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First Edition, Issue 2 March - 2013 Aquarius<br />

<strong>Pagan</strong> <strong>World</strong> <strong>Times</strong><br />

A Free Publication


The Editor’s Corner<br />

Greetings Readers!<br />

Lindsay<br />

“Share,”.<br />

When we last spoke, we were getting ready to make our transition from the Correllian <strong>Times</strong> to the<br />

<strong>Pagan</strong> <strong>World</strong> <strong>Times</strong>. Well, after some bumps, bruises and lots of hard work, here we are! No<br />

change is easy, and this one has been no exception. Just in time for Ostara, we are bringing you<br />

our first effort under our new heading.<br />

I hope you are all well? As winter winds down for so many of us, we look in anticipation toward<br />

the renewal of the days, darkness coming later each evening and the return of the warm sun on our<br />

cheeks. So often, the dark half of the year can bring illness and that cooped-up feeling to so many.<br />

As the days lengthen, we think ahead to the gardens we want to plant, the clothes we can’t wait to<br />

pull back out of the depths of the closet and the friends we hope to spend time with. Change is<br />

afoot. Spring is coming!<br />

With April just around the corner, we will be hosting our Reader’s Panel in the next issue. We<br />

want to hear what you, faithful reader, had to say. Here is your chance to guest star in the <strong>Pagan</strong><br />

<strong>World</strong> <strong>Times</strong>! Submissions can be literally anything, from written work, to art, to photos to projects<br />

you have created. Share with us your interests and talents! Submissions can be emailed right to me, and I’ll be sure to<br />

get everything ready for the next issue. And spread the word!<br />

The <strong>Pagan</strong> <strong>World</strong> <strong>Times</strong> is really looking to expand out and be more inclusive of the many different <strong>Pagan</strong> paths out there in<br />

the world. Do you follow Buddhism, Asatru or Druidic beliefs? Want to share some of your experiences and knowledge?<br />

Message me at Lindsay@witchschool.com so that we can get you involved. I’d love to hear from you.<br />

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Table of Contents<br />

With that, I will leave you until next time. Don’t forget to message me with ideas, questions or submissions. I’m always<br />

happy to hear from each and every one of you.<br />

Editor’s Corner<br />

News<br />

Ing’s March Tarot Reading<br />

Ostara Celebrations<br />

Ocean Depths<br />

Visions of the Past<br />

Confessions of a Wiccan Mom<br />

Faemore’ s Fancy<br />

Haunted Locations<br />

Mystic Meanderings<br />

Inspired Visions<br />

Words of the <strong>World</strong><br />

Ing’s Personal Tarot<br />

Readings<br />

Games<br />

Children's Corner


Wicca: Now A Legitimate Religion<br />

You read the title of this article and it caught your eye. It’s something we already<br />

knew, but now you are curious as to who else knows about it. Well wonder no<br />

more. As I said before Wicca has now been validated as a religion … at least in<br />

bookstores. Now as a Barbadian practitioner of Wicca, the few times I’ve gone<br />

perusing the sections and shelves of Barnes & Nobles, it meant very little to me<br />

where the books on Wicca and Gods and Faeries were located. I just wanted to get<br />

my hands on as many as I could before I had to hop on a plane back home. However,<br />

for all of our America-based readers and fellow Wiccans, this is absolutely<br />

brilliant news!<br />

The BISAC codes for books on Wicca have been changed, modifying how the<br />

subject of Wicca will be categorized from now on, and where you will now find it<br />

when you go browsing for books. You will look in the Occult/ Body, Mind &<br />

Spirit/ New Age sections no more. Instead, you will head straight for the Religion<br />

section, and there next to literature on Christianity and Judaism, Hinduism and<br />

Islam, you will find books on Wicca! Wiccan literature bumping spines with<br />

books about every major world religion on the planet! In the eyes of the<br />

bookselling industry, Wicca is now a religion. As far as spiritual paths go, this one<br />

is no longer considered crazy and satanic. How surreal is that? And it’s about time<br />

too.<br />

To be perfectly clear, Wicca is now categorized under two separate BISAC codes.<br />

The marginally modified yet original code of OCC026000 Body, Mind & Spirit/<br />

Witchcraft and the brand new code of REL118000 Religion/Wicca. A very thin<br />

line, as I personally know many witches who consider witchcraft every bit a religion<br />

as Wicca and others still who do not. For some the craft is naught more than<br />

a practice, whereas for others it is synonymous with Wicca and a spiritual way of<br />

life. Furthermore the BISAC codes for <strong>Pagan</strong>ism and Neo-<strong>Pagan</strong>ism have also<br />

changed from OCC036020 Body, Mind & Spirit/Spirituality/<strong>Pagan</strong>ism & Neo-<br />

<strong>Pagan</strong>ism to REL117000, or Religion/<strong>Pagan</strong>ism & Neo-<strong>Pagan</strong>ism. We have been<br />

saying this for over fifty years, and someone, somewhere has listened.<br />

There are no codes yet for Druidism or Heathenry which is a disservice to those<br />

shopping for literature on these subjects, as it relegates them to picking through all<br />

of the <strong>Pagan</strong>ism section to find whatever it is they are looking for. However, with<br />

By: Rev. Faemore Lorei<br />

all of the honest and hard work we have put in, as individuals who walk pagan<br />

pathways and groups that practice alternate religions, it is only a matter of time<br />

before Druidism and Heathenry are coded as legitimate religions as well.<br />

Now that we’ve done our happy dances and cheers and woops for Wicca and its<br />

practitioners, we’ve also got to consider the possible fall out of this most marvelous<br />

and momentous happening. Will the bookstores want to carry religious texts<br />

on Wicca as far as sales and profits go? Even if it is a religion, is Wicca mainstream<br />

enough to be a feasible source of revenue for our local Borders or Barnes<br />

& Noble? As far as the generation of income goes are Wiccan books going to sell<br />

as well as Judeo-Christian literature, and is it worth the risk of investment on the<br />

part of the store?<br />

I say only if we get in those stores and buy those books. Once a week, just go<br />

book browsing. Consider it a silent thank you to the gods for the sweet, unsuspected<br />

providence of having Wicca validated in the religious section of your local<br />

bookstore. If you have been meaning to read more literature about your religion as<br />

a Wiccan practitioner, consider it a blessing to be able to say with your purchase,<br />

“Yes. Wicca is mainstream enough to be stocked in your store.” And if like me<br />

you love to devour books for breakfast, lunch and dinner, consider it a pleasure to<br />

splurge and expand your personal library. If you can’t go book shopping once a<br />

week then how about once every paycheck? Whatever you can do, give back, because<br />

make no mistake about it, a gift has been given to us here.<br />

And it’s a gift that keeps on growing. Now when our peers, colleagues and community<br />

ask us what religion we practice, and we answer Wicca, they will in the<br />

very least have a schema for what the Holly King we are talking about, because<br />

they saw that word just the other day on the front of a book next to the Holy Bible<br />

in the Religion section at Borders. They might have even picked it up and read the<br />

synopsis on the back. It will no longer be the strange, occult text over there in the<br />

dark, demonic corner of the store. The seeds of legitimation have been sown. May<br />

they be well-harvested. Personally, I look forward very much too visiting Barnes<br />

& Noble and browsing the Religion section for books on my spirituality. Thanks<br />

to the virtues of virtual shopping I can even do it online right here from Barbados!<br />

Never forget. It is such a gift. Use it well.


By: Jamie Scott<br />

Sigil for the Order of the Peony<br />

Up Close with the Correllian Order of the Peony<br />

For Lady Anna Rowe, head of the Order of the Peony, the Peony, flower of the Correllian Tradition, seemed a fitting<br />

name for the flower-oriented Order. The peony also serves as the Order’s symbol. For anyone interested in<br />

flowers or gathering information on all the various flowering plants and discovering their uses in aromatherapy,<br />

ritual, magic, folklore, etc., they can find it within the Order of the Peony.<br />

“Those interested in flowers may contribute and share their knowledge of the use of flowers, especially when used<br />

in magic and ritual, and have a comprehensive list of flower meanings and how to use them,” said Rowe.<br />

Rowe said the goal of the Order of the Peony is to “become a comprehensive place for accessing all information<br />

about flowers for use in Wicca<br />

and witchcraft.”<br />

Up Close and Personal with Lady Anna<br />

Though the Order is for informational<br />

purposes, it is also memberbased.<br />

Currently, there are a small<br />

number of members located on the<br />

Order’s Ning site and yahoo<br />

group.<br />

Rowe is currently the sole-contributor of information to the Order, but would<br />

like for members to add their own knowledge in as well.<br />

“[The Order] does need to be more active membership-wise and for members<br />

to contribute information. Membership is free to anyone who wishes to join,<br />

but as with any group, it is only as good as its members make it,” said Rowe.<br />

Anyone wishing to join the Order of the Peony can go to either the Ning site or<br />

the yahoo site and request membership. If anyone would like to just send information<br />

for inclusion on the website Rowe said she would be grateful.<br />

Lady Anna Rowe’s email is: anna@ofthecraft.com<br />

Web site: http://peony.ofthecraft.com/<br />

Ning group: http://correlliantradition.ning.com/group/order-of-the-peony<br />

Yahoo group: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/OrderOfThePeony/<br />

In Carlton Colville, just outside the coastal<br />

town of Lowestoft in Suffolk County, United Kingdom,<br />

Lady Anna Rowe finds herself immersed in<br />

work for the Correllian Tradition and Witchschool<br />

International. Beyond these duties, however, in seldom-found<br />

free time, a wide variety of interests vie<br />

for her attention.<br />

In addition to a love of gadgets and new electronics,<br />

Rowe enjoys jigsaw puzzles, gardening, and<br />

needle working, especially petit point. Because of her<br />

fondness for reading, she tries to read every night before<br />

bed. Science fiction/fantasy is one of her favorite<br />

genres, and Terry Pratchett and Tom Holt are among<br />

her favorite authors. She has a collection of books on<br />

the occult, spiritual topics, Wicca/witchcraft, ancient<br />

Rt. Rev. Anna Rowe,<br />

Head of the Order of the Peony<br />

Image: Lady Anna<br />

Egypt, particularly those on the goddess Isis, and some of HP Blavatsky’s<br />

works due to her interest in theosophy.<br />

Her current reading selection is “Time: The Ultimate Energy” by Murray<br />

Hope. A fascination with time has manifested in Rowe’s adoration of<br />

clocks, a large assortment of which can be found throughout her home along<br />

with her collection of crystals and tarot decks.<br />

Keeping her company at home is a Cairn terrier called Mysti and two<br />

female cats, a tabby named Starlight and a black and white named Pixie.


Monday<br />

8p - Ed and MaryAnn<br />

9p The Less Traveled Path with Mark Mandrake and Blue Fire Witch<br />

Tuesday<br />

8p Circle Craft Study with Selena Fox<br />

9p <strong>Pagan</strong> Priests<br />

Wednesday<br />

8p <strong>Pagan</strong> Warrior Radio<br />

9p Musical PAM-demonium<br />

Thursday<br />

8p The Tree of Life<br />

9p The Power Hour with Rev. Don Lewis and Rev. Terry Power<br />

Friday<br />

8p <strong>Pagan</strong> Priestess<br />

Saturday<br />

6p <strong>Pagan</strong>'s Tonight in Español<br />

Sunday<br />

9p <strong>Pagan</strong> Variety Show<br />

10p <strong>Pagan</strong> Science Radio<br />

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share ideas and experiences at 1-347-308-8222 or email us at<br />

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Temple Profiles Each<br />

By: Jamie Scott<br />

Many years ago, Rev. Olivia Watts vowed to be Deity’s eyes and voice in this life. As she continued on her path in life and into the Tradition, it seemed<br />

a logical extension of that vow to become leader of a temple. Now, Watts is the temple head of Aurora Australis, the only active temple in Australia. As<br />

such, Watts wanted the temple’s name to reflect both the temple’s purpose and homeland.<br />

“Aurora Australis is Latin for ‘Light of the Southern Land,’ or, more commonly, ‘Southern Lights,’ and that immediately felt right to us,” Watts said.<br />

Watts said Aurora Australis’ symbol has a simple, but elegant design. It depicts a green (for Mother Earth) pentacle on a pure white background. The<br />

night sky’s darkness is represented by an outer black circle, which is studded with four golden suns (for the solar sabbats), and four silver moons (for the<br />

lunar sabbats).<br />

The temple seeks to provide a home in Australia for everyone who seeks to know Deity, to promote their path and Tradition, and to enhance interfaith<br />

ties. They also seek to strengthen the legal standing of Wicca as a valid and vital religion for the purposes of Australian legislation such as the Marriage<br />

Act.<br />

“In our Temple we welcome all people, regardless of sex, sexuality, race, color or previouslyheld<br />

beliefs. All we ask is that all come seeking to know Deity more personally and are willing<br />

to work harmoniously within the Temple to achieve this,” Watts said.<br />

Though currently located in Junction Village, Victoria, Australia, the temple will soon be<br />

moved to a new house in Cranbourne East, Victoria, Australia. It will have a 6 meter by 5 meter<br />

space dedicated to teaching and ritual purposes.<br />

“We celebrate all the Sabbats and hold regular teaching sessions. Once the new home is constructed<br />

we plan on expanding both the type and number of activities we offer,” Watts said.<br />

There are a number of distance students for whom the temple provides contact and framework<br />

for their lessons and rituals, and a regular attendance of a dozen outer court members. Members<br />

are actively encouraged to bring their own wisdom and teachings to be included within the Correllian<br />

Framework.<br />

“I, myself, proudly bring aspects of Koori (Australian Aboriginal) Dreamtime spirituality into<br />

Circle and thank the traditional ancestors of this land each time Circle is cast,” Watts said.<br />

Rev. Watts is High Priestess of the temple and is in charge of all temple functions. Reverend<br />

Citrine, a Second Degree Priestess working toward 3rd degree, and Reverend Perry Byrnes, a<br />

First Degree Priest actively working towards Second Degree are next in command.<br />

month Correllian News Reporter Jamie Scott will profile one chartered full<br />

Correllian Temple. This month Jamie focuses on<br />

Aurora Australis and Rev. Olivia Watts<br />

Sigil for Aurora Australis


Temple Profiles<br />

By: Jamie Scott<br />

Watts called them invaluable in performing the temple’s daily<br />

operations and hopes when the time comes to hand down the<br />

reins of power that they will take over seamlessly.<br />

For more information about the Aurora Australis<br />

Temple or membership, please email Rev. Olivia Watts at<br />

rev.olivia.watts@gmail.com visit the temple at<br />

http://www.meetup.com/Aurora-Australis-Temple/ or<br />

on Facebook.<br />

Are you the head of a Temple,<br />

Coven, Kindred or other religious<br />

group and are interested in having<br />

your information shared in<br />

the<br />

<strong>Pagan</strong> <strong>World</strong> <strong>Times</strong>?<br />

Message Lindsay Irvin at<br />

Lindsay@witchschool.com for<br />

more details!<br />

Up Close and Personal…..<br />

with Revered<br />

Olivia Watts<br />

Reverend Olivia Watts, head<br />

of the Aurora Australis Temple,<br />

is a passionate person in<br />

a multitude of areas, starting<br />

with one you may not expect:<br />

sports. Watts has to<br />

abstain from participating in<br />

sports due to a disability that<br />

keeps her wheelchair-bound,<br />

but it doesn’t stop her from<br />

supporting her favorite<br />

teams.<br />

“I’m a huge fan of Australian<br />

football and support the<br />

Sydney Swans, who won this<br />

Rev. Olivia Watts,, HPS<br />

year’s Premiership. I’m also<br />

Head of the Church of the Circle in the Oaks<br />

a huge Cheese Head- go<br />

Image: Self<br />

Packers! My favorite players<br />

are B.J. Raji, Clay Matthews, and Aaron Rodgers,” Watts said.<br />

Beyond the sports arena, Watts enjoys spending time with her cat Australian Myst Queen<br />

of Nubia (Nubi for short) and relishing curries and spicy foods, along with the occasional<br />

macaroni and cheese. She has a fondness for reading Sci Fi, Fantasy, and Horror novels,<br />

and owns an impressive collection of books on both her iPad (totaling more than 3,000)<br />

and a physical library collection of close to 2,000.<br />

Watts also has a small collection of Greek and Roman coins, some of which are up to<br />

2,500 years old.<br />

“Imagine the feeling of history holding something like that gives you,” Watts said.<br />

Her passionate personality carries over to her beliefs, as well. She considers her stubbornness<br />

and determination to be among her strongest characteristics.<br />

“I am a loyal friend and try to live Deity, not just worship or follow them, so I’d hope<br />

I’m setting a good example to others in their lives.”


