Marcus Aurelius Antoninus to Himself - College of Stoic Philosophers

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or mind, he could not endure it for a single day.
So much more deference do we pay to what
our neighbours think of us, than to our own
selves.
How is it that the gods, who ordered all things 5
well and lovingly, overlooked this one thing ;
that
some men, elect in virtue, having kept close covenant
with the divine, and enjoyed intimate communion
therewith by holy acts and sacred ministries,
should not, when once dead, renew their being,
but be utterly extinguished ? If it indeed be so,
be sure, had it been better otherwise, the gods
would have so planned it. Were it right, it would
be likewise possible ; were it according to nature,
nature would have brought it to pass. From its
not being so, if as a fact it is not so, be assured it
ought not so to be. Do you
not see that in
hazarding such questions you arraign the justice
of god ? nay we could not thus reason with the
gods, but for their perfectness and justice. And
from this it follows that they would never have
allowed any unjust or unreasonable neglect of
parts of the great order.
Practise even where you despair of success. 6
Want of practice makes the left hand helpless in