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<strong>2012</strong> <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong> <strong>Love</strong> What , s <strong>Real</strong>”Writing Contest Winners
Congratulations to the more than 100 selected <strong>Idaho</strong>’s student<br />
authors who understood what’s real about healthy teen relationships.<br />
A special thank you to <strong>Idaho</strong>’s high school English teachers for<br />
encouraging more than 1,600 high school students to enter the<br />
“<strong>Love</strong> What’s <strong>Real</strong>” writing contest.<br />
Thank you to the judges Alan Heathcock, author of Volt, an award-<br />
winning collection of short stories and to Josie Fretwell, English<br />
Teacher, Frank Church <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong>, and the more than twenty teens<br />
and adults for selecting the award winners.<br />
www.lovewhatsreal.com<br />
<strong>2012</strong> <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong> <strong>Love</strong> What , s <strong>Real</strong>”Writing Contest Winners
Center for Healthy Teen Relationships<br />
Friends, girlfriends, and boyfriends<br />
– all deserve healthy relationships.<br />
Are your relationships healthy?<br />
Respect<br />
Are you accepted for who you<br />
are? No one should pressure<br />
you into doing things you are<br />
not comfortable with such as<br />
drinking, drugs, or unwanted<br />
physical contact.<br />
Safety<br />
Do you feel safe emotionally<br />
and physically? Emotional safety<br />
means you feel comfortable<br />
being you without fear of<br />
being put down. Physical safety<br />
means you are not being hurt<br />
or pressured into unwanted<br />
physical contact.<br />
Support<br />
Do your friends care for you<br />
and want what is best for you?<br />
Your friends should understand<br />
if you can’t hang out because<br />
you have to study or if you have<br />
plans with other friends.<br />
Individuality<br />
Do you pretend to like<br />
something you don’t or be<br />
someone you aren’t? Be yourself;<br />
after all, being an individual is<br />
what makes you, you!<br />
Fairness and Equality<br />
Do you have an equal say in<br />
relationships? From the activities<br />
you do together to the friends<br />
you hang out with, you should<br />
have equal say in the choices<br />
made in relationships.<br />
Acceptance<br />
Do your friends or girlfriend or<br />
boyfriend accept you for who<br />
you really are? You shouldn’t<br />
have to change who you are,<br />
or compromise your beliefs to<br />
make someone like you.<br />
Honesty and Trust<br />
Are you always honest?<br />
Honesty builds trust. You can’t<br />
have a healthy relationship<br />
without trust! If you have ever<br />
caught your friend or boyfriend<br />
or girlfriend in a huge lie, you<br />
know that it takes time to<br />
rebuild your trust.<br />
Communication<br />
Do you talk face to face (nt<br />
jst txt!) about your feelings?<br />
Listen to one another and hear<br />
each other out. Text messages,<br />
Facebook messages should<br />
be respectful, not mean or<br />
inappropriate.<br />
Signs of Unhealthy Relationships<br />
• Texts you all the time to find<br />
out where you are, who you’re<br />
with, or what you’re doing<br />
• Has to be with you all the time<br />
• Refuses to listen to your opinion<br />
• Makes all the decisions in<br />
the relationship<br />
• Makes fun of you or puts you<br />
down when you are alone or<br />
with friends<br />
• Does things to upset you or<br />
make you cry<br />
• Wants you to change who<br />
you are<br />
• Asks you to give up activities<br />
you enjoy<br />
• Won’t let you hang with<br />
your friends<br />
• Pressures you to do things you<br />
are not comfortable with<br />
If you think you or a friend might<br />
be in an unhealthy or abusive<br />
relationship talk to your parents,<br />
your school counselor, or an<br />
adult you trust.<br />
For information on the Center for<br />
Healthy Teen Relationships go to<br />
www.lovewhatsreal.com or<br />
contact the <strong>Idaho</strong> <strong>Coalition</strong><br />
Against Sexual & Domestic<br />
Violence at 208 384-0419.
What You’d Say<br />
Wind blowing<br />
Frozen puffs of air<br />
Twin brown work jacks<br />
Protect us from the cold<br />
Dirty white gloves<br />
Cover our hands<br />
As we haul more bales<br />
Hers too big,<br />
Constantly slipping off<br />
Calves attack the hay<br />
And I ask,<br />
“Are you sure you’re up for this?”<br />
Already knowing<br />
What she’d say<br />
I only asked<br />
To hear these words again,<br />
“There’s nowhere I’d rather be,<br />
Even if it’s chores,<br />
Everything is good…<br />
I’m with you.”<br />
Angel Salazar, Jr.<br />
Homedale <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Garcia – Teacher<br />
3<br />
First Place Winner
Second Place Winner (Tie) Second Place Winner (Tie)<br />
Trailer Park<br />
Walking side to side<br />
wanting to hold hands<br />
but too shy to even touch.<br />
We walk to the swings<br />
just sitting there,<br />
hoping the wind would push us.<br />
We wait.<br />
No wind.<br />
He gets off his swing<br />
and starts pushing me.<br />
“<strong>High</strong>er!” I yell.<br />
The air behind me<br />
blows my hair.<br />
I feel beautiful.<br />
After awhile,<br />
we sit in the grass<br />
and eat chocolate kisses<br />
soft and warm<br />
from my pocket.<br />
Stephanie Martinez-Reyes<br />
Marian Pritchett <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Murphy – Teacher<br />
Malia Collins, The Cabin, Writer’s in the <strong>School</strong>s<br />
An Unnecessary Phrase<br />
I sit alone<br />
In a navy baseball cap<br />
Oversized sweatshirt<br />
And rugged jeans<br />
No makeup today<br />
So my fingers fidget uncomfortably<br />
Then I see you<br />
Calmly walking my way<br />
I stare in amazement<br />
“Nascar,” you’d once scoffed, “is pointless.”<br />
Down you sit<br />
On the ice cold metal bleachers<br />
And raise your foam finger<br />
Then despite my appearance<br />
You yell<br />
Over the racetrack’s commotion<br />
“I love you!”<br />
“I know!” I say, “You’re here.”<br />
Edmy Vega<br />
Homedale <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Garcia – Teacher<br />
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Third Place Winner (Tie) Third Place Winner (Tie)<br />
Blocking the Sun<br />
He is gone from me,<br />
his name floating away<br />
like a leaf dropped in a stream<br />
I block the moments of time I spent with<br />
him,<br />
like my hand blocks the sun<br />
from my eyes<br />
Purni Adikari<br />
Marian Pritchett <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Murphy - Teacher<br />
Malia Collins, The Cabin, Writer’s in the <strong>School</strong>s<br />
Simple Hearts<br />
For that very moment,<br />
I was no longer peering through the looking glass<br />
Of your iris.<br />
For that breath,<br />
That kaleidoscope which housed fractals of your being,<br />
Was set aside,<br />
It was purely you.<br />
And I’ve never seen such a spectacle.<br />
Delaney Rowe<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hanson – Teacher<br />
6 7
Third Place Winner (Tie) Honorable Mention<br />
Are You for <strong>Real</strong>? Passing <strong>Love</strong> Notes<br />
We sit on the opposite ends of the earth<br />
while we are in the same room.<br />
Even though we are in English class,<br />
no one understands our language.<br />
He holds out a thumb<br />
then a pointer finger<br />
then a pinky.<br />
I sign back in return<br />
It is wonderful<br />
no one seems to notice<br />
or hear<br />
that we shout love across the room.<br />
Kathryn Thatcher<br />
Homedale <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Garcia – Teacher<br />
I’m Still Here<br />
I wish I could take back my words<br />
I throw them at you<br />
Like an old, dirty shoe.<br />
I was mad –<br />
mad like boiling water<br />
the color yellow<br />
or the metal on an old car.<br />
But I’m still here<br />
You’re still here<br />
This afternoon<br />
I wait for you,<br />
the sounds of your shoes<br />
like someone’s typing.<br />
Are you walking towards me<br />
or walking away?<br />
Kerai Ali<br />
Marian Pritchett <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Murphy – Teacher<br />
Malia Collins, The Cabin, Writer’s in the <strong>School</strong>s<br />
8 9
Honorable Mention<br />
So Perfectly<br />
It’s the little things<br />
you do<br />
that make me fall in love<br />
with you.<br />
The way you laugh<br />
at the wrong times,<br />
the way you smile<br />
your nose scrunched up,<br />
it’s your flaws<br />
that make me<br />
see<br />
you<br />
so perfectly.<br />
I wish for just one day<br />
you could see yourself<br />
through my eyes –<br />
I wish for just one day<br />
you could see what I see –<br />
