br />
people. Because what happened to Toby could happen to<br />
any of us at any time. What he’s doing is demonstrating<br />
that there is still hope when life takes a bad turn.”<br />
Whatever its impact on audiences, the development of<br />
Cityzen has provided Forrest with a brand of therapy he<br />
could never have expected. “I still compare myself to<br />
other people in a room,” he said. “But when I’m on the<br />
stage, I suddenly don’t care if I have a quad belly or if<br />
I’m hunched over or if I’ve got dishrag hands. I’m<br />
singing. That’s the beauty of art, isn’t it? It takes you out<br />
of yourself and puts you somewhere else.”<br />
cityzenband.com<br />
by David Radcliff<br />
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In 1997, Kristi Walker moved to Chicago and found<br />
her way to the Judd Goldman Adaptive Sailing Program,<br />
a collaborative that helps people with disabilities<br />
get into boats, sail on their own and compete in races.<br />
She thought about volunteering. After all, the former New<br />
Yorker had practically grown up around a boat, had<br />
learned to sail when she was 13, and had competed in<br />
regattas through college. So while Lake Michigan isn't<br />
exactly the same sailing conditions she knew as a youth,<br />
Walker figured one day she mightgo check out the adaptive<br />
sailing outfit just down the street from her office.<br />
But Walker never thought she would compete for the<br />
organization, let alone win a race and steal headlines.<br />
Due to harsh weather conditions, the sailing season in<br />
Chicago is limited to June through September, but the<br />
Goldman program makes the most of its time on the<br />
water. Sailors in the program culminate their season with<br />
the North American Challenge Cup: a 19 year-old,<br />
renowned regatta for people with disabilities which this<br />
year attracted 36 sailors from 12 states and two other<br />
countries. Hosted by the Chicago Yacht Club, the 2010<br />
Challenge Cup made headlines, thanks in large part to a<br />
pair of good deeds by Kristi Walker.<br />
In the 2.4mR singlehanded class, Walker followed Paralympic<br />
hopeful Nigist Sewnnet the whole race until<br />
Sewnnet failed to cross the finish gate and instead went<br />
back through the starting gate. The costly error helped<br />
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Walker win the event and landed Sewnet in third.<br />
After the event had concluded, however, the tallied<br />
points appeared to be wrong. Walker was listed as having<br />
beaten Sewnnet by four points, yet both sailors<br />
agreed that wasn't possible considering the tightness of<br />
the race.<br />
“For about three or four hours, I thought I had gotten<br />
first,” Walker said. “I did see the scores, but at the time<br />
the calculation didn't dawn on me because I was so in<br />
awe that I had gotten first place.”<br />
After realizing an error had been made, Walker<br />
approached the officials. She and Sewnnet reviewed the<br />
event, race by race, until the proper point total was calculated.<br />
The result secured Sewnnet the victory and<br />
dropped Walker to second.<br />
“We're all very proud of her for what she did,” said<br />
Peter Goldman, whose father founded the Judd Goldman<br />
Adaptive Sailing Program. “We’re very proud of<br />
Kristi’ sportsmanship and Corinthian spirit.”<br />
Though Walker admits competition is important to<br />
her—she’s not just sailing to feel the wind on her<br />
face— she insists that resolving the scoring mistake<br />
with integrity was a matter of sportsmanship, she said.<br />
“For me, yes, it's a competition. Absolutely it's a com-
petition, and it would have been great to have gotten<br />
first,” Walker said. “But I wouldn't want to get first if<br />
the scoring wasn't right. Everybody wants to win, and<br />
you're going to do everything you can do within the racing<br />
rules of sailing to win. This isn’t a feel-good thing.”<br />
Not every sailor, however, hops aboard a boat to win a<br />
race. Walker maintains that sailing should be a fun,<br />
invigorating experience, regardless of circumstance. It’s<br />
a belief that continues to fuel her involvement in the<br />
Judd Goldman program.<br />
“The racing aspect is part of it, yes,” Walker said,<br />
“but the main objective of the program which is to bring<br />
people in and show them what sailing is all about. No<br />
matter what your disability is, when you get in the boat,<br />
your disability disappears.”<br />
Walker’s own disabilities, stemming from a brain tumor<br />
that was diagnosed in 2001, affect coordination in her<br />
left arm and hand. Though time has allowed her to adapt<br />
her daily living, a Walker’s condition prevents her from<br />
sailing those small boats that filled her younger years on<br />
New York waters. A physical therapist by day, Walker<br />
has now been sailing competitively with the Judd Goldman<br />
organization for six years. The marriage between her<br />
limitations and the nature of the program, she says,<br />
remains a perfect one.<br />
“I probably would not be sailing here in Chicago if it<br />
weren't for the Judd Goldman program,” Walker said.<br />
“Once I found out about it, it was pretty incredible. This<br />
whole process was meant to be. If I were more ablebodied,<br />
I don't know if I would have pursued sailing<br />
here at all, but my disability led me to this program,<br />
which led me to the opportunity to sail.”<br />
Like Walker, many participants in the Judd Goldman program<br />
enter with a history of sailing for competition or for<br />
leisure. Still others never even envisioned they'd be on a<br />
boat at all.<br />
“Some of our participants have been in accidents<br />
involving water,” Goldman said. “They had spinal cord<br />
injuries and diving injuries, and you’d think the last<br />
thing they’d want to do is go near water,” Peter Goldman<br />
said. “And some are absolutely non-sailors, but<br />
they say afterwards, 'I never thought I would be a sailor.<br />
I was never interested in that before.' They never did it<br />
before their disease or injury or disability, but now, it's<br />
different.”<br />
Long before founding the program that would bear his<br />
name, Judd Goldman lived most of his life with a bone<br />
infection that left one leg shorter than the other and prevented<br />
him from certain physical activities. The disability,<br />
however, did not prevent Goldman from sailing. Nicknamed<br />
“Old Goat,” Judd Goldman won approximately 25<br />
races and competed well into his mid-seventies.<br />
The Judd Goldman Adaptive Sailing Program began<br />
with three boats and a lot of ambition. Today, it is a<br />
public-private partner with the Chicago Park District,<br />
which provides docking space for the organization's 23<br />
adaptive boats, as well as trained instructors for adaptive<br />
sailing. The foundation covers the cost of instructors<br />
and boat maintenance as well as other operational<br />
expenses.<br />
Individuals can get on and off of the boats by way of a<br />
variety of assistive devices, and volunteers stand by to<br />
provide a steady hand amid rocky waters. A transfer box<br />
allows some sailors to slide from dock to boat, and a lift<br />