Ing’s Monthly Reading — March 2013<br />

By: Rev. John (Ing) Snodgrass, HP<br />

You should take note that that the month<br />

of March has been divided into 5<br />

increments –the first 4 are 7 days long<br />

and the last increment is 3 days long.<br />

The deck of Tarot Cards I am using is “The<br />

Norse Tarot” by Clive Barrett… a very<br />

beautifully illustrated deck steeped in imagery<br />

based on Norse Mythology.<br />

Note: Although I show all the Tarot Cards in<br />

their Upright position - their true position is<br />

noted under the individual card and in the<br />

card meanings.<br />

The First 7 Days: 03 - 1 to 03 - 7<br />

(Card1)<br />

Illustration: A Viking warrior captain<br />

stands at the prow of his<br />

ship surrounded by his<br />

crew. They are returning<br />

victorious from their<br />

adventures at sea. A shield<br />

divided into six segments,<br />

representing the sun and<br />

its fire aspect, hangs over<br />

the side of the ship.<br />

The First 7 Days of March finds the 6 of<br />

Wands card in its Reversed position … Six is<br />

a number of balance and resolution, after the<br />

upset of the Five, comes the quiet and problem<br />

solving of six. Reversed, however, it suggests<br />

that any answers and rewards are being<br />

somehow postponed, or kept away altogether.<br />

The 6 of Wands is often called the “victory<br />

card” as it is all about success, applause and<br />

accolades. The energy that we put into our<br />

endeavor has paid off and we have won.<br />

Reverse this and we can easily see several<br />

interpretations: a defeat rather than a win, or<br />

most likely that something has gotten in the<br />

way of our victory. Either the victory has been<br />

delayed, or if outright achieved -- we will not<br />

get the acclaim it should have earned us.<br />

The message of the 6 of Wands card for this<br />

week – Many during this week will find<br />

themselves tested and even when they win out<br />

and over the situation, they will only come<br />

away feeling rightly cheated of the satisfaction<br />

and honors they ought to have gotten for all<br />

their hard work.<br />

The Second 7 Days: 03 - 8 to 03 - 14<br />

(Card 2)<br />

Illustration: The Sun, the bright daughter<br />

of Sol, outshines her<br />

mother as she reveals her<br />

glory to the earth below.<br />

The Sun’s beneficial<br />

rays pour down, giving<br />

warmth to the earth and<br />

within the ground life<br />

begins to stir. Flowers<br />

rise and show their rich<br />

colors; the trees laden<br />

with fruit reach up towards the sky.<br />

The Second 7 Days of March finds The<br />

Sun card in her Upright position… The Sun<br />

represents your inner light, civilized and<br />

rational, while the Moon represents your inner<br />

darkness, the wild, untamed, unconscious part<br />

of your being -- these are the yang to yin of<br />

your personality.<br />

The Sun symbolizes discoveries made while<br />

wide awake, just as the Moon symbolizes<br />

inspiration to be found in ones dreams.<br />

The Sun also promises us our day of glory,<br />

triumph, simple pleasures and truths, to come.


The message of The Sun card for this week<br />

– Too much of any good thing can do you as<br />

much harm as good, just as just enough sun<br />

can leave you beautifully suntanned, but a few<br />

more minutes and you get burned, or saying<br />

this another way -- there is a risk this week of<br />

any of us to become so caught up in the bright<br />

and cheery that we ignore what is possibly<br />

hiding in the shadows. And that is where<br />

any true danger can breed, hidden and safely<br />

growing, until it is ready to strike out at us<br />

from our blind side.<br />

The Third 7 Days: 03 - 15 to 03 - 21<br />

(Card 3)<br />

Illustration: The craftsman is happy at his<br />

work making shields.<br />

This has been his lifelong<br />

trade and he is much<br />

respected for his excellent<br />

workmanship.<br />

The Third 7 Days of<br />

March finds the 8 of<br />

Pentacles card in is<br />

Upright position…As the Sevens were about<br />

the individual learning to stand his ground and<br />

prove his resourcefulness, the Eights are about<br />

the individual bowing to his or her limitations,<br />

and rather than defying them, thus finding<br />

creative ways to get the most out of such<br />

limitations by transcending them, by allowing<br />

them to bring out the best from deep within<br />

the inner being of the individual into the task<br />

at hand.<br />

The Eight of Pentacles about your diligence<br />

and limiting your work to a specific project. It<br />

is about having done your best -- not to show<br />

off what you can do or in the hopes of being<br />

given something more to do -- but because<br />

you take pride in your work and that is what<br />

you wish to show the world.<br />

The message of the 8 of Pentacles card for this<br />

week – You have done, to your personal best,<br />

what you have been given to do in the past<br />

and are now ready to take on more or even<br />

something new. This may for some mean a<br />

new period of training for this new task and<br />

responsibilities, or even a new job with a new<br />

employer.<br />

To this end, whether the learning a new skill<br />

or already a master of it, the time has arrived<br />

to pay greater attention to all the details,<br />

research, train, and do whatever else is needed<br />

to bring you the deserved feeling that your<br />

work will go above and beyond what is called<br />

for. So that even if no one else notices, you<br />

will know that you have taken your self to<br />

a higher level of personal achievement and<br />

advancement, and that a new brighter future is<br />

ahead.<br />

<br />

The Fourth 7 Days: 03 - 22 to 03 - 28<br />

(Card 4)<br />

Illustration: The warrior awaits his enemy<br />

safe in the knowledge that<br />

he has the full backing of<br />

his family behind him. His<br />

position is secure.<br />

The Fourth 7 Days of<br />

March finds the 9 of<br />

Wands card in its Upright<br />

position …<br />

The Nines signify “earthly” completion,<br />

as opposed to the Tens more “spiritual”<br />

completion, that is, the most you can<br />

accomplish in the here and now -- a sense of<br />

we have accomplished a lot but we still seek<br />

to discover what might be missing or yet<br />

unaccomplished.<br />

The 9 of Wands while often called the<br />

“failure-is-not-an-option,” is much better<br />

thought of as the “we-are-not-there-yet” card<br />

-- as now is not the time to rest, there is no<br />

going back after all we have done to get this<br />

far. Now is the time to dig deep, find some<br />

forgotten reserve of energy and keep going<br />

onward and upward -- the final push towards<br />

success.<br />

The message of the 9 of Wands card, for this<br />

week – On the positive side by investing all


the energy of the wands back into ourselves,<br />

this week, we will get what we have sought --<br />

a career goal, leadership position -- whatever<br />

we have invested our energy into making real.<br />

On the negative side, there are those who this<br />

week feels that they are unable to delegate<br />

some of their work load into the hands of<br />

others; rest assured that you can -- as they do<br />

have reserves of energy and strength to assist<br />

you for the common goal of all.<br />

The Last 3 Days: 03 - 29 to 03 - 31<br />

(Card 5)<br />

Illustration: In the background people<br />

helplessly watch their<br />

homes and possessions<br />

burning. As the smoke<br />

rises in the air, their<br />

oppressors move onwards.<br />

The Last 3 Days of March<br />

finds the 5 of Swords in<br />

its Reversed position...<br />

As the Fours are symbolic of stability or<br />

stagnation, the Fives are about a hard loss that<br />

carries with it a lesson and an important life<br />

change into something new, different or better.<br />

In truth the Fives would seem to pose both a<br />

severe problem, and a way to escape the fear<br />

felt at facing that problem.<br />

Upright the 5 of Swords all about losing<br />

a fight, to be precise -- a battle of wits<br />

or communication, and there is a slight<br />

suggestion that the other side might have<br />

cheated or used underhanded methods in order<br />

to win.<br />

Reversed the 5 of Swords does not say that the<br />

one will win the argument; instead it can be<br />

a suggestion that the argument will drag on,<br />

an on-going battle in a no win war that could<br />

drag on for weeks or months.<br />

The message of the 5 of Swords card for this<br />

week – It would seem that a few of us have<br />

been, willingly or otherwise, dragged into a<br />

war of words and personality’s this week. A<br />

battle, within a war in which even if we think<br />

we have won, we have in fact lost before we<br />

started -- a true no win situation. It is time<br />

to take what can be salvaged of ours home<br />

and forget this ever happened -- if we can be<br />

allowed to by our or others ego and pride…<br />

The Month in Summary:<br />

(Card 6)<br />

Illustration: The card shows a man and a<br />

woman struggling against<br />

the wind and snow on a<br />

cold winter’s night. The<br />

woman holds a child<br />

in her arms and tries to<br />

protect it from the cold. In<br />

their efforts to combat the<br />

elements, both of them risk overlooking the<br />

five golden coins that lie partially covered by<br />

the falling snow.<br />

The Month in Summary: Here we find 5 of<br />

Pentacles card in its Upright position… As the<br />

Fours are symbolic of stability or stagnation,<br />

the Fives on the other hand are about a<br />

hard loss that carries with it a lesson and an<br />

important life change into something new,<br />

different or better. In truth the Fives would<br />

seem to pose both a severe problem, and a way<br />

to escape the fear felt at facing that problem.<br />

The 5 of Pentacles upright most often predicts<br />

the coming of a loss, a financial loss, a period<br />

of bad luck, and or even a set-back in health<br />

issues.<br />

The message of the 5 of Pentacles card for<br />

this month – The major issues many may face<br />

this month will be ones of pride and humility.<br />

Many, needing help, will be too proud to ask<br />

for help, preferring to rely on their own abilities<br />

rather than asking help from those around them<br />

that can better give or offer help.<br />

But this month can and will, if we let it,<br />

teach us who our real friends are, who and<br />

what we can really trust. Not a pleasant<br />

overall experience to be sure, and our pride,<br />

principally, is likely to suffer, but it will<br />

strengthen us in the long run for the long haul<br />

that is life.


By: Pami Grifiith<br />

Ostara<br />

The days have grown longer and the Mother Earth is starting to grow<br />

warmer. The trees and early flowers are pushing out the blossoms. The<br />

animals start giving birth. The Goddess Demeter welcomes home her<br />

daughter Persephone. Yes, Spring has started to arrive. Time to do a little<br />

cleaning on our winter state of mind. Now is the time of new beginnings,<br />

and shaking out the cobwebs both physically and psychically. We celebrate<br />

one of our fertility holy days. This is a sun holy day so pull out all<br />

your gold and God items for this one. Spring is a time when we celebrate<br />

the child in all of us. So with that in mind, I have included a few fun rituals<br />

for you to share with your children or do them with adults.<br />

Ritual<br />

How To Hold an Ostara Ritual for Solitaries<br />

By Patti Wigington, About.com Guide<br />

Celebrate the return of spring with a simple ritual that honors the earth,<br />

the sun, and the Divine itself.<br />

Image © Nick White/Getty Images<br />

Ostara is a time of balance. It is a time of equal parts light and dark. At<br />

Mabon, we have this same balance, but the light is leaving us. Today, six<br />

months later, it is returning. Spring has arrived, and with it comes hope<br />

and warmth. Deep within the cold earth, seeds are beginning to sprout. In<br />

the damp fields, the livestock are preparing to give birth. In the forest,<br />

under a canopy of newly sprouted leaves, the animals of the wild ready<br />

their dens for the arrival of their young. Spring is here.<br />

Difficulty: Average<br />

Time Required: Varied<br />

Here's How:<br />

1. For this ritual, you'll want to decorate your altar with symbols of the<br />

season. Think about all the colors you see in nature at this time of<br />

year -- bright daffodils, crocuses, plump tulips, green shoots -- and


incorporate them into your altar. This is also a time of fertility in the<br />

natural world -- the egg is the perfect representation of this aspect of<br />

the season. Symbols of young animals such as lambs, chicks, and<br />

calves are also great altar adornments for Ostara.<br />

2. In addition, you'll need the following:<br />

· Three candles -- one yellow, one green, and one purple<br />

· A bowl of milk<br />

· A small bowl of honey or sugar<br />

Perform this ritual outside if at all possible, in the early morning as<br />

the sun rises. It's spring, so it may be a bit chilly, but it's a good time<br />

to reconnect with the earth. If your tradition normally requires you<br />

to cast a circle, do so now.<br />

3. Begin by taking a moment to focus on the air around you. Inhale<br />

deeply, and see if you can smell the change in the seasons. Depending<br />

on where you live, the air may have an earthy aroma, or a rainy<br />

one, or even smell like green grass. Sense the shift in energy as the<br />

Wheel of the Year has turned. Light the green candle, to symbolize<br />

the blossoming earth. As you light it, say:<br />

The Wheel of the Year turns once more,<br />

and the vernal equinox arrives.<br />

Light and dark are equal,<br />

and the soil begins to change.<br />

The earth awakes from its slumber,<br />

and new life springs forth once more.<br />

4. Next, light the yellow candle, representing the sun. As you do so,<br />

say:<br />

The sun draws ever closer to us,<br />

greeting the earth with its welcoming rays.<br />

Light and dark are equal,<br />

and the sky fills with light and warmth.<br />

The sun warms the land beneath our feet,<br />

and gives life to all in its path.<br />

5. Finally, light the purple candle. This one represents the Divine in<br />

our lives -- whether you call it a god or a goddess, whether you identify<br />

it by name or simply as a universal life force, this is the candle<br />

which stands for all the things we do not know, all those things we<br />

cannot understand, but that are the sacred in our daily lives. As you<br />

light this candle, focus on the Divine around and within you. Say:<br />

Spring has come! For this, we are thankful!<br />

The Divine is present all around,<br />

in the cool fall of a rain storm,<br />

in the tiny buds of a flower,<br />

in the down of a newborn chick,<br />

in the fertile fields waiting to be planted,<br />

in the sky above us,<br />

and in the earth below us.


We thank the universe* for all it has to offer us,<br />

and are so blessed to be alive on this day.<br />

Welcome, life! Welcome, light! Welcome, spring!<br />

6. Take a moment and meditate on the three flames before you and<br />

what they symbolize. Consider your own place within these three<br />

things -- the earth, the sun, and the Divine. How do you fit into the<br />

grand scheme of things? How do you find balance between light and<br />

dark in your own life?<br />

Finally, blend the milk and honey together, mixing gently. Pour it<br />

onto the ground around your altar space as an offering to the<br />

earth**. As you do, you may wish to say something like:<br />

I make this offering to the earth,<br />

As thanks for the many blessings I have received,<br />

And those I shall some day receive.<br />

7. Once you have made your offering, stand for a minute facing your<br />

altar. Feel the cool earth beneath your feet, and the sun on your face.<br />

Take in every sensation of this moment, and know that you are in a<br />

perfect place of balance between light and dark, winter and summer,<br />

warmth and cold -- a time of polarity and harmony.<br />

When you are ready, end the ritual.<br />

Tips:<br />

1. * Instead of "the Universe", feel free to insert the name of your patron<br />

deity or the gods of your tradition here.<br />

2. ** If you're doing this rite indoors, take your bowl of milk and honey<br />

and pour it in your garden, or around your yard.<br />

What You Need<br />

· Three candles - yellow, green and purple<br />

· A bowl of milk<br />

· A small bowl of honey or sugar<br />

· Seasonal decorations for your altar<br />

http://paganwiccan.about.com/od/ostarathespringequinox/ht/<br />

OstaraSolRite.htm


Ostara Recipes<br />

Cooking for Ostara often involves the first spring greens. It's too early for<br />

most farmer's markets to open, but this is prime season for gathering<br />

mushrooms and wild greens. Poultry, rabbit, and lamb are popular meats.<br />

Eggs appear whole or mixed into many dishes; whole eggs are often<br />

dyed or otherwise decorated. Milk, cheese, and other dairy products remain<br />

popular. Pastel colors and white prevail, sometimes accented with<br />

gold or silver.<br />

Mint Chutney<br />

By Patti Wigington, About.com Guide<br />

Use fresh mint, along with parsley and cilantro, to make a chutney.<br />

Image (c) Getty Images<br />

This delicious sauce is perfect for spring meals, especially if you're making<br />

a roasted leg of lamb. It also goes nicely with spicy dishes, such as<br />

Indian or Mediterranean food, or veggies. It's quick to prepare, or you<br />

can whip it up ahead of time and let it chill.<br />

Prep Time: 15 minutes<br />

Total Time: 15 minutes<br />

Ingredients:<br />

· 3 C. fresh mint leaves, off stems<br />

1/2 C. fresh cilantro<br />

1/2 C. fresh parsley


· 1/2 C. green pepper, chopped<br />

· 1/2 C. red pepper, chopped<br />

· 1 small onion, chopped<br />

· 1/2 Tsp. sea salt<br />

· A dash of lemon juice<br />

· Water<br />

Preparation:<br />

Throw everything in your food processor or blender and chop until it<br />

forms a paste. Add water gradually to thin it out, and continue blending<br />

until the water and paste have formed a smooth sauce. Refrigerate if<br />

you're not going to serve it right away.<br />

http://paganwiccan.about.com/od/ostaracooking/r/MintChutney.htm<br />

Roasted Lamb<br />

By Patti Wigington, About.com Guide<br />

Fix up a plate of roast lamb and mint chutney for Ostara.<br />

Image (c) Getty Images<br />

Lamb is in season during the spring, so this is the perfect Ostara meal for<br />

us carnivorous types. For many of our ancestors, lamb was the first real<br />

meat they got each year, after the cold winter months. It's warm and tender,<br />

and the citrus marinade helps make it nice and juicy. Serve it with a<br />

side of homemade mint chutney to add a bit of coolness to the flavor.<br />

Ingredients:<br />

· Leg of lamb<br />

· 1 C white cooking wine<br />

· 2 cloves garlic, minced<br />

· Juice from 2 oranges (or 1/2 C orange juice)<br />

· 1 Tbsp. freshly chopped rosemary<br />

· Pepper and sea salt to taste<br />

· Olive oil (about 2 Tbs.)<br />

Preparation:<br />

To make the marinade, combine everything except the lamb in a bowl.<br />

Blend it together with a whisk. Pour into a plastic bag and then add the<br />

leg of lamb. Seal the bag, and let it sit overnight.<br />

Allow the lamb to reach room temperature before you put it in the oven.<br />

Remove from the bag, place in a roasting pan (along with all the marinade<br />

juices), and bake on the lower rack at 450 degrees. Roast the lamb<br />

until it reaches an internal temperature of about 135, or about an hour.


