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about me to her friends and colleagues, because a group of them demanded to meet me.<br />

I know what you're thinking. You're thinking, Why on earth did he go?<br />

And I can't tell you why I went. When she asked me about it, it was in front of my office<br />

building, where she seemed to appear as if from nowhere. I was so shocked to see her--so<br />

scared someone was going to call me by my name--that I think I froze, even though it was<br />

about a hundred degrees outside. <strong>The</strong> sun was shining, and there was noise and confusion<br />

everywhere, and suddenly, she was just there, with her hair shining all around her head<br />

like a halo, and her big blue eyes blinking up at me. I think I would have said yes if she'd<br />

asked me to eat glass out of the palm of her hand. And then there was nothing I could do about<br />

it. I mean, I had already said yes. I couldn't cancel on her. So I ran around in a panic,<br />

trying to figure out if Max knew anybody at the Journal. And I was actually relieved when he<br />

said he didn't. Relieved! As if I was ever going to be able to pull this off in the first place.<br />

So I went and I met them and they were suspicious but for Mel they pretended not to be,<br />

since she is clearly someone they adore. By the end of the evening, we were all the best of<br />

friends. But only because the one woman who actually knows Max didn't show up.<br />

I didn't find that out, of course, until I got there, and Mel said, Oh, Dolly Vargas--you<br />

know Dolly--she couldn't make it, on account of how she's got ballet tickets tonight. But<br />

she says hi. See? See how close I came? It's only a matter of time. So what do I do? If I tell<br />

her, she'll hate me, and I'll never see her again. If I don't tell her, eventually she'll find<br />

out, and then she'll hate me, and I'll never see her again. After her friends had left, Mel<br />

proposed we walk a bit before catching a cab back to our building. We walked along Tenth<br />

Street, which, if you'll remember from before you and Jason fled for the suburbs, is a shady<br />

residential street, filled with old brownstones, the front windows of which are always lit up at<br />

night, so you can see the people inside, reading or watching TV or doing whatever it is people do<br />

in their homes after dark. And as we walked, she took my hand, and we just strolled along like<br />

that, and as we strolled, I was struck by this horrible realization: that never in my life had I<br />

walked along the street holding a girl's hand and felt like I did then...which was happy.<br />

And that's because every other time a girl has grabbed my hand, it's been to drag me<br />

towards a store window so she could point to something she wanted me to buy her.<br />

Every other time. I know it sounds horrible, like I'm feeling sorry for myself, or whatever,<br />

but I'm not. I'm just telling you the truth. That's actually the horrible part, Stace.<br />

That it's true. And now I'm supposed to tell her? Tell her who I am?<br />

I don't think I can. Could you?<br />

John<br />

To: Jason Trent <br />

From: Stacy Trent ><br />

Subject: John<br />

<strong>The</strong>re's nothing wrong with your brother, silly. He's in love, that's all.<br />

Stacy

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