Beth Blanchette Book - Cabrillo College
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<strong>Beth</strong><br />
A lener to Ben, Sam, Jake and Nick<br />
fom Grandma Pany<br />
<strong>Beth</strong> Lolaire Bknchette<br />
1959<br />
- 1981
Arthor\ Nok<br />
It ba! tal
To nlsa boy - Bcx, Szn lahe ad Ni.k,<br />
lr hs bcn svcnren yeaE snEe rour Amt Bdh died. I tnow the four of),ou have h€rd<br />
her mN many tim$ bur I also Imw you do not /.,/4 know ndch about hd - ts<br />
$sencc and hd spnir,I am hoping thn httd will propedy indoduce her to tou.<br />
For some nr*plicablc rson, Bdh qDE honc fron speaking to a Dedh and Dying ddr<br />
r <strong>Cabrillo</strong> and sid shd6 dnid she \lould be forgotren. Afaid thrt ve {outd ptrt xway<br />
ali picnu€s offt! dc. Hd ldr dtrn {hih ftier& rnd frmil},ftmed in b nisn, l Nenr<br />
rhroush aU ou slid$ and phob nbums alld clos rhe pi.tures for c huse picrure<br />
colhse h si,rg on $"ill in n) hone. She krs I w6 doins rhis.ltlough she did,it live<br />
long .noush ro se rhe 0nished prodtrd tharjudy Stenovich pur togshd for s. And hq€<br />
vc all aE, s*enreen I eas larer, csilr EnembdrS h* in wods io shtue wnh the four or<br />
l.ledr Lotrke vas bon rt l13l in rhe Dorning on Fridat April lT, r959 in a por6nolrh,<br />
Ne\{ Hdnpshire hosptul. she veished 7 tbs. 3 oz and v4 21" tong. Shc v4 born on<br />
Gnndna Marior Bhnchctrc's bnrhdar Tlq' wsc borh Aies ald left-landed. Some of<br />
the Afts oais dnr fir !trh sde 'unusually fliedly with foretul mannci, a firn fiand-<br />
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clasp and an in$ant smile... .wil gght vhd ftey fel is an injutice and nor be bshtul<br />
aboutvoi.ingopinions...verydnect, bhnt...beable to dran the inpo$ible dream dd<br />
nake ir ohe tue.' (&om Linda Goodnd's sn s,r,t<br />
CEndpa Ror and I had be€n n{rGd rlmos four ),€rs ryhen Bdh rvas born. \ve Mned<br />
unril he had ecived ln bachelorii desree { the Uniyqsiq, ofNew Hanpshirc. we wtre<br />
very happy to have hcr cone into ou liys and sddl). I Ered . snl bedK I'd had rhe<br />
nanc Bdh picked our for a long dm€. Prcbablr Eading abour B erh i^ Lnde Wahe"<br />
nJlucn-d me (hen I ws young. Her middle mne tnuisc wd Gnndna Eyeb,n Bailey:<br />
sugE$tion, td'm)'AuntLouise (Prok p).<br />
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ldh ws chi$ened ii r rddborough, Neq HahpshiE,<br />
Unit{hn Churh rndvore xchrnreninggown won bymr<br />
lirher Crardpr L$er Llailet I nill hrve lhc gown hcr. in !,),<br />
bedoom closeL if-eran' ofFtr...<br />
V/c tivcd in trtr ups.i.aprrtmentni Drhan, Ncw Hrmp<br />
shnc, duing her llr$ rtr. I was . say-r hone nom trnd<br />
Gnndpr RoD sorLcd in Po(snouth trs leuidan.c c.unelor<br />
while geftiDg iris Mr$€rl' degree. Cnig was born I 3 nrondr<br />
lac rnd we allmo!.d b r abin on a ltrte wh*c cnndpi<br />
ms a tifcgurd rnd .trnpground nantrger for dr sunmr, lr $is idyllic ercn bush ve<br />
hrd to divc 15 mihs io rvsh diapca for $o babis (no disposablc dhpds h tlos. dqsr!.<br />
In Augrs of 1960 wc put I 6 Drotrtllold Bdh on ar inphn€ vdr cftdmr RlaNherc<br />
rndput2{ord!ol.l Crtrig in a honenadc.r bed o driv. b Oceuid., our tl6r lbnlc<br />
in Ctrlitonia. Lledr and Cnig r€rc pla] nxa rnd buddics \Vs ln€d ,i Llods &on rlr<br />
