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162 THE EQUINOX Two practices of Prânâyâma: 30. 15. 60. Concentration on Ajna Chakkra. The effect was as of light gradually glimmering forth and becoming very bright. September 24th. Tried drinking through nose;* but could not accomplish it 7.0-7.10 a.m. a.m. 7.15-7.38 a.m. a.m. 5.35-6.5 p.m. p.m. 10.15-10.44 p.m. p.m. 25th. 6.0-6.42 a.m. a.m. 8.30-9.0 a.m. a.m. 10.45-11.20 a.m. a.m. 4.36-5.8 p.m. p.m. 7.45-8.5 a.m. a.m. 8.40-9.23 a.m. a.m. properly. Tried Dhâranâ on Nose as Ida was stopped up. Eyes watered, and the breathing was difficult, could not concentrate. Prânâyâma. Twenty-two minutes 10. 20. 30. Could haveg gone on. Prânâyâma very difficult. Dhâranâ on nose nine minutes. The nose is perhaps my least sensitive organ. Would I do better to try my tongue? Dhâranâ, four minutes on tip of tongue. Burning feeling as usual. Can feel every tooth as if each had become a conscious being. Prânâyâma. Broke down badly on second Rechaka of 30. 15. 60. I will do this, and often. Prânâyâma. Ten minutes 10. 20. 30. Dhâranâ on nose seven minutes. One Grand Prânâyâma. 30. 15. 60. [N.B. for Prânâyâma be fresh, cool, not excited, not sleepy, not full of food, not ready to urinate or defæcate.] Prânâyâma. Twenty-six minutes: 10. 20. 30. Dhâranâ on nose. Five minutes. Dhâranâ on nose. Six minutes. Dhâranâ on nose. Twelve and a half minutes. Grand Prânâyâma. 30. 15. 60. very difficult. Dhâranâ on nose. Thirty-four minutes. Stopped by an alarum going off—rather a shock—did not know where I was for a bit. Prânâyâma. Eight minutes: 10. 20. 30. Prânâyâma. Eleven minutes minutes: 10. 20. 30. Prânâyâma. Eleven minutes: 10. 20. 30. Mental Muttering “Aum Shivayvashi.” Thirty-seven minutes concentrated on Pentacle, right globe of ear throbs; left ear cold current; left hand tingles. I do * A Hatha Yoga practice. P.’s idea of the practice was to drink a pint right off! Hence disappointment.

THE TEMPLE OF SOLOMON THE KING September. get a sort of Sukshma-Kumbhaka which I cannot reproduce at will. Rigidity of body and the fading of all vision are its stigmata. Curiously this happened on coming out of Mental Muttering back to audible, or rather at one loud slow Mantra, i.e. when no Kumbhaka was possible. 26th. 8.50-9.3 Mental Muttering for ten minutes “Aum Shivayavashi.” a.m. a.m. Results similar to last night’s, somewhat more easily obtained. 5.25-5.57 Mental Muttering of “Aum Shivayavashi.” Results better p.m. p.m. than usual. Prânâyâma. Seven minutes after 10 seconds of Kumbhaka. This seventh time I forgot all about everything and breathed out of both nostrils. Quite quietly—pure mental abstraction. 8.10-9.30 Mental Muttering of “Aum Shivayavashi,” for seventy-five p.m. p.m. minutes. Several times lost concentration or consciousness or something, i.e. either vision or voice or both were interrupted. (N.B. at one particular rate the third eye throbs violently in time with the mantra.) 27th. Constant dreams of Dhâranâ. 10.20-10.33 Prânâyâma . Seven minutes 10. 20. 30. Twice forgot my- a.m. a.m. self in Kumbhaka by exceeding the thirty seconds. I was trying to kill thoughts entering Ajna. On the first occasion I was still saying “Shiva” for this purpose; on the second I was meditating on Devi [a name of Bhâvani]. 4.45-4.50 One Grand Prânâyâma. 30. 15. 60. p.m. p.m. New Prânâyâma of 25. 15. 50; twice. 5.12-5.40 Prânâyâma. Seven minutes 10. 20. 30. a.m. a.m. Mental Muttering. “Aum Shivayavashi” Fifteen minutes, at rate when Ajna throbs. (N.B. of late my many years’ habit of sleeping only on the right side has vanished. I now sleep always on my left side.) 28th. 7 a.m. Prânâyâma. 10. 20. 30. 4.35-5.16 Prânâyâma. Four minutes: 10. 20. 30. p.m. p.m. Mantra: “Aum Shivayavashi.” Twenty minutes. I feel on the brink of something every time—Aid me, Lord Self! His Holiness the Guru Swami says: “It is not well, O child, that thou contemplatest the external objects about thee. Let rather thy Chakkras be on-meditated. Aum!” 10.50 p.m. Dhâranâ on Ajna eighteen minutes muttering “Aum Tat Sat Aum!” 163