it’s your flaws<br />
that make me<br />
see<br />
you<br />
so perfectly.<br />
Cassandra Bowen<br />
Salmon <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Braswell – Teacher<br />
Selfless<br />
Asking about my day<br />
Not doing all the talking<br />
Gently encouraging me forward<br />
Helping me to keep walking<br />
Seeing through my outward appearance<br />
Into the person that’s truly me<br />
Taking time to talk things out,<br />
Fixing them eventually<br />
Helping me carry my books<br />
Along with my heavy heart<br />
Reminding me to relax<br />
Avoiding stress before it starts<br />
Understanding my feelings<br />
Better than I sometimes do<br />
Someday I hope to find<br />
Someone as selfless as you<br />
Katie Goodwin<br />
Madison <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mr. Snelgrove – Teacher<br />
10 11<br />
Honorable Mention
Honorable Mention Honorable Mention<br />
Together<br />
Sun<br />
Soul filling warmth<br />
Ever extending bliss<br />
Sea<br />
Powerful depth<br />
Providing comforting strength<br />
Her as the sun<br />
Him as the sea<br />
Both work wonders apart,<br />
Yet together,<br />
A complicating medley<br />
Just as<br />
The sun setting and rising,<br />
Painting the sea’s surface<br />
With contrasting vermilion shades<br />
Calming the tempest,<br />
And as the sea’s cerulean tones<br />
Cool the sun’s troubled rays<br />
Him and her<br />
Perfect individuals,<br />
Yet together<br />
Are so much more<br />
Rachel Kotter<br />
Shelley <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Dye – Teacher<br />
I’m Getting Home<br />
I walk into the house<br />
And smell beans and rice<br />
Cooking on the stove<br />
The house is warm.<br />
I take off my jacket<br />
I walk into the kitchen to find him standing there<br />
He looks at me. His eyes deep dark like a cave.<br />
He holds out the food for me<br />
I sit down. We eat together.<br />
The sound of our forks,<br />
Like rain falling on the roof.<br />
Frida M.<br />
Marian Pritchett <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Murphy – Teacher<br />
Malia Collins, The Cabin, Writer’s in the <strong>School</strong>s<br />
12 13
Honorable Mention Honorable Mention<br />
What My Mind Says<br />
My heart makes love real.<br />
I feel it running<br />
through my body<br />
like many traveled roads.<br />
But not my mind<br />
My mind says love is sad,<br />
I see people hurting each other.<br />
My mind says love is lonely,<br />
a tree with its leaves dry and falling down.<br />
My mind says love is anxious,<br />
it makes you wait,<br />
like sitting at a bus stop,<br />
rain, cold, wind blowing,<br />
papers on the ground like love notes.<br />
Hamiso Hassan<br />
Marian Pritchett <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Murphy – Teacher<br />
Malia Collins, The Cabin, Writer’s in the <strong>School</strong>s<br />
Chasing Dragonflies<br />
They pay visits to the cattails,<br />
Gliding with a ballerina’s grace,<br />
Whispering their silent secrets softly to their leaves.<br />
Light shines through their wings, reflections<br />
Shimmering in water.<br />
When the sun disappears, they depart<br />
To some mystical resting place<br />
Where summer never ends.<br />
You waited patiently at my side<br />
As I counted them once, twice, thrice—<br />
Marveling at their beauty.<br />
As I meet your gaze, I realize<br />
I’ve had my own dragonfly all along.<br />
Shell-Bee Mallory<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Bear – Teacher<br />
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Honorable Mention Honorable Mention<br />
For a Moment<br />
I don’t know love<br />
My body is empty<br />
like a jar with no flower.<br />
We knew each other in Africa.<br />
I came to America.<br />
Fell into the Lone Star state.<br />
The City of Trees took me next.<br />
We connected on the phone.<br />
He came to me.<br />
My heart was pounding<br />
like an African drum.<br />
He talked of marriage.<br />
He bought me shoes.<br />
Glistening gold against<br />
My black skin.<br />
I was happy<br />
for a moment.<br />
Halima Mohamed<br />
Marian Pritchett <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Murphy – Teacher<br />
Malia Collins, The Cabin, Writer’s in the <strong>School</strong>s<br />
Change the World<br />
You make me feel important.<br />
You make my opinions mean something.<br />
You make what I say matter.<br />
You make me feel like a real person.<br />
You make time to listen to me.<br />
You make my goals feel achievable.<br />
You make me feel like I can change the world.<br />
Kayla Oklepek<br />
Rocky Mountain <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Fouts – Teacher<br />
16 17
Honorable Mention<br />
Me Today<br />
If you saw me today<br />
You wouldn’t know me<br />
You would think I had changed<br />
But I didn’t<br />
I’m the same as I was<br />
You just didn’t want to see who that was<br />
You wanted to own me<br />
To control me<br />
Like I was property<br />
But I’m carved in the rock<br />
So you didn’t break me<br />
You just broke yourself<br />
Emerson Soule<br />
Caldwell <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Arnold – Teacher<br />
Me, bad person because I like more than one guy?<br />
Excuse me! I just want to have a lot of experiences before I take a big step.<br />
Me, bad person because I don’t let you control me?<br />
Heck no! I’m not going to let someone boss me around at a young age.<br />
Me, bad person because I worry more about having fun than you?<br />
Please! I know I have a whole life ahead of me.<br />
Rocio Alcantar<br />
Murtaugh <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Perkins – Teacher<br />
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You Taught Me<br />
You taught me to go after what I want<br />
You taught me to try new things<br />
You taught me to have patience<br />
You taught me to have fun<br />
You taught me to be myself<br />
You taught me to conquer my fears<br />
But I didn’t have to learn how to love you<br />
Tessa Amend<br />
Mountain View <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Galloway – Teacher<br />
Not the One<br />
Knowing what you did.<br />
Alone I take care of her.<br />
While you go on still living your life<br />
Like nothing happened.<br />
You regret everything,<br />
But me, I don’t.<br />
All that love I had for you quickly vanished.<br />
You are no longer my missing puzzle piece,<br />
But an extra that I will never need.<br />
For now my hear is owned by someone special,<br />
That I know will never break it.<br />
Your half,<br />
My half,<br />
Our daughter.<br />
Breann Applegate<br />
Marian Pritchett <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Murphy – Teacher<br />
Malia Collins, The Cabin, Writer’s in the <strong>School</strong>s<br />
20 21
You can’t see love.<br />
but<br />
I know its wings, soaring to new heights<br />
and its ropes, keeping you from flying<br />
too close to the sun.<br />
I hear its challenge to the acrobat<br />
push harder<br />
be better<br />
than when you began<br />
and its promise<br />
to be the net, forgiving, when<br />
your grasp for an instance<br />
slips.<br />
I feel its tears from the broken hear,<br />
weak, tired<br />
and its smile for the healed wound,<br />
strong, new.<br />
I see<br />
love.<br />
Holly Apsley<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hartley – Teacher<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is What’s on the Inside<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is a beautiful thing. It is intangible and often misunderstood.<br />
Teens will chase the perfect partner as portrayed in media, or often<br />
times they will seek status in society. These are not examples of love.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is what’s on the inside. It’s about caring, and being with that<br />
person through the good times and the bad. <strong>Love</strong> is sometimes even<br />
unpredictable and incomprehensive, but once you’ve experienced<br />
love, you will know what it is.<br />
Donovan Blayney<br />
Meridian <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Ms. Smith – Teacher<br />
22 23
Enough<br />
It’s that comfortable silence,<br />
the wrinkled shirts and old sweatpants that I wear<br />
without makeup when you’re around.<br />
It’s those conversations about nothing,<br />
the smiles and the laughs that have absolutely no reasoning behind them.<br />
It’s the oceans that are your eyes<br />
and the way our fingers fit perfectly together<br />
like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle.<br />
And maybe it’s not logical,<br />
or rational,<br />
or perfect (by any means),<br />
but it’s real<br />
and it’s enough.<br />
Zina Bourgi<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Bear – Teacher<br />
Fairness and Equality<br />