is available to move a wheelchair user from dock to boat<br />
and back. Many Goldman boats are fitted with seats for<br />
added stability, as well as with extra-heavy keels that<br />
stick out of the boat's bottom for on-water stability.<br />
Walker’s boat of choice provides adaptive foot pedals,<br />
which she uses to steer the boat as she uses her right arm<br />
to control the lines. The individualized designs for each<br />
boat in the Goldman fleet put control in the hands of<br />
each sailor, based on that sailor's comfort level. This<br />
variety of options stems from Judd Goldman's aim to<br />
improve the self-esteem of sailors with disabilities.<br />
“We all have the same ambition and goal,” Peter Goldman<br />
said. “People with disabilities often have a certain<br />
lack of self-esteem. There are many ways to improve<br />
this, but one vehicle is sailing. I don't have a disability<br />
and didn't initially realize that sailing could be such a<br />
great vehicle for people with disabilities. Sailing provides<br />
camaraderie and competitiveness. It moves you<br />
away from being a couch potato. This program gets people<br />
out and doing things, which I think is fantastic, and<br />
the reactions of the sailors tell us how successful this is.”<br />
For Walker, sailing will always be rooted in competition,<br />
especially after her experience at this year's North<br />
American Challenge Cup. But she is equally motivated<br />
by the values of the Judd Goldman, which she strives to<br />
promote both with her words and with her actions.<br />
“One of the main interests of the Judd Goldman program<br />
is to introduce people to the world of sailing and<br />
to develop self-esteem,” Walker said. “We’re opening<br />
someone's eyes to things he may not be able to do on<br />
land, and I think that's one of the most interesting things<br />
about sailing. Once you’re in a boat, you can be in equal<br />
competition, on equal footing, with other people. All the<br />
different levels of disability can be equalized.”<br />
Judd Goldman Adaptive Sailing Program<br />
juddgoldmansailing.org<br />
North American Challenge Cup<br />
chicagoyachtclub.org<br />
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More than 20 years after testing positive with Human Immunodeficiency Virus<br />
(HIV), <strong>Greg</strong> <strong>Louganis</strong> is living a full and vibrant and healthy life. Though he<br />
retired from competitive diving in 1988, the four-time Olympic gold medalist<br />
still maintains a rigorous exercise regimen and involves himself in a host of causes. ABIL-<br />
ITY’s Chet Cooper visited <strong>Louganis</strong> at his Malibu home to discuss life with HIV, growing<br />
up with dyslexia, and what has recently drawn the athlete back to the water.<br />
Cooper: I want to start by asking you about an issue in the news right now. What are your<br />
thoughts about the filibuster of the Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell policy and the Defense Authorization<br />
Act?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: You know, the Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell thing is basically encouraging people who<br />
are serving our country to lie to each other. That’s just absurd. Gay men and women have<br />
been serving this country for years, and with Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell, the whole thing has<br />
become a witch hunt through which people are outing other people. That’s ridiculous and it<br />
doesn’t serve our country.<br />
It’s also unconstitutional, anyway, so the whole issue is kind of a no-brainer to me. If you<br />
take a look at Proposition 8, the Mormon proposition to ban gay marriage, then you can<br />
understand where this is stemming from. Religious hate fuels all of that stuff, playing on<br />
people’s fears and insecurities and misinformation.<br />
Cooper: What do you think the actual fears are in the—<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: It’s the religious right, essentially, who come forward with all the judgment.<br />
People are going to have the beliefs that they have. For myself, personally, my God is a<br />
loving God. So I don’t understand how things can be interpreted so hatefully. It’s written<br />
in Leviticus, I think, that you’re not supposed to eat rare meat, either. There are a lot of<br />
things in the Bible that aren’t relevant to what’s happening in this day and age.<br />
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Cooper: Have you been speaking out publicly about<br />
Proposition 8?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Yeah. I’m doing a Swim for Equality tomorrow,<br />
actually. It’ll be a 1.7 mile swim from Point Dume<br />
to Zuma Beach. I volunteered for the swim to help raise<br />
awareness and funds.<br />
Cooper: What other awareness campaigns are you<br />
involved in?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: I do a lot of work with Human Rights Campaign.<br />
That’s an interesting group. It brings together<br />
people who are in a position to effect change, bringing<br />
stories to them that they can find relatable. We’re trying<br />
to influence people in Congress, in the Senate, so everyone<br />
can see a human side of sexuality or of HIV.<br />
Ultimately a lot of people want to stay within their comfort<br />
zones. Even people in the gay community stay within their<br />
comfort zones and don’t venture out, which is not always<br />
the smartest course of action. It’s important that people get<br />
to know various individuals and fully get to know who<br />
they are. So the Humans Rights Campaign means dealing<br />
with issues of sexual identity or HIV or whatever type of<br />
discrimination or minority that might be affected.<br />
Cooper: What are the topics you usually address in your<br />
role as a public speaker?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Generally I speak about diversity, although it<br />
all depends on what I’m being hired for. I tailor my talk<br />
to whatever message the group I’m visiting is interested<br />
in: HIV education awareness, diversity, peak performance,<br />
a motivational message. I’ve talked to medical<br />
groups, for audiences of HIV doctors and members of the<br />
HIV community, I’ve talked about compliance and the<br />
difficulties that we have in terms of treatment. I share my<br />
experience. I talk about depression, dealing with that.<br />
Dyslexia.<br />
Cooper: Was your dyslexia a big challenge for you,<br />
growing up and in school?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Well, I wasn’t diagnosed as dyslexic until I<br />
was a freshman in college. I remember I was actually<br />
given “dyslexia” as a vocabulary word in my freshman<br />
English class, and that was when I realized I wasn’t all<br />
of the things the other students had been calling me:<br />
“stupid”, “retard”, “moron”. I wasn’t those things. I was<br />
dyslexic.<br />
So then I did go in and get tested. But ultimately you<br />
learn coping skills. I wasn’t so severely dyslexic that I<br />
couldn’t get through my day, it was just a hurdle in terms<br />
of the fact that it made reading and writing much more<br />
laborious for me.<br />
Cooper: Does dyslexia pose problems today in your public<br />
speaking or acting?
