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CHAPTER 15. THEY SAY BELIEVE; I SAY EXPLORE<br />

they were caught and imprisoned. One uncle was just here for the festival. He was only in his<br />

matriculation class when he was caught, because he was part of a conspiracy <strong>to</strong> destroy a train, <strong>to</strong><br />

bomb a bridge. They were making a bomb – and he was a student of chemistry, so he used <strong>to</strong> bring<br />

from the chemistry lab things needed <strong>to</strong> make the bomb. He was caught when he was just going<br />

<strong>to</strong> take the examination, just ten days before. And his education was finished, because after three<br />

years when he came back it was <strong>to</strong>o late <strong>to</strong> start again.<br />

So he went in<strong>to</strong> business. My elder uncle was in his B.A. final when he got caught, because he was<br />

also part of a conspiracy group against the government. My whole family was political, except my<br />

father. So they were all asking me, ”Why don’t you register, why don’t you vote? – and why are you<br />

wasting your energies? If you move in the direction of politics you can be<strong>com</strong>e the president of the<br />

country, you can be<strong>com</strong>e the premier of the country.”<br />

I said, ”You have <strong>com</strong>pletely forgotten with whom you are talking. I don’t suffer from any inferiority,<br />

so why should I be interested in be<strong>com</strong>ing the president of the country? Why should I waste my life<br />

in be<strong>com</strong>ing the president of the country? It is almost as if I have no cancer and you want me <strong>to</strong> be<br />

operated on for cancer – it is strange. Why should I be operated on unnecessarily?<br />

You suffer from some inferiority <strong>com</strong>plex, and you are projecting your inferiority <strong>com</strong>plex on me. I<br />

am perfectly okay as I am. I am absolutely grateful <strong>to</strong> existence wherever I am. Today whatsoever<br />

happens is good. More than that I have never asked, so there is no way <strong>to</strong> disappoint me.”<br />

They said, ”You talk of strange things. What is this inferiority <strong>com</strong>plex and what has this inferiority<br />

<strong>com</strong>plex <strong>to</strong> do with politics?”<br />

I said, ”You don’t understand simple psychology and neither do your great politicians understand<br />

simple psychology.” All these politicians on <strong>to</strong>p in the world are sick people, so one way is <strong>to</strong> go on<br />

covering their wound. Yes, they can deceive others. When Jimmy Carter smiles you are deceived,<br />

but how can jimmy Carter deceive himself? He knows it is just an exercise of the lips. There is<br />

nothing else inside, no smile.<br />

People reach <strong>to</strong> the highest rung of the ladder, then they be<strong>com</strong>e aware that their whole life has<br />

been a wastage. They have arrived, but where? They have arrived <strong>to</strong> the place for which they had<br />

been fighting – and it was not a small fight; it was <strong>to</strong>oth and nail – and destroying so many people,<br />

using so many people as means, and stepping on their heads.<br />

You have arrived at the last rung of the ladder but what have you gained? You have simply wasted<br />

your whole life. Now even <strong>to</strong> accept it needs tremendous courage. It is better <strong>to</strong> go on smiling and<br />

go on keeping the illusion: at least others believe that you are great. You know who you are. You<br />

are exactly the same as you were – perhaps worse, because all this struggle, all this violence has<br />

made you worse.<br />

You have lost all your humanity.<br />

You are no longer a being.<br />

It is so far away from you that Gurdjieff used <strong>to</strong> say that not every person has a soul, for the simple<br />

reason... not that it is literally true, but he used <strong>to</strong> say, ”Not everybody has got a soul, only a very few<br />

<strong>From</strong> <strong>Ignorance</strong> <strong>to</strong> <strong>Innocence</strong> 205 <strong>Osho</strong>

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