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picked out the dirtiest glass and a saucer that had a dried gecko dropping on it. Mantera<br />
pretended not to notice, although he didn't touch the glass.<br />
He showed little Wayan his gift for her. A new shiny sheet of carbon paper, which<br />
he placed between the pages of a blank notebook.<br />
"Look what you can do!" he told the girl. "Let me write your father's name –<br />
Madé Catra and look, there it is, on the page below! Like magic! And your name, let me<br />
add your name to the list. Little Wayan. See? Your name appears like magic!"<br />
He glanced up at Arini. How cold his face, his eyes! How remote hers! As if she'd<br />
retreated from her own skin.<br />
She took the notebook from her daughter and carefully ripped off the pages with<br />
the two names before handing the notebook back.<br />
"You stay and play with that," she said.<br />
She didn't resist as Mantera reached for her wrist. She didn't resist as he marched<br />
with her to the back of the property, didn't resist as he herded up the steps to the granary,<br />
didn't resist as he shoved her through the small door.<br />
On the recording, there is a long silence filled with the rasp of wind and the fizz<br />
of waves. Then Dharma speaks again, in a hard and level voice.<br />
"Mantera was the one who betrayed my brother," Dharma says. "He was the one<br />
who told the Red Berets about that letter. He'd never forgiven Catra for stealing Arini<br />
from him."<br />
"He raped her," Tina says, her voice uneven and agitated. "To this day, he toys<br />
with her."<br />
"That is not all," Dharma says. "Whose son is Nol? Who fathered him?"<br />
A long silence. Then Tina, softly, a sigh barely heard: "Oh dear Lord."<br />
"I raised Nol like he was my own son. He is an innocent. None of it was his fault.<br />
Now he is a grown man. It is time for him to know these things. You have the story in my<br />
words. You can play it for him."<br />
There is a click as the recording stops.<br />
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