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have the bitter past full of injustice. And we have a bright future full of happiness. To<br />
which direction shall we look? To the unalterable past, which karma will judge more<br />
fairly than man? Or to the future?"<br />
Dharma lifted his gaze and surveyed the others at the tables and those gathered<br />
away from the lights. He did not say more, for nothing more was to be said, and he sat<br />
down with as much of the dramatic art with which he had risen.<br />
The American woman had no reply, and on her freckled face Nol thought he<br />
detected a faint rise of blood.<br />
Nol's roiled emotions about his father had calmed. He felt like he did after<br />
prayers at temple, his life restored to balance and harmony. How wise his uncle was! Yes,<br />
yes, put the past behind and look forward to the future.<br />
Nol's future required 50 million rupiah. That worry was still there, but it was a<br />
worry Nol could deal with. In fact, after the day's emotional tumbling, it was a relief to<br />
have something so superficial to trouble him. He decided firmly upon a plan. He would<br />
ask Anak Agung Mantera for a loan. How could his mother's old childhood friend refuse,<br />
especially after today's events?<br />
When Nol got home, Suti and their daughter Dian were resting in the garden<br />
pavilion, sipping tea in glasses as night-blooming jasmine cast its scent. Suti looked like<br />
an exotic flower herself in her tight purple and green aerobic leotards. She attended a<br />
class three times a week, and a faint sheen of sweat still glistened on her forehead. Over<br />
the rim of her glass of tea she gave Nol a glance that warned caution, daughter.<br />
Dian jumped to her feet. She was still in her school uniform, gangly limbs<br />
akimbo, but other parts starting to assume their womanly shape. She was already a<br />
beauty. Nol's heart lurched with pride and anxiety…all those boys out there. He knew.<br />
He'd been one.<br />
"You want some tea, Bapa?" she chirped.<br />
Ah. That tone. She wanted something.<br />
"And how was your day?"<br />
"I got a ten on my math test."<br />
Nol sat down on the pavilion's step. "A ten?"<br />
"Don't sound so surprised. I can get tens. I was just telling Mother I need a laptop<br />
computer. And Internet."<br />
"You can use your mother's computer."<br />
"You don't understand. I need my own. So I can be on Facebook with my<br />
friends."<br />
"Facebook? What is that?"<br />
A long dramatic sigh. "Father, don't you know anything?"<br />
"It's an online social club," Suti said, putting down her glass with more force than<br />
was warranted.<br />
"And how was your day?" Nol asked his wife.<br />
"A lot of lookers, not many buyers. A man joined my aerobics class, a<br />
Manadonese accountant. All the women were giggling." As she said that, the cell phone<br />
by her side buzzed. She glanced at it and put it aside.<br />
"Manadonese," Nol said. Manadonese were a handsome people.<br />
"A Mac," Dian said.<br />
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