<strong>Louganis</strong>: When I do public speaking, I have an outline, a list of bullet points.<br />
That’s how I manage my public speaking. I always know the stories, so I just<br />
want to make sure that I’m guided in such a way that those stories make sense<br />
and have logical beginnings, middles, and ends.<br />
But if somebody were to hand me a script and say, “Read it”, that’s different.<br />
Because of my acting experience, I’ve had to learn how to do that. I can get<br />
through those experiences, but they are still struggles. Going in for cold readings<br />
is still very stressful. But you do the best you can with the tools you have.<br />
Cooper: I understand that people with HIV today are living longer and longer<br />
because of the available medications, but I’ve been told that another phenomena<br />
has developed that influences aging, or—<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Yeah. The aging process is more rapid for us. Somebody sent me<br />
some information on that, and I know the person’s intent was good, but I really<br />
don’t focus on that crap. The situation is what it is. I don’t judge where I am<br />
and I don’t study the meds that I’m on. I go to my doctor’s appointment, he<br />
gives me the information, and once he puts that file away, I put it away, too.<br />
I don’t live in my disease. As a consequence of that, I probably don’t know as<br />
much about the condition as many other people do who are in my situation.<br />
I’m not a doctor. I’m not a researcher. Why bog myself down with trivial stuff<br />
that I’m not going to understand?<br />
Cooper: So you’re more about living in the moment than about trying to<br />
understand the science?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Yeah. The science is fine for the doctors, and we certainly need that<br />
information in order to find out where we’ve been and how far we’ve come<br />
and potentially where we’re going. But that’s the job of doctors. It’s their passion.<br />
It’s not mine. I’m not going to dwell on problems and try to understand<br />
stuff that I don’t have a passion for.<br />
Cooper: Then let’s talk about your passion for a bit. At what point did you discover<br />
you had a gift for diving?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: You know, quite honestly, I’ve been trained my entire life. I was<br />
dancing and doing acrobatics before I was two years old, performing onstage<br />
when I was three. The acrobatics evolved into gymnastics and the gymnastics<br />
evolved into diving. So I’ve always had a tremendous kinesthetic awareness.<br />
What was really difficult for me was doing my one-man show in New York. I<br />
did that and it was so challenging—being dyslexic, memorizing pages and<br />
pages of monologue. The way I’ve always described that experience was as the<br />
longest 10-meter dive I’ve ever done. I hit the stage and I honestly didn’t know<br />
where I was going to land. But it’s through that rehearsal process that everything<br />
gets solidified so you know how to move from point A to B to C. You<br />
learn to trust it. You just do it.<br />
Cooper: I heard recently that researchers have been able to prove Einstein’s<br />
theories about the relativity of time. I think we’ve all experienced time “slowing<br />
down” when we’re really in the moment. When you’re diving does time<br />
seem slower?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Well, there are different experiences with peak performance. Basically<br />
the key elements for peak performance are heart rate, breath rate and<br />
body temperature. Those need to be managed to be at the top of your game.<br />
When I’m diving, sometimes my experience seems totally subconscious. I’d<br />
remember leaving the board but wouldn’t remember hitting the water. But<br />
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I’ve had other experiences in which the dive is more<br />
like slow motion: everything is slow, controlled, and<br />
kind of unreal. In both of those cases, time doesn’t feel<br />
like real time.<br />
Cooper: And you never know when that’s going to happen?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: No. All you can do is prepare yourself and<br />
allow your body to do what it was trained to do.<br />
Cooper: What did your parents do? Anything in particular<br />
that drew you into gymnastics?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Mom was a housewife and Dad was a certified<br />
public accountant.<br />
Cooper: Well, there you go! (laughter)<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Yes. A real performance background.<br />
Cooper: Did they see something special in you?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: (laughs) No, they didn’t. Both my sister and I<br />
were adopted. My sister is a couple of years older than I<br />
am, and basically, my mom didn’t want to see two<br />
klutzy kids running around knocking down lamps. So<br />
she got my sister dance classes when I was about a year<br />
and a half old. I would go to the classes and just sit in<br />
the waiting room. I was supposed to be coloring but that<br />
was boring to me because I could never stay in the lines,<br />
so I used to sneak into the class and imitate what the<br />
students were doing. Eventually the teacher said I could<br />
stay and we’d find out how much I would learn. That’s<br />
how I got involved in acrobatics.<br />
Cooper: So you were a wallflower for a little while, and<br />
then the teacher saw that you were doing some things—<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Oh, I wasn’t a wallflower. I was in there—<br />
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Cooper: You were the rose.<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Right. I was in there copying everything they<br />
were doing.<br />
Cooper: What does your sister do now?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: I have no idea.<br />
Cooper: You guys weren’t close?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: No. Last time I saw her was after my mom<br />
passed. My sister didn’t even come to the memorial.<br />
Cooper: Apparently she didn’t like the fact that you<br />
were taking classes with her.<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: (laughs) No. Our relationship was always<br />
strained. I tried to make things okay because I knew it<br />
was difficult for her growing up. She was always<br />
known as my older sister, and I knew sometimes that<br />
was tough. But we just never—<br />
Cooper: Did you or your sister ever look for your biological<br />
parents?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Not really. I didn’t have that sort of passion<br />
to find my biological parents that I guess other people<br />
have. I think it depends where you are in life. There<br />
was a period of time in which I really wanted to know<br />
my biological parents and who they were. And that<br />
was a period of my life and I got through that, and I<br />
was like, “it’s really not that important”. The only thing<br />
you wonder is what kind of health issues the parents<br />
might have, whether they were prone to heart disease,<br />
to cancer, diabetes—<br />
Cooper: Or prone to vote for Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell?
<strong>Louganis</strong>: (laughs) You never know! My parents could<br />
even be trailer trash or something. You never know.<br />
Cooper: When did your parents tell you that you were<br />
adopted?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: I feel like I always knew. I don’t remember a<br />
time that I didn’t know that I was adopted, really. My<br />
parents were always open and honest about that.<br />
Cooper: How old were you when you first went to the<br />
Olympic Games?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: I was 16. It was in the 1976 Olympic Games<br />
in Montreal. I won a silver medal there, but a lot of people<br />
misremember it and think that I won gold. I’m like,<br />
“Okay, you can give me credit for it.” In 1980 we didn’t<br />
go to the games because of the boycott. That was a disappointment<br />
for me because I was pretty poised to do<br />
well at that Olympic Games. And then I got two golds<br />
in ‘84, two golds in ‘88.<br />
Cooper: Is anything new on with your acting career lately?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Not right now, no. I did The Little Dog<br />
Laughed at Indian Wells Theater, which was a great<br />
