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CHAPTER 6. THE NEED TO WIN Another way is to go within – not to try to get rid of this nobodiness, but to realize it. This is what Chuang Tzu is saying: Become an empty boat, just go in and realize that you are nobody. The moment you realize that you are nobody you explode into a new dimension, because when one person realizes he is nobody he is also realizing that he is all. You are not somebody, because you are all. How can the all be somebody? Somebody is always a part. God cannot be somebody because he is all, he cannot possess anything because he is the whole. Only beggars possess, because possessions have limitations, they cannot become unlimited. Somebodiness has a boundary, somebodiness cannot be without boundaries, it cannot be infinite. Nobodiness is infinite, just like allness. Really, both ways are the same. If you are moving without you will feel your inner being as nobody. If you are moving within you will feel the same nobodiness as all. That is why Buddha says that SHUNYA, the absolute void, is Brahman. To be nobody is to realize that you are all. To realize that you are somebody is to realize that you are not all. And nothing less will do. So the other way is to move within, not to fight with this nobodiness, not to try to fill this emptiness, but to realize it and become one with it. Be the empty boat and then all the seas are yours. Then you can move into the uncharted, then there is no hindrance for this boat, nobody can block its path. No maps are needed. This boat will move into the infinite and now everywhere is the goal. But one has to move within. The need to win is to prove that you are somebody, and the only way we know how to prove is to prove in the eyes of others, because their eyes become reflections. Looking in others’ eyes Alexander could see that he was somebody; standing near Diogenes, he felt he was nobody. Diogenes would not recognize external greatness. Before him, Alexander must have felt foolish. It is said that he told Diogenes that if God would grant him another birth he would like to be Diogenes rather than Alexander – next time! The mind always moves to the future! This very time he could become Diogenes, there was no barrier, nobody was preventing him. There will be millions of barriers to becoming Alexander the Great because everybody will try to prevent you. When you want to prove that you are somebody you hurt everyone’s ego, and they will all try to prove that you are nothing. What, who, do you think you are? You have to prove it, and it is a very hard way, very violent, very destructive. There is no barrier to being a Diogenes. Alexander felt the beauty, the grace of this man. He said, ”If God gives me another birth I would like to be Diogenes – but next time.” Diogenes laughed and said, ”If I am asked, only one thing is certain: I would not like ever to be Alexander the Great!” In the eye of Diogenes, Alexander could have seen no recognition of his victories. Suddenly he must have felt the sinking sensation, the deathlike sensation that he was nobody. He must have escaped, run from Diogenes as soon as possible. He was a dangerous man. It is said that Diogenes haunted Alexander his whole life. Wherever he went, Diogenes was with him like a shadow. At night, in dreams, Diogenes was there laughing. And a beautiful story tells that they died on the same day. The Empty Boat 108 Osho

CHAPTER 6. THE NEED TO WIN They died on the same day, but Diogenes must have waited a little so that he could follow Alexander. While crossing the river which divides this world from that, Alexander met Diogenes again, and this second encounter was more dangerous than before. Alexander was in front because he had died a few minutes earlier – Diogenes had been waiting to follow him. Alexander, hearing the sound of someone behind him in the river, looked back and saw Diogenes there laughing. He must have become quite dumbstruck, because this time things were absolutely different. He was also naked like Diogenes, because you cannot take your clothes to the other world. This time he was absolutely nobody, no emperor. But Diogenes was the same. All that death can take away he had already renounced, so death couldn’t take anything from him. He was just the same as on that river bank; here he was in this river, just the same as before. So to be nonchalant, to give himself courage and confidence, Alexander also laughed and said, ”Great, wonderful! Again the meeting of the greatest emperor and the greatest beggar.” Diogenes replied, ”You are absolutely right, only you are a little confused about who is the emperor and who is the beggar. This is a meeting of the greatest emperor and the greatest beggar, but the emperor is behind and the beggar is in front. And I tell you, Alexander, it was the same at our first meeting. You were the beggar, but you thought I was. Now look at yourself! What have you gained by winning the whole world?” What is the need to win? What do you want to prove? In your own eyes you know that you are a nonentity, you are nothing, and this nothingness becomes a pain in the heart. You suffer because you are nothing – so you have to prove yourself in the eyes of others. You have to create an opinion in others’ minds that you are somebody, that you are not a nothing. And looking in their eyes you will gather opinions, public opinion, and through public opinion you will create an image. This image is the ego, it is not your real self. It is a reflected glory, not your own – it is collected from others’ eyes. A man like Alexander will always be afraid of others because they can take back whatsoever they have given. A politician is always afraid of the public because they can take back whatsoever they have given. His self is just a borrowed self. If you are afraid of others, you are a slave, you are not a master. A Diogenes is not afraid of others. You cannot take anything from him because he has not borrowed anything. He has the self, you have only the ego. This is the difference between the self and the ego – the ego is a borrowed self. Ego depends on others, on public opinion; self is your authentic being. It is not borrowed, it is yours. Nobody can take it back. Look, Chuang Tzu has beautiful lines to say: WHEN AN ARCHER IS SHOOTING FOR FUN HE HAS ALL HIS SKILL – FOR FUN! WHEN AN ARCHER IS SHOOTING FOR FUN The Empty Boat 109 Osho