The secret to a good lamb dish is to not overcook it, so it should still be<br />

pink in the middle when it comes out of the oven. Place it on a rack, cover<br />

with foil, and allow it to sit in its own juices for about twenty minutes<br />

before serving. This will help the roasting process finish without drying<br />

out the meat.<br />

http://paganwiccan.about.com/od/ostaracooking/r/RoastedLamb.htm<br />

CRAFTS<br />

Easy Ostara Crafts for <strong>Pagan</strong> Kids<br />

Seed Mosaic<br />

This is a great way to use old seeds not suitable for planting. If you don't<br />

collect seeds, just post a request for them in your local chapter of free<br />

websites such as www.freecycle.org or www.craigslist.org, or ask some<br />

farmers at the local farmer's market if they have any.<br />

You Will Need:<br />

An assortment of seeds<br />

Paper (blank or with a picture)<br />

Extra paper to "catch" seeds<br />

White craft glue<br />

Paint brush<br />

Cups or bowls<br />

Sort the seeds into separate cups or dishes for easy use. Seeds come in so<br />

many different sizes, shapes and colors<br />

Give the child a piece of plain craft paper, or give them a print out or col-<br />

oring page so they can follow the image with their mosaic.<br />

Show the child how to paint some white craft glue onto a section of their<br />

picture, and then sprinkle seeds onto the section. After a minute, tilt the<br />

page to allow the excess seeds to fall off onto a separate piece of paper.<br />

Return them to their proper bowl.<br />

Seed mosaics can be as simple or elaborate as the child likes.<br />

Sun/Moon Masks<br />

At the equinox, night and day are in perfect balance. These fun masks<br />

remind us of that. They can be hung on the wall, or worn during revelry.<br />

You Will Need:<br />

One round 12" balloon<br />

Strips of newspaper<br />

2 tbsps white craft glue<br />

1/4 cup all purpose flour<br />

½ cup of water<br />

Tempra paints<br />

Paint brush<br />

Paper plate<br />

Scissors<br />

Page reinforcers<br />

Glitter (optional)<br />

Ribbon<br />

Cheap plastic table cloth or drop cloth


Mix the flour and water in an old disposable container until it has a glue-<br />

like consistency. Add two tablespoons of craft glue, which helps the pa-<br />

per mache stiffen better.<br />

Blow a balloon up to be approximately the size of the child's head. Then<br />

make it just a little bigger. Tie it off to secure it.<br />

Dip the newspaper into the glue mixture and layer it onto one half of the<br />

balloon. Do three to four layers overlapping each other. Make the mask<br />

oval-shaped, about the size of the child's face. Allow the paper mache to<br />

dry thoroughly before continuing.<br />

Pop the balloon and remove it from the mask. Trim the edges around the<br />

mask to make them neat if you like.<br />

Place the mask against the child's face and estimate where the eyes will<br />

be and gently make a mark with pencil or crayon. Also make marks<br />

about ½ inch from the side edges of the mask, just higher than the ears,<br />

on each side. These will be where the tie will go to tie it around the<br />

child's head.<br />

Remove the mask from the child's face and cut out eye-holes with the<br />

scissor. Punch holes with a paper puncher (or poke through with a scis-<br />

sor) to make the holes for the ties. Put stick-on page reinforcers over the<br />

holes to strengthen them.<br />

One half of the face will be the sun, the other half will be the moon. Cut<br />

a paper plate into triangles and glue them to the "sun" half of the mask<br />

with plain craft glue. Allow it to dry. This will look like the rays of the<br />

sun.<br />

Paint the mask. Paint the sun half with reds, yellows and orange flaming<br />

colors. Paint the moon half with a silver or white. Sprinkle glitter on it<br />

and draw symbols or features. Let the child decorate the mask however<br />

he would like. Allow the mask to dry.<br />

Thread the ribbon through the holes and tie it around the child's head,<br />

letting the holes rest on the child's ears.<br />

http://voices.yahoo.com/5-easy-ostara-crafts-pagan-kids-2880027.html


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Presented for your reading pleasure is the next excerpt of<br />

Ocean Depths, authored by<br />

Sea Shelly.<br />

The subsequent installment will be continued in the next issue of the<br />

<strong>Pagan</strong> <strong>World</strong> <strong>Times</strong>.<br />

There was a knock on the door; it was Grandma Annie along with Tad.<br />

As Tad began to turn the handle on the door, we both shifted. I turned,<br />

pulling the sheets up over me as I relaxed in the pillows, facing the<br />

door. Triton backed about a foot away. We both locked eyes for a<br />

moment. His eyes were swirling pools of deep emotion, and it made<br />

my breath hitch inside me. He had been giving me his healing energy<br />

while brushing my hair. I saw it in his aura that was extended from<br />

him, swirling with my aura. My emotions were calmed, and the pain I<br />

had felt subsided. The door started to open as Triton sent me a tender<br />

glance. I blushed and looked down at my hands. The swirl of emotions<br />

I saw in his eyes, and felt from him even now - what was it? I know I<br />

felt better; in fact I was a bit giddy. He smiled as he greeted my<br />

Grandma and my brother cordially,<br />

“Hi Annie, Hi Tad, look who is awake and beautiful as ever!” Tad and<br />

Grandma Annie smiled at us both as they came in, bringing a warm<br />

fragrant pizza.<br />

Tad came past Triton next to the bed, “Hey move over Tri, it’s my turn<br />

to hassle Calli, my one and only twin.” Triton put his hands up in a<br />

gesture of surrender and put the brush back in his coat jacket. “Oh<br />

yeah, brushing her hair now? That is a bit intimate, don’t you think,<br />

Tri?” Tad said as he winked at me and clapped Triton on the back.<br />

Triton gave him a small punch in the shoulder and went over to<br />

Grandma Annie, speaking quietly to her. Tad asked me how things<br />

were going and how much pain I had been in, as if I was a buddy of<br />

his that was wounded in some sort of tussle at school. Geez! I tried to<br />

hone in on what Triton was saying to Grandma Annie, but Tad had me<br />

in his sights and my senses were consumed with his exuberant twin<br />

presence. I had to giggle at him, as I whispered carefully, answering<br />

all of his questions.<br />

He patted my shoulder, noticing my swollen eyes, saying, “You<br />

haven’t been crying have you? No twin of mine is supposed to cry<br />

after surviving such an awesome accident! You’re a legend, Girl! All<br />

of the guys at school want to date you now, more than ever. I have<br />

been telling them all about it!”<br />

Triton looked over at me, his eyes flashing possessively for just a<br />

moment at Tad’s words. My heightened senses felt his jealousy. His<br />

aura was wrapping around me, pulling mine towards him. Suddenly,<br />

he smiled a careful grin at me, waved good bye to my family, and said<br />

“I have to get some things wrapped up. Take care,” as he walked to the<br />

door. I focused on his back and sent out a quiet, “See you later?” I felt<br />

his words brush through my mind, “Only if you want”, followed by<br />

him receding down the hallway. The sensation was as if he had to pull<br />

his aura away from mine by force. I let out a long ragged breath as my<br />

aura sluggishly tightened back around me.<br />

Tad’s eyes twinkled as he punched me carefully on the shoulder, “Got<br />

to make him jealous right?” I sighed and tried to punch him back, but<br />

my arm was tethered to the needle that was in it. “Good one twin<br />

Sister! You’ll have to try harder than that next time! It sure is good to<br />

see you awake! For a while there we thought you were going to dream<br />

forever.” he said to me, referring to my coma as Grandma Annie came<br />

over with the pizza all cut up, serving it out on little paper plates. It<br />

smelled of so many spices and cheeses, much more than I thought was<br />

possible for one pizza to have on it.<br />

I spent seven more weary days and lonely nights in the hospital, as the<br />

Doctors fretted over the toxin in my blood, wearing me out with their<br />

constant visits and tests. It further complicated things that I could<br />

sense them. I was wearied by all of the emotional baggage they carried<br />

in them whic had nothing to do with the hospital or my diagnosis. The<br />

anti-venom wasn’t curing me of the stone fish toxin as the Doctors had<br />

expected. I felt their fear and lack of confidence in the meds they gave<br />

me.<br />

When my mom arrived at the hospital, I had a tearful homecoming in<br />

her arms. She burst in my room, white as a sheet. Her pupils were<br />

dilated with concern. Her swollen eyes and pink puffy cheeks let me<br />

know she had been crying quite a lot. I felt her confusion, her anger<br />

and terror, as it oozed out of her like a draining wound, while she


leaned over my bed and gathered me in her arms for a long hug.<br />

Finally we released one another, and she held my hand as we talked.<br />

She asked so many questions, and I tried to remember to give the<br />

lawyer in her as much accurate detail as I could. We went over<br />

everything from the moment I left school on the bus till I opened my<br />

eyes this morning, but I never mentioned anything about my ‘new’<br />

ability, my dream or my interactions with Triton. Not a moment of it.<br />

It would have been too odd and intimate. If someone described all of<br />

that to me I would have thought they needed to be committed. Did<br />

I…did I need to be committed?<br />

She sat with me for several hours until she could tell I was going to<br />

fall asleep. She told me about her case and her trip back home. For the<br />

next several days she spent every waking hour that she could with me<br />

until she had to go back to work or I fell asleep in exhaustion.<br />

In my dream that night, Triton’s golden hair was long; he wore a<br />

beautiful circlet around the crown of his head that was his family’s<br />

sigil, made of abalone shell and gold. I realized that his arm band<br />

signified his place in his society. He was royalty. His exact title wasn’t<br />

clear to me. I had no reference for it. He reached out to me and took<br />

my webbed fingers in his. We swam together, enjoying each other’s<br />

company. I felt him, along with an amazing variety of sea life, whose<br />

vibrations tingled against my skin as we passed. He pulled me closer<br />

to him. A vast darkness in the distance became more and more<br />

pronounced the nearer we got to it. I realized we were approaching a<br />

mouth to a cave, a vast system with unimaginable height and depth. As<br />

we entered the opening, it slowly gave way to more and more light,<br />

being a place, not just a cave. It dawned on me that the colors I was<br />

beginning to distinguish were of hundreds and thousands of gemstones<br />

that were embedded in the walls. Their colors glinted off of the gold<br />

that covered the ceiling, shimmering in water in an amazing array of<br />

patterns that were carried in the currents. It was intoxicating to my<br />

eyes. We stopped for my benefit so I could take it all in. There was a<br />

large raised dais in the center of the room that was made out of a<br />

variegated aqua colored stone. The floor under it was creamy white, a<br />

very neutral colored stone. There was an actual throne on the dais. It<br />

was extravagant, yet fit this vast breath taking cavern. I stared, awe<br />

filling me. Fear slowly began to creep up my spine; I realized I didn’t<br />

want to meet the King who sits on that throne. I needed to flee, to go<br />

back the way we<br />

came, not taking my<br />

eyes off the throne<br />

until it was out of our<br />

sight…<br />

I sat bolt upright in<br />

my bed, my eyes wide<br />

with the fear that I had<br />

felt in the dream,<br />

seeing only the dreary<br />

hospital room in the<br />

soft glow of the a<br />

shielded night lamp. I<br />

was alone, and I was<br />

safe. I made myself<br />

breathe in and out, and<br />

then do it over again<br />

until I had slowed the<br />

beating of my heart in<br />

my breast. I lay back<br />

down, and facing the<br />

window, my mind<br />

went over every inch<br />

of the dream I had just<br />

had. It was like<br />

watching a video. I<br />

remembered every<br />

detail, all of my feelings and how I had sensed Triton and all of the sea<br />

life we had encountered. I was transfixed with it all over again.<br />

The door had opened to my room and the night nurse came in. I hadn’t<br />

even noticed her until I heard her say, “Can’t sleep? Me neither.” She<br />

giggled as she came into my room. My body twitched at her words as<br />

her presence flooded my senses. She had seen that my eyes were<br />

opened, but seemed to notice that I was preoccupied.<br />

“Bad dream? I didn’t mean to scare you, sorry”<br />

I swallowed and said in a hoarse whisper, “That’s Ok.”


I smiled weakly and watched her as she took my arm and got it ready<br />

to receive the injection that she had to give me. She slid the needle in<br />

my arm as I laid there. She pushed the contents of the vial in the vein<br />

of my inner elbow. Then she put a cotton ball on the small hole as she<br />

pulled out the needle and applied pressure. A calm demeanor rolled off<br />

of her in steady steam towards me. She smiled at me when she caught<br />

me watching her face. I smiled back.<br />

“Don’t worry; I won’t bother you again tonight.” She said as she put a<br />

small band aid in place of the cotton ball against my arm. “See you in<br />

the morning, sleep now, you hear, your body needs to rest so you can<br />

heal.”<br />

I managed another quiet “Ok,” as she headed out my door. I sighed,<br />

wondering what I would dream about if I shut my eyes. My mind<br />

didn’t turn off, and my eyes stayed open so I began to analyze why I<br />

was having these vivid dreams. I decided Triton was right; the dreams<br />

were connected with the venom, a type of hallucination, because they<br />

were far too real to be just a dream. My dreams were not like this,<br />

never this real, ever.<br />

Every day I had longed for Triton to come in my room, between my<br />

mother, brother and grandmothers’ visits. My yearning for his<br />

presence reminded me of an addicts longing for drugs, and I wondered<br />

at that. How could I be so obsessed over someone that I knew so little<br />

about? Maybe it had something to do with our shared telepathy, and<br />

his attack of me for information. None of that was making me any<br />

more comfortable.<br />

The second to last night of my stay in the hospital, I had a horrible<br />

nightmare. Triton was in a life and death struggle with another<br />

Merman, a type of sea god. Somehow, I recognized him as Proteus<br />

from my mythology studies in Junior High; he was the oldest son of<br />

Poseidon. Jealousy and vengeance rolled off of Proteus like waves of<br />

destruction towards Triton. The fear I felt was palatable, as there was<br />

nothing I could do to help Triton.<br />

Suddenly I awoke, shaking with fear, going over the dream in my<br />

mind until I realized the sun began to rise. The dietician came in<br />

bringing me a breakfast I couldn’t eat. My stomach was too upset. I<br />

drank several glasses of water with trembling hands. The day nurse<br />

came in, and finally disconnected my hands from the IVs. She<br />

assumed I had eaten breakfast and gave me 3 injections. She had me<br />

drink my daily dose of elixir, which I barely was able to swallow. My<br />

stomach felt hot inside, decidedly trashed from the meds with no food.<br />

After I was alone again, I felt like I needed to feel water on my skin, to<br />

rehydrate.<br />

I decided I wanted to try and take my first shower alone. I pushed<br />

down the bed rail, put my feet over the bed edge and slowly, carefully<br />

tried to stand. I held fiercely onto the rail. I was so dizzy, had lost<br />

weight, and felt like I was going to float away. I grabbed onto the chair<br />

by the bed and scooted it along, making my way to the bathroom. I sat<br />

down on the chair when I got it pushed next to the shower and took off<br />

the hospital gown, draping it over the chair. I stepped carefully into the<br />

shower, leaning on the shower stall wall. There was a 4 legged plastic<br />

stool in it, so I sat down and turned the water on, getting it to the<br />

temperature I wanted.<br />

I shoved the stool under the stream of water and let it cascade over my<br />

body. It felt so good. It was nice to not be scrubbed by a nurse, while<br />

lying on the hospital bed, shivering with cold and embarrassment. I<br />

started going over my dreams of being in the Ocean, the water<br />

reminding me of them all.<br />

I don’t know how long I sat there, but it dawned on me that I wanted<br />

to wash and condition hair. Eventually, I wanted to get dressed in<br />

something more than a hospital gown too. When I washed my legs<br />

with the fragrant soap, I wondered what it would be like to have a mertail<br />

like I had seen in my dreams. I wiggled my feet on the shower<br />

floor, glad that I was standing, and glad I had legs. What odd thoughts,<br />

‘mer-tails!’ One thing I did know was that I was thoroughly sick of<br />

beds. This shower was a good way to start doing something besides<br />

lying in a bed!<br />

When I was done and wrapped in a large fluffy towel, I used the chair<br />

to get me to the closet, and I struggled putting on a nice change of<br />

clothes that my mother had brought over. When I got back to the bed, I<br />

pulled the blanket up and sat on it. I had my purse with me that had my<br />

personal items in it. I combed my hair out by myself for the first time<br />

in a long time. I even put on a little make-up. It made me feel better.<br />

When I was finally done, I felt tired again, so I lay back down on my<br />

back on the bed and closed my eyes.