experience on-stage, with some wonderful actors.<br />
Unfortunately it was a horrible experience off-stage. It<br />
was the theater’s first season and they’re really not<br />
ready for an Equity house. They don’t even know the<br />
Equity rules. So there was a bit of an us-against-them<br />
mentality, and really, what we were trying to do was<br />
help them and maybe save them money.<br />
Anyway, it was not a very positive experience. But my<br />
fiftieth birthday challenge to myself was to be naked on<br />
stage, so that was okay.<br />
Cooper: How often do you work out?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: I try to work out every day. Last week was a<br />
little difficult because I was at the United States Aquatics<br />
convention and sitting in meetings all day. I didn’t<br />
get a whole lot of workouts in while I was there. But<br />
when I’m home I try to get a workout in every day.<br />
Today I did spin at 7 o’clock and yoga at 9 o’clock. And<br />
tomorrow I’m swimming 1.7 miles, like I mentioned.<br />
Cooper: I think you could have gotten away with saying<br />
two miles, but what the heck? Swimming in the ocean is<br />
always a little more difficult, right?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: You know what? I recently got into a wetsuit<br />
and into the ocean and I was just floating. I thought, this<br />
is a piece of cake. I feel like I’m cheating.<br />
Cooper: But the water’s still cold.<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: The water’s cold. Yes.<br />
Cooper: Will tomorrow be the first time you’ll have<br />
done a swim like this?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Yeah. And this is also the first swim for<br />
California Equality. It’s funny—I went to the kickoff<br />
of the fundraiser, which was held at somebody’s<br />
house, and I spoke, encouraged people to get<br />
involved, swim or donate or whatever they could do.<br />
Each swimmer needed to raise $2,000 in order to<br />
swim. When I finished speaking and the time came to<br />
ask for donations, this guy raised his hand and said,<br />
“I’ll sponsor five swimmers.” So that was $10,000,<br />
right there. Two hands went up right away, two volunteers<br />
right off the bat. And then nothing, absolutely<br />
nothing, and everybody was just sitting around looking<br />
at each other.<br />
So I put my own hand up, and then two other hands<br />
went up right after mine. I turned to Daniel and I said,<br />
“Can I do this?”, thinking, “Am I free that day?” And he<br />
goes, “Well, you don’t have anything on the calendar.”<br />
Cooper: But the real question is, can you do it, physically?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Right. A week later I read the pamphlet about<br />
what the hell they were doing down there. I said, “I volunteered<br />
to swim 1.7 miles? I’ve never swum 1.7 miles<br />
in my life! What was I thinking?” Then I started to<br />
panic. I thought, “When am I going to train?” I don’t<br />
have that much training. And now, here we are, it’s<br />
tomorrow, and I just—I’m not really panicked about it.<br />
I’m just sort of fatalistic. But it’s not a race. I just have<br />
to finish. And the shore’s right there.<br />
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Cooper: Did you read the rules? Did anybody say you<br />
can’t use a surfboard?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: I don’t know! A friend and I did an ocean<br />
swim a couple of weeks ago, and that was the first time<br />
I’d ever put on a wetsuit. I thought, “Oh, God, this is<br />
easy.” I would swim along and turn and find that he was<br />
way back there, behind me. So I’d swim back to him,<br />
swim out, swim back to him, swim out, tread water,<br />
wait for him to catch up. I felt good. We only did about<br />
a quarter of the distance, which isn’t all that far, but I<br />
probably did about half altogether.<br />
Cooper: You’ll be fine.<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: The lifeguards called out, “Hey, come in to<br />
shore!” It was a hot day, a lot of families were out there,<br />
and my friend, poor guy, he looked like he was drowning.<br />
As we were coming in, the lifeguards motioned us<br />
in and said to me, “You’re okay, you’re fine. But your<br />
friend—we can’t have that.”<br />
Cooper: Was he wearing a wetsuit?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Yeah. It was a really old wetsuit, so I don’t<br />
know if it was—<br />
Cooper: He needs water wings around his arms.<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Yeah, the little water wings? [laughs] Yeah.<br />
Cooper: I understand you do some work with dogs. Are<br />
you a dog whisperer?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: God, no. You know what? I am actually very<br />
anti-Cesar Millan. The Dog Whisperer show gives the<br />
general public permission to abuse their animals under<br />
the guise of learning. He’s brutal. He’s horrible. That<br />
was just a media phenomenon someone slapped together.<br />
Orchestrated by Jada Pinkett-Smith.<br />
I’m also not a fan of The Humane Society of the United<br />
States. They’re the ones who have those just really<br />
heart-wrenching commercials of abused and neglected<br />
animals and they’re raising all kinds of money, but what<br />
that money goes toward actually prohibits the ability to<br />
own a pet.<br />
Cooper: I thought there was some new legislation, even<br />
locally, about owning more pets? There’s been research<br />
that the more pets a home is allowed to own, the fewer<br />
animals will be put to sleep. In New York you can own<br />
five pets, here in California it’s three, and I think it’s<br />
changing to four or five now.<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: That’s the first time I’ve ever heard anything<br />
like that. What The Humane Society of the United<br />
States is trying to promote is the mandatory spay-neuter,<br />
which will make it difficult for people to get a service<br />
dog. It’s just a bad idea.
Cooper: But isn’t the intent good? To have fewer homeless<br />
animals?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: But The Humane Society doesn’t rescue. The<br />
Humane Society is the cause of many animals being<br />
put down. That’s the problem. It’s heart-wrenching,<br />
yes, and they have an incredible campaign, but they<br />
don’t rescue animals.<br />
Cooper: What about the Society for the Prevention of<br />
Cruelty to Animals?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: That group actually rescues. But The Humane<br />
Society of the United States is just a lobby group. They<br />
do not rescue animals. In fact, they’re responsible for<br />
more animal deaths than any other organization.<br />
Cooper: What do you think about spaying and neutering<br />
animals? At the end of The Price Is Right Bob Barker<br />
always used to say, “And don’t forget to spay and neuter<br />
your dog.”<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Bob Barker wasn’t at an influential stage in<br />
the passing of legislation. All of my dogs are spayed<br />
and neutered except my Hungarian Pumi. There is a<br />
possibility that I might breed her, but I don’t think every<br />
dog should be bred. Just because a dog has a good temperament<br />
doesn’t necessarily mean that it should be<br />
bred. But if you have a performance dog and he happens<br />
to get injured and can’t compete for six months—say he<br />
has to have knee surgery or something—the legislation<br />
says he has to be spayed or neutered.<br />
Cooper: That puts a lot of pressure on the dog!<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: The legislation insists all puppies be spayed<br />
or neutered by six months. Actually, it might even be<br />
less time than that. It’s just bad. I think it’s bad to try<br />
and legislate a conscience.<br />
Cooper: On your lawn you have what looks like a training<br />
facility for dogs?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Some agility training stuff, yeah. I was just<br />
recently helping some people, working with their dogs.<br />
Pet training as well as obedience and agility training.<br />
Cooper: I needed that with my ex.<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>:(laughs) Sorry. I don’t do kids and wives.<br />
Cooper: When was the last time you were on a diving<br />
board?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: This year, actually. It had been 15 years since<br />
