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CHAPTER 24. IMITATION IS YOUR CREMATION In other words, by disobeying it you are disobeying the personality and obeying the individuality. I have not said that you have to disobey everything – you will go nuts, unless you are already nuts. I have emphasized disobedience because all the religions have been emphasizing obedience. Obedience to whom? Obedience to their God, which is their creation; obedience to the commandments, which are their creation; obedience to society, convention, tradition – which are all their vested interests – obedience to the parents, to the teachers, to the priests. All the religions have been teaching you obedience; hence, just to emphasize it clearly before you, I had to say disobey, rebel. That does not mean that I am against obedience. But the obedience I am for is a very different phenomenon. It does not come as an imposition on you, it comes as a flowering of your being. It is your intelligence, your maturity, your centeredness, your aliveness, your response. You are the source of it; not Moses, not Mohammed, not Jesus, not me, but you, just you. But do you know who you are? You know you are a Jew, and you are not. You know you are a Christian, and you are not. You know you are a Hindu, and you are not. These are all impositions. People have been painting on you as if you are a canvas. They are making your face according to their idea. They want to become in some way ideals for you, and they want to reduce you to imitators. There is a great Christian classic, Imitation of Christ, which is respected by the Christians almost next to the Bible. But it is an ugly book. The very title of the book shows what it is: Imitation of Christ. You may imitate Christ for millions of lives; still you will not be a Christ, you will be only an imitation. And the imitation is not your original face. The more you succeed in imitating, the more you are failing as far as your being is concerned. The deeper you go into imitation, the farther away you are going from yourself; and the return journey is not going to be easy. It is going to be immensely difficult, because when you were continuously imitating a certain pattern, you were becoming identified with it. The return journey means you will have to start killing all that identification. It will look like committing suicide, as if you are cutting off your own limbs. It is not going to be just like dropping your clothes, not that easy. It is going to be like peeling your skin. It is so difficult that even a very intelligent man like Bertrand Russell confessed, ”My reason says that Gautam Buddha is certainly the greatest figure in the whole of human history, but although I am not part of any Christian congregation, although I have completely disassociated myself from Christian mythology, religion, theology, somewhere I cannot put Buddha above Christ. With my reason I understand, but as far as my feelings are concerned Jesus remains higher – and I know he is not.” From Ignorance to Innocence 340 Osho

CHAPTER 24. IMITATION IS YOUR CREMATION Now, a man like Bertrand Russell cannot get rid of a certain conditioning. He has been told from his very childhood that there has never been anybody like Jesus. Although he has renounced Christianity consciously, publicly... he wrote a very famous book, WHY I AM NOT A CHRISTIAN, and gave all his reasons, very valid reasons. Anybody who has a little bit of intelligence can understand that if what Bertrand Russell is saying is the case, then you cannot be a Christian either. And that is the case; he has exposed Christianity completely. But even after that... and this confession was long after he had written that book. He had written the book some twenty years before, and this confession came when he was nearabout eighty-five, absolutely mature. He remained intelligent to the very last moment of his life. He lived almost a century; he never became senile. Even at the last moment of his life he was as intelligent and alive as ever. He confessed: ”As far as my feelings and emotions are concerned, Jesus somehow hangs above everybody else. And I know perfectly well there is no comparison of Gautam Buddha with Jesus; Gautam Buddha is far superior. But that is only intellectual; emotionally Christ still has the grip.” Although he has said that he is not a Christian, he is still a Christian. That’s why I say it is very difficult to come back. Going is difficult, but coming back is far more difficult. Imitation is going to be a difficult thing: you are trying to be something which you are not meant to be, which is not your destiny. You are going against the very nature of your being, you are trying to swim against the current. Yes, it is difficult to imitate – but not so difficult as when you start coming back to your natural self. You have lost it somewhere far back. You can’t remember even where you lost it. You can’t remember where you deviated from yourself. You deviated in such moments when you were not even aware. If you remember your past, you will at the most go back to the age of four, on average. Not all people can go back to the age of four. A few people, very rare people can go to the age of three. And rarely, once in a while, you can find a person who can go back to the age of two. It happens only once in a century that a person can go back to the age of one. And it happens only once in many centuries that a person can go into the memories of his mother’s womb. But your deviation starts even when you are in your mother’s womb, because whatsoever your mother is doing is affecting you. When you are in your mother’s womb, your mother’s mind is your mind, her feelings are your feelings, her emotions are your emotions. If she is angry, something in you gets angry. If she is happy something in you rejoices. In the East psychology is one of the most ancient sciences; in the West it is just a hundred years old – not even a hundred years old. The oldest name in western psychology, the ancientmost, is Sigmund Freud, who was alive just a few years ago. But in the East, in India, psychology goes as far back as Patanjali – five thousand years. And Patanjali cannot be said to be the source because he quotes more ancient sources. In China it goes as far back as Lao Tzu. But Lao Tzu quotes at least five-thousand-year-old sources: five thousand years before Lao Tzu, who is twenty-five centuries before us. Eastern psychology says that when the mother is pregnant, those nine months are the most important period in the life of the child who is not born yet. In these nine months as much care From Ignorance to Innocence 341 Osho