Next thing I knew, I awoke to feeling Triton next to my bed. At first I<br />

thought he was a dream, but relief washed over me when I saw his<br />

face. He smiled slowly at me, walked back to the door and locked it,<br />

like he had several days ago. I sat up slowly, feeling dizzy, realizing as<br />

I glanced at the clock that I had missed lunch. I watched him as he<br />

strolled to my bed and pulled the rail down, sitting on the edge of it. I<br />

crossed my jean covered legs, under me on the bed. His eyes were<br />

calm like a tidal pool left behind by the sea.<br />

“Hi”, I whispered. As he reached out and touched my lips, his aura<br />

eased its way next to mine. My shoulders relaxed at his touch, as a<br />

slight smile played around the edges of his mouth. I focused my mind<br />

on him and the words tumbled out of me, rushing to connect with him,<br />

“Are you OK, why didn’t you come back to see me?” His finger left<br />

my lips as I spoke telepathically to him. He scooted closer to me on<br />

the bed, put his hands on my shoulders, and touched my forehead with<br />

his, holding me there. Fear stiffened my spine, “Oh what now?” I<br />

thought. I felt his even breaths on my lips, soothing me. I relaxed. His<br />

eyes began to swirl as I felt heat radiating up from the center of his<br />

body.<br />

His aura crept around me gently, like a soft weightless blanket. I<br />

sighed; the healing energy emanating from him was unmistakable to<br />

me now. I didn’t need to speak; I only wanted to feel him, this close,<br />

here, right now, in this moment. My aura let his gently permeate it.<br />

Carefully he sat up, moving slightly away from me. He took in a long<br />

slow breath, as if he was testing the air between us, feeling our<br />

intertwined auras. I felt his aura hug me closer as he focused on me,<br />

yet he sat in the chair next to the bed. I swung my legs over the bed by<br />

him and put my hands on the edge, unconsciously wanting to stay as<br />

close to him as possible.<br />

He rested his right hand on my thigh, just above my knee and I heard<br />

him gently whisper in my mind, “I like this is so much better than<br />

talking out loud, don’t you? I enjoy feeling your emotions too, and<br />

yes, I am OK. I have missed you Callista” His eyes were full of<br />

sincerity and I felt a slight sadness coming from him. “I wanted to<br />

come back every day, every night, but I couldn’t. One of the<br />

repercussions of doing what I did to you is the permanent connection<br />

that will always be between us. You were right in feeling like you had<br />

been raped, but I didn’t do our melding lightly. You have not healed as<br />

you should have from the stone fish venom. You were very close to<br />

death. The elixir that you have been drinking since I read you is from<br />

us. I was able to give my people enough information, or should I say<br />

lack of information from it, that they were able to come up with your<br />

elixir. During your coma we were giving you lifesaving injections 3<br />

times a day through one of our Specialists. The stone fish anti-venom<br />

the Doctors gave you didn’t appear to be working as it should have.<br />

Our elixir is the follow up therapy. You will still feel weak and tire<br />

easily. Your doctors have no idea what has truly happened to you. I<br />

will tell you when we are sure and will take steps to help you further.”<br />

I was wondering who the ‘we’ was in our conversation, but it was<br />

hard to think my own thoughts and listen to Triton in my mind, so I<br />

just listened as he continued, “Your mother is checking you out<br />

tomorrow afternoon, so your family is getting your home ready for<br />

your arrival. By the way, I like your mother. We had quite a long talk<br />

after Annie introduced us. She wanted to know everything that I knew<br />

about the accident. I can see why she is a good lawyer. She is so<br />

thorough and doesn’t miss the smallest detail.” He smiled at me as if<br />

enjoying some memory of the time he had spent with my mother.<br />

“Relax. Don’t worry, your Mom has everything handled. She is quite<br />

a woman. Would you like to know what is going on in the world?”<br />

He walked over to the T.V. and grabbed the remote. I hadn’t turned it<br />

on at all, not once. He came back to the bed, sat on the side, took off<br />

his shoes, and got up on the bed and sat next to me, leaning on my<br />

pillows. I looked at him and he smiled, “Lets surf…” We watched<br />

whatever. I even laughed, and we talked about nothing and just<br />

enjoyed each other’s company. Dinner came, and I asked Triton if he<br />

was hungry, he was so we decided to share. I was really disappointed<br />

that they had served me beef though.<br />

Triton watched me pick at it with my fork and said to my mind, “So<br />

you don’t like it?” I grimaced, “No. It tastes odd, earthy, just not good,<br />

I guess. Maybe it is the cut or the way they prepare it. I don’t know.”<br />

He said out loud, “Here, let’s share the vegetables and salad.”<br />

I looked up from the beef and said out loud, “Do you like beef, do you<br />

want it?”


He smirked at me, while sending my mind a quick, “I’m not into any<br />

meat, except fish.” I smiled at him, and we started in on the salad.<br />

When we were done, he carried the tray over to the table by the door<br />

and then came back, sitting down in the chair by the bed. The nurse<br />

came in with my meds and Triton excused himself, taking the tray<br />

with him.<br />

After the nurse left I began to think about the dream I had about<br />

Triton and Proteus. I went over every detail; it actually hurt me to<br />

remember how vivid and frightening it was. When Triton came back in<br />

the room I didn’t even hear him. I was lying on the bed facing the<br />

window opposite the door, worried by my thoughts about the dream<br />

and feeling tense and a bit freaked. I was rubbing my forehead with<br />

my fingers when he came around to the window side of the bed. I<br />

gasped, startled by his presence. He blinked and looked in my eyes,<br />

“Callista, what’s wrong?”<br />

I let out a breath, glanced in his eyes and saw the worry there. I sat up<br />

on the bed, putting my legs over the edge and faced him, “My dream<br />

last night really bothers me. Actually, it was very frightening. I think I<br />

saw mythological Proteus.” Triton’s eyes flashed with streaks of light,<br />

as if my words had sparked a knowing in him, as if I had given him a<br />

key to something.<br />

He stepped towards me, reached out to me with both hands and<br />

grabbed my wrists, holding them so tightly I couldn’t pull away, and it<br />

hurt. He pushed his thumbs into my pulse. I felt his anger begin to rise.<br />

Suddenly, he blocked me from sensing him; his presence became<br />

blank - a void. My own aura snapped back around me in self-defense.<br />

He stared into my eyes, with his gorgeous eyes. “Oh god not again,”<br />

OI thought. I froze, wanting to close my eyes, but was completely<br />

weakened to the point of not being able to do anything. My head began<br />

to ache. I felt dizzy. What didn’t he know about me? What more was<br />

there to find out? Was he exploring the very depths of my psyche, my<br />

soul?<br />

I was surprised that he was doing this to me again. I pushed my mind<br />

toward him, “Triton please! You’re hurting me!” I felt a momentary<br />

lapse in his concentration and was almost able to close my eyes,<br />

feeling the pain he felt because of what he was doing to me. But then<br />

his strength of will sprang up in a fierce determination that flowed<br />

from him into me.<br />

He was to strong, and I couldn’t fight him off. My heart was racing as<br />

blood pounded in my ears. The intensity of his search inside of me<br />

became excruciating. I don’t know how long he held me in his grasp. I<br />

just felt so overwhelmed, so tired. Suddenly, I couldn’t stand another<br />

moment of it.<br />

My breath came in shallower and shallower gasps. As I weakened,<br />

tunnel vision made a halo around my view of Triton. I began to black<br />

out, my eyes rolling back in my head. Triton caught me before I slide<br />

off of the bed and laid me back against it. His felt my pulse and then<br />

laid his hand on my shoulder, radiating healing energy into me, I felt<br />

it, but I didn’t care.<br />

My anger began to build up inside of me at being harmed again by<br />

him. Why had he done this? I seethed in my anger, several minutes<br />

going by before I was able to move again. I pulled myself into a<br />

comforting fetal position and listened to my own breathing, willing my<br />

heart to slow down, pushing my anger deep inside, away from the<br />

surface of my emotions. I wasn’t able to open my eyes; they hurt too<br />

much. I closed down because it was just too much. He was too much.<br />

I’m not sure how long I lay there, not caring not feeling, and not<br />

thinking.<br />

Triton waited. Slowly, quietly, he spoke to my mind, the weariness he<br />

felt creeping into my conscious mind as he said, “I found what I was<br />

looking for Callista. It entered your body through the stone fish venom<br />

barb that pierced your femoral artery. When you said ‘Proteus’, I knew<br />

whose signature to look for. It was hidden in your DNA. I hadn’t<br />

looked there before because it is very hard to search there, very painful<br />

for us both, and I thought it unnecessary. I am so sorry Callista, but<br />

now I know what has happened to you. Your DNA has been<br />

compromised. Delving into your body’s existence again was the only<br />

way I knew to find out what happened to you so that we can save your<br />

life.”<br />

I was too hurt and exhausted to respond. It didn’t matter what had<br />

happened to me, or what had been done to me. I didn’t care. Triton felt<br />

my weariness, just as I had felt his. He lay down next to me and<br />

wrapped his arms around my fragile frame. He pulled my body against


his and I felt his warmth. His aura immediately wound itself around<br />

both of us. My aura hung limply around me.<br />

No tears slide down my cheeks this time. I slowly drifted away, resting<br />

in the arms that had just held me against my will. My heart beat<br />

slowed down to match his as my breathing became shallow. I slept.<br />

When I awoke, opening my aching eyes, he was watching me from the<br />

chair. The curtains were open and the soft glow of early day filtered<br />

into the room. I glanced at the clock; it was only 6:30 AM. The door to<br />

my room was propped open. His eyes were kind and I felt his pity as it<br />

flowed around me through his aura. I felt so small, so tired and unrested.<br />

I heard the sounds in the hallway, at the nurse’s station. Other<br />

people, so many minds with thoughts colliding in a dull audible mush<br />

of sound, like back ground music that I couldn’t quite make out the<br />

words to.<br />

I groaned, now realizing that soon I would have to deal with the<br />

outside world. I would have to figure out how to cope with all of that<br />

input, all of them out there. I wanted to hide just a little longer, to<br />

crawl under the thin hospital sheet and drift away. I rolled back on my<br />

side, away from him. I heard him get up and close my door, locking it<br />

once again. This time my aura pulled up around me like an armored<br />

wall. I screwed my eyes shut as hard as I could, wondering when the<br />

assault would happen again. I heard him come over to my bed as he<br />

kneeled down by the side I was facing. I felt his concern for me<br />

pouring off of him in waves, dissipating in my room.<br />

“Callista, I won’t hurt you, I can’t do that to you - to us - again.” His<br />

fingers gently ran along my forehead, tucking my hair behind my ear,<br />

his touch making the hair on the back of my neck stand on end. Silly<br />

as it seemed, I felt comforted, hiding under my hair that had flowed<br />

over my face down along the side of the bed. But, now that he had<br />

moved my hair off my face I was exposed. I cringed, keeping my eyes<br />

closed tightly. The painful memory of his hands holding my wrists in<br />

his vise like grip while his eyes burned into mine, washed over me<br />

painfully. He was too close, I was too venerable. He didn’t move. I<br />

waited wondering how long I would be able to wish him away, hiding<br />

within myself like a child hiding behind a sapling in the woods, from<br />

the monster.<br />

His breath was close now. He put his hand on my arm, and his warm<br />

lips brushed my cheek tenderly. My eyes flew open, “No!” I pushed<br />

my word at him with a force that I didn’t realize was in me. I sat up<br />

quickly, moving away from him. He stood up, stunned by my reaction.<br />

“Don’t!” If my voice had been audible, I would have been screaming.<br />

But, there wasn’t a sound in the room, just us, a look of surprise on his<br />

face, a look of fierce anger on mine. We were both frozen in the<br />

moment, neither knowing what to do next.<br />

Suddenly, the spell broke as a knock came on my door. I sank back<br />

down on the bed, pulling the thin blanket up over me. He walked over<br />

to the door, unlocked and opened it saying something pleasant to the<br />

heavy set day nurse that came bustling in, rolling along a stainless tray<br />

with medicines for me. She smiled at Triton and then at me, I managed<br />

a weak smile pretending to just wake up. She busied herself with her<br />

tray. Triton glanced at me, my eyes felt hot in the center as if a hole<br />

had been bored into them. They hurt, my whole body hurt, I wasn’t<br />

over the last attack of yesterday, even though I had slept in his arms<br />

and had felt his healing energy flowing into me. I needed time away<br />

from him and he knew it, he felt it rolling off me in waves, trying to<br />

repel him.<br />

Triton watched me; his bewilderment and pain being pushed out of his<br />

body by his rising anger. His eyes began swirling with the fast<br />

approaching storm that was growing in him. I didn’t care. He<br />

hesitated, then walked out the door. I felt him pulling his aura stiffly<br />

away from me, as if he was having trouble getting it to cooperate.<br />

Most of my aura was shrunk around me like armor. A small part of it<br />

tried trailing after him but I reached out for it with what little energy I<br />

had left, and it sluggishly returned.<br />

That night was bad as I tossed and turned with anxiety, I missed him. I<br />

wanted him to come back. He hurt me, and I had hurt him. Why had I<br />

done that? Was he only trying to help me? That next day was a blur of<br />

paperwork, information on how to administer all of the drugs to me via<br />

injections, small doses to drink 3 times a day and a new vial to be<br />

injected each morning. It was a thick, murky, muddy color. This<br />

injection hurt as it was slowly pumped into my vein. It seemed to pool<br />

instead of move in my veins towards my heart. My body seemed to


label it an invading virus and I was vigorously trying to eradicate it, by<br />

not allowing it to move quickly to my heart.<br />

Then there were too many people coming in my room, asking<br />

questions, touching me, viewing me and I sensed them all. It was so<br />

tiring. Still no Triton, yet my family didn’t mention it, and I was glad.<br />

They packed me up to go home. I had no idea what lie I would<br />

fabricate to them or him, or how I would react to seeing him, if I ever<br />

got to again. Even still, I yearned for the feeling of his presence. My<br />

aura reached out, searching for him as we left the hospital, dodging all<br />

of the people that we passed intent only on him. When we went<br />

outside, I needed sunglasses, as the light irritated my overly sensitive<br />

eyes.<br />

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Visions of the Past - The <strong>World</strong>’s Oldest Known Witch By: Ravenwolf<br />

It’s good to be back again with another segment of Visions of the Past.<br />

Yesterday, I was out for a drive with my wife and looking at all the snow<br />

gently powdering the tree branches and thinking about what inspires me<br />

beyond my connection with nature. Then the obvious hits me. It’s the vast<br />

history behind every <strong>Pagan</strong> tradition; it’s ties into other cultures and evolution<br />

to present day.<br />

Most of us have heard or read the research by Margaret Murray, the<br />

writings of Gerald Gardner or even the liturature from the Aradian witches<br />

of Italy translated by Charles Leland known as the Vangelo Delle Streghe.<br />

All of these have spawned into many different traditions over the years, but<br />

where did witchcraft begin?<br />

Shamanism has been around for many millennia, throughout numerous<br />

cultures and is understood to be one of the earliest forms of witchcraft. It is<br />

here I began to research our magickal origins.<br />

So how far back do we have to go? Turns out according to Archaeologist<br />

Leore Grosman, of Hebrew University of Jerusalem, the oldest remains of<br />

what is believed to be that of a female witch date back some 12,000 years<br />

located at the Hilazon Tachtit cave in northern Israel. "It's an interpretation,<br />

of course. They didn't leave a note telling me."<br />

This woman is believed to have been part of the Natufian people who occupied<br />

the region at the time. The Natufians are understood to have been<br />

mostly nomadic and the last of the known hunter gathers until they began<br />

developing villages, giving up their wayfaring lifestyle. Other sites have<br />

been found on the West Bank in Jericho, throughout Israel and Göbekli<br />

Tepe, Turkey.<br />

Surprisingly, the woman found at the Hilazon Tachtit is also home to the<br />

first known Feast for the Dead. During the excavation by Leore Grosman<br />

the findings showed that the “mourners finished the last of the roasted tortoise<br />

meat and gathered up dozens of the blackened shells. Kneeling down<br />

beside an open grave in the cave floor, they paid their last respects to the<br />

elderly dead woman curled within, preparing her for a spiritual journey.”<br />

Sound familiar?<br />

Today we’d see this as being similar to what’s practiced during a pagan<br />

funeral ceremony, Samhain practices, the Mexican Day of the Dead and<br />

Hilazon Tachtit, Israel<br />

even some Catholic wakes. It is intriguing to see how such traditions have<br />

spanned over thousands of years from our nomadic ancestors, to being at<br />

present day integrated into current beliefs and ritual.<br />

Until next time, blessed be.<br />

Archaeology Archive, A Publication of the Archaeological Institute of America,<br />