I’d been around a pool. And that’s the big thing for me:<br />
being around a pool. This year, since we ended up going<br />
to the senior nationals and junior worlds, I was around a<br />
pool a lot. I got on the boards and played around. I even<br />
did a couple of dives off the ten-meter platform.<br />
Cooper: How did that feel?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Pretty good! My body remembered what to<br />
do. If you do something for 20 years it’s pretty much<br />
hard-wired. I think I surprised some of the kids.<br />
Cooper: When you hit the water, do you feel all of the<br />
speed you’ve picked up on the way down? Is there pain?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Yeah! Yeah! It hurts because you’re breaking<br />
the surface with the palm of your hand. You’re breaking<br />
the surface of the water and creating a bubble, and then<br />
when you hit, you hit with such force, it slams your<br />
wrists back. So it’s a heavy load on your wrists. But<br />
then when you open it up, you’re making that bubble<br />
bigger, so that your body can fall into it. That’s how you<br />
get in without a splash: you drop into that bubble, and as<br />
long as nothing hits that bubble you’ve created, you<br />
won’t have any splash.<br />
Cooper: I had no idea.<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: Yeah. You’re essentially creating a bubble<br />
with your flat palm entry, and then you can open that<br />
bubble up and drop your body into that bubble before<br />
the water closes up.<br />
Cooper: What happens if you’re doing a dive that causes<br />
you to go into the water feet-first?<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: It’s the same thing. Your feet create a bubble.<br />
Cooper: I noticed you don’t have a diving board on<br />
your pool.<br />
<strong>Louganis</strong>: I have a one-meter platform. In 1996, when<br />
the Olympics were in Atlanta, the Australian team<br />
came over to my home. I’m friends with Steve Foley,<br />
who was coaching the Australian team, and they all<br />
came to the pool. We had a barbeque and we dove off<br />
of the platform. It was a lot of fun. Now Steve is the<br />
high-performance director for USA Diving, and he’s<br />
really been the one that’s been instrumental in getting<br />
me back into diving.<br />
Now that I’ve been around the diving again, I remember<br />
how much fun that was. So I’m getting more involved.<br />
You never lose it, really.<br />
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AIDS - Aquired Immunune Deficiency Syndrome<br />
HIV - Human Immunodeficiency Virus<br />
It was July of 1981 when the New York Times first<br />
reported a flurry of cases of a rare cancer called<br />
Kaposi’s Sarcoma. The disease was found in gay<br />
men, most of whom lived in New York City and San<br />
Francisco. Kaposi’s Sarcoma can affect many different<br />
tissues of the body, presenting itself as dark patches<br />
when it involves the skin (as seen in Tom Hanks’<br />
Philadelphia when his character begins to wear long<br />
sleeves and high collars to hide his lesions).<br />
Around the same time as the Kaposi’s Sarcoma outbreak<br />
(which is a cancer of blood vessels mainly<br />
affecting the skin, mouth and lymph glands), doctors<br />
in New York City began to see a large number of gay<br />
men with unexplained flu-like symptoms: fevers,<br />
chills, and coughs. Most of these new patients had an<br />
unusual type of pneumonia caused by a fungus called<br />
Pneumocystis jirovici (carinii). This discovery presented<br />
an alarming scenario for doctors, since fungal<br />
infections are very severe and difficult to treat.<br />
During the first year of the outbreak, about 1,600 cases<br />
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of the fungal infection were reported and about half of<br />
the diagnosed patients died. Both Karposi’s Sarcoma<br />
and Pneumocystis jirovici (carinii) were previously<br />
seen only in patients whose immune systems had been<br />
depressed, most often due to having taken immunesuppressive<br />
drugs like those used by kidney transplant<br />
patients. Doctors soon realized that whatever was<br />
causing these conditions in gay men was a terminal<br />
disease.<br />
By 1984 a surge of research efforts to discover the cause<br />
of these conditions led the Institut Pasteur in France to<br />
discover the Human Immunodeficiency Virus (HIV). A<br />
year later, Robert Gallo, MD, a virologist at the Institute<br />
of Human Virology at the University of Maryland,<br />
proved the HIV virus was causing the unusual syndrome.<br />
By that time, however, the world was in the throes of a<br />
frightful epidemic known for virtually 100% mortality.<br />
As research into HIV grew, the question of the virus’s<br />
root cause plagued medical science. Based on research<br />
from the 1990s at the University of Alabama, it is now
widely accepted that the virus originated from monkeys.<br />
Various species of monkey are known to transmit a Simian<br />
Immunodeficiency Virus (SIV) strikingly similar to<br />
HIV. It is believed that the virus mutated so it could cross<br />
species—an unusual trait, considering that most diseases<br />
in animals cannot be transmitted to man, and vice versa.<br />
How the disease managed to move from monkey to man<br />
is debatable, but the most accepted theory is that its transmission<br />
derived from the hunting and eating monkeys.<br />
In the late 1980s and early 1990s, I was a neurosurgeonin-training<br />
in Washington, DC, a city with a large gay<br />
community. Because the HIV virus directly impacts the<br />
brain, spinal cord and peripheral nerves (often leading<br />
to unusual tumors and abscesses in the brain), neurosurgeons<br />
like myself found ourselves performing biopsies<br />
of lesions in the brains of gay men with AIDS, in a fervent<br />
attempt to diagnose and treat them.<br />
AIDS raised serious concerns for surgeons and other<br />
health care professionals. While one cannot contract<br />
AIDS from touching or kissing a person with the disease,<br />
HIV can be acquired if a person’s blood manages to gain<br />
access to the provider’s bloodstream. This might occur by<br />
way of a needle, scalpel, or possibly even through a splash<br />
of blood in the eye. Blood transfusions in hospitals and<br />
intravenous drug abuse on the streets quickly became other<br />
methods of transmission of the virus. Sexually active heterosexuals<br />
are also not immune.<br />
“Universal precautions” (techniques to reduce the risk of<br />
transmission of viruses) are practiced routinely in operating<br />
room and in other areas of medical practice. These<br />
preemptive measures, combined with a more thorough<br />
understanding of how HIV can and cannot be transmitted,<br />
have virtually eliminated medical professionals’ reluctance<br />
to treat patients with the disease.<br />
Research labs and funding resources worldwide continue<br />
to direct their efforts towards discovering treatments,<br />
preventions and cure for AIDS. Much of this effort is<br />
devoted to developing a vaccine that will prevent the<br />
spread of the virus, but such a vaccine won’t help those<br />
who already live with HIV and AIDS.<br />
HIV is a special type of virus called a “retrovirus”. In<br />
the past 20 years, several drugs called “anti-retroviral<br />
drugs” have become available. In regions where these<br />
drugs can be obtained (typically, more developed parts<br />
of the world), combinations of as many as three antiretroviral<br />
drugs control the disease in large numbers of<br />
AIDS patients.<br />
Unfortunately in underserved areas where the disease<br />
runs rampant, treatment is largely unavailable and the<br />
death rate for people with the virus remains close to<br />
100%. Further complicating matters, the virus can be<br />
transmitted from an infected mother to her fetus, resulting<br />
in a child effectively born with AIDS.<br />
As people with HIV manage their health, a new problem<br />
arises from successful treatment. How does the “controlled”<br />
disease impact the patient as he or she grows<br />
older? As there is still no cure for AIDS, the HIV virus<br />
is seldom completely eradicated from the body, necessitating<br />
people with the condition subscribe to a life-long<br />
regimen of medication. It would appear, however, that<br />
