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The dregs of the monsoon rain decanted as a thick brown stream into the Batu<br />
Gede mangrove swamps. In the washed out sky, a thin scrim of clouds layered the sun.<br />
The ramshackle village of salt-makers' huts had been destroyed, with only a few<br />
yellowed bones of bamboo visible. The mangrove plants' umbrella roots hid other kinds<br />
of bones and their decomposing flesh. Driving past, Reed caught that sickly sweet stink.<br />
The house where Naniek had boarded with Parwati and her daughters, and where<br />
Desak had hid like a mouse, was a ruined hulk, the roof collapsed in a jumble of charred<br />
timber and broken tiles. Reed didn't know what he was doing here. What was the purpose<br />
of this pilgrimage? What good would it do? Should he get on his knees and like a good<br />
penitent crawl through the high weeds and broken glass until his flesh was torn and<br />
bloody?<br />
He picked his way through the debris to of the wing where the family had lived.<br />
The damp stink of fire and ash rose up around him. Shoving a collapsed rafter out of the<br />
way, he entered Naniek's room, where Desak had also slept. There was nothing there but<br />
a blackened mattress under a roofless square of sky.<br />
The walls still stood, smeared with soot. The crooked window was curiously<br />
intact, glass panes shut tight against the frame. Reed's shoes crunched on smashed tile as<br />
he crossed to the floor to look out the window. High weeds choked the perimeter of wall,<br />
creeping toward the center's patch of bare dirt.<br />
On which was drawn a hopscotch cross, the lines scratched fresh after the rains.<br />
In a couple places around the squares were the impression of small bare feet.<br />
Reed's gaze lifted to the shed where he'd spent the night those many months ago, sagging<br />
and tilting but still intact. The rusty tin door was agape by a few inches, and in the<br />
shadows behind it he sensed eyes watching him.<br />
Reed picked his way out to the back yard. He whistled Old McDonald as he stood<br />
by the hopscotch cross. "Ee-eye, ee-eye, oooooh," he sang. "So, who wants to play a<br />
game of hopscotch? Aiyo, aiyo, come out and play."<br />
The tin door creaked open and an eye appeared along, with a sliver of face.<br />
"There you are," Reed said. "Who won the last game?"<br />
Sri slipped through the gap, a smudged wraith of a girl in a dirty dress, her hair<br />
tangled, her cheeks gaunt, and her eyes wary but hopeful. "I was playing by myself," she<br />
said.<br />
"Where's your sister?"<br />
Sri nodded at the shed. "She doesn't play anymore. She's scared."<br />
"Where's your mother?"<br />
"The soldiers took her. My aunt sent us here. We're waiting for Bapa. Aunt said<br />
he'd come."<br />
Oh dear sweet Jesus son of Mary.<br />
Reed took Sri's hand, and she led him into the shed. Endang lay curled on her side<br />
on the floor, her bed a piece of torn matting. She was awake, looking at Reed with huge<br />
unblinking eyes. She didn't move A safety pin held the torn front of her dress together, a<br />
dirty towel was wrapped around her waist.<br />
Kneeling, Reed felt her forehead and took her pulse. She didn't resist. Her<br />
temperature felt normal, and her heartbeat was strong. "Do you hurt?" he asked.<br />
She didn't reply.<br />
Sri said, "She cries at night."<br />
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