Grave of the Middle East's Oldest Witch, Mati Milstein,<br />

http://archive.archaeology.org/0903/abstracts/shaman.html,<br />

National Geographic, Daily News, Ancient Sorcerer's "Wake" Was First Feast for the Dead?, Heather Pringle,<br />

http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2010/08/100830-first-feast-science-proceedings-israel-shaman-sorcerer-tortoise/,


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How do you explain the concept of death to an innocent 3 year-old?<br />

By: Rev Selene Lilitu<br />

I was hoping to have a few more years before I had to figure out an answer to that question. For now, blessedly, her grandparents and the rest of her immediate<br />

family and friends are healthy, our cats and dog are still young. I thought I would be spared for a while yet.<br />

Unfortunately, in November, one of the horses at the stable we board our own horse at suddenly took very ill. Aeris could see that Rafael was sick because he<br />

grew very skinny and weak, despite medicines and care. Our own horse, Prince Red, was in a similar skin-and-bones condition when we rescued him from an<br />

abusive home, and she was a part of that rescue. She was eager to help this "sick" horse feel better, and she would help me feed and brush him. Prince's condition<br />

was due to starvation, though, not sickness, and thankfully within just two weeks he began to put on weight, his sores began to heal and his mane began to<br />

grow back in. Now, nearly 5 months later, he is gorgeous and healthy, completely unrecognizable as the bony wreck we rescued.<br />

Aeris could not quite grasp why Rafael wasn't improving like Prince was. She would say to me, "Mummy, Rafael needs food!" And I had no answer. I told her<br />

that he was very sick, that his tummy was hurting and so he couldn't eat. That seemed to satisfy her for a while.<br />

But when we got the news that Rafael, the beautiful, gentle Grey Schoolmaster, was diagnosed with severe melanoma and had just weeks, if not days, left, it<br />

broke our hearts. Rafael was the first horse Aeris ever sat on, and she adored him. He was a dressage and jumping champion, only 16 years old. He was a cherished<br />

companion. He should have had another 10 years.<br />

I agonized over what I should tell her. I didn't want to use the word "Heaven" because I didn't want her repeating it to her schoolteachers and give them a<br />

chance to tell her about "Hell". Bad enough they were already telling her about satan. Perhaps my fears are unfounded, but I am adamant that at Aeris' tender<br />

age she does not need to hear such concepts.<br />

I started by showing her some pictures of Angels that I had drawn, telling her that Angels are Faeries that live in a place where there's no pain, where people<br />

(for Aeris, at her age, anything sentient is the same as "people") don't gets cuts or tummy aches. I told her we call it the Westland, instead of Summerland. She<br />

knows the word "West". "The sun goes to sleep in the West," she said. Oh, my smart little girl!<br />

Then I started introducing the idea that sometimes people who are sick can't get better. She grasped what I was getting at quickly. "Rafael can't get better,<br />

mummy?"<br />

I told her that Raff's tummy and head and legs were hurting him too much and that he was going to go to the Angels in the West where he would stop hurting.<br />

Her little empathetic heart grasped this idea. She said he was going to sleep with the sun.<br />

But then she asked if she could go to visit him. It took Alex and I a few days to help her understand that the Angels only took really sick people, and she was<br />

perfectly healthy so she couldn't go. Then came the really difficult part: helping her understand that she wouldn't be able to see Raff again. That's when she got<br />

sad. I told her that he would come to visit her in her dreams, and that we had pictures of him that. She asked if we could show the Faeries, and then they could<br />

tell the Angels that someone special was coming to them. So I gave her a picture of him and let her put it under the bougainvillea bush in our front yard. She<br />

always says she sees Faeries there, and I believe her.


Raff was going to be euthanized, but I wasn't going to explain that. The day before it was scheduled, we were going to let him go out to pasture with his<br />

daughter, Curly, for his last. We took Aeris to see him and told her that he was going to the angels now, and we walked with him and Curly to the gate. It<br />

was a solemn procession, because Alex and I were of course very sad, and Aeris picked up on our feelings. When we got to the gate we told her she could<br />

say goodbye and hug him. I wish I had taken my camera, because as she stood telling him goodbye, he leaned over an snuffed her hair and nuzzled her forehead<br />

in understanding. It was such a sweet moment! Then we opened the gate and he and Curly walked out. We told her that Curly was helping him go to the<br />

angels and that she would come back. She cried as we watched him walk away, and I comforted her by telling her that he was going to be happy. She liked<br />

that.<br />

Later, we visited Raff's grave and explained to Aeris that when someone goes to the Angels they get a new body, and they leave the broken one behind. I<br />

even told her that Rafael's new body had wings! She helped light two sticks of incense as a thank you to the Angels for saving Raff.<br />

Children are capable of understanding so much, if we put things into terms they can understand, rather than indoctrinating them with the terms that teach<br />

fear. I do not want her to fear death. I want her to think of it as a new beginning, which we of course believe that it is. I use some Wiccan words, but I try to<br />

show her as much as possible, to let her participate, instead of just telling her, and I think that's what made Rafael's passing much easier for her to understand.<br />

Safe Flight, Rafael! You brought us much joy, and now you are Free!