years of taking these medications—combined with the<br />
virus’s impact on the immune system—often take their<br />
toll. HIV patients are also more vulnerable to common<br />
diseases like diabetes, and diseases associated with<br />
aging (such as arthritis, dementia osteoporosis) tend to<br />
occur at a younger age.<br />
While the AIDS problem has far from disappeared,<br />
what was once a death sentence can now be better<br />
viewed as a life sentence.<br />
thomaschappellmd.com<br />
by E. Thomas Chappell, MD<br />
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The mission of the Department of Justice (DOJ) is<br />
to defend the interests of the United States<br />
according to the law. What follows are recent<br />
DOJ cases on the subject of disability discrimination.<br />
MASSACHUSETTS HOUSING AUTHORITY<br />
The DOJ announced that it has reached an agreement<br />
resolving its lawsuit against the Fitchburg, Massachusetts<br />
Housing Authority and its executive director,<br />
Robert W. Hill.<br />
The lawsuit alleged the Fitchburg Housing Authority<br />
and Hill violated the Fair Housing Act by adopting and<br />
implementing policies that denied tenants with disabilities<br />
other than mobility impairments the opportunity<br />
to transfer between apartments within Fitchburg’s public<br />
housing neighborhoods.<br />
“The Fair Housing Act requires equal access to housing<br />
for persons with disabilities,” said Thomas E.<br />
Perez, Assistant Attorney General for the Civil Rights<br />
Division. “This comprehensive settlement will ensure<br />
equal access to housing for all individuals with disabilities,<br />
not just those who are substantially limited in the<br />
major life activity of walking.”<br />
Under the terms of the settlement, which must still be<br />
approved by the US District Court for the District of<br />
Massachusetts, the defendants must establish a<br />
$65,000 settlement fund to compensate persons who<br />
may have been injured by their alleged discriminatory<br />
conduct. The settlement also requires employees of the<br />
Fitchburg Housing Authority to receive training on the<br />
prohibition of disability discrimination under federal<br />
fair housing laws.<br />
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Additionally, the Fitchburg Housing Authority must<br />
implement non-discrimination and reasonable accommodation<br />
policies, and a procedure by which tenants<br />
may file a disability discrimination complaint against<br />
an employee or agent of the authority.<br />
This case originated when a former resident of the<br />
Fitchburg Housing Authority filed a discrimination<br />
complaint with the US Department of Housing and<br />
Urban Development (HUD). After conducting an<br />
investigation, HUD referred the matter to the DOJ<br />
and the former resident resolved her claims against<br />
the Fitchburg Housing Authority in an out-of-court<br />
settlement.<br />
The federal Fair Housing Act prohibits discrimination<br />
in housing based on race, color, religion, national origin,<br />
sex, disability or familial status.<br />
SETTLEMENT WITH OWNER OF GAS STATIONS<br />
RESOLVING ADA CLAIMS<br />
A comprehensive settlement has been made under the<br />
Americans with Disabilities Act (ADA) with QuikTrip<br />
Corporation, a private company that owns and operates<br />
more than 550 gas stations, convenience stores, travel<br />
centers, and truck stops in the Midwest, South and<br />
Southwestern United States. Under the consent decree,<br />
which was filed along with a complaint in the US District<br />
Court for the District of Nebraska, QuikTrip will<br />
create a $1.5 million compensatory damages fund for<br />
individuals who were victims of discrimination based<br />
on disability, and will also be expected to take various<br />
steps to make its stores accessible.<br />
The DOJ initially opened the investigation in response<br />
to complaints about inaccessible parking by two
individuals with disabilities in the Omaha, NE area.<br />
The lawsuit filed by the DOJ alleges that the investigation<br />
revealed a nationwide pattern and practice of discrimination<br />
on the basis of disability. QuikTrip Corporation<br />
worked with the DOJ to resolve the matter amicably<br />
and without active litigation.<br />
“On July 26, 2010, we will celebrate the 20th anniversary<br />
of the ADA,” said Thomas E. Perez, Assistant<br />
Attorney General for the Civil Rights Division. “This<br />
was a landmark civil rights law that ensures equal<br />
access and equal opportunity for individuals with disabilities.<br />
Ensuring full and equal access to all businesses<br />
open to the public is a top priority, and the Justice<br />
Department is committed to vigorous enforcement of<br />
the ADA to ensure equal opportunity for individuals<br />
with disabilities. Convenience stores and gas stations<br />
are a critical part of everyday life in America, and<br />
these facilities must afford equal access to individuals<br />
with disabilities.”<br />
“QuikTrip has worked cooperatively with the department<br />
so we could resolve this case without active litigation,”<br />
Perez continued, “and has affirmed its commitment<br />
to serving individuals with disabilities by taking<br />
the necessary actions to achieve ADA compliance<br />
at all of its stores.”<br />
The consent decree reached under Title III of the ADA<br />
prohibits discrimination against individuals with disabilities<br />
by businesses open to the public, including<br />
gas stations, convenience stores, and other retailers.<br />
VENTURA COUNTY<br />
A consent decree resolved a lawsuit filed against Ventura<br />
County, CA, that alleged the county violated the<br />
ADA when it refused to hire a qualified applicant for a<br />
children’s social services position because she is deaf<br />
and required accommodation. At the time of her application,<br />
the applicant had been employed in the same<br />
capacity for Los Angeles for more than eight years and<br />
had excelled in her position.<br />
Under the terms of the consent decree, approved by<br />
Judge Margaret M. Morrow of the US District Court<br />
for the Central District of California, Ventura County<br />
will train supervisory personnel involved in hiring and<br />
promotion decisions to ensure that qualified applicants<br />
and employees who are deaf will be provided reasonable<br />
accommodations, including sign language interpreters<br />
where necessary, to ensure equal employment<br />
opportunities. Ventura County has also agreed to pay<br />
$45,000 in damages to the complainant.<br />
“The ADA prohibits employers from making hiring<br />
decisions based on unfounded assumptions about how<br />
a deaf employee will perform the job or about the costs<br />
involved in providing reasonable accommodations for<br />
a deaf employee,” said Thomas E. Perez, Assistant<br />
Attorney General for the Civil Rights Division. “The<br />
Civil Rights Division is committed to vigorously<br />
enforcing the ADA to ensure equal employment<br />
opportunities for all individuals with disabilities, and<br />
we are pleased that the county finally agreed to resolve<br />
this matter.”<br />
TOWNS, COUNTIES TO ENSURE CIVIC ACCESS<br />
Pomfret, Connecticut<br />
The DOJ has announced an agreement with the town<br />
of Pomfret, CT, to improve access to all aspects of<br />
Pomfret civic life for persons with disabilities. The<br />
agreement was reached under Project Civic Access<br />
(PCA), the DOJ’s wide-ranging initiative to ensure that<br />
cities, towns and counties throughout the country comply<br />
with the ADA.<br />
“I commend public officials in the town of Pomfret for<br />
making this important commitment to ensuring equal<br />
access to civic life for individuals with disabilities,”<br />
said Thomas E. Perez, Assistant Attorney General for<br />
the Civil Rights Division. “Civic access is a civil right,<br />
and the ADA guarantees to individuals with disabilities<br />
the same opportunities to participate in, and<br />
access, local government that everyone else enjoys.”<br />
Pomfret, a small town located in northeastern Connecticut,<br />
holds an estimated population of 3,798 residents.<br />
More than 14 percent of Pomfret’s residents<br />
have disabilities and will benefit from the agreement.<br />
“The ADA applies to every state, city, county, town<br />
and village throughout the United States, no matter<br />
