Chapter One - Richard Lewis
Chapter One - Richard Lewis Chapter One - Richard Lewis
"I knew her daughters. Catra taught them." "What happened to them?" Nol asked tentatively, for he was on dangerous territory that touched borders with the forbidden topic of his father. His mother leaned forward, and now the odd light had strengthened into an unsettling glow. "The rivers ran backwards and the mountains shook. Monsters clawed the land and wicked women danced naked to seduce our heroes. Oh, who would come to save us? Had the gods abandoned us? No! For there came a mighty hero, the General who fought the monsters. The battle raged from earth to sun, the mighty dragon lashed its tail, the turtle heaved its back. Of what importance the fate of two young girls? They were like chaff, blown away in the storm and burned by the lightning." On the hill, growing hungrier yet, Nol watched the kites for a while longer and then drove on to a food stall where he bought dozen fried banana fritters. He took them to the police station to share with the duty cops, including a desk sergeant, a friendly Javanese. He chatted with the sergeant for awhile before asking, "Didn't you guys take Men Djawa in? When those skeletons were found?" "Sent her to a mental clinic," the sergeant said. "She's really gone round the bend this time." "Bangli?" Poor woman. A government clinic wasn't a place to be stuck without family to help out. "A private one out by Gianyar." "Mbeh," Nol said, surprised. "A private one? Isn't that expensive?" "I guess somebody's paying for it." "And what's happened to the bones?" "Funny you should ask. They were in the main evidence room at Police Headquarters but they've been kicked back to us." In the front courtyard, the flag whipped hard in the wind. The light was crisp enough to bite. On the road beyond, trucks growled past, loaded with black river sand, enough sand to bury a thousand bodies. "Can I see them?" "The bones?" The sergeant's surprise turned into a shrug. "The private will take you. Just don't touch anything." The rookie showed Nol a back room with metal racks for shelves. Two barred windows admitted dim light. The bones were in cardboard boxes, jumbled together, but the skulls were in their own box. All showed fractures. Not a single one with a bullet hole. Leaving the police station, Nol drove to Gianyar on the new highway the government had bulldozed through rice fields. He took it slow to save on fuel. Vehicles swooshed by him, everybody impatient to get someplace. East bound trucks were loaded with limestone, and westbound trucks with volcanic sand. The whole island was getting all mixed up and turned around. The mental clinic occupied a former colonial building with wide porches. A new wing was graced by a fenced by pleasant garden. As Nol parked the car in the visitor's lot, he noticed in the garden several patients sitting on tree shaded benches or strolling on the path, with nurses in attendance. You didn't get that kind of attention without paying a lot of money. 78
He told the receptionist, and then a series of nurses, and finally a young Chinese doctor with lively eyebrows, that he was Men Djawa's relative. "I didn't know she had any," the doctor said. "Not a blood relative," Nol said. "I'm a civil defense volunteer from Batu Gede and I more or less adopted her and kept an eye on her." The doctor thought for a moment and then asked him to sign a visitor's ledger before summoning an attendant. The attendant escorted him down a hallway to the new wing, where he unlocked a door. Beyond was a plain room with a bed and built-in closet. Men Djawa sat on a chair in an enclosed porch overlooking the garden. In her clinic robe, she looked even more shrunken. Her gray hair was washed and combed straight back in a manner that suggested she was bathed by others. Her unblinking gaze focused on empty air. "Don't know what you're going to get out of her," the attendant said. "She's dosed to the max." "Hello, old mother," Nol said, squatting beside her. She rotated her head to look at him with dull eyes. "Did you find my children?" The words floated out of her. "Are you getting enough to eat? Are they taking good care of you?" "They should come and visit me. Why don't they come and visit their mother? What kind of children leave their mother alone like this?" "Old mother, do you remember the bones on the beach? The ones that were dug up?" Men Djawa frowned at Nol's nose. "Who were they?" Nol persisted. "Who were the buried ones?" Her gaze struggled with some remembrance, trying to lift it up through the drugs and assemble it in her fractured mind. "I know you. You're the one who is nothing." "Madé Ziro. Nol. You know me, you know my mother, Wayan Arini." "Your mother. Why should she have her children when I don't have mine?" Men Djawa's lips worked furiously, her cheeks sucking in and own. Without warning, she spat in Nol's face. "Where are my children?" she shrieked. "Why does she have hers?" Shocked, Nol was wiping the spit from his face and didn't see her hand coming at him, but the attendant caught it in his fist and gently pushed her arm down. "You better leave," he said to Nol. 79
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"I knew her daughters. Catra taught them."<br />
"What happened to them?" Nol asked tentatively, for he was on dangerous<br />
territory that touched borders with the forbidden topic of his father.<br />
His mother leaned forward, and now the odd light had strengthened into an<br />
unsettling glow. "The rivers ran backwards and the mountains shook. Monsters clawed<br />
the land and wicked women danced naked to seduce our heroes. Oh, who would come to<br />
save us? Had the gods abandoned us? No! For there came a mighty hero, the General<br />
who fought the monsters. The battle raged from earth to sun, the mighty dragon lashed its<br />
tail, the turtle heaved its back. Of what importance the fate of two young girls? They<br />
were like chaff, blown away in the storm and burned by the lightning."<br />
On the hill, growing hungrier yet, Nol watched the kites for a while longer and<br />
then drove on to a food stall where he bought dozen fried banana fritters. He took them to<br />
the police station to share with the duty cops, including a desk sergeant, a friendly<br />
Javanese. He chatted with the sergeant for awhile before asking, "Didn't you guys take<br />
Men Djawa in? When those skeletons were found?"<br />
"Sent her to a mental clinic," the sergeant said. "She's really gone round the bend<br />
this time."<br />
"Bangli?" Poor woman. A government clinic wasn't a place to be stuck without<br />
family to help out.<br />
"A private one out by Gianyar."<br />
"Mbeh," Nol said, surprised. "A private one? Isn't that expensive?"<br />
"I guess somebody's paying for it."<br />
"And what's happened to the bones?"<br />
"Funny you should ask. They were in the main evidence room at Police<br />
Headquarters but they've been kicked back to us."<br />
In the front courtyard, the flag whipped hard in the wind. The light was crisp<br />
enough to bite. On the road beyond, trucks growled past, loaded with black river sand,<br />
enough sand to bury a thousand bodies. "Can I see them?"<br />
"The bones?" The sergeant's surprise turned into a shrug. "The private will take<br />
you. Just don't touch anything."<br />
The rookie showed Nol a back room with metal racks for shelves. Two barred<br />
windows admitted dim light. The bones were in cardboard boxes, jumbled together, but<br />
the skulls were in their own box. All showed fractures. Not a single one with a bullet<br />
hole.<br />
Leaving the police station, Nol drove to Gianyar on the new highway the<br />
government had bulldozed through rice fields. He took it slow to save on fuel. Vehicles<br />
swooshed by him, everybody impatient to get someplace. East bound trucks were loaded<br />
with limestone, and westbound trucks with volcanic sand. The whole island was getting<br />
all mixed up and turned around.<br />
The mental clinic occupied a former colonial building with wide porches. A new<br />
wing was graced by a fenced by pleasant garden. As Nol parked the car in the visitor's<br />
lot, he noticed in the garden several patients sitting on tree shaded benches or strolling on<br />
the path, with nurses in attendance. You didn't get that kind of attention without paying a<br />
lot of money.<br />
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