Inspirational Meditations<br />

By Rev. Faemore Lorei<br />

Nature Spirit of the Month<br />

Eldritch Greetings reader, and welcome<br />

my fancies! I am Faemore Lorei and this<br />

is the first chapter of my quarterly column<br />

here in the <strong>Pagan</strong><br />

<strong>World</strong> <strong>Times</strong>.<br />

As ever, you are<br />

warmly invited<br />

to join me in the<br />

woods, where<br />

Spirit deeply<br />

walks upon<br />

shimmering<br />

carpets of<br />

leaves, beneath<br />

The Lorialet,<br />

a child of the moon.<br />

Faemore's Fancy<br />

boundless<br />

canopies of<br />

wonder. With<br />

our roots we will<br />

dig deep into Her soils, and be brightly<br />

blessed for always. Now follow me into<br />

the whimsy and the trees for I have known<br />

their secrets …<br />

The nature spirit of this month, in honour<br />

of the new direction of our publication,<br />

is the Lorialet! Mythical creatures of<br />

European lore, Lorialets are the children<br />

of the moon. Assuming anthropomorphic<br />

form, these otherworldly beings feed on<br />

the moonlight for sustenance and survival.<br />

Lorialets are often thought the offspring of<br />

maidens and moonbeams, and conversely<br />

of men and the moon in human form.<br />

In The Chronicles of Gargantuines, the<br />

Lorialets are said to be mortal children<br />

who were born in the moonlight and have<br />

watched it for too long. They are touched<br />

by faerie. In Greco-Roman mythology,<br />

they are said to be the descendants of<br />

the moon goddess Selene and her lover<br />

Endymion, who she makes to sleep forever<br />

to preserve his beauty. Only one boy, out<br />

of the fifty girls they had while Endymion<br />

slept, was amazed by the azure Earth and<br />

went to live on it. Here he married his<br />

faerie bride, who gave birth to the beings<br />

known as Lorialets. They will remain<br />

their whole lives in the moonlight, forever<br />

dreaming of the moon.<br />

The Lorialets appear human, yet are tiny in form,<br />

have fine, pearly hair and invisible pearly wings,<br />

visible only to other Lorialets.<br />

The Lorialets appear human, yet are<br />

tiny in form, have fine, pearly hair and


Melancholic and<br />

thoughtful, sweet and<br />

often very lonely, Lorialets<br />

desire neither love nor<br />

death.<br />

invisible pearly<br />

wings, visible<br />

only to other<br />

Lorialets. Their<br />

faces are round<br />

and dreamy,<br />

melancholic<br />

and pale. They<br />

have disheveled<br />

hair and distant<br />

gazes. They do<br />

not embrace the<br />

Earth, but aspire<br />

only to return to<br />

the Moon, who<br />

they consider<br />

their mother, and their true home. Most<br />

of the Lorialets remain poor and innocent<br />

until their death, and never know love. This<br />

is because the lunar goddesses often took<br />

a vow of chastity, and in one adaptation of<br />

Selene and Endymion’s tale, it was his fear<br />

of breaking her vow that sent Endymion<br />

to sleep. They dress beautifully, to attract<br />

the moon and the faeries. It rarely happens<br />

that Lorialets unite with an earthly being<br />

or embrace earthly existence. When it does<br />

occur however, they become rakish and<br />

wild; many an artist, musician, painter and<br />

writer have been suspected of the touch of<br />

the Lorialet, and of even being a Lorialet<br />

themselves.<br />

In ancient lore the Lorialets share the<br />

same power as a previous fancy of mine,<br />

the Tempestarii! They both wield the<br />

power to influence the cycles of nature<br />

depending on their mood, and in the case<br />

of the Lorialets, depending on the cycle<br />

of the moon. As children of the lunar<br />

goddess, the Lorialets also possessed the<br />

gift of prophecy, a gift they choose never<br />

to use, as they care not of earthly affairs.<br />

Lorialets live for a very long time, so long<br />

as they are regularly exposed to the light<br />

of the moon, which nurtures them. They<br />

are speculated to symbolize dreamers and<br />

neglected children, those who want to be<br />

close to their parents and to have exciting<br />

adventures; those who do not well perceive<br />

the boundary between the imaginary<br />

and the real; those who will never find<br />

happiness on Earth, and will constantly run<br />

upon moonlit paths in search of magickal<br />

kingdoms.<br />

Lorialets love lofts, towers and attics. They<br />

love places of silence, clearings and ponds;<br />

whimsical places. They love pumpkin<br />

soup and herbal teas. Melancholic and<br />

thoughtful, sweet and often very lonely,<br />

Lorialets desire neither love nor death. Cats<br />

love them, and they are frequently followed<br />

by glowworms, moths, mayflies, fireflies<br />

and hedgehogs. Mushrooms grow in their<br />

footfalls. They are very faerie. Landscapers<br />

of the soul once they touch it, Lorialets<br />

belong to the divine infinite, as does their<br />

mother, the moon, as does all existence.<br />

Unlike human beings however, they have<br />

no earthly illusions to distract them from<br />

their origin.<br />

Lorialets live for a very long time, so long as they<br />

are regularly exposed to the light of the moon,<br />

which nurtures them.<br />

Thank you for moon-gazing with us!<br />

Whenever you walk beneath the moon,<br />

whenever you dance beneath its pale<br />

moonlight, remember the Lorialets. May<br />

they bless you with inspiration and tell you<br />

the truth of your soul. Think of them when<br />

you visit the lake, have a bowl of pumpkin<br />

soup, and are visited by a mayfly. They will<br />

lead you upon a moonlit path towards their<br />

magickal kingdom … Until we merry meet<br />

again!<br />

I wander between heaven and dust in the<br />

solitude and silence, staring at the stars,<br />

my heart full of sadness. I walk under the<br />

eternal night, on an infinite shore lights<br />

my foot, my heart is heavy and my tears<br />

evaporate like ether in space. My grief is<br />

the price of things inconsistent: I cry for<br />

anything. I am grieved and inconsolably<br />

lost. I have no joy, and my great sadness is<br />

my reason for living. The pale lady is my<br />

refuge. I, child of the moon …


By: Jen Surdam<br />

The Most Haunted Nightclub in the US<br />

F For nearly 35 years, Bobby Mackey’s Music<br />

<strong>World</strong>, has been greater Cincinnati’s hottest country<br />

nightclub. Still open, it holds the record as being<br />

the longest continuous-running country night spot<br />

in Cincinnati. Ironic perhaps, for a nightclub that<br />

resides in Wilder, Kentucky. However, Wilder,<br />

Kentucky is a hop, skip, and a jump away from<br />

downtown Cincinnati. The ghosts that inhabit<br />

Bobby Mackey’s have attracted national attention,<br />

so the club has appeared in segments on several<br />

national talk and paranormal television shows.<br />

Many regulars believe that they know the<br />

history of the building, and they generally feel<br />

they know who the ghosts are and why they haunt<br />

the building. Most locals know of the supposed<br />

“Hell’s Gate” that resides in the basement, and only<br />

the very brave venture there. For his part, Mackey<br />

has never experienced any ghostly encounters. He<br />

never intended to claim his nightclub as anything<br />

remotely close to being haunted, much less the<br />

“most haunted.” With time, however, Mackey<br />

realized that by embracing what was given to him,<br />

perhaps what drew him to his new “world,” he<br />

could profit in more ways than one.<br />

HAUNTED PLACES<br />

History—True, Legends, and Lore<br />

The history of the building starts in the<br />

1850’s with an old slaughterhouse that for roughly<br />

40 years was the main packing house in the<br />

region. There are rumors that the building was<br />

used as a military facility prior to its becoming a<br />

slaughterhouse. A well was dug in the basement.<br />

The drainage system ran throughout the building,<br />

where blood and refuse would drain out and<br />

eventually run into the Licking River.<br />

The slaughterhouse closed its doors in the<br />

early 1890’s. However, according to legend, the<br />

building may have served as a gathering place<br />

for occult and satanic rituals. The basement<br />

well became a place where those who practiced<br />

sacrificial rituals could do so in relative secrecy and<br />

hide the remains of the small animals butchered<br />

during their ceremonies. Rumors also abound<br />

that handicapped children were sacrificed there.<br />

No evidence has been found to substantiate these<br />

claims.<br />

In 1896, the secrecy of what may have been<br />

occurring in the old slaughterhouse was threatened.<br />

The murder and trial that resulted became an<br />

integral part of the lore that surrounds what Bobby<br />

Mackey’s is today. According to Douglas Hensley,<br />

reporter and author, the “story” is an accurate


epresentation of fact, as he found old newspaper<br />

clippings validating it.<br />

Pearl Bryan and Scott Jackson, both from<br />

well-to-do families, were introduced via Bryan’s<br />

cousin, William Wood. It seemed like love at first<br />

sight, but when Bryan informed Jackson of her<br />

pregnancy when she was 5 months along, he was<br />

angry and demanded she get an abortion. Bryan<br />

was horrified and refused. She insisted they marry.<br />

Jackson, a dental student, had a roommate,<br />

Alonzo Walling, who was a medical student, and<br />

the two conspired to perform an abortion on Bryan<br />

themselves, as abortion was illegal at the time.<br />

Jackson lured Bryan away from home with the<br />

idea of legitimacy. After a large dose of cocaine<br />

didn’t induce an abortion, the men took Bryan into<br />

the woods, and Jackson attempted to perform an<br />

abortion with dental tools he likely stole from the<br />

dental school.<br />

When that procedure failed to work, the<br />

men had a scared, bloody, and screaming Bryan<br />

on their hands. They ended up in a field near Fort<br />

Thomas, KY. Using the same dental instruments,<br />

Jackson ruthlessly beheaded Bryan while she was<br />

still alive, proven by the scratches and lacerations<br />

on her hands found at autopsy.<br />

Bryan was identified by her shoes, as they<br />

were of a special make, identified by the cobbler as<br />

having been sold to her. Oddly, while her head was<br />

never found, her beautiful blond hair was found in<br />

a suitcase in Jackson’s room. Some reports claim<br />

that a bloodhound tracked the scent of the killers<br />

from the scene of the crime to the slaughterhouse,<br />

where Jackson and Walling were found. Others<br />

claim that with Jackson as her known suitor, he was<br />

the first questioned, and then charged based on his<br />

interview with police.<br />

In addition to Walling and Jackson, Wood<br />

was also arrested. He was offered release if he<br />

testified against the other two men, which he did<br />

gladly. During the trial, Walling stated that Jackson<br />

had planned to cut Bryan up and throw her body in<br />

different parts of the Cincinnati sewers. Instead,<br />

they ended up taking only her head, because as<br />

Jackson put it, he had “plans for this.” Both men<br />

were swiftly found guilty, and their sentence was<br />

death by the gallows.<br />

Rumors circulated that the head was used<br />

during a satanic ritual in the old slaughterhouse,<br />

and then it was dumped into the well and lost.<br />

There have been many other theories posited with<br />

speculation about just where Bryan’s head ended<br />

up. Theories were it may have been tossed into the<br />

river or put in the furnace at the dental school.<br />

Reports claimed that Jackson and Walling<br />

were both offered life sentences in exchanged for<br />

the location of Bryan’s head, so that it could be<br />

reunited with her body and provide her family with<br />

a sense of closure. Both refused the offer, and<br />

the two men were the last to be publicly hung in<br />

Campbell County on March 21, 1897.<br />

When asked for their last words, Jackson<br />

responded, “I have only this to say, that I am not<br />

guilty of the crime for which I am now compelled<br />

to pay the penalty of my life;” and a trembling<br />

Walling replied, “Nothing, only that you are taking<br />

the life of an innocent man and I will call upon God<br />

to witness that truth of what I say.”<br />

It spread rapidly that Jackson and Walling<br />

were afraid to suffer “Satan’s wrath” if they were<br />

to discuss where Bryan’s head was—this assumed<br />

that it was part of a ritual performed in the old<br />

slaughterhouse. It was also stated that if they<br />

revealed that it was part of a ritual, then other<br />

occultists that practiced there would be revealed,<br />

and many were considered high-standing citizens.<br />

There was talk that Jackson and Walling, even in<br />

jail, would have targets on their backs for opening<br />

their mouths.<br />

A reporter who attended the hanging came<br />

forward later and claimed that Walling, as the noose<br />

was slipped over his head, threatened to come back<br />

and haunt the area after his death. In an article in<br />

the Kentucky Post, the reporter also claimed, a few<br />

days later, that the “evil eye” had fallen on many<br />

people who were connected to the case. And that<br />

may be true, as legend has it that many of the police<br />

officers, detectives, and attorneys involved in the<br />

case later met with untimely deaths, bad luck, and<br />

tragic ends.<br />

After the trial ended, the slaughterhouse<br />

fell silent and remained empty for several years,<br />

whereupon it was torn down and a roadhouse was<br />

built on the same site. In the 1920’s, it became a<br />

speakeasy and quite the popular gambling joint.<br />

Local lore tells that during that time, several—or<br />

even many—murders occurred in or just outside of<br />

the building, usually over gambling debts.<br />

None were ever solved because the bodies were<br />

always dumped a good distance away so as not


to attract police attention to the illegal activities<br />

occurring inside the speakeasy. However,<br />

supposedly, one of the first deaths on the actual<br />

site was that of Paul Goodman, who was beaten to<br />

death by William Davidson, with his bare fists.<br />

After prohibition ended in 1933, the<br />

building was purchased by E.A. “Buck” Brady.<br />

Brady turned the place around, and it became a<br />

thriving tavern and casino called the Primrose.<br />

Brady’s success came to the attention of the local<br />

Mob gang, but Brady was on the up and up. He<br />

wasn’t ready to sell out, and he didn’t want any<br />

Mob wars. He did his best to stay out of the way.<br />

When the Mob doesn’t get what they want<br />

things can get quite ugly, and Brady found that out<br />

the hard way. The Primrose became the subject of<br />

vandalism, and suddenly, fights in the parking lot<br />

ended with Primrose customers being badly beaten.<br />

Business stopped going so well, and Brady was<br />

arrested and charged in the attempted murder of a<br />

small-town thug, Albert “Red” Masterson in April<br />

1946.<br />

When Brady was released, all charges were<br />

dropped. But Brady was fed up, and he decided<br />

to sell to the Mob. Before he left, Brady swore<br />

the place would never be successful as a nightclub<br />

again.<br />

In Mob hands, the building re-opened as<br />

a nightclub, the Latin Quarter. The new owners<br />

were arrested repeatedly in the early 1950’s on<br />

gambling charges. A little boy named Timmy “fell”<br />

down the stairs to his death during this time. It’s<br />

been rumored that he annoyed the Mobsters and<br />

they pushed him down the stairs. Finally, in 1955,<br />

Campbell County deputies broke in confiscating<br />

slot machines and gambling tables, effectively<br />

ending the Latin Quarter’s run as a nightclub.<br />

It was, however, during the Latin Quarter’s<br />

run that the story of Johanna, which even sparked<br />

a song written in her honor by Bobby Mackey,<br />

began. Johanna was the daughter of the Latin<br />

Quarter’s owner, and a dancer. She was in love<br />

with a singer at the club, Robert Randall. Johanna<br />

became pregnant, but when her father found out, he<br />

used his Mob connections to have Randall killed.<br />

Some sources say Johanna found his body in the<br />

basement by the well; others simply say that once<br />

she found out, she became vengeful.<br />

Johanna apparently took Randall’s death<br />

hard, and she attempted to kill her father with a<br />

large dose of arsenic. Then she went to the catwalk<br />

(some sources suggest her body was found in the<br />

basement), scribbled a love poem on the wall,<br />

and downed a large dose of the poison herself.<br />

Johanna’s revenge didn’t quite work the way she’d<br />

hoped, as her father survived the attempted murder,<br />

but she and her unborn child did not survive her<br />

suicide attempt. She was, like Bryan, 5 months<br />

pregnant, according to legend.<br />

As per Brady’s uttered “curse,” bad luck<br />

seemed to plague the site. In the 1970’s, the<br />

building was known as the Hard Rock Café (no<br />

relation to the chain that has become so popular<br />

in recent times). The Café was a biker bar, and<br />

two groups shared the place—the Iron Horse<br />

Motorcycle Club and the Seventh Sons. This<br />

resulted in many knock-down, drag-out fights on<br />

the site. The Café had to close its doors in 1977<br />

or 1978 at the request of the police due to the<br />

violence and ultimately due to fatal shootings on<br />

the property.<br />

In the spring of 1978, Bobby and Janet<br />

Mackey purchased the property with the intention<br />

of turning the building into a country bar. Mackey<br />

scrapped his plans of creating a Nashville recording<br />

career in order to renovate the old tavern. Mackey<br />

felt drawn to the building from the moment he saw<br />

it. It was almost as if he fell in love with it, one<br />

could say.<br />

Janet, on the other hand, well… As many young<br />

folk might say, “Not so much!” She has described<br />

it as feeling evil and being a very unfriendly place.<br />

The Mackey’s converted the building into a dance.<br />

After the renovations, people began seeing ghosts,<br />

were attacked, and experiencing poltergeist activity<br />

in the building as well.<br />

Claims and Reports of Paranormal Experiences<br />

At first, it was pretty clear that Mackey had<br />

no interest in hearing about the reports that his club<br />

was haunted. In fact, he told his caretaker to stop<br />

all talk that the club could be haunted. However,<br />

learning that his own wife Janet was having<br />

experiences and refusing to set foot back inside,<br />

Mackey decided it was time to do something.<br />

Mackey invited a reporter, Douglas<br />

Hensley, to come out to visit, take a look around,<br />

interview some regulars, and see what he could<br />

find. What started as a small venture ended with<br />

the very popular and well-known book, “HELL’S


GATE: The terror at Bobby Mackey’s Music<br />

<strong>World</strong>.” Hensley was able to dig into the building’s<br />

history and found more historical information than<br />

anyone, least of all Mackey, would have expected.<br />

The claims and experiences are abundant.<br />

The first person to ever experience anything in<br />

the building was Carl Lawson, Mackey’s first<br />

employee. Lawson worked as the caretaker and<br />

handyman, living in the upstairs apartment over the<br />

dance hall. Lawson wasn’t ashamed to talk about<br />

ghosts and his experiences, but most people thought<br />

he was just plain crazy. Lawson knew a lot about<br />

the history—the legends, the lore, and whatever<br />

truth was wrapped up in there, too—about the<br />

place. So, could he be, whether subconsciously or<br />

consciously, making things up to get his 15 minutes<br />

of fame? Was his mind twisted by what he knew,<br />

or was he genuinely experiencing all the things he<br />

claimed?<br />

It wasn’t until Janet finally spoke up that<br />

others followed her lead and began to speak of<br />

their own experiences as well. Lawson never<br />

backed down from what he always claimed to have<br />

experienced. Reports began to pour in. Hensley<br />

eventually received 29 signed affidavits, which he<br />

included in his book as proof of what he not only<br />

investigated, but claimed to also have experienced<br />

some activity as well in search of the truth. These<br />

affidavits came from regulars, including many<br />

well-respected and high-ranking individuals in the<br />

community—police officers, clergy, and even Janet<br />

Mackey.<br />

The claims reported include everything<br />

from full-bodied apparitions, or FBA’s, to<br />

poltergeist activity, to downright frightening<br />

experiences such as demonic possession. Lawson<br />

has probably had the most encounters with the<br />

spirits in the building and he claims that anytime a<br />

psychic would visit to check out the club activity<br />

would increase dramatically.<br />

The first ghost reported was a dark, very angry<br />

man behind the bar. No one but Lawson could<br />

see this ghost, although there were others there<br />

at the time. When Lawson checked everything<br />

at night to ensure the club was completely closed<br />

down, all would be well. Then later, in the middle<br />

of the night, he’d wake up, and the doors would<br />

be unlocked, the bar lights would be on, and even<br />

more curious the jukebox would be playing music.<br />

Curious because the jukebox was not only turned<br />

off, but also unplugged! And it would be playing a<br />

song from the 1930’s or ‘40’s, the most popular of<br />

which was “The Anniversary Waltz,” which wasn’t<br />

even in its playlist.<br />

At 6 am every morning it sounded as though<br />

a herd of elephants was running through the bar, but<br />

when Lawson looked there would be nothing there.<br />

When Lawson started hearing noises coming from<br />

the basement, things got real. He found the cappedoff<br />

well from the slaughterhouse. Not being<br />

particularly religious, Lawson could never explain<br />

what possessed him, but he sprinkled holy water<br />

over the well. That one act increased the activity<br />

in the club, rather than decreasing it as Lawson had<br />

hoped. Later, Lawson would pry the top off of the<br />

well, an act he again couldn’t explain.<br />

In 1994, the activity had built on Lawson<br />

to such a degree that he had no choice but to call in<br />

outside help. He underwent a rather unsuccessful<br />

exorcism, having supposedly been possessed by<br />

both Walling and Jackson. The exorcism was<br />

taped, and since he has reported a new lease on life,<br />

embracing sobriety, and becoming a Christian.<br />

It wasn’t, however, until Mackey’s wife<br />

Janet reported her experiences that others really<br />

began to take the haunting seriously and began to<br />

report their experiences. Janet had seen ghosts,<br />

felt the overwhelming presences of spirits, and<br />

even smelled Johanna’s “signature” rose scent.<br />

But, she’d had a very frightening experience in<br />

the basement. Janet was suddenly overcome by<br />

the scent of roses and felt something unseen swirl<br />

around her. She felt something grab her by the<br />

waist, pick her up and throw her back down. Janet<br />

was able to get away from whatever had attacked<br />

her, and when she got to the top of the stairs, there


was a pressure on her, pushing her back down the<br />

stairs. She looked back up, and there was a voice,<br />

screaming at her to “Get out! Get out!”<br />

At the time, Janet was 5 months pregnant<br />

and when she told her husband, she was visibly<br />

bruised and quite shaken. Janet delivered their<br />

baby girl prematurely later that day; she weighed<br />

just 1 pound. Soon after her experience, Janet<br />

stopped going to the club altogether. She simply<br />

couldn’t deal with the stress of what she was<br />

experiencing, and she didn’t want to experience the<br />

push down the stairs that ended in her premature<br />

delivery ever again. In the three decades that<br />

Bobby Mackey’s was open prior to her death in<br />

2009, rarely was Janet seen there.<br />

Once word got around that both Lawson<br />

and Janet had been talking to Hensley about their<br />

experiences, employees and patrons alike began<br />

to speak up as well. Two employees recounted<br />

experiences that revolved around Lawson:<br />

Roger Heath, who worked odd jobs in the club,<br />

remembered Lawson coming up from the basement<br />

one day with handprints on the back of his shirt,<br />

looking as if he’d been hugged—but the two of<br />

them were the only two in the building. Erin Fey,<br />

a hostess, had laughed at Lawson for once again<br />

speaking about Johanna, but stopped when she<br />

caught a strong whiff of rose perfume.<br />

People began reporting objects moving<br />

on their own, lights turning on and off, and<br />

disembodied voices and laughter. There’s a<br />

headless ghost dressed in turn-of-the-century<br />

clothing who matches the description of Bryan, and<br />

photographs of Buck Brady match the description<br />

of an often-seen ghost. When Hensley turned to<br />

research, he claimed to be stunned to discover<br />

that the events of the past were closely connected<br />

to the haunting of the present. Also, no present-<br />

day witnesses have had any clue about any of the<br />

people connected to the past of the building—with<br />

the exception of Lawson.<br />

Besides Janet, several patrons have been<br />

physically attacked by the spirits in the club.<br />

One customer even tried to sue Mackey in 1994,<br />

claiming he was attacked in the men’s restroom.<br />

Rich Lawson claims to have been harassed by<br />

a spirit with a handlebar mustache. As he was<br />

washing his hands, he suddenly heard a crashing<br />

noise behind him. When he turned to look at what<br />

startled him, he saw the ghost with a menacing look<br />

and noticed that the metal garbage can beside him<br />

had been hurled behind him with much force. The<br />

room got very hot, and the ghost was yelling, “Die<br />

game! Die game!” Incidentally, “die game” is<br />

Latin for “dying well,” or “dying good.”<br />

The lawsuit was dismissed, but it prompted<br />

Mackey to place a sign just inside the front of his<br />

establishment, which reads: “WARNING TO OUR<br />

PATRONS: This establishment is purported (sic)<br />

to be haunted. Management is NOT responsible<br />

and cannot be held liable for any actions of any<br />

ghosts/spirits on this (sic) premises.” FBA’s FBA<br />

reported include the spirits of a headless Bryan,<br />

Walling, Jackson, Johanna, Brady, the gangster<br />

Albert “Red” Masterson, Timmy, and a little girl<br />

who throws rocks at the living. Bryan seemed to<br />

find the club appealing, as it is nearest to the place<br />

she died. Walling and Jackson may be haunting<br />

the place not because they worshipped Satan, but<br />

because they died of slow strangulation (it took<br />

them about 10 minutes to die). They also may<br />

blame Bryan and could be haunting her. Brady<br />

may haunt the place simply because he loved it and<br />

wasn’t happy about having to sell out to Mobsters.<br />

No one is sure why the little girl’s spirit haunts the<br />

club, or how she died, but it’s possible she could<br />

have been a sacrificial victim.<br />

Chairs move where no human hand appears to<br />

move them, rooms go cold, and people hear their<br />

names called by some unseen entity. Several<br />

people claim to have been possessed while in the<br />

club. Some of them felt cold chills run through<br />

their bodies, some took on different personalities,<br />

and some claimed to notice different facial features.<br />

Many witnesses have noticed that the<br />

activity in the club is often preceded by the strong<br />

smell of rose perfume, which has been noted as<br />

Johanna’s signature scent. People have reported<br />

experiencing mysterious cell phone calls that<br />

seemingly come from nowhere. Coin machines go<br />

on and off by themselves. Many strange things<br />

happen usually when there are few people around<br />

to witness them.<br />

Johanna has been seen in a number of<br />

places, but she seems to really enjoy being onstage<br />

during Bobby Mackey’s performances.<br />

Timmy usually appears in the basement. Strong<br />

noises come from the basement even when the<br />

area is presumed empty. Some entities will poke,<br />

touch people, and pull hair. Some entities push,<br />

follow patrons home, and supposedly even cause<br />

miscarriages. Ghost dogs have also apparently<br />

been seen.<br />

Many locals still believe the basement holds<br />

the gateway or portal to Hell itself, a reference to<br />

the long-abandoned slaughterhouse well, which<br />

has been referred to as the “Gateway to Hell,”<br />

or “Hell’s Gate.” Stairs near the well in the old<br />

slaughterhouse head up to the ceiling and simply<br />

end there. They have been called “the stairs that<br />

lead to nowhere,” but more fancifully, they’re<br />

usually referred to as the “Stairway to Heaven.”<br />

Phantom footsteps can often be heard on these<br />

stairs.