In a healthy relationship, fairness and equality is one of the most<br />
important attributes to acquire. I think that it’s one of the hardest<br />
parts of a relationship. The equality is the biggest part for me. I<br />
believe that you should never ask something of someone that you<br />
yourself wouldn’t do. You should be fair to your partner’s personal<br />
space, keeping in mind that you are not the only person in your<br />
partner’s life.<br />
Bailey Bullard<br />
Fruitland <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Van Weerdhuizen – Teacher<br />
24 25
Playground Dreams<br />
When we were young,<br />
Swinging in sync meant you were married.<br />
Butterflies arose in your tummy,<br />
When you opened the letter from the boy sitting next to you.<br />
Do you like me?<br />
Yes… No…<br />
On the playground,<br />
A kiss on the cheek was the<br />
“Dating” seal of approval.<br />
We lose this innocence,<br />
and become absorbed in a world of cheating, lies and divorce…<br />
Notes, swings, cheek kisses,<br />
and hearts,<br />
Are left on the playground.<br />
Caitlin Cadieux<br />
Timberline <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mr. Hoetker – Teacher<br />
Hearts Cross Country<br />
It’s a journey without map or GPS<br />
Taking you down one road or maybe another<br />
Both have potholes and unseen turns<br />
But once the road becomes too steep, too dangerous<br />
It’s time to find the nearest exit…<br />
<strong>Love</strong> should not rack your heart with fear<br />
Nor should it leave a bitter aftertaste, imprinted in your memory<br />
Inevitably it will bring tears<br />
But smiles are headlights<br />
Guiding you through darken paths<br />
Joella Cordell<br />
Caldwell <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Arnold – Teacher<br />
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Frosting on my nose,<br />
The Heart of Our <strong>Real</strong>ity<br />
Hands sticky with the chocolates we made.<br />
Laughing ‘til our stomachs hurt<br />
about jokes that made no sense at all.<br />
Our smiles believed we could change the world.<br />
Our infantile, authentic love;<br />
the heart of our own little reality.<br />
Made up of uncontrollable giggles, secretive whispers, and covert glances;<br />
Who would have thought the<br />
most important treasure on Earth<br />
can come in the form of something<br />
as real as<br />
innocence.<br />
Jenny Cox<br />
Vallivue <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Krakau – Teacher<br />
<strong>Love</strong> in <strong>Real</strong>ity<br />
We all sat entranced by the latest romcom<br />
The main actor was currently running after his lover,<br />
expressing his hopelessly sappy love for her in the<br />
cheesiest way possible. How unsurprisingly cliché.<br />
As if Twilight, the Titanic<br />
or the Notebook<br />
counted as reality.<br />
Whatever happened to love is patient? <strong>Love</strong> is<br />
kind? It is not envious or self-seeking?<br />
What happened to the love that was based on friendship<br />
and acceptance?<br />
The line between fantasy, truth.<br />
Katrina Critchfield<br />
Lake City Junior Academy<br />
Mr. Heald – Teacher<br />
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Forgive Me<br />
I’m done apologizing<br />
I wasn’t what you wanted<br />
Somehow, I didn’t meet the bar<br />
I wish things hadn’t have happened the way they did<br />
But I’m still in love with your smile<br />
And still enraptured by your thoughts<br />
I’m still forgiving you for what you did to me<br />
But more than that<br />
I’m forgiving myself for allowing you to hurt me<br />
Monica Daggett<br />
Bishop Kelly <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
What is <strong>Love</strong>?<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is me watching you walk away, not holding you back<br />
Waiting here with open arms, should you return to me<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is me smiling when you’re crying<br />
Sitting with you when you’re down<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is me letting you be you, and letting you be<br />
But love is also me, walking away when I know you can’t give me<br />
what I need you to be<br />
Because I can’t love you if I can’t love me<br />
Monica Daggett<br />
Bishop Kelly <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
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Loops<br />
The 289 miles between my home and yours are constant.<br />
Causing constant thoughts of distance to creep into my chest,<br />
And leave me. Still here, just empty now.<br />
The space between my fingers is empty,<br />
My hand never spreading to make room for yours.<br />
The walls of my room covered with a year’s worth of memories,<br />
four parking tickets and art museum admissions.<br />
Memories is our tie,<br />
And I have no intention of forgetting.<br />
Abbey Darmody<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hanson – Teacher<br />
No Lies<br />
Laughter filled the space.<br />
Fogged windows formed a barrier between<br />
him and her,<br />
and their frigid reality.<br />
She sat,<br />
her legs to breaking the boundary.<br />
Her calves across his thighs,<br />
heels on the far edge of his seat.<br />
All ten of their fingers intertwined<br />
delicately, deliberately movingfingertip<br />
to fingertip, then<br />
palm to palm,<br />
and clasp.<br />
She tried,<br />
desperately to memorize the fleeting feeling of his touch.<br />
Perfect positioned,<br />
she thought.<br />
Abbey Darmody<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hanson – Teacher<br />
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Over Time<br />
A year ago,<br />
was learning,<br />
trying desperately to memorize the fleeting feel of your touch.<br />
Now,<br />
is remembering,<br />
struggling to recall the delight brought on by those simplest of seconds.<br />
A year ago,<br />
I would have never dreamed of now.<br />
Now,<br />
last year is what I dream of.<br />
Over a year,<br />
12 routine months,<br />
you taught me how to fall in love.<br />
And now,<br />
I’ll go the distance for you.<br />
Abbey Darmody<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hanson – Teacher<br />
With Honesty<br />
I’ll admit that I wish things were different.<br />
Wish your car still drove these roads,<br />
Wish there was a chance we would coincidentally cross paths,<br />
And wish Sundays were still just for us.<br />
But, even though,<br />
The roads to you are long,<br />
And coincidence is me meeting someone you used to know,<br />
And holidays are the only days we claim,<br />
I’ll be here, and I’ll be yours.<br />
Abbey Darmody<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hanson – Teacher<br />
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Any Place<br />
The rusted swings squeak<br />
As we sway<br />
Back and forth,<br />
Squishing my bare feet<br />
In the sand,<br />
I look over to see<br />
Your tie loosened,<br />
And your white shirt<br />
Glowing in the dusk.<br />
I hold my dress<br />
As it brushed the ground.<br />
We could be at prom<br />
But I’d rather be here,<br />
Sharing cheap ice cream,<br />
And enjoying our time,<br />
On this childish playground...<br />
No matter the place,<br />
I love you.<br />
Katie Deal<br />
Homedale <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Garcia – Teacher<br />
The Pains<br />
Between two stones<br />
It was raining your eyes shined blue<br />
Hints of love amid the hugs…<br />
Two years and forever days later<br />
Our boy is walking, talking, and singing<br />
Between three words<br />
There’s mockery, shame, guilt<br />
Blame for not being around<br />
Not helping out<br />
Between four walls<br />
We’re all alone<br />
Amelia Erickson<br />
Marian Pritchett <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Murphy – Teacher<br />
Malia Collins, The Cabin, Writer’s in the <strong>School</strong>s<br />
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That’s Not Who I Am<br />
You tell me I have to dye my hair blonde<br />
That’s not who I am<br />
You tell me I can only wear skirts<br />
That’s not who I am<br />
You tell me I can’t talk to anyone but<br />
you<br />
That’s not who I am<br />
You tell me I’m a copy<br />
But I’m not<br />
I’m an individual<br />
Chelsie Falk<br />
Fruitland <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Van Weerdhuizen – Teacher<br />
Never Lasts<br />
<strong>Love</strong> never lasts<br />
Like the seasons, it never stays<br />
As I watch you, you seem to cast<br />
Far from me and away<br />
From the beginning<br />
I thought you were the one<br />
Though see how it’s ending<br />
Why don’t we say it’s done?<br />
For you never look at me<br />
You never talk<br />
It is plain to see<br />
Our loves dissolving like chalk<br />
So please give me this gift<br />
And let me leave at peace and drift<br />