bcr.h r.d ihadvas d,c b.sinninB oi dtn bvc trrliirvith rh o.an<br />
C/dis ant. tbk fo/ xoa bot'.<br />
r wish i rcntd rend .r ntre orD',lifewith q,sjsd Berh, butwft n€ Lhir<br />
n a wa] o hclp Krll d,os n.ndries trnd to dr. theD rvith Lhc}';us<br />
pcoplc in ou hmil] who did not htrve dE opporiuniy ro have dme {nir Lr{ii<br />
Dfl8ru .anon,'!,a r,,Beru.s l m- .. lep,l,<br />
ho. t, oo v" ,1,,o.."J\D. rl,L ., ..i g,<br />
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cones and shc thrs a softb.il faith$ than an',onc .!c rt thc !.!oo! ma,e or<br />
,rJ- (. \. or ', h-.t, rcon.\ . -*.el."d<br />
Hcrsili lorlerring andshdhgrvnh othes n eEshe d11],shined. str<br />
.ookl."r."ioo \o' fl r,o i<br />
pad,-bho ih-<br />
,.n 1q. m,do \. $or\dd,ar:-<br />
'-ne,'.o{l r r-.rn. nr I.Eo,.-L-,<br />
o^'u d"r'r d .p,h l'--.n. o,'- ,,o,E 1... I<br />
lovc rdr rerrnins rvas so gr3trt thd slle s{ involved iD a $ic;fctrb,iuo<br />
collesefield kips in theSiems, orc bcins nvo wels Lcfort she died. Th{<br />
sbor. low inpotunr nrar pair of htr liiew$ ro hc.<br />
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<strong>Beth</strong> hade and had 2 larse sroup oFfriedr in hcr lhoa 22 yea$. Man), are<br />
sill h our 1iv6 todal. I lovc thc pictue ofhd and hq ftiends cltins a hike in<br />
thc nounbins, dl with novss in rheir hai and snil6 on their ftas. \ftat a<br />
suic all rhc rih6 w€En'r grar. Hq ilhss dd deatl rook us all to a pla@ I<br />
wish no pe6on or Annr would have to go. Yd, {e lerned so nkh frc; hd.<br />
Hcr .ourrge in d€,lins vnh hs own noralig' is r lcson I will never forget.<br />
Sheneversaid \vlryme or "whari|..", she ju$ lived her lile fullr with so<br />
In closing, I would lile to sy, I loved my sisrr v€ry much. I hope shc knew<br />
lhh. I think ir is hud for children dd rlung aduls ro *pr6s that love a rhe<br />
':ne.'rrh"e,o, ldh"a8ro{nolde,oga}.,..o",(ohJ\emof ,h.ro<br />
shde in each othdl felngs, bu olien life dos nor tum out thc my we wie\.<br />
Nobod). h* tle "pdftd liE- or n the pde( pdson, dd Berh ws no dcption.<br />
She had hs fa ts, swe all do, but I have alw.rs appeciaied rhd wnh<br />
the shon rinc shc had vith r, she chos ro look at the g.od dd lerve rhe e$<br />
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A I'ar laer we moved io L HabE<br />
rnd bousht ou ftst homc. Y.e had<br />
r r4 fbot Udo sailboai dd wenr to<br />
th€ ocan s much 6 we codd.<br />
A(oding to her baby book, &F<br />
ing thor ye{s he! livodre bool6<br />
were nu4ery rhyme books, Czt t,<br />
th.Eztid 10t Dalndtiaa. Ott<br />
pds wd€ Tindn (a niniatu€<br />
Da.hshmd) dd cali G cad. \qhen<br />
<strong>Beth</strong>w6 5 y.ais old, she ftIl md<br />
fractud he! skul while wc vdc<br />
vhitinssirh ftiends in LkAlowhad.<br />
ThdM El sarybut slE
\ic livcd in i ncighborh.od ntrlb, |opuhcd vith yolng frmilies so llerh dd crlis hrd<br />
o$ofplxrmaks ill dr dn.. Thg' did .ot atend pr{chool. It vrs notconhon in lhose<br />
dars. v/c did bddng b rBtrb Sn Chb {her all rherounglimilis iook,urns criDsfol<br />
\{/c krc lirinC in Lr Hrbn ivhen lleth nared lind.garten. ft rvas rcrt .r.iting ro send<br />
dufiNbornolltorhool. FoduDarehthesclool\ fin.ipalras linnrfiicnd Dous Ch.k<br />
Uakc, room mncd for Dors who died jLrrbefore yourarc bo.nl drd oncofh