The ghost of a dog and a fireman are<br />

sometimes seen by the red couch near the side of<br />

the main stage. A German shepherd once owned<br />

by Brady has been seen. A shadowy figure seen<br />

moving into the back room is thought to be the<br />

ghost of Goodman. The spirit of George, one of the<br />

people from whom Mackey bought the building,<br />

has been seen—he seems to stay primarily in the<br />

upstairs apartment.<br />

In the area by the coin machines, batteries<br />

are known to drain and cameras and video<br />

equipment will malfunction. In the Old Cash<br />

Room, many different ghosts have been reported,<br />

and it seems that they can often be brought out if<br />

someone speaks in German or Italian. Johanna’s<br />

ghost is often seen on the catwalk, and it’s reported<br />

she doesn’t mind getting right up in one’s face.<br />

Shadow people and a ghostly waiter populate the<br />

bar area.<br />

In the basement, chairs are often thrown,<br />

and the face of an old man has been seen. Timmy<br />

has appeared in the Tunnel Room. In the Wall of<br />

Faces Room, people have heard growling, been<br />

scratched, been possessed, and many strange<br />

pictures have been captured. In the Well Room,<br />

apparitions of Walling and Jackson have been seen.<br />

Some people believe that spirits can’t cross water.<br />

The northern current of the Licking River may be<br />

keeping the spirits trapped inside Bobby Mackey’s.<br />

Paranormal Investigations<br />

Many paranormal investigations have taken<br />

place at Bobby Mackey’s. Hensley has participated<br />

in a number of them. Ghost Adventures has<br />

investigated on several occasions, airing 2 episodes<br />

on the Travel Channel as part of their ongoing<br />

television series. Ghost Hunters (TAPS) have also<br />

televised their investigation, and a number of other<br />

regional groups have held private investigations at<br />

the site.<br />

Ghost Adventures (or GAC) started off their<br />

first season with a trip to Bobby Mackey’s. As with<br />

all the other GAC investigations since, the Crew<br />

interviewed the employees, as well as locals, who<br />

had experiences at the club, took a tour to check out<br />

the hot spots, and did a preliminary investigation<br />

during the initial tour.<br />

Unable to reach Janet, the Crew inquired<br />

as to her whereabouts, and Mackey explained<br />

about her terrifying experience. They also met<br />

with Lawson, Lawson mentioned having found a<br />

piece of a human skull inside the well beneath the<br />

building. Lawson claimed he wished he’d never<br />

discovered the well, believing that in doing so,<br />

he’d opened the building up to all of the demonic<br />

activity and attacks that have occurred since.<br />

Matt Coates, the current caretaker, led the<br />

Crew into the area known as the Room of Faces.<br />

It was here that spots on the wall temporarily give<br />

Bagans the impression of a screaming face. As<br />

they headed to the well area, Coates mentioned that<br />

one night down there, he saw a satanic symbol on<br />

the floor glowing green that felt hot to the touch;<br />

it only happened the one time. As they were about<br />

to leave the room, everyone briefly saw a shadowy<br />

figure duck behind a nearby refrigerator. Bagans<br />

attempted to make contact, but they received no<br />

responses.<br />

Lastly, Lastly before lockdown, the Crew searched<br />

around the Licking River, seeking out any possible<br />

“exit” from the well. They found a sewer opening<br />

and made their way back to the end, where the well<br />

was still somewhat sealed. While they headed back<br />

out, as they were exploring, they claimed to hear<br />

female voices, but they didn’t capture any of them<br />

with their equipment.<br />

Their lockdown began amid very heavy<br />

rainfall. The Crew taunted and goaded the spirits<br />

to show themselves in the bar area first. They<br />

decided to bring in a portable radio and play “The<br />

Anniversary Waltz” to mimic the jukebox. The<br />

room started to feel extremely cold, and the hair on<br />

their arms and necks stood on end.<br />

As they pulled out other equipment,<br />

they heard a brief, squeaky female voice. Their<br />

equipment also picked up the sound. They asked if<br />

Johanna was hiding in the attic. They intended to<br />

go up there, but they started hearing slight noises<br />

coming from the attic before they could get there.<br />

Bagans headed up there alone, and the stationary<br />

camera positioned up in the attic caught the muffled<br />

sound of a woman crying.<br />

As soon as Bagans returned from the attic,<br />

he heard loud bangs and Nick Groff screaming.<br />

Bagans caught Groff running out of the men’s<br />

restroom, where Rich Lawson claimed to have<br />

been attacked. Groff explained that as he finished<br />

relieving himself, two loud bangs sounded right<br />

next to his head, as if he weren’t welcome, so he<br />

ran out, still buttoning up his fly. The Crew, this<br />

time also including Aaron Goodwin, returned to the<br />

men’s restroom to investigate. Groff demonstrated<br />

what he heard, and shortly after, another bang<br />

sounded. The Crew was startled, and Bagans had<br />

to force the others to stop running away from the<br />

activity.<br />

Bagans measured increased Electromagnetic<br />

field (or EMF) levels, which can indicate<br />

the presence of a spirit—or it can indicate electrical<br />

lines that aren’t grounded properly, or a slew of<br />

other things that may need to be dealt with that has<br />

nothing to do with the paranormal. The important<br />

thing with EMF is to find the source of the


increased levels, or use other data to back up what<br />

makes it appear to be paranormal.<br />

Goodwin’s camera captured an unexplained<br />

male voice singing or humming. In the basement,<br />

the Crew investigated the area around the well.<br />

Bagans started feeling a burning sensation on his<br />

back, along with dizziness. Groff and Goodwin<br />

lifted Bagans’s shirt and were shocked to find a<br />

clear set of scratch marks, plus more scratches<br />

appearing as the video continued to roll.<br />

The video also captured some glowing anomalies<br />

around Bagans, who had to leave the area. The<br />

Crew was determined to investigate the well<br />

and the basement, so Bagans pushed to keep<br />

going. In the Room of Faces, they lit candles and<br />

placed them in a suggestively ritualistic manner.<br />

Inspecting the walls, they found traces of blood<br />

drops from long ago.<br />

Groff Grof stayed in the area and tried to get<br />

some good Electromagnetic Voice Phenomena, or<br />

EVP’s, which are voices recorded through video or<br />

voice recording that can’t be heard at the time the<br />

recording is made. One EVP he did get was of a<br />

woman or girl crying, and then a raspy male voice.<br />

The Crew re-grouped to check on the<br />

camera they had set up by the refrigerator where<br />

they had seen the shadowy figure dart away during<br />

the walk-through. Soon after they checked in they<br />

saw the camera caught footage of a black silhouette<br />

of a man in a cowboy hat walking behind and to<br />

the left of the refrigerator. They believed the figure<br />

might be the ghost of Jackson.<br />

GAC reported that they believe there<br />

is definitely evil at Bobby Mackey’s. Shortly<br />

after their investigation, they consulted with the<br />

demonologist Bishop James Long, the presiding<br />

Archbishop of the US Old Catholic Church.<br />

Bagans discussed that this was the first time he’d<br />

ever been attacked, and he showed the footage for<br />

Bishop Long. Bishop Long explained that since<br />

there were 3 marks, the marking of the Trinity,<br />

the 3-clawed scratch that Bagans received was<br />

demonic. Bishop Long advised that Bagans and<br />

other investigators like him not provoke demonic<br />

spirits. Bagans declared that he would continue<br />

to investigate in his style, regardless, but he does<br />

understand the risk of his chosen profession.<br />

After their discussion with Bishop Long,<br />

the Crew discussed their evidence with Mackey<br />

and a few of his staff. They believed that what they<br />

found was fairly compelling. Because of that, they<br />

investigated Mackey’s several more times over the<br />

next few years, inviting fans and other investigators<br />

to join them each time.<br />

However, when they left after that first<br />

investigation, GAC claimed the evil spirits<br />

followed them home and wreaked havoc with their<br />

personal lives. They returned in the fourth season<br />

of their show in order to confront the demons they<br />

believed helped to ruin their lives.<br />

This time, they watched the video of<br />

Lawson’s 1994 exorcism. During the investigation,<br />

Bagans claimed to see a pair of red eyes, but<br />

they were never captured on video for evidence.<br />

Chiming, violin music, crashing, humming, and<br />

growling noises were all heard. Many EVP’s<br />

were captured this time, many of them foul and<br />

threatening. Also captured were a couple of names<br />

related to the investigation and the building.<br />

The last time the Crew visited Bobby<br />

Mackey’s; they drove by in their seventh season.<br />

They had heard that Lawson had died in Jan. 2012,<br />

and they wanted to pay their respects. Bagans and<br />

Groff refused to park the car on the same side of the<br />

road as the building, and Bagans forbid Goodwin to<br />

enter the building—all due to previous experiences<br />

the Crew had inside. They sent Billy Tolley,<br />

GAC’s technical expert, inside to film the memorial<br />

and send their regards, so that the guys could see<br />

the memorial without having to set foot inside the<br />

building again.<br />

The Ghost Hunters (TAPS) (T investigated<br />

Bobby Mackey’s in an episode that aired in<br />

November 2011. During TAPS’s walk-through,<br />

TAPS learned about the stories of Bryan and<br />

Johanna. Then they learned about Janet and her<br />

being pushed down the stairs—supposedly, the<br />

ghost who pushed her down the stairs was named<br />

George. There was emphasis put on how all 3<br />

women were 5 months pregnant.<br />

During the investigation, Jason Hawes and<br />

Wilson found high EMF readings around the main<br />

floor of the bar area. Wilson asked Johanna if<br />

they could come backstage, and there was a clear<br />

“no” in response. Maddie, the ghost hunting dog,<br />

became very focused on a column in the room,<br />

but no visible reason could be found. Amy<br />

Williamson and Adam Berry investigated near the<br />

well area in the basement. They found high EMF<br />

levels and claim this explains the reported feelings<br />

of uneasiness in the area. .<br />

Dave Tango shot a stun gun up and down<br />

the catwalk in the hopes that any entity there<br />

will use the energy projected to manifest itself.<br />

Based on the attempts to draw George out, the<br />

Team decided George must only be interested in<br />

harassing pregnant women.<br />

Evidence collected by TAPS was fairly<br />

sparse. One EVP was of a voice speaking, although<br />

it was unintelligible. Another EVP was: “Dog<br />

sees,” while Maddie was inspecting the column she<br />

was so interested in. Hawes and Wilson decided<br />

that Mackey’s wasn’t haunted, although there was<br />

a bit of activity captured. There was no unusual


evidence captured, according to the TAPS Team.<br />

Mackey never believed in the paranormal,<br />

but after seeing the exorcism of his friend and the<br />

first person he ever hired, he made plans to tear<br />

down the current building and build a new club on<br />

an adjacent property. While he was discussing the<br />

demolition one day, Mackey had a piece of ceiling<br />

fall on him. The next thing he knew, the adjacent<br />

property was rendered useless when a fissure about<br />

6” wide and about 60’ deep suddenly “appeared”<br />

from out of nowhere. Thus, the new club has never<br />

been built, and Bobby Mackey’s Music <strong>World</strong> is<br />

still operating out of the old building.<br />

A number of different paranormal tour<br />

arrangements can be made for anyone who wants to<br />

experience Bobby Mackey’s the way many of the<br />

employees and other locals have in the past. Both<br />

the Northern Kentucky Paranormal Society and the<br />

Cincinnati Regional Association for Paranormal<br />

Studies conduct the weekend tours, but private<br />

tours are also available during the week when the<br />

club is closed. Please see the website for further<br />

details (Source #2).<br />

Although Lawson has now passed on, it’s<br />

important to note his contribution to making Bobby<br />

Mackey’s Music <strong>World</strong> just what it is today. No<br />

matter what anyone may believe about the truth<br />

of his tales of ghostly encounters, possession, and<br />

exorcism, the man helped to create the legends<br />

that make Bobby Mackey’s so popular in the<br />

paranormal community.<br />

What Hensley first dismissed as fake, he<br />

soon realized was quite real. Witnesses told strange<br />

tales that ended in 29 signed affidavits, a great deal<br />

of historical research to verify any details about the<br />

site, and a very popular book. Hensley participated<br />

in numerous paranormal investigations as well<br />

as the 1994 exorcism of Lawson. He claims that<br />

the same person who investigated Amityville and<br />

called that a fake have authenticated the haunting<br />

at Bobby Mackey’s as quite real indeed. They<br />

say that something evil walks and waits inside the<br />

doors of Bobby Mackey’s Music <strong>World</strong>.<br />

Sources:<br />

1.) http://www.bobbymackey.com/home2.html<br />

“Bobby Mackey Home Page”<br />

2.) http://www.bobbymackey.com/h_paranormal.htm<br />

“Bobby Mackey – Paranormal”<br />

3.) http://www.bobbymackey.com/hellsgate.html<br />

“HELL’S GATE: Terror at Bobby Mackey’s”<br />

4.) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bobby_Mackey’s_<br />

Music_<strong>World</strong><br />

“Bobby Mackey’s Music <strong>World</strong> – Wikipedia, the free<br />

encyclopedia”<br />

5.) http://www.prairieghost.com/bobby.html<br />

“THE MURDER OF PEARL BRYAN & THE GHOSTS<br />

OF BOBBY MACKY’S MUSIC WORLD”<br />

6.) http://www.brutalashell.com/2010/04/cinematichaunts-bobby-mackeys-music-world<br />

“Cinematic Haunts: Bobby Mackey’s Music <strong>World</strong> | Brutal<br />

As Hell”<br />

7.) http://ghostadventures.wikia.com/wiki/Bobby_<br />

Mackey’s_Music_<strong>World</strong>_(episode)<br />

“Bobby Mackey’s Music <strong>World</strong> (episode) – Ghost<br />

Adventures Wiki”<br />

8.) http://ghostadventures.wikia.com/wiki/Return_<br />

to_Bobby_Mackey%27s_(episode)<br />

“Return to Bobby Mackey’s (episode) – Ghost Adventures<br />

Wiki”<br />

9.) http://ghostadventures.wikia.com/wiki/<br />

Sedamsville_Rectory_(episode)<br />

“Sedamsville Rectory (episode) – Ghost Adventures Wiki”<br />

10.) http://www.paranormal-encounters.com/<br />

ep/?p=339<br />

“Bobby Mackey’s Music <strong>World</strong>! | Paranormal Encounters”<br />

11.) http://www.hauntedhouse.com/states/ky/bobby_<br />

mackeys.htm<br />

“Kentucky Hauntings, Bobby Mackey’s Music <strong>World</strong> –<br />

HauntedHouses.com”<br />

12.) http://www.riseupparanormal.com/paranormalworld/locations/Bobby_Mackeys_Music_<strong>World</strong>.htm<br />

“RISEUP Paranormal”<br />

13.) http://voices.yahoo.com/the-ghosts-historybobby-mackeys-music-world-1354999.html<br />

“The Ghosts and History of Bobby Mackey’s Music <strong>World</strong><br />

in Wilder, Kentucky – Yahoo! Voices…”<br />

14.) http://creepycincinnati.com/2012/10/03/bobbymackeys-music-world-2/<br />

“Bobby Mackey’s Music <strong>World</strong> | Creepy Cincinnati”<br />

15.) http://www.masslive.com/television/index.<br />

ssf/2011/11/ghost_hunters_shock_wish_disti.html<br />

“Ghost Hunters Shock with ‘Distillery of Spirits’ |<br />

masslive.com”<br />

16.) http://www.nyparanormalsociety.com/bobby_<br />

mackeys.html<br />

“The New York Paranormal Society”<br />

17.) http://www.citybeat.com/cincinnati/article-<br />

21867-bobby_mackeys_music_world.html<br />

“Bobby Mackey’s Music <strong>World</strong>”<br />

18.) http://www.travelchannel.com/tv-shows/ghostadventures/articles/bobby-mackeys-haunted-history<br />

“Bobby Mackey’s Music <strong>World</strong>”<br />

19.) http://creepycincinnati.com/2012/01/28/rip-carllawson/<br />

“R.I.P. Carl Lawson | Creepy Lawson”<br />

20.) http://www.frightscape.com/hellsgate.html<br />

“REAL Ghost Story 2”<br />

21.) http://www.ghostresearch.org/Investigations/<br />

mackey.html<br />

“Bobby Mackey’s Music <strong>World</strong> Investigation”<br />

22.) http://ghostadventures.wikia.com<br />

“Ghost Adventures Wiki”<br />

23.) http://www.syfy.com/ghosthunters/episodes/<br />

season/7/episode/723/distillery_of_spirits<br />

“Distillery of Spirits | Episodes | Ghost Hunters | SyFy”


<strong>Pagan</strong> Interfaith Library to be created in South Africa. Books needed!<br />

At the 2013 Lustration of the Ancestors, the Correllian Tradition is re-instituting the creation of the <strong>Pagan</strong> Interfaith Library.<br />

Here are some facts to know:<br />

One book in South Africa can cost the same as two days of groceries. Safety is also still an issue in South Africa for Witches.<br />