Rebecca Flores<br />
Lakeland <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mr. Seymours – Teacher<br />
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<strong>Love</strong>; many people say they’re in it,<br />
Would give their lives to keep that fire lit,<br />
But who can truly define,<br />
Something utterly divine?<br />
Something that’s definition is so abstract,<br />
Do opposites really attract?<br />
Does love exist, or is it just lust?<br />
Apparently love in life is a must.<br />
Society tells you “You should fall in,”<br />
That life without love is just a sin.<br />
That’s the norm, but as for me,<br />
I’ll exercise my autonomy.<br />
Tasia Fullmer<br />
Shelley <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Dye – Teacher<br />
Hide and Seek<br />
Pushing through the brush,<br />
I find my hiding spot.<br />
Chest on the dirt,<br />
Heart pounding,<br />
I hope to stay invisible.<br />
Peeking through tall stringy grass,<br />
I notice him looking at me.<br />
<strong>Real</strong>izing who he’s found<br />
He pretends I wasn’t there.<br />
Behind the slide<br />
Next to the hay stack.<br />
Everyone else is found.<br />
I glow in pride,<br />
Seeing how he<br />
Wanted me to be the winner,<br />
For my very first time.<br />
Carissa Gardner<br />
Homedale <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Garcia – Teacher<br />
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<strong>Love</strong> What’s <strong>Real</strong><br />
How can I love what’s <strong>Real</strong><br />
When you are so fake<br />
When you’re with me<br />
Everything’s perfect<br />
You are Kind, Perfect, and Caring<br />
I’m the light in your eye<br />
You’re nothing but yourself<br />
When you’re with your friends<br />
You are nothing<br />
Nothing I want in a man<br />
Rude, Conceded, Careless<br />
It’s like I’m invisible<br />
It’s as if I don’t even know you<br />
How can I love what’s <strong>Real</strong><br />
When you are only <strong>Real</strong> with me<br />
Stacey Gibson<br />
Timberline <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mr. Hoetker – Teacher<br />
What’s <strong>Real</strong> About <strong>Love</strong><br />
Without feeling, without actions, words are merely letters, strewn together.<br />
Without respect, without trust, love is merely a word.<br />
A word overused, and abused.<br />
It is not only the word we abuse, but the one we say it to.<br />
If you use powerful words, be sure you feel them too.<br />
For you cannot take back what has already been said.<br />
Rebecca Godsill<br />
Nampa <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Briner – Teacher<br />
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<strong>Love</strong> What’s <strong>Real</strong><br />
To keep oneself from being a puppet, so as not to be little more<br />
than a toy; expressing one’s thoughts, and not being bound to the<br />
life of your other; have your own opinions, likes, and wants that can<br />
be shared with the other, but not copied from them. A sense of<br />
individuality is important, and should never be lost to keep the other<br />
entertained. You are you, and not another.<br />
Garrison Grant<br />
Fruitland <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Van Weerdhuizen – Teacher<br />
No More Pretending<br />
He tells me that he loves me.<br />
I smile and nod, saying, “I do too.”<br />
We laugh, but…<br />
I know our love isn’t true<br />
I don’t mind.<br />
There’s no harm in pretending.<br />
We start dating, but…<br />
I’m secretly unhappy.<br />
His white lies kept spreading,<br />
I don’t know what to do.<br />
I should have listened.<br />
What we had wasn’t love.<br />
When you love, you don’t need to pretend.<br />
You don’t have to hide your true self.<br />
Frances Grimaldo<br />
Orofino <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Ponozzo – Teacher<br />
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If Only You Knew<br />
If only you knew how you made me feel<br />
It was so lovely, it felt so real<br />
You told me those three words so many times<br />
I used that as a reason to believe your lies<br />
I covered my eyes<br />
But not any more<br />
I’ve grown up now<br />
And I can see<br />
You were only hurting me<br />
I can say one thing for a fact<br />
I can no longer compensate for what you lack<br />
Brad H.<br />
Juniper Hills <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Brown – Teacher<br />
Anything<br />
Looking into his eyes, I realized I’d<br />
Do anything,<br />
Be anything,<br />
Give anything,<br />
Change anything,<br />
To keep his love.<br />
What I saw in his eyes told me he’d<br />
Never ask,<br />
Never injure,<br />
Never take,<br />
Never pressure,<br />
To prove my love.<br />
Gabrielle Hagood<br />
Gem State Adventist Academy<br />
Mrs. Mitchell – Teacher<br />
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Challenging Acceptation<br />
They will always tell you:<br />
Falling in love is wonderful,<br />
It was love at first sight,<br />
I need them,<br />
it’s over.<br />
A natural, unfailing progression.<br />
I always ask:<br />
Did you try?<br />
Did you put forth every effort<br />
to keep what you have?<br />
Or did you ever have anything at all?<br />
Falling in love, cliché,<br />
impossible.<br />
Building love,<br />
that’s what is real.<br />
Alec Henson<br />
Kendrick Jr.-Sr. <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Ingalls – Teacher<br />
Tuesday Night Football<br />
Six inch Fuchsia stilettos<br />
Normally occupying her feet are replaced<br />
by grey Nikes.<br />
Her purple pea coat is substituted<br />
by the black hoodie<br />
she purchased for me in California.<br />
The cuff of her jeans are matted with mud,<br />
her ponytail no longer intact.<br />
I hike the ball.<br />
She slides forward, and slips<br />
--Again.<br />
I reach down to pick her up,<br />
Trying not to laugh.<br />
And I know<br />
I’m the only one she’d do this for.<br />
Matthew Robert Hetrick<br />
Homedale <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Garcia – Teacher<br />
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Game of the Year<br />
The television blares<br />
As red jerseys stumble<br />
Across the screen.<br />
--The game of the year.<br />
Plopping on to the beige couch,<br />
Dark calloused hands offer<br />
Over the popcorn filled bowl.<br />
His brown shaggy hair bounces<br />
In angst<br />
As the running back stretches<br />
For a first down.<br />
Pulling the ottoman closer<br />
He shifts the stiff red cast<br />
Covering her ankle.<br />
Settling the bowl on to<br />
the glass table,<br />
She eyes the tickets he gave up.<br />
Nichole Marie Hetrick<br />
Homedale <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Garcia – Mrs. Garcia<br />
<strong>Love</strong><br />
I discovered<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is a verb.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is yes,<br />
Yet understands no.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> waits,<br />
<strong>Love</strong> doesn’t strike back.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> doesn’t hold on to hurt,<br />
<strong>Love</strong> never forgets.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is patient.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is blind.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is eternal.<br />
Immortal,<br />
A brilliant light<br />
In dark times.<br />
Who knows this love?<br />
Is this love lost<br />
Where did it go?<br />
Is it dead,<br />
Replaced by lust?<br />
No,<br />
It’s still here,<br />
Hiding,<br />
Waiting,<br />
It’ll come when I’m not looking.<br />
Siri Hex<br />
Renaissance <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Scheiderman – Teacher<br />
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What is <strong>Love</strong>?<br />
What is love,<br />
This hyped word,<br />
The propaganda of fairytales?<br />
The word thrown about so thoughtlessly,<br />
Degraded to cliché?<br />
The words used by reckless lovers<br />
To manipulate and lie?<br />
This word I’ve heard a thousand times,<br />
This word that makes us cry?<br />
I do know another word,<br />
A certain tetragram.<br />
<strong>Love</strong>’s dark twin sister<br />
That now corrupts this land<br />
Lust;<br />
All the “love” I’ve ever known<br />
Has really just been thus…<br />
What is love?<br />
Siri Hex<br />
Renaissance <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Scheiderman – Teacher<br />
What Do I Know?<br />
What do I know about love? I’m only seventeen. I’ve never<br />
experienced the heart stopping love that I can only find in movies<br />
or in those silly books I can’t get my nose out of. It’s never happened<br />
to me, but I do know this. <strong>Real</strong> love is about friendship, respect,<br />
