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<strong>Chapter</strong> 32<br />
1965<br />
Rusty, revealing remarkable skills as a cook, made chicken porridge for Naniek,<br />
who managed to finish a bowl on her own, refusing Reed's fumbling help. "I'm not a<br />
child," she snapped. He did help her to the bathroom, but she only grudgingly allowed a<br />
steady arm around her shoulders. She slept in Reed's bed, and cried out in a nightmare.<br />
With a damp cloth, Reed stroked her forehead and brushed tangled hair away from her<br />
face.<br />
"I've sent a telegram to Bambang," he said when she woke. "Still in Singapore.<br />
The office boss, now."<br />
"He's the kind who will survive anything." Naniek looked hollow and far away.<br />
She said, "I was there at Lubang Buaya. Part of a training exercise. The soldiers made us<br />
assemble in a mock court. They killed the generals. Shot and stabbed them. Three were<br />
already dead, I think. I thought I was in a bad dream."<br />
"You're here now. That's what counts."<br />
She clutched the sheet tighter around her. Her black eyes burned, dry as desert<br />
stone. "In Banyuwangi, an Ansor youth gang almost caught me. The police chief hid me<br />
in his house. He said I had to pay him. I had only one thing to pay him with. Communist<br />
whore? Yes, I am one."<br />
"Naniek—"<br />
She shoved him away and closed her eyes.<br />
That evening, after the afternoon rains had eased, the wet season's first batch of<br />
flying ants swarmed from the earth. They came in endless clouds, swarming around all<br />
light, a brown haze around the front yard's lanterns. From the depths of these insect<br />
clouds emerged a figure, as if they'd molded into a man. It was Ompreng, swaggering<br />
through and brushing the bugs away from his face. He sprawled uninvited on a verandah<br />
chair and told Reed, "That man who lives in the garage is a Communist. Fire him."<br />
"He is working for me. He is under my roof and my protection."<br />
In the bedroom, Naniek coughed.<br />
Ompreng's square head swiveled. "You have a girl in there?"<br />
"Ompreng, it is late. Leave me"<br />
The flying ants haloed Ompreng's head. "Give me one of your hundred dollar<br />
bills, Tuan Reed, and everything will be all right. Nothing will happen here."<br />
Reed took a rupiah note from his wallet, ripped it half, and gave one of the halves<br />
to Ompreng. He held up the other. "If anything happens to anybody here," Reed said, "I<br />
will stuff this down your dead mouth."<br />
The next day, Naniek collapsed with another bout of chills and fever, but not as<br />
severe. The chloroquine was mowing down the parasites. The postman bicycled around<br />
with a telegram from Bambang. He was arriving on Sunday on a Permina plane. He was<br />
coming for Naniek.<br />
Reed's relief left him strangely deflated. He hadn't realized how tense he'd been,<br />
his days filled with worry, his nights with the grinding of teeth that left his jaws aching.<br />
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