Books of all kinds encouraged! All paths and all disciplines are welcome. Spirituality, rituals, magick, runes, tarot, herbs, Gods &<br />

Goddesses, crystals, meditation, candles, oils, crafts, dream analysis, spirit guides, numerology, astrology, cooking, Reiki, philosophy,<br />

pagan-oriented fiction, divination, etc.!<br />

CDs, DVDs, tarot cards, divination tools, etc. are also welcome! These would be available to use at the Library.<br />

Non-pagan oriented books can also help the mission by exchanging them for <strong>Pagan</strong> oriented ones on Paperbackbookswap.com. See<br />

the Facebook page or e-mail cntbookmission@gmail.com for more information.<br />

Please DO NOT send herbs, incense, candles, or perishables.<br />

The Facebook page has MUCH more<br />

info about the project so visit at:<br />

http://www.facebook.com/groups/<br />

cntbooks/<br />

The <strong>Pagan</strong>s in South Africa will treasure every book you send to build this library<br />

No donation is too small or too large!<br />

Spread the word -- flyers, the internet, word-of-mouth. Host a mini book-drive at your circle, temple,<br />

coven, grove, or study-group.<br />

Watch for sales at book-stores which may be closing in your area. Discount bookstores often have great<br />

deals, too. You can donate your credits from paperbackbookswap.com too!<br />

All donations should be shipped to the Florida address below, and the Correllian Nativist Tradition will see the books<br />

and other items make it to South Africa!<br />

Shipping address:<br />

Laurie Denman<br />

11250 Old Saint Augustine Road, Suite 15, #150<br />

Jacksonville, FL 32257<br />

All books will be hosted in Florida then shipped to South Africa in April 2013, in time for the South African Correllian Lustration of the<br />

Ancestors. Donations for final shipping to Africa can be made at http://www.correllian.com/donate.htm


Mystic Meanderings<br />

By: Rev. David McDonald, RMT<br />

Greetings, to all my Brothers and Sisters. Many of us in the Correllian Tradition<br />

are members of the Correllian Order of Reiki as a student or Master/<br />

Teacher. Since joining the tradition, I have always wanted to contribute to<br />

not only the tradition itself but also more to the Order of Reiki. In order to<br />

give back what has been given to me, I thought it would be great to contribute<br />

articles to the <strong>Pagan</strong> <strong>World</strong> <strong>Times</strong> in the realm Reiki. What I would<br />

like to start off with is a more in-depth look at the Five Reiki Principles. So<br />

going with this idea, here is a quick overview of the principles and a more<br />

in-depth look at principle number one.<br />

The Five Reiki Principles were created by Dr. Usui himself after his experiences<br />

in Kyoto. It was here the he learned the lessons of not teaching<br />

gratitude to those that he treated. The lesson that he learned was that we<br />

can only be grateful for the things we place value on and respect for. From<br />

that point he began to teach along these guidelines to get his student to take<br />

responsibility for themselves and for others. Today, it is said that the Five<br />

Reiki Principles are the foundation of Dr. Usui’s teachings. Below you will<br />

find a list of the Five Reiki Principles that Dr. Usui taught. We are also going<br />

to take a deeper look into each of these principles one by one. In doing<br />

so not only will we see their effect on the practice of Reiki but also the effect<br />

they will have in our own daily lives.<br />

The Five Reiki Principles are:<br />

I. Just for today, do not anger<br />

II. Just for today, do not worry<br />

III. Honor your parents, teachers and elders<br />

IV. Earn your living honestly<br />

V. Show gratitude to every living thing<br />

Now, let’s take a more in-depth look at the first Reiki principle. As we<br />

take a closer look, stop and think how this principle can be applied to<br />

your daily life.<br />

I. Just for today, do not anger. Anger, we all have it within our being.<br />

The key though is to let go of it. When we let go of anger we are in fact<br />

releasing what is blocking us from being able to love unconditionally. By<br />

holding onto to anger, we are in fact purposefully separating ourselves<br />

from the Universal Consciousness/God/Goddess/Higher Power. When<br />

our expectations about ourselves and others get the best of us, when we<br />

or they fail to live up to these expectations or our needs and desires, then<br />

we become angry. The people we are angry at have no realization of our<br />

anger most of the time. It hurt us more than it could ever hurt them. We<br />

must remember that all beings are brought into our lives for a reason.<br />

They are in fact much like a mirror a direct reflection of the cause and<br />

effect that we ourselves have created. Every thought we have sets up a<br />

cause and effect. It is through these people that we bring into our lives<br />

that we can begin to discover the weak points in our egos. Being angry is<br />

very destructive of our inner harmony. It begins to break down our very<br />

being creating energy blocks and allows negativity to set in. Be aware of<br />

what causes the anger – just what are the expectation and/or demand?<br />

Feel the emotion and feel it fully, then release it and let it go.<br />

I hope you enjoyed this first submission. I look forward to bringing a<br />

more in-depth look into the other principles in upcoming issues of the<br />

<strong>Pagan</strong> <strong>World</strong> <strong>Times</strong>.<br />

Blessed Be to All.


Inspired Inspired Inspired Visions Visions Visions<br />

By: Lindsay Irvin


By Owl Phoenix<br />

harvest parties --<br />

a lime green jello frog<br />

filled with candy bugs<br />

A Harem of Light Spirits<br />

(original by bre 2/19/07)<br />

The music seeps into my bones<br />

I watch as veils flow retreat<br />

and return and the hips follow.<br />

The undulations!<br />

The zells! right, right, left,<br />

right, left cover the music<br />

laughter entwines first the<br />

arms the shifting movements<br />

rapidly chasing brass<br />

Oh to dance!<br />

My hips, seated, protest<br />

each attempt to reach up<br />

to join this<br />

Words the <strong>World</strong> is Made of<br />

harem of light spirits<br />

Flirty eyes, smoky above<br />

the sea of shimmering scarves<br />

flutter into brief butterflies<br />

Oh the dance!<br />

My eyes close and my spirit<br />

climbs into the ethereal<br />

I feel myself again<br />

dancing on a twilight sky<br />

She does physically<br />

what I do ethereally<br />

Oh to dance!<br />

slowly brass fades hip scarves<br />

quieten and I am returning<br />

from some other world<br />

The music playing my body,<br />

seated, and yet I dance.<br />

Imbolc series<br />

crown of lights--<br />

above the bonfires<br />

dawn rises<br />

hearth fires<br />

relit from a bonfire coal<br />

“Bride is welcome”<br />

in the ash tiny footprints<br />

“Bride has come”<br />

***<br />

frigid cold the deep snow<br />

thaws one drop at a time<br />

finding the meat of a frozen<br />

deer --another week of snow<br />

crack! more snapped trees<br />

to feed the fire<br />

Emblematic Poem<br />

(Owl Phoenix)<br />

An Emblematic<br />

poem is a poem<br />

in which<br />

the poem is in the<br />

shape of the<br />

subject matter.


Ing’s Personal Tarot Reading<br />

By: Rev. John (Ing) Snodgrass, HP<br />

Tarot Reading for: 83121 3121 CAT<br />

Date of Reading: 01 1 17 2013<br />

The Readers Question: I would<br />

like some insight on my music<br />

career. I fear a bad choice about<br />

record labels. Any insight on what<br />

I can do to get back on track?<br />

Note: Although I show all the Tarot Cards in<br />

their Upright position - their true position is<br />

noted under the individual card and in the card<br />

meanings.<br />

CARD ONE: Justice (Upright): The Justice card<br />

is about cold, objective<br />

balance through reason or<br />

natural force. This is the card<br />

that tells us that excesses<br />

have consequences.<br />

Justice urges us to make<br />

adjustments, do whatever<br />

is necessary to bring things<br />

back into balance: physically,<br />

emotionally, socially, and/<br />

or spiritually. In a more<br />

mundane sense it may signal a court case, legal<br />

documents, or adjustments needed in a marriage or<br />

partnership. The outcome of all of these may not be<br />

exactly what we want, but it will be what we need.<br />

It will also be scrupulously fair.<br />

One thing to remember about the Justice card is<br />

that it is not about punishment, good, bad, right or<br />

wrong. It is about adjustment. The sword suggests<br />

that sometimes this might not be pleasant. Justice<br />

pares things down with that sword so that the<br />

scales end up equal. Swords represent the mind and<br />

suggest that Justice only listens to reason, logic and<br />

facts. She will not be tricked by appeals to emotions<br />

or passions, nor bribed for that matter. She will be<br />

rational and cool-headed.<br />

CARD TWO: Page of Cups (Reversed): Upright,<br />

the Page of Cups can<br />

represent a very sensitive<br />

and gentle newcomer, one<br />

with the soul of a poet.<br />

Deeply imaginative and<br />

empathetic, they will really<br />

care about others opinions<br />

and try hard to please<br />

everyone.<br />

Reversed and the Page of<br />

Cups represents someone<br />

who is hard to motivate. They are sad all the time<br />

and they can bring your mood down with them.<br />

Dealing with them is hard as you have to walk on<br />

eggshells at all times around them.<br />

The Page of Cups can also relate to messages or<br />

letters from our friends and family. Reverse this<br />

and you can expect sad messages such as a family<br />

member, friend, in trouble and or hindrances to the<br />

coming of any answer(s) looked for.<br />

CARD THREE: The Fool (Reversed): The card<br />

of The Fool is all about<br />

starting something new,<br />

going somewhere new; the<br />

reverse is a total blockage of<br />

our energy -- meaning that<br />

we will be having difficulties<br />

in starting anything new,<br />

moving ahead, or even<br />

seeing the world with fresh<br />

eyes.<br />

So if we reverse The Fool,<br />

we are to be found sitting on the roadside with<br />

holes in our shoes and pride... blisters on our feet<br />

from the rocks in our shoes, unable to go further<br />

forward for some time as deep healing will be<br />

required -- physical and/or spiritual.<br />

The SUMMARY: Taken together these are not<br />

nice cards, but they are very wise cards.<br />

Their message is simple -- that you must be cool- cool-<br />

headed, and do what is necessary, no matter how<br />

hard, how disagreeable, in order to gain, or re-gain<br />

your (family) stability and future.<br />

While it is true that getting completely lost in one’s<br />

head, in the memories of past or future hopes or<br />

imaginational dreams can be fun -- it is not real life,<br />

in fact you need to return to the true real world of<br />

dashed hopes and dreams, not pleasant I know, and<br />

thus begin again by picking yourself up -- family<br />

too -- dust yourselves off, and get on with your life.<br />

Look with a fresh eye at documents that are the<br />

plans of your life and see where and who is at<br />

current fault and fix the problems found, not a<br />

pleasant prospect in the short term but the results<br />

will be in the longer run….


March Games<br />

by Lily Greene<br />

Spring\Maiden Goddesses Word Find<br />

A V M N A G I N I Z J F W E B Goddesses:<br />

R B U P N S I M E T R A S A L NAGINI<br />

T A S A D P L V G O S E U G Q TIAMAT<br />

E U E V E M D R E A I B N K S BAUBO<br />

M B S E S C A L H N X S E J A ASTARTE<br />

U O I W T V P S A R U G I R F ISIS<br />

S R X Y H I Z Q S F P S P S W VENUS<br />

P C C L D L D M T N G Q A Z P ARTEMIS<br />

V A H Z O A H O A K W L P D T APHRODITE<br />

T N R A I N B O R L A Z I S I VILA<br />

W O L V B Y V B T H K S L C A PARVATI<br />

Q P U A A F I J E U P Q L X M<br />

K Y R S S T S C H B D A A N A<br />

L M L T T L I K E K G K I L T


1<br />

1<br />

5<br />

8<br />

2<br />

2<br />

6<br />

3<br />

3<br />

Spring\Ostara Crossword Puzzle<br />

6 7<br />

Across:<br />

1. The sun's entry into _____ occurred at Ostara, the ram was used to symbolize<br />

the Young God. (2)<br />

2. Celebration of hope and renewal, rooted in Zoroastrianis, celebrated in Turkey,<br />

Pakistan, Iran, and Afghanistan (3)<br />

3. Also a symbol of renewal and Spring (3)<br />

4. "Festival of Women" celebrated in ancient Rome (3)<br />

5. Saxon Goddess of the dawn (3)<br />

6. An egg's ____ represents the sun-god (3)<br />

7. One God who is reborn at Ostara (3)<br />

8. Hindu 'festival of colour' (3)<br />

9. A symbol of new beginnings (3)<br />

9<br />

5<br />

7<br />

4 10<br />

Down:<br />

1. Aztec water Goddess symbolizing fertility, spring, river and lake waters. (1)<br />

2. Latin "to bloom" (3)<br />

3. Modern egg _____ derives from ancient agricultural societies who foraged for wild bird<br />

eggs during this time of year (3)<br />

4. Another God resurrected during this time of the year<br />

5. Roman celebration for the Goddess Venus (3)<br />

6. Hopi kachina, or Nature spirit, who governs Spring<br />

7. Ostara is a _____ Sabbat and is sacred to the Young God (5)<br />

8. Female ____ in Europe are able to conceive a second litter of offspring while still pregnant<br />

with the first; symbol of fertility (3)<br />

9. Roman Goddess of women, marriage, and childbirth honored during Matronalia (3)<br />

10. In Greek legend, wood _____ are sent by anemos (the wind) in the Spring to herald his<br />

arrival (3)<br />

9


Futoshiki, also known as Hutoshiki or “Unequal”, is a logical math puzzle played on a<br />

square grid. The objective is to enter numbers from 11-6<br />

1 6 in each column and each row.<br />

In addition, inequality constraints are given between some of the cells, indicating that<br />

one cell must be higher or lower than its neighbor.<br />

(www.sudoku-puzzles.net)


Can you spot the differences between the two altars?<br />

Altar Find-It<br />

1 - 6 -<br />

2 - 7 -<br />

3 - 8 -<br />

4 - 9 -<br />

5 - 10 -


FEBRUARY GAME ANSWERS<br />

Wheel of the Year Word Find<br />

M I M B O L C S Words:<br />

I Y U L E A Samhain<br />

M D O M Yule<br />

A B S H Imbolc<br />

B E T U L A Ostara<br />

O L A M A I Beltane<br />

N T R M N Midsummer<br />

A A M E Lammas<br />

N A R Mabon<br />

E S


February Crossword Puzzle<br />

3. R<br />

1. S E T S U 2. B U N S A I 4. W<br />

N R S H<br />

O 2. M A I D E N S I<br />

W G 3. H A M S T E R S<br />

4. D A W N I U E<br />

R D N<br />

O S<br />

P C<br />

S R<br />

5. I M B O L 5. C<br />

S A 6. D<br />

S N 7. L R 9. V<br />

D U 6. C A N D 8. L E M A S<br />

L P G E L<br />

E E O N E<br />

10. O 7. S T I R R I N G T N<br />

I C S T<br />

M A I<br />

8. P E N N S Y L V A N I A 9. B O N E<br />

L I E<br />

C 10. F A U N U S S<br />

ACROSS: DOWN:<br />

1. Shinto festival that celebrates the coming of Spring; also 1. "Milk flower of the snow." (2)<br />

considered a good luck festival. (1) 2. Irish symbol for the beginning of Spring; hung to protect a home<br />

2. Aspect of the Goddess that is commonly celebrated from fire and evil. (3)<br />

during the Spring. 3. "The first day of Spring in the traditional Japanese lunar calendar." (1)<br />

3. Can also be used in a groundhog oracle. (4) 4. One color associated with this time of the year. (4)<br />

4. _____ represents this time of the year. (4) 5. Use these to symbolize the returning sun's energies. (4)<br />

5. ______ also called Festival of Lights. (4) 6. _____ are widely seen during the Chinese New Year. (2)<br />

6. Another name for Imbolc. 7. Roman celebration for the coming Spring as well as fertility of flocks<br />

7. Imbolc is a time of _______ and awakening. and people. (2)<br />

8. Punxsutawney __________ is where the 'official' 8. Common practice of giving up something for a 40 day period between<br />

groundhog used for weather prediction resides. (2) Ash\Clean Wednesday and Holy Saturday. (5)<br />

9. _______ Moon is the Cherokee month starting second 9. ______ Day is a widely known celebration of romantic love.<br />

New Moon. (2) 10. Gaelic meaning "lactation of ewes." (6)<br />

10. Roman God that protected shepherds and their flocks. (2)


AL TAR FIND -IT<br />

Can you spot the differences between the two altars?<br />

1 - Altar cloth (blue\green) 6 - Pink cresent moon<br />

2 - Shell mask 7 - Purple candle<br />

3 - Initiation\Degree cord 8 - Red flower<br />

4 - Fleur de lis star pin 9 - Cardinal\Blue jay feathers<br />

5 - Yellow flower\Goddess in basket 10 - White altar strands

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