and equality. I don’t have to experience it to know that I can see for<br />
myself. That’s what real love is all about.<br />
Hannah Holland<br />
Mountain Home <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Cherry – Teacher<br />
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I can’t promise you a perfect relationship, like the ones in the movies,<br />
Because they don’t exist.<br />
I can’t promise you that we won’t fight like an old couple.<br />
I can’t promise you that someday I won’t disappoint you, ‘cause someday I will.<br />
But I can promise you, as long as you’re trying, I’m staying.<br />
Because, even though you aren’t perfect, you’re perfect for me.<br />
Shayla Hoskins<br />
Nampa <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Briner – Teacher<br />
Opposite Perfection<br />
I enjoy dressing up,<br />
You like to play your Xbox.<br />
I have earrings, you have gauges.<br />
I can ice skate, and you can skate board.<br />
I’m amazing at math, you’re outstanding in English.<br />
No matter how different we are, we’re always brought<br />
Together with the love that we share.<br />
Kyla Idzinga<br />
Boise Senior <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Brown – Teacher<br />
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Strangely Normal<br />
Some people judge us,<br />
As we walk downtown,<br />
Through the Grove. All those<br />
Eyes just looking at us, ‘cause<br />
I look like a cheerleader and you<br />
Look like an emo girl.<br />
But we are just two girls who<br />
Fell in love just like man and woman.<br />
Kyla Idzinga<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Brown – Teacher<br />
Thanksgiving Dinner<br />
You bring me over to your Grandparents’ house,<br />
For the first time.<br />
I’m a little nervous.<br />
They all seem to like me. We laugh, we talk,<br />
It’s time to go, I leave feeling<br />
A little more connected to you,<br />
I leave knowing a little more about you.<br />
Kyla Idzinga<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Brown – Teacher<br />
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I’ll Always Remember<br />
Sitting on the dock<br />
Just you and me<br />
Our legs dangling<br />
Toes soaking up water<br />
I can’t help but smile<br />
When you tousle my hair<br />
Or splash my face<br />
Because I’ll get you back<br />
The ripples we make<br />
Continue forever<br />
The reflection I see<br />
I’ll always remember<br />
When I’m with you<br />
I feel like leaping<br />
Because I know<br />
You’ll jump with me<br />
Rose Jensen<br />
Gem State Academy<br />
Mrs. Mitchell – Teacher<br />
<strong>Love</strong> By Itself<br />
Music tells us<br />
sex is love.<br />
Movies show us<br />
unrealistic outcomes.<br />
Pictures give us the impression<br />
that we’re not good enough.<br />
Books always<br />
have a happy ending.<br />
Magazines exaggerate<br />
and exploit romances.<br />
Media is drawn from the<br />
ideal reality<br />
that occurs only<br />
for one in a billion.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is<br />
complicated,<br />
gentle,<br />
understanding,<br />
silly,<br />
and sometimes<br />
it doesn’t work out.<br />
We should let love<br />
be just what it is<br />
because<br />
that’s amazing enough<br />
by itself.<br />
Madeleine Jewell<br />
Rocky Mountain <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Fouts – Teacher<br />
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It’s Okay to be In Like<br />
Why say love if lust is the appropriate word?<br />
Why lie through your teeth just to be heard?<br />
<strong>Love</strong> – enduring, lasting, true,<br />
Here you sit, lying to he who unquestioningly believes you.<br />
It’s okay to be in like!<br />
You don’t have to “love” every John, Jerry, or Mike,<br />
I’m sure they’d appreciate the honesty,<br />
And allow you speech with amnesty.<br />
Be honest, be blunt.<br />
And for the love of God, don’t put up a front.<br />
Nicole Kennedy<br />
Timberline <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mr. Hoetker – Teacher<br />
<strong>Love</strong> or Lust<br />
Advertisements make light<br />
and public of something<br />
serious and personal.<br />
In the movies, in the songs,<br />
in the halls, those same<br />
three words appear.<br />
Spoken between two<br />
teens who don’t know<br />
their true meaning or potential.<br />
Those words become a<br />
bargaining chip, an excuse,<br />
a one-time use.<br />
I wonder what would happen,<br />
what they would do if<br />
those words changed to,<br />
“I lust you.”<br />
Stacy Kesler<br />
Middleton <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mr. Brown – Teacher<br />
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What We do For <strong>Love</strong><br />
I get a text.<br />
Christina?<br />
“Wanna c a movie?? :)”<br />
Do I want to see a movie?<br />
I’ll have to pay.<br />
That’s $20 down the drain.<br />
Concessions<br />
Actually $40<br />
We’ll sit down.<br />
She’ll eat all my popcorn,<br />
Drink her soda too loud,<br />
Smack on her gummy worms,<br />
Narrate the movie,<br />
By the end of the whole thing, I’ll be broke, hungry,<br />
And have no clue what the movie was about.<br />
“Of course I’ll go!!! :)”<br />
Josie Lawrence<br />
Mountain View <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Galloway – Teacher<br />
Sweet Escape<br />
I’ve always walked around,<br />
Shut down<br />
Wearing a twisted frown<br />
Disguised as a smile<br />
Getting lost<br />
In all my selfish thoughts<br />
Somehow you make your way in<br />
I was resistant,<br />
But I saw something in you,<br />
A sweet escape I fell into<br />
Calynn Lechner<br />
Mountain View <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Ms. Galloway – Teacher<br />
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Friends!<br />
They make you laugh.<br />
You can trust them with your secrets.<br />
They make everything better than it really is.<br />
You can tell them anything.<br />
They make you feel secure.<br />
They respect you for who you are.<br />
They always see the best in you.<br />
They make you feel wanted.<br />
They do not care about your imperfections.<br />
Juli Ledford<br />
Notus Jr.-Sr. <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Vilord – Teacher<br />
They love you anyway.<br />
Friends.<br />
<strong>Real</strong>izing the Truth<br />
I am tired of all these adults<br />
Teaching us<br />
Telling us<br />
They know what love is.<br />
They look at our love<br />
Puppy love<br />
Just affection<br />
Only lust<br />
Doomed for failure<br />
I wish they would look at themselves<br />
Divorce.<br />
Do they know what love really is?<br />
Rosalee Limb<br />
Renaissance <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Schneiderman – Teacher<br />
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Letting Go<br />
I didn’t want to do it.<br />
Breaking up with you wasn’t my plan.<br />
I’m sorry, but I didn’t want to be hurt.<br />
Letting you go was the best thing for me to do.<br />
I’m sorry I did it in a rude way, but you lied<br />
And I had to let you go!<br />
Just so you know, I still love you, and always will,<br />
Jesus Lineras<br />
Shoshone <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Elcock - Teacher<br />
But it’s time I had to let go.<br />
What is <strong>Love</strong>?<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is more than four letters in a dictionary.<br />
It’s not defined by words, but by heart.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is the soul that holds that hand of eternity at the altar.<br />
It is the sound of that first cry in a hospital room.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is the letters sent home from a hero in Iraq.<br />
It is the embrace from a friend’s hug, assuring everything will be okay.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is life, and life is all around you.<br />
McKayla Luper<br />
Filer <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Stucki – Teacher<br />
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Antimony<br />
This unjust rift<br />
this dark divide,<br />
separates us,<br />
depletes us,<br />
ends us.<br />
Who knew<br />
your pleasurable company,<br />
our expression of love,<br />
when we gave our hearts to unite,<br />
would,<br />
could,<br />
rip us apart.<br />
Sever us,<br />
inflict this hell.<br />
I need to hear you,<br />
I need to know<br />
that you still care.<br />
Why don’t you speak<br />
anymore?<br />
Are you ashamed?<br />
Are you afraid?<br />
Because I am too.<br />
I need you.<br />
Nicholas Lysiak<br />
Caldwell <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Arno<br />
Saving Grace<br />
Spitball flying across bus seats<br />
Landing in tangled mane<br />
Of shy girl.<br />
Shoulders hunching<br />
Trying to ignore jeering<br />
Pointing out her scruffy clothes.<br />