THE TEMPLE OF SOLOMON THE KING<br />

September.<br />

get a sort of Sukshma-Kumbhaka which I cannot reproduce<br />

at will.<br />

Rigidity of body and <strong>the</strong> fading of all vision are its stigmata.<br />

Curiously this happened on coming out of Mental<br />

Muttering back to audible, or ra<strong>the</strong>r at one loud slow Mantra,<br />

i.e. when no Kumbhaka was possible.<br />

26th. 8.50-9.3 Mental Muttering for ten minutes “Aum Shivayavashi.”<br />

a.m. a.m. Results similar to last night’s, somewhat more easily obtained.<br />

5.25-5.57 Mental Muttering of “Aum Shivayavashi.” Results better<br />

p.m. p.m. than usual.<br />

Prânâyâma. Seven minutes after 10 seconds of Kumbhaka.<br />

This seventh time I forgot all about everything and brea<strong>the</strong>d<br />

out of both nostrils. Quite quietly—pure mental abstraction.<br />

8.10-9.30 Mental Muttering of “Aum Shivayavashi,” for seventy-five<br />

p.m. p.m. minutes. Several times lost concentration or consciousness or<br />

something, i.e. ei<strong>the</strong>r vision or voice or both were interrupted.<br />

(N.B. at one particular rate <strong>the</strong> third eye throbs violently in<br />

time with <strong>the</strong> mantra.)<br />

27th. Constant dreams of Dhâranâ.<br />

10.20-10.33 Prânâyâma . Seven minutes 10. 20. 30. Twice forgot my-<br />

a.m. a.m. self in Kumbhaka by exceeding <strong>the</strong> thirty seconds. I was<br />

trying to kill thoughts entering Ajna. On <strong>the</strong> first occasion I<br />

was still saying “Shiva” for this purpose; on <strong>the</strong> second I was<br />

meditating on Devi [a name of Bhâvani].<br />

4.45-4.50 One Grand Prânâyâma. 30. 15. 60.<br />

p.m. p.m. New Prânâyâma of 25. 15. 50; twice.<br />

5.12-5.40 Prânâyâma. Seven minutes 10. 20. 30.<br />

a.m. a.m. Mental Muttering. “Aum Shivayavashi” Fifteen minutes,<br />

at rate when Ajna throbs.<br />

(N.B. of late my many years’ habit of sleeping only on <strong>the</strong><br />

right side has vanished. I now sleep always on my left side.)<br />

28th. 7 a.m. Prânâyâma. 10. 20. 30.<br />

4.35-5.16 Prânâyâma. Four minutes: 10. 20. 30.<br />

p.m. p.m. Mantra: “Aum Shivayavashi.” Twenty minutes. I feel on<br />

<strong>the</strong> brink of something every time—Aid me, Lord Self!<br />

His Holiness <strong>the</strong> Guru Swami says: “It is not well, O child,<br />

that thou contemplatest <strong>the</strong> external objects about <strong>the</strong>e. Let<br />

ra<strong>the</strong>r thy Chakkras be on-meditated. Aum!”<br />

10.50 p.m. Dhâranâ on Ajna eighteen minutes muttering “Aum Tat<br />

Sat Aum!”<br />

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