W. B. Godbey - Enter His Rest
W. B. Godbey - Enter His Rest
W. B. Godbey - Enter His Rest
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a great mistake in living a life so restricted and scrupulous. Thus they all combined and talked me out of<br />
countenance. When they saw no signs of relenting, two of them grabbed me by either arm and carried me away<br />
with them. We passed through dense primeval forests, over high hills, and across deep valleys, a route strange to<br />
me, till we reached the waters. By the time we got there I was under awful conviction, having yielded to the<br />
lashings of a guilty conscience. They saw it, and all spread themselves to cheer me up by telling funny jokes and<br />
laughing over them. As I had never gone fishing in my life, of course I had no tackle, but they determined to<br />
make a success of their convert, so fitted me out with their best book and line. Meanwhile the reaction of my<br />
conscience got stronger and my conviction went down deeper, and I became so sad that I could not fish, and quit<br />
trying. I would have gone home, but was afraid I would get lost in the woods, as we had come through the<br />
unbroken forest with not so much as a path. They saw they had a mourner on their hands and did their best to<br />
comfort me, but their silly, carnal condolment only added to the burden of my sorrows.<br />
I stayed with them till they returned late in the afternoon, when, passing by our house, of course I dropped off.<br />
By this time the evening shades were falling fast. I went off behind the garden and oh, how I wept! I confessed<br />
my sins, pleading with God to forgive me and promising never to desecrate the Sabbath any more, nor to<br />
disobey my parents, nor to violate <strong>His</strong> commandments. While I was thus pleading, crying, and praying with a<br />
broken heart, my mountain burden rolled away and I became light and happy. I do believe that I was there<br />
reclaimed from the apostasy into which I had gradually drifted after my conversion at the age of three years.<br />
We lived in a very wild, rough, ignorant community off in the country, where sins and follies ran riot. There was<br />
no Methodist Church nearer than three miles and preaching there only once a month, and, as we were poor and<br />
had no conveyance, if we went we had to walk. The Baptists had preaching once a month within one mile. We<br />
generally attended. The Campbellites preached more in that neighborhood than all other denominations<br />
combined. But they ridiculed and condemned Holy Ghost religion with the bitterest denunciations, pronouncing<br />
it wild fanaticism, and preaching nothing but their water doctrines all the time without exception. Of course they<br />
were spiritually detrimental rather than helpful. I did not claim to be a Christian at all, as for the want of<br />
instruction I did not know that the above-mentioned blessings were really my conversion and reclamation, as I<br />
now verily believe. There was no Sunday School in all that neighborhood, consequently I never attended any.<br />
The Methodists at that time, and I may include the Baptists in that country, though very few in number, the<br />
Campbellites having four or five times as many members as all others united, were really humble and spiritual,<br />
consequently preaching and talking experimental religion, and doing their best to hold up the banner of the cross<br />
and spiritual regeneration against the overmastering tide of Campbellism, which was the popular religion.<br />
Meanwhile their preachers [Campbellites] in every sermon denounced and ridiculed Holy Ghost religion in all<br />
its forms and phases and preached water baptism for the remission of sins. I heard them more than all others, but<br />
they did me no good spiritually, and I honestly believe I suffered spiritual detriment by hearing them. I do not<br />
think the many preachers I heard of their denomination knew the Lord. I am satisfied they were false prophets,<br />
misleading the people. In that great woodland country it was customary for every farmer to have a log rolling, in<br />
which the neighbors would all gather and pile his logs, so he could burn them. They also had corn huskings. I<br />
was in these gatherings, heard their conversations, and saw them drinking whiskey, and found those<br />
Campbellites saying and doing evil things which shocked me, though I did not profess to be a Christian, but<br />
only a poor sinner. They claimed to be the only Christians in the world, condemning all others and urging them<br />
to come and join them and be Christians, boasting in their exclusive appropriation of the name.<br />
I feel it my duty as a faithful autobiographer here to state that my infant baptism was, in the providence of God,<br />
a great blessing to me. My parents often told me about it when I was little, reminding me that I was a church<br />
member, having been solemnly dedicated to God in baptism, therefore I must be good and obedient to all of <strong>His</strong><br />
commandments. I became a good reader when only six years old, reading the Scriptures with great interest.<br />
Finding the commandment, “Children, obey your parents in the Lord,” I remembered it with the deep and<br />
constant realization that, when I disobeyed my father and mother in anything, I was violating the commandment<br />
of God. The constant realization that I had been baptized and in this way dedicated to God, rested on me as a<br />
potent incentive to obedience, good behavior and rectitude. Baptism should not be given to infants recklessly<br />
and improvidently; afterward disregarded, while the children are permitted to go unscrupulously into sin; as in<br />
that case it is really taking the name of the Lord in vain, ultimating with the recipients as a hardener of their