Suddenly shouting<br />
Indignant, defiant<br />
Refined boy growling<br />
Sweeping himself gracefully<br />
Landing beside girl<br />
Picking wadded paper away<br />
Grasping her shoulder<br />
Protecting her.<br />
Leading her off the bus<br />
Herd of ruffians gasping<br />
Boy guides girl home<br />
Walking with her every step<br />
Though his stop is miles away.<br />
Alessandra Mansfield<br />
Rocky Mountain <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
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Grandpa and Grandma<br />
She takes her time combing her silver hair<br />
Wanting to look her Sunday best<br />
He stands in the kitchen<br />
Bacon sizzling, eggs frying<br />
His frail wrinkled hand flips<br />
A perfectly browned pancake<br />
He will always love her<br />
Even if her hair looks messy<br />
He doesn’t mind cooking breakfast<br />
So they can arrive at church on time<br />
Alissa Martin<br />
Homedale <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Garcia – Teacher<br />
It’s About You<br />
It’s about the way your nose is crooked<br />
Your scars<br />
And your stretch marks<br />
Blemished and blushing<br />
Or clothes that don’t fit<br />
A stupid haircut<br />
And horrible handwriting<br />
A voice that cracks<br />
The fact we can’t make eye contact<br />
Or dates that don’t turn out quite right<br />
Backing into your car<br />
Smacking noses when we kiss<br />
Uncomfortably long silences<br />
And getting yelled at by parents<br />
It’s never been about lust<br />
Sparks, gender or perfection<br />
Alyssa Martin<br />
Timberline <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hoetker – Teacher<br />
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What is <strong>Real</strong> <strong>Love</strong>?<br />
I think of him, and the answer is clear.<br />
<strong>Real</strong> love is trusting each other;<br />
How we’re silly but can be serious just as easily;<br />
Knowing our relationship is much more than a title and treating it that way;<br />
Forgiving each other’s mistakes;<br />
How we’re best friends in love;<br />
How every day I fall for him over again.<br />
<strong>Real</strong> love is not just loving him, but loving the two of us together.<br />
Zoë Maughan<br />
Caldwell <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Campos – Teacher<br />
Perfect <strong>Love</strong><br />
Throw your whole self<br />
Into love.<br />
Let it warm you<br />
Like a fireplace<br />
Know your boundaries<br />
Accept the flaws of your loved one.<br />
Keep a clam tone<br />
And never let anyone change you.<br />
Jadelyn Mechem<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Robbins-Smith – Teacher<br />
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Just Another Day<br />
Walk with me at two in the morning.<br />
Sing with me while I paint.<br />
Help me understand though you don’t know yourself.<br />
Fall asleep with me in your truck.<br />
Swim with me in the dead of night.<br />
Build snowmen with me as I push you in the snow bank.<br />
Brooklyn Mesia<br />
<strong>Idaho</strong> City <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Ms. McMurtrie – Teacher<br />
Watch me while I cook.<br />
Help me fix my car.<br />
I am not myself with you.<br />
I am better.<br />
This is real.<br />
And I love it.<br />
Darling<br />
Once upon a time, darling,<br />
fairies, princes, princesses, frogs,<br />
happily ever after<br />
Mine has none<br />
Instead, there is a boy and a girl<br />
a winter of ice skating<br />
carved reindeer figurines<br />
a massive snowball fight<br />
blushed like strawberries<br />
dark nights with only stars<br />
snickerdoodles on Valentine’s Day,<br />
with cake flour<br />
a chance, whispered words,<br />
Once upon a time, darling,<br />
that girl was me<br />
and that boy was you<br />
Elizabeth Miller<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hanson – Teacher<br />
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Remember<br />
I thought I was in love,<br />
but now I’m just in pain<br />
so I sit next to my window<br />
and watch the pouring rain<br />
I remember the good times<br />
when everything was right<br />
I relive all those moments<br />
and gain some new insight<br />
and so what I have found is this;<br />
when put in simple phrase,<br />
love is only real<br />
when it goes both ways<br />
Flint Miller<br />
Rockland <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Our <strong>Love</strong> is Year-Round<br />
Sinking sunshine reflected off freshly fallen snow<br />
Glittering in the dimming light<br />
Muffling the entire world around us<br />
It seemed as if nothing even mattered<br />
Silence engulfed us<br />
As if we’re trapped inside a snow globe<br />
An entirely new world<br />
Ours for the taking<br />
Steamy breath fogged up the crisp air<br />
We crossed the icy sidewalk<br />
Darted across 13th towards Irene<br />
Laughing with Jack Frost after our noses<br />
Winter faded but we remained<br />
Elliese Minnaert<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hanson – Teacher<br />
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Found<br />
<strong>Real</strong> love is to never be lost in,<br />
but rather found<br />
With all imperfect beauty and mistakes laid bare<br />
Smelling of past defeat and rising as a phoenix<br />
With the soul deep knowledge of his complete pink tinged acceptance<br />
The red of his passion for me mixed heavily with<br />
the patience and gentleness of the white<br />
Always found<br />
Never lost<br />
Myshella Morgan<br />
Century <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Definition of <strong>Love</strong><br />
The dictionary defines love as a deep and tender<br />
feeling of affection for. I define it as showing<br />
appreciation to some one or place. In this world, there are a<br />
lot of things to love. If people can see that the world<br />
would be a better place. <strong>Love</strong>…is like a magnet, it always<br />
pulls you to find something that you can appreciate in this<br />
world.<br />
Jarom Morrison<br />
Hansen <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Mathews – Teacher<br />
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<strong>Love</strong> Me for Me<br />
She looks at herself,<br />
She sees a girl with brown hair,<br />
She thinks she is unattractive, overweight, and a nobody.<br />
He looks at her,<br />
He sees a girl with long glossy hair,<br />
He thinks she is beautiful, perfect, and a somebody.<br />
She doesn’t think she has a chance to be in love,<br />
He’s hoping she will accept his love.<br />
She wants to be love for herself,<br />
He loves her for what she is.<br />
Alicia Murray<br />
Middleton <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
The Ocean<br />
They say love is blind,<br />
That we dive into it, letting the lust drown us.<br />
Deeper and deeper without any discern;<br />
Swimming farther than we ever have before.<br />
The ocean tides speak our words for us.<br />
As we look at each other through the foggy water, we can see each other clearer than before.<br />
They say love is blind.<br />
But why can I see you so clearly?<br />
Marissa Nestor<br />
Vallivue <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Cochran – Teacher<br />
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<strong>Love</strong> Triangle<br />
Polygon of peril,<br />
I’m trapped,<br />
Among jagged<br />
Angles and vertices.<br />
Friendship falters,<br />
At the outstretched hands of<br />
Hormones and unsaid feelings.<br />
No matter how you<br />
Look at it,<br />
Change the variables,<br />
Someone ends up<br />
Subtracted from the equation.<br />
But somehow,<br />
I’m the problem<br />
With no solution.<br />
Jazmin Oaks<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hanson – Teacher<br />
Only Friends<br />
Waddling up the hill<br />
Determined to get to the top<br />
You laughed as I stumbled<br />
You grabbed my arm and said,<br />
Don’t worry I won’t let you fall<br />
At the top looking down at everyone,<br />
Wearing bright colors<br />
Like sprinkles on a cupcake<br />
Both at the end of something<br />
But at the beginning of something else,<br />
A new relationship<br />
Standing at the top of the hill<br />
We tried to convince ourselves,<br />
We were only friends.<br />
Miranda Ode<br />
Marian Pritchett <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Murphy – Teacher<br />
Malia Collins, The Cabin, Writer’s in the <strong>School</strong>s<br />
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Thank You<br />
Thank you for not expecting me to be perfect,<br />
For loving me in spite of imperfections.<br />
Thank you for never pretending to be someone else,<br />
For being who you really are.<br />
Thank you for never treating me like I am less,<br />
For treating me the way you want to be treated.<br />