how large or small,” Perez said. “I hope that public<br />
officials across this nation will celebrate the 20th<br />
anniversary of the ADA by making a renewed commitment<br />
to the individuals with disabilities who live in<br />
their communities.”<br />
The DOJ’s investigation of the town of Pomfret was<br />
initiated when the DOJ received a complaint alleging<br />
that the town hall was not accessible to individuals<br />
with disabilities. The DOJ will actively monitor the<br />
town’s compliance with the new agreement, which<br />
will remain in effect for three years or until the<br />
department has confirmed that all required actions<br />
have been completed.<br />
Pearl River County, Mississippi<br />
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The DOJ announced an agreement with Pearl River<br />
County, MS, to improve access to all aspects of civic<br />
life for persons with disabilities. The agreement was<br />
reached under PCA, the DOJ’s wide-ranging initiative<br />
to ensure that cities, towns, and counties throughout<br />
the country comply with the ADA.<br />
“As we celebrate the 20th anniversary of the Americans<br />
with Disabilities Act this month, we applaud<br />
Pearl River County for its commitment to bringing its<br />
facilities and programs into full compliance with the<br />
ADA,” said Thomas E. Perez, Assistant Attorney General<br />
for the Civil Rights Division. “Individuals with<br />
disabilities will now have improved access to the programs<br />
and services offered by the county.”<br />
More than 24 percent of the residents of Pearl River<br />
County have disabilities and will benefit from the<br />
agreement announced. This agreement was reached<br />
under Title II of the ADA, which prohibits discrimination<br />
against individuals with disabilities by state and<br />
local governments. The DOJ will actively monitor the<br />
county’s compliance with the agreement, which will<br />
remain in effect for three years or until the department<br />
has confirmed that all required actions have been<br />
completed.<br />
Following an influx of new residents after Hurricane<br />
Katrina, Pearl River County, located in southern Mississippi,<br />
was recognized by the Census Bureau as the seventh<br />
fastest growing county in the United States. Pearl<br />
River County is the fourth largest county in Mississippi.<br />
Wilson County, North Carolina<br />
An agreement was made with Wilson County, NC, to<br />
improve access to all aspects of civic life for persons<br />
with disabilities, the DOJ announced.<br />
The agreement was reached under PCA, the department’s<br />
wide-ranging initiative to ensure that cities,<br />
towns and counties throughout the country comply<br />
with the ADA.<br />
“The ADA is 20 years old this month, and I commend<br />
Wilson County officials for making this commitment<br />
to take the necessary steps to ensure equal access to<br />
civic life for the county’s residents with disabilities,”<br />
said Thomas E. Perez, Assistant Attorney General for<br />
the Civil Rights Division. “The Civil Rights Division<br />
is committed to vigorous enforcement of the ADA, and<br />
the 20th anniversary of the ADA should be a wake-up<br />
call to state and local officials across the country<br />
where the ADA’s promises of equal access have not<br />
yet been realized.”<br />
Under the announced agreement, Wilson County will<br />
take several important steps to improve access for individuals<br />
with disabilities.<br />
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“We appreciate the commitment to equal access and<br />
ADA compliance made by each of the 180 cities,<br />
counties and other government entities that have<br />
entered into a Project Civic Access agreement with<br />
the Justice Department,” Perez said. “This initiative<br />
is a priority for the Civil Rights Division, and we<br />
will actively pursue similar commitments from other<br />
government officials in the weeks and months<br />
ahead.”<br />
Wilson County is located in Eastern North Carolina.<br />
According to census data, the county has approximately<br />
73,814 residents, and more than 27 percent of those<br />
residents are individuals with disabilities.<br />
The investigation of Wilson County was initiated in<br />
response to a complaint alleging certain of the county’s<br />
facilities were not accessible to people with disabilities.<br />
The agreement requires most actions be completed<br />
within two years. The DOJ will actively monitor compliance<br />
with the agreement, which will remain in effect<br />
until the department has confirmed that all required<br />
actions have been completed.<br />
As part of the PCA initiative, investigators, attorneys<br />
and architects with the DOJ survey state and local government<br />
facilities, services and programs in communities<br />
across the country to identify the modifications<br />
needed for compliance with ADA requirements.<br />
The agreements are tailored to address the steps each<br />
community must take to improve access. This agreement<br />
is the 180th under the PCA initiative.<br />
Title I of the ADA prohibits employers from discriminating<br />
against a qualified individual on the basis of disability<br />
in regard to job application procedures, the hiring,<br />
advancement or discharge of employees, employee<br />
compensation, job training and other terms, conditions<br />
and privileges of employment.<br />
An employer may not deny employment opportunities<br />
to a job applicant or employee who is otherwise<br />
qualified if the denial is based on the need to make<br />
reasonable accommodations for the applicant or<br />
employee.<br />
Information about the Civil Rights Division and the laws it enforces<br />
justice.gov/crt<br />
Information about the ADA, the Project Civic Access initiative, and the<br />
ADA Best Practices Tool Kit for State and Local Governments<br />
ada.gov<br />
ADA Information Line<br />
800-514-0301<br />
800-514-0383 (TTY)
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D’Andre was never that interested in basketball.<br />
Sure, he’d shoot some ball with friends on the<br />
playgrounds around his Philadelphia home, but<br />
he wasn’t on a team and didn’t follow the sport on television.<br />
In many ways, D’Andre fit the mold of many<br />
teenagers with asthma: no physical activity. No running.<br />
No jumping. No getting out of breath. No. No. No.<br />
And of course, his mother kept eagle-eye watch over him.<br />
“I was afraid,” admitted D’Andre’s mother, Antoinette<br />
Daniels, whose son Jayden also has asthma. “If they were<br />
playing too hard or running too much, I’m like, ‘You<br />
have to slow down,’. I was thinking they may have an<br />
asthma attack. So I kind of held them back a little.”<br />
Six years ago, after spending most of his life hearing<br />
what his asthma prevented him from doing, D’Andre<br />
finally got some good news. Healthy Hoops, a basketball<br />
program for youth that improves health through physical<br />
activity, had caught his mother’s eye. D’Andre agreed to<br />
check out the program. He hasn’t stopped going since.<br />
Now 17, D’Andre still plays ball with the Healthy<br />
Hoops program, along with brothers Jamar (10) and<br />
Jayden (7). To Daniels, the experience has proven to be<br />
a gift to the whole family.<br />
“The kids get a lot out of the program,” Daniels said. “It<br />
helps kids who may not even be interested in basketball,<br />
or who may not have been interested in sports at all. It’s<br />
given them a different outlook on getting into sports and<br />
other things.”<br />
More than just a place to play basketball, Healthy<br />
Hoops operates as an educational resource for families.<br />
The program began in West Philadelphia in an effort to<br />
address the high rates of asthma patients in the region.<br />
But the program’s larger goal quickly emerged: to create<br />
a program that not only changes the lives of children<br />
affected by asthma but sparks and educational<br />
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transformation for families. To achieve this goal,<br />
Healthy Hoops implements a multi-faceted approach.<br />
First, the program focuses on creating a coalition of<br />
educators and influential individuals. It partners with<br />
local doctors, pulmonary specialists and allergy specialists<br />
who are fully-engaged in teaching parents and kids<br />
