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<strong>Chapter</strong> 33<br />
"They found their Luhde Srikandi," Arini said to Tina. "I had no idea what my<br />
husband and Dharma and Mantera had planned. I wasn't even in Batu Gede on that night<br />
of the new moon. Catra insisted that we go on a pilgrimage to the Temple of the Crater<br />
Lake."<br />
Arini paused and rubbed her forehead.<br />
Tina broke free from her horrified enthrallment. "For god's sake, Arini, we're in a<br />
hospital. Let me get something for your headache."<br />
Arini lowered her hand. "This pain is easy to live with," she said. She caught her<br />
thoughts and said, "This pilgrimage—I was perplexed, because Catra never had feudal<br />
sensibilities, and I certainly did not. I didn't know it was his excuse to get me away from<br />
Batu Gede that night. I didn't protest. I had my own worries. I was pregnant. I didn't<br />
know what to do. Why not a pilgrimage as a way to collect my thoughts? "<br />
"It wasn't Catra's child," Tina said gently.<br />
"He was a careful family planner. He took the responsibility upon himself. An<br />
enlightened man. No, the child was not Catra's. I later I found out about that night. Mak<br />
told me some of it, how the Gerwani women had been rounded up. She told me Reed<br />
Davis had burst into our compound looking for me. He had Naniek with him, bound and<br />
naked. Mak helped her get dressed—Naniek was heavily traumatized, unresponsive.<br />
Reed took her to the airport where her brother was waiting. As for the others, I made<br />
Mantera tell me."<br />
A truck rumbles through the coconut grove to the beach, swaying heavily on the<br />
rutted tracks. In the back bed of the truck huddle the naked women. Black shirted men<br />
ride the cab's sideboards and perch jauntily on the tailgate, smoking cigarettes. In the cab,<br />
Dharma and Mantera sit side by side, next to the driver.<br />
The truck backs up to a swale behind a high berm of beach. In the dawn light,<br />
low clouds scud on a strong westerly breeze that ruffles the lagoon. The Black Shirts<br />
lower the tailgate and prod the women into the swale. They are gray and silent with fear,<br />
but then Desak says to Dharma, "The Dutch were never so cruel."<br />
The Black Shirts force the women to kneel. Some of the lads complain that this is<br />
a waste, that they should be able to drag the women into the palms and enjoy them for a<br />
spell in the age-old manner of triumphant victors, but Mantera finally finds voice and<br />
with a orders them to be silent.<br />
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