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THE TEMPLE OF SOLOMON THE KING<br />

OBJECT MEDITATED UPON. TIME. REMARKS.<br />

Black egg and white ray<br />

between pillars* (E).<br />

10 ,, Five breaks.<br />

Golden Dawn Symbol† (E). ? ,, Very bad. Bad cold, dust, shaking,<br />

etc., prevented concentration‡<br />

Golden Dawn Symbol (E). 10 ,, Four breaks.<br />

R. R. et A. C. 23 ,, Nine breaks.<br />

Against this particular practice P. wrote: “I think breaks are<br />

longer in <strong>the</strong>mselves than of old; for I find myself<br />

concentrating on <strong>the</strong>m and forgetting <strong>the</strong> primary altoge<strong>the</strong>r.<br />

But I have no means of telling how long it is before <strong>the</strong> error is<br />

discovered.”<br />

Some very much more elaborate and difficult meditations<br />

were attempted by P. at this time; in nature <strong>the</strong>y are very<br />

similar to many of St. Loyola's. We give <strong>the</strong> account in his<br />

own words:<br />

I tried to imagine <strong>the</strong> sound of a waterfall. This was very difficult to get at;<br />

and it makes one’s ears sing for a long time afterwards. If I really got it, it was<br />

however not strong enough to shut outer physical sounds. I also tried to imagine<br />

<strong>the</strong> “puff-puff” of an engine. This resulted better than <strong>the</strong> last, but it caused <strong>the</strong><br />

skin of my head to commence vibrating. I <strong>the</strong>n tried to imagine <strong>the</strong> taste of<br />

chocolate; this proved extremely difficult; and after this <strong>the</strong> ticking of a watch.<br />

This proved easier, and <strong>the</strong> result was quite good; but <strong>the</strong>re was a tendency to<br />

slow up with <strong>the</strong> right ear, which however was easy to test by approaching a<br />

watch against <strong>the</strong> ear.§<br />

During this whole period of rough travel, work is fatiguing, difficult and<br />

uncertain. Regularity is impossible, as regards hours and even days, and <strong>the</strong><br />

* <strong>The</strong> Akâsic egg of spirit set between <strong>the</strong> Pillars of Mercy and Severity<br />

with a ray of light descending upon it from Ke<strong>the</strong>r.<br />

† <strong>The</strong> Golden Dawn Symbol here meditated upon consisted of a white<br />

triangle surmounted by a red cross. See Diagram 4.<br />

‡ This meditation took place while P. was on a journey.<br />

§ <strong>The</strong>se meditations are called Objective Cognitions, by concentrating on<br />

certain nerve centres super-physical sensations are obtained.<br />

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