how to maintain a healthy lifestyle. Full-time asthma<br />
educators continue to devote their attention to Health<br />
Hoops, nurses are involved in physical education courses,<br />
and basketball provides an ideal attraction for youth.<br />
Philadelphia is flooded with high-profile coaches at all<br />
levels of the game, and the program has developed a<br />
history of educating some of these coaches on how to<br />
get kids with asthma involved in the Healthy Hoops<br />
program and onto the basketball court.<br />
Among the first hurdles in the development of the program,<br />
however, was the quick realization that coaches<br />
needed to be given a strong base of knowledge about<br />
children with asthma.<br />
“We started educating the coaches in the schools about<br />
kids with asthma and the coaches would say, ‘Oh we<br />
never let them play. We see them. We know they can’t<br />
breathe so we keep them on the bench,’” said Maria Pajil<br />
Battle, senior vice president of marketing and public<br />
affairs of the Keystone Mercy Health Plan. “I said, ‘No!<br />
No! No! We can’t do this.’ So we started educating<br />
coaches and they became so involved with the program.”<br />
Before long, Heathy Hoops had set up on-site stations and<br />
opportunities for kids to get their asthma exams at local<br />
clinics before they began to play basketball. In short, the<br />
primary goal of Healthy Hoops has always been to help<br />
children in the management of their asthma. Participation<br />
in the program requires full physicals and health<br />
screenings to assess each child’s health status, medications<br />
and use. The program also aims to help kids create<br />
an action plan for their health and regularly evaluates<br />
their results. The outcome is a community of learning
that includes doctors, specialists, basketball coaches,<br />
kids and, yes, parents and siblings.<br />
Though she works with Healthy Hoops in an administrative<br />
and advisory capacity, Battle says she knows the<br />
difficulties of living with asthma, first-hand.<br />
“When I was a kid, I had asthma and we had to get rid<br />
of our dog. And my brothers and sisters wanted to get<br />
rid of me!” Battle said. “They were kids, and they didn’t<br />
really have an understanding of my condition. So now,<br />
with Healthy Hoops, we’re helping them understand,<br />
helping whole families understand how to get this health<br />
concern under control. That’s what we’re really trying<br />
to do: educate the entire family, take control, take personal<br />
responsibility, and understand the management of<br />
taking your drugs.”<br />
Parental participation is a mandatory component for<br />
families who engage with the Healthy Hoops program.<br />
While the kids learn to hoop it up on the court, parents<br />
go through workshops that encourage health management<br />
tips and lifestyle information, both for their children<br />
and for themselves. For example, a parent who<br />
smokes may know not to do so around her asthmatic<br />
child, but might not know that even going outside for a<br />
smoke break and returning can damage her child’s lungs<br />
and respiratory system.<br />
For Antoinette Daniels, the professional insight Healthy<br />
Hoops provides into her sons’ condition has made the<br />
program invaluable. “Information helps. It really does,”<br />
Daniels said. “A lot of people may only go to the doctor<br />
as needed, so they may not get all the information and<br />
hear the stories. You get more information going<br />
through a program like Healthy Hoops. It’s like a big<br />
support group for parents. You may not know a lot of<br />
people there, but everyone’s sharing their stories with<br />
one another.”<br />
Granted, it’s rarely easy for parents to feel comfortable<br />
turning their children over to a program might suggest a<br />
radical change in lifestyle. While everyone around the<br />
kids has told them to slow down and take it easy, the<br />
Healthy Hoops program encourages them to become<br />
more proactive and more physically taxed.<br />
In an effort to ease that transition, Healthy Hoops often<br />
lures heavyweights of the basketball community to<br />
engage with its students directly. Since its genesis in<br />
Philadelphia, the program has expanded to South Carolina,<br />
Kentucky and other parts of Pennsylvania while<br />
drawing stars like Sonny Hill and Speedy Jones into<br />
community partnerships, as well as former Saint<br />
Joseph’s and current Orlando Magic basketball player<br />
Jameer Nelson—who himself has asthma.<br />
For Daniels, the program’s efforts to bring in starpower<br />
as a method of motivating and connecting with students<br />
have gently persuaded parents it’s okay for their kids to<br />
run and jump and play basketball.<br />
“Just hearing the stories helps,” Daniels said. “Hearing<br />
about athletes who have asthma and hearing about how far<br />
they’ve come. They’re athletes and have asthma. So I’m<br />
feeling like, ‘Oh, OK. Maybe my child can go out there<br />
and do what he wants to.’As long as they’re taking their<br />
medication and having that control, then they can do it.”<br />
As Daniels has grown more comfortable with allowing<br />
her sons a broader sense of freedom, the Healthy Hoops<br />
program continues to inspire and educate other families<br />
throughout the country, spreading a message of healthy<br />
living and promoting healthy communities.<br />
“Responsibility is a factor in any disease, whether it’s<br />
diabetes or high blood pressure,” Battle said. “It’s all<br />
about being personally responsible, taking control of<br />
your health, understanding your numbers, and ultimately<br />
controlling what goes on in your own body.”<br />
healthyhoopsprogram.com<br />
by Josh Pate<br />
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ACROSS<br />
1 Battle through hardship (2 words)<br />
9 Can you dig it?<br />
11 War vets that were injured or disabled (goes with 62<br />
across)<br />
13 Coach<br />
15 The facts of life?<br />
16 One billion years or so<br />
17 HD is the new version<br />
18 Made points at the Paralympics<br />
20 Skating surface<br />
22 “Beauty and the ____”<br />
23 ____ 40 rock group<br />
25 “Scary Movie” star, Regina ____, who is an advocate<br />
for public awareness of scleroderma<br />
28 80’s Sci-Fi blockbuster<br />
29 Dreams<br />
32 “___ an interesting offer for you.....”<br />
34 Peyton overshadowed him in their last NFL game<br />
35 Organization for health issues<br />
36 One of the oldest living organisms on the planet<br />
37 “Matrix” main man<br />
38 A little down time<br />
40 Oakland baseball guys<br />
41 Higher<br />
42 Actress with Down Syndrome, ____ Friedman<br />
46 Committee on the Rights of Persons with Disabilities,<br />
for short<br />
49 3rd nation in the 2008 Summer Paralympic Games<br />
50 Foundation<br />
54 Syndicated radio program produced by NPR and<br />
underwritten by <strong>ABILITY</strong> <strong>Magazine</strong> (3 words)<br />
58 That is<br />
59 High tech speakers<br />
61 Lampoons<br />
62 See 11 across<br />
DOWN<br />
1 Elite group<br />
2 Food<br />
3 List for the day (2 words)<br />
4 “We __ the world,” song and charity single<br />
5 Devoted to an ideal<br />
6 Holds a concert, for example<br />
7 Fight for your rights (goes with 33 down)<br />
8 Britain’s most successful Paralympian, Baroness ____<br />
Grey-Thompson<br />
10 Honest and straight<br />
12 Writer’s point!<br />
14 Sushi option<br />
17 Much logo’d garment<br />
18 Poker call<br />
19 Operating system, abbr.<br />
21 Theater signal<br />
24 E-bay action<br />
26 5th __, NY<br />
27 Trifled with (2 words)<br />
30 Incurred (2 words)<br />
31 Thimbleful<br />
33 See 7 down<br />
39 Spring month, for short<br />
43 “Obviously!”<br />
44 Skilful<br />
45 Smarter<br />
47 Takes a chance<br />
48 “Dock of the Bay” singer<br />
51 ____ odds?<br />
52 “Wall Street” actor, LaBeouf<br />
53 Quiet!<br />
55 Me, me, me viewpoint<br />
56 Jedi knight, first name<br />
57 Romance<br />
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S P O O F S W A R R I O R S<br />
A N S W E R S
<strong>ABILITY</strong> 63
64 <strong>ABILITY</strong>
E v e n t s & C o n f e r e n c e s<br />
<strong>ABILITY</strong> 65
66 <strong>ABILITY</strong><br />
E v e n t s & C o n f e r e n c e s
<strong>ABILITY</strong> 67
<strong>ABILITY</strong> 69
74 <strong>ABILITY</strong>
75 <strong>ABILITY</strong><br />
<strong>ABILITY</strong> 75