CHAPTER 24. IMITATION IS YOUR CREMATION<br />

In other words, by disobeying it you are disobeying the personality and obeying the individuality.<br />

I have not said that you have <strong>to</strong> disobey everything – you will go nuts, unless you are already<br />

nuts. I have emphasized disobedience because all the religions have been emphasizing obedience.<br />

Obedience <strong>to</strong> whom? Obedience <strong>to</strong> their God, which is their creation; obedience <strong>to</strong> the<br />

<strong>com</strong>mandments, which are their creation; obedience <strong>to</strong> society, convention, tradition – which are<br />

all their vested interests – obedience <strong>to</strong> the parents, <strong>to</strong> the teachers, <strong>to</strong> the priests.<br />

All the religions have been teaching you obedience; hence, just <strong>to</strong> emphasize it clearly before you, I<br />

had <strong>to</strong> say disobey, rebel.<br />

That does not mean that I am against obedience. But the obedience I am for is a very different<br />

phenomenon.<br />

It does not <strong>com</strong>e as an imposition on you, it <strong>com</strong>es as a flowering of your being.<br />

It is your intelligence, your maturity, your centeredness, your aliveness, your response.<br />

You are the source of it; not Moses, not Mohammed, not Jesus, not me, but you, just you.<br />

But do you know who you are? You know you are a Jew, and you are not. You know you are a<br />

Christian, and you are not. You know you are a Hindu, and you are not. These are all impositions.<br />

People have been painting on you as if you are a canvas. They are making your face according<br />

<strong>to</strong> their idea. They want <strong>to</strong> be<strong>com</strong>e in some way ideals for you, and they want <strong>to</strong> reduce you <strong>to</strong><br />

imita<strong>to</strong>rs.<br />

There is a great Christian classic, Imitation of Christ, which is respected by the Christians almost<br />

next <strong>to</strong> the Bible. But it is an ugly book. The very title of the book shows what it is: Imitation of<br />

Christ. You may imitate Christ for millions of lives; still you will not be a Christ, you will be only an<br />

imitation. And the imitation is not your original face.<br />

The more you succeed in imitating, the more you are failing as far as your being is concerned. The<br />

deeper you go in<strong>to</strong> imitation, the farther away you are going from yourself; and the return journey is<br />

not going <strong>to</strong> be easy.<br />

It is going <strong>to</strong> be immensely difficult, because when you were continuously imitating a certain pattern,<br />

you were be<strong>com</strong>ing identified with it. The return journey means you will have <strong>to</strong> start killing all that<br />

identification. It will look like <strong>com</strong>mitting suicide, as if you are cutting off your own limbs. It is not<br />

going <strong>to</strong> be just like dropping your clothes, not that easy. It is going <strong>to</strong> be like peeling your skin.<br />

It is so difficult that even a very intelligent man like Bertrand Russell confessed, ”My reason says<br />

that Gautam Buddha is certainly the greatest figure in the whole of human his<strong>to</strong>ry, but although I<br />

am not part of any Christian congregation, although I have <strong>com</strong>pletely disassociated myself from<br />

Christian mythology, religion, theology, somewhere I cannot put Buddha above Christ. With my<br />

reason I understand, but as far as my feelings are concerned Jesus remains higher – and I know he<br />

is not.”<br />

<strong>From</strong> <strong>Ignorance</strong> <strong>to</strong> <strong>Innocence</strong> 340 <strong>Osho</strong>

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