Thank you for never ignoring my feelings,<br />
For supporting me when I need it.<br />
Thank you.<br />
Kayla Oklepek<br />
Rocky Mountain <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Fouts – Teacher<br />
The Bench<br />
They sat on a bench, staring at one another.<br />
His hands were clammy, hers were cold.<br />
They talked like there was no tomorrow,<br />
Their lives spilled out before them.<br />
They didn’t judge, only listened,<br />
Two sets of eyes looking past mistakes,<br />
Troubles and fears,<br />
Peering into each others’ hearts,<br />
And with every word, they accepted one another<br />
More and more,<br />
Which led to friendship,<br />
Which led to love.<br />
Kayla Oklepek<br />
Rocky Mountain <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Fouts – Teacher<br />
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Trapped<br />
She hides her pain.<br />
She sheds no tears.<br />
She lies to me.<br />
She’s full of fear,<br />
She may not know:<br />
I see her pain.<br />
I see her tears.<br />
Her lies just pass<br />
Right through my ears.<br />
I love her so much.<br />
She’s my best friend.<br />
It will take some time<br />
For her heart to mend.<br />
I will be here<br />
In case she feels trapped.<br />
She knows deep inside<br />
I will always have her back.<br />
Rebecca Palmer<br />
Madison <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Unhealthy<br />
Your heart is broken.<br />
Your scars still burning.<br />
You wonder what you did<br />
To make him do this to you.<br />
Did you do something wrong?<br />
Did you forget to tell him<br />
Where you were?<br />
Did you forget that in his mind<br />
He’s in charge?<br />
You are the puppet and he<br />
Controls your every move.<br />
How long will it take<br />
For you to realize that this<br />
Relationship is unhealthy?<br />
Rebecca Palmer<br />
Madison <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
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<strong>Love</strong> What’s <strong>Real</strong><br />
This is a joke right<br />
If you love her, you know what’s right<br />
You don’t need to be brought to the light<br />
If you love her, you don’t hit her, dis her<br />
You love her for her<br />
Not what she could have been, could have done<br />
Not what she could be or could do<br />
You love her for what she is and what she has done.<br />
Forrest Pierce<br />
Lapwai <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Scott – Teacher<br />
The Coffee House<br />
Sheepish grins peer over frothy coffee cup rims<br />
Amidst the rush of people,<br />
The latte crashes through me like a wave, making me even more on edge<br />
As we sit across the worn-edged table from each other,<br />
Our casual banter is the only thing that keeps me grounded<br />
While my eyes flicker constantly to our hands lying limp on the table only inches<br />
Apart<br />
Shaky and excited<br />
I am reminded why I love first dates<br />
Hunter Pluckebaum<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
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The Best <strong>Love</strong><br />
We’ve spent many days together<br />
but not together together.<br />
We go on dates<br />
but not dating dates.<br />
We are the best of friends.<br />
We hug because we love each other.<br />
We hold hands for fun.<br />
We are crazy and loud because<br />
we are comfortable around each other.<br />
We dance and sing together as couples would<br />
but we’re not.<br />
You are my best friend and I love you<br />
But not love love.<br />
Bobby Prew<br />
Timberline <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mr. Hoetker – Teacher<br />
Very Big Little Things<br />
It is trying stupid sports you already know you will hate<br />
To be around her and at least talk to her<br />
Even if she won’t listen<br />
It is not saying anything about her driving<br />
‘Cause she is doing her best and you<br />
Are praying for dear life<br />
It is looking like an idiot trying to stand next to her<br />
Even though she may have no inclination<br />
To stand by you<br />
Jacob Reinecker<br />
Vallivue <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Krakau – Teacher<br />
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All I Ask<br />
All I ask is for love<br />
I want to know how it feels<br />
I want to know that someone cares<br />
That someone thinks about me<br />
That someone loves me<br />
I want someone who wants to be with me<br />
Someone who loves me for who I am<br />
Someone standing beside me<br />
Someone to tell me he loves me<br />
I’m tired of feeling alone<br />
I want to love and be loved<br />
Is that too much to ask<br />
Anonymous<br />
Kootenai <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
I’m Done<br />
I’m waiting at the restaurant<br />
for her<br />
It’s been three hours<br />
But I’m done waiting<br />
I’m trying to call her<br />
Three times<br />
Just got the voicemail<br />
But I’m done trying<br />
I drive past the theater<br />
and I see her<br />
with another guy<br />
But I’m done<br />
Maxwell Rose<br />
Timberline <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mr. Hoetker – Teacher<br />
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Consistent<br />
Heat of bronze porcelain,<br />
Like hardened sunflower oil meeting flesh.<br />
Satisfaction of perfect fingertips,<br />
Pelting on the skin like marble filled rain droplets.<br />
His warm words, crackled in her ears,<br />
Attempting to suppress her childish innocence.<br />
Soon enough, inhibitions and hesitations,<br />
Were left in the backseat of his car,<br />
Along with her earrings and a torn piece of fabric.<br />
It was days until he spoke to her again,<br />
Only to ask for his sweater back.<br />
Delaney Rowe<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hanson – Teacher<br />
Flavor of Rain<br />
The way you drive;<br />
Gentle grinding of the tires<br />
On a rain-greased street.<br />
Radio reduced to whispers<br />
That scratch, the white noise.<br />
The way you melt into the seat;<br />
Face navy blue with thought<br />
And I wonder if you’re watching the road.<br />
Our hands, sleeping on each other,<br />
Hibernating icebergs<br />
As the flavor of rain seeps<br />
Through foggy windows<br />
And I imagine memories<br />
Dripping down entwined lives<br />
Growing serene but never old<br />
It’s real.<br />
Rebecca Sommer<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hanson – Teacher<br />
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Glasses<br />
The clock ticks,<br />
But I can’t hear the drone of math class.<br />
Horses gallop in my heart,<br />
Sparrows beat their wings against my ribs<br />
When I turn and look at you.<br />
Your vast glasses cradle my toothy grin,<br />
Freckles chart the path<br />
We will race home on<br />
After school<br />
To talk about the things<br />
They think they’re too cool for.<br />
Rebecca Sommer<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hanson – Teacher<br />
Moth<br />
She’s a moth<br />
Blue-black as the night,<br />
Eyes vulnerable and wide.<br />
Hopping and fluttering,<br />
Unsure whether she even wants to escape.<br />
Her dust rubbing off on my hands<br />
Painting imagined bruises<br />
With the paintbrush of my guilt.<br />
She’ll forgive me.<br />
She’ll fold those wings in my open hand.<br />
But I sometimes wish she wouldn’t.<br />
My fingers damage her.<br />
Shhh.<br />
Rebecca Sommer<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hanson – Teacher<br />
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You tell me you love me.<br />
It’s a lie.<br />
But love doesn’t lie.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is sincere.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> isn’t us.<br />
You tell me you want me.<br />
It’s the truth.<br />
But love isn’t lust.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is affection.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> isn’t us.<br />
I tell you “no” and you yell in my face.<br />
It’s terrifying.<br />
But love isn’t scary.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is safe.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> isn’t us.<br />
I run away fast<br />
because love isn’t us.<br />
Ali St. Germain<br />
<strong>Idaho</strong> City <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Ms. McMurtrie – Teacher<br />
What’s <strong>Real</strong> About <strong>Love</strong>?<br />
<strong>Love</strong> isn’t attraction; It’s not a sexual distraction.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> isn’t a relationship, or a quest for passion.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is selfless, love is care.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is friendship, a promise that you’ll be there.<br />