CHAPTER 6. THE NEED TO WIN<br />

Another way is to go within – not to try to get rid of this nobodiness, but to realize it. This is what<br />

Chuang Tzu is saying: Be<strong>com</strong>e an empty boat, just go in and realize that you are nobody. <strong>The</strong><br />

moment you realize that you are nobody you explode into a new dimension, because when one<br />

person realizes he is nobody he is also realizing that he is all.<br />

You are not somebody, because you are all. How can the all be somebody? Somebody is always<br />

a part. God cannot be somebody because he is all, he cannot possess anything because he is<br />

the whole. Only beggars possess, because possessions have limitations, they cannot be<strong>com</strong>e<br />

unlimited. Somebodiness has a boundary, somebodiness cannot be without boundaries, it cannot<br />

be infinite. Nobodiness is infinite, just like allness.<br />

Really, both ways are the same. If you are moving without you will feel your inner being as nobody.<br />

If you are moving within you will feel the same nobodiness as all. That is why Buddha says that<br />

SHUNYA, the absolute void, is Brahman. To be nobody is to realize that you are all. To realize that<br />

you are somebody is to realize that you are not all. And nothing less will do.<br />

So the other way is to move within, not to fight with this nobodiness, not to try to fill this emptiness,<br />

but to realize it and be<strong>com</strong>e one with it. Be the empty boat and then all the seas are yours. <strong>The</strong>n<br />

you can move into the uncharted, then there is no hindrance for this boat, nobody can block its path.<br />

No maps are needed. This boat will move into the infinite and now everywhere is the goal. But one<br />

has to move within.<br />

<strong>The</strong> need to win is to prove that you are somebody, and the only way we know how to prove is to<br />

prove in the eyes of others, because their eyes be<strong>com</strong>e reflections.<br />

Looking in others’ eyes Alexander could see that he was somebody; standing near Diogenes, he<br />

felt he was nobody. Diogenes would not recognize external greatness. Before him, Alexander must<br />

have felt foolish. It is said that he told Diogenes that if God would grant him another birth he would<br />

like to be Diogenes rather than Alexander – next time!<br />

<strong>The</strong> mind always moves to the future! This very time he could be<strong>com</strong>e Diogenes, there was no<br />

barrier, nobody was preventing him. <strong>The</strong>re will be millions of barriers to be<strong>com</strong>ing Alexander the<br />

Great because everybody will try to prevent you. When you want to prove that you are somebody<br />

you hurt everyone’s ego, and they will all try to prove that you are nothing. What, who, do you think<br />

you are? You have to prove it, and it is a very hard way, very violent, very destructive.<br />

<strong>The</strong>re is no barrier to being a Diogenes. Alexander felt the beauty, the grace of this man. He said,<br />

”If God gives me another birth I would like to be Diogenes – but next time.”<br />

Diogenes laughed and said, ”If I am asked, only one thing is certain: I would not like ever to be<br />

Alexander the Great!”<br />

In the eye of Diogenes, Alexander could have seen no recognition of his victories. Suddenly he must<br />

have felt the sinking sensation, the deathlike sensation that he was nobody. He must have escaped,<br />

run from Diogenes as soon as possible. He was a dangerous man.<br />

It is said that Diogenes haunted Alexander his whole life. Wherever he went, Diogenes was with<br />

him like a shadow. At night, in dreams, Diogenes was there laughing. And a beautiful story tells that<br />

they died on the same day.<br />

<strong>The</strong> <strong>Empty</strong> <strong>Boat</strong> 108 <strong>Osho</strong>

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