You don’t create love with flowers, poems of that “I’ll still love you after we do this” moment.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> comes from faith, love comes from hope.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> comes from wanting to wait,<br />
<strong>Love</strong> comes from self-respect, and the strength to say, “No.”<br />
Eliu Tellez<br />
Hagerman <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Ms.Wade – Teacher<br />
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Fairy Tales<br />
I do not know<br />
What real love is.<br />
No tender kiss has woken me<br />
From poisoned sleep.<br />
No knight clad in shining armor<br />
Has come to rescue me.<br />
No peasant has taken me out<br />
On a magic carpet ride.<br />
No prince has returned my shoe<br />
That I carelessly left behind.<br />
I do not know<br />
What real love is.<br />
But real love is not a fairy tale.<br />
Savannah Tjaden<br />
Borah <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Between You and Me<br />
I sat at the end of this bed,<br />
Hands folded between my naked thighs<br />
Tears streaming from my eyes.<br />
I couldn’t believe what had occurred.<br />
I attempted to gain the strength,<br />
And the balance to stand,<br />
Make a run for it.<br />
He clutched my wrist,<br />
Glared into my watering, confused eyes,<br />
You said,<br />
“Let’s keep this between you and me.”<br />
Victoria Toomey<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hanson – Teacher<br />
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Unconditional<br />
It wasn’t head over heels.<br />
It wasn’t at first sight.<br />
But trust me, it’s love.<br />
It’s the way you love me<br />
On Mondays—<br />
Sweats, no makeup, and irritable.<br />
How you laugh and pull me closer<br />
When I pretend to know what’s going on<br />
As we watch football.<br />
A million little things.<br />
Can I describe it?<br />
No.<br />
<strong>Love</strong> isn’t meant to be described.<br />
No prince and princess<br />
Disappearing into the sunset.<br />
Megan Wallentine<br />
Bear Lake <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Stephens – Teacher<br />
Just you and me.<br />
Forever.<br />
Familiar<br />
I’ve held you closer in my arms<br />
Than anyone could ever get.<br />
You’re an enigmatic charm<br />
And I’m so glad we met.<br />
You provide a safe, warm place<br />
To belong when I’m hurt or cold.<br />
I am at home when I see your face.<br />
You’re worth a million times more than gold.<br />
Emotions unfurled,<br />
The chemistry between us<br />
Could destroy the world.<br />
That rapturous glow in our wires<br />
Is what sets my soul on fire.<br />
Hannah Wesselman<br />
Lewiston <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Moore – Teacher<br />
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Once and For All<br />
You never hit me.<br />
You never scream.<br />
You never call me names that are mean.<br />
You never kick me.<br />
You never threaten<br />
To pack up and leave.<br />
You tell me I’m pretty.<br />
You tell me I’m nice.<br />
You tell me you love me,<br />
Once, even twice.<br />
You’re there for me when I need you.<br />
You catch me when I fall.<br />
You know that I love you.<br />
That’s once and for all.<br />
Samantha Whitworth<br />
Blackfoot <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. Hernandez – Teacher<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is going to a movie that makes you want to rip your hair out<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is knowing you didn’t have to go<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is agreeing to disagree about Twilight<br />
<strong>Love</strong> is going to see a Will Ferrell movie next<br />
Ian Woodruff<br />
<strong>Idaho</strong> City <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Mrs. McMurtrie – Teacher<br />
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What is a healthy relationship anymore? For most kids, they all grew<br />
up seeing mom and dad fighting. To the kids, that’s all they know. So<br />
now when those kids grow up and get married, they’re going to be<br />
just like good ‘ol mom and dad. Sad, isn’t it?<br />
Keaton Wright<br />
Vision Charter <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Ms. Mitchell – Teacher<br />
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Bear Lake <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Megan Wallentine<br />
Bishop Kelly <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Monica Daggett<br />
Blackfoot <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Samantha Whitworth<br />
Boise <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Holly Apsley<br />
Zina Bougri<br />
Abbey Darmody<br />
Kyla Idzinga<br />
Shell-Bee Mallory<br />
Jadelyn Mechem<br />
Elizabeth Miller<br />
Elliese Minnaert<br />
Jazmin Oaks<br />
Hunter Pluckebaum<br />
Delaney Rowe<br />
Rebecca Sommer<br />
Victoria Toomey<br />
Borah <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Savannah Tjaden<br />
Caldwell <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Joella Cordell<br />
Nicholas Lysiak<br />
Zoë Maughan<br />
Emerson Soule<br />
Century <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Myshella Morgan<br />
Filer <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
McKayla Luper<br />
Fruitland <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Bailey Bullard<br />
Chelsie Falk<br />
Garrison Grant<br />
Gem State Adventist<br />
Academy<br />
Gabrielle Hagood<br />
Rose Jensen<br />
Hagerman <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Eliu Tellez<br />
Hansen <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Jarom Morrison<br />
Homedale <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Katie Deal<br />
Carissa Gardner<br />
Matthew Robert Hetrick<br />
Nichole Hetrick<br />
Alissa Martin<br />
Angel Salazar, Jr.<br />
Kathryn Thatcher<br />
Edmy Vega<br />
<strong>Idaho</strong> City <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Brooklyn Mesia<br />
Ali St. Germain<br />
Ian Woodruff<br />
Juniper Hills <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Brad H.<br />
Kendrick Jr.-Sr. <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Alec Henson<br />
Kootenai <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Anonymous<br />
Lake City Junior Academy<br />
Katrina Critchfield<br />
Lakeland <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Rebecca Flores<br />
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Lapwai <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Forrest Pierce<br />
Lewiston <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Hannah Wesselman<br />
Madison <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Katie Goodwin<br />
Rebecca Palmer<br />
Marian Pritchett<br />
<strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Purni Adikari<br />
Kerai Ali<br />
Breann Applegate<br />
Amelia Erickson<br />
Hamiso Hassan<br />
Frida M.<br />
Stephanie Martinez-Reyes<br />
Halima Mohamed<br />
Miranda Ode<br />
Meridian <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Donovan Blayney<br />
Middleton <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Alicia Murray<br />
Stacy Kesler
Mountain Home <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Hannah Holland<br />
Mountain View <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Tessa Amend<br />
Josephine “Josie” Lawrence<br />
Calynn Lechner<br />
Murtaugh <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Rocia Alcantar<br />
Nampa <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Rebecca Godsill<br />
Shayla Hoskins<br />
Notus Jr.-Sr. <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Juli Ledford<br />
Orofino <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Francis Grimaldo<br />
Renaissance <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Siri Hex<br />
Rosalee Limb<br />
Rockland <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Flint Miller<br />
Rocky Mountain <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Madeline Jewell<br />
Allesandra Mansfield<br />
Kayla Oklepek<br />
Salmon <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Cassandra Bowen<br />
Shelley <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Tasia Fullmer<br />
Rachel Kotter<br />
Shoshone <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Jesus Linares<br />
Timberline <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Caitlyn Cadieux<br />
Stacey Gibson<br />
Nicole Kennedy<br />
Alyssa Martin<br />
Bobby Prew<br />
Maxwell Rose<br />
Vallivue <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong><br />
Marissa Nestor<br />
Jenny Cox<br />
Jacob Reinecker<br />
Vision Charter <strong>School</strong><br />
Keaton Wright<br />
This document was developed under grant number 2006-WR-AX-0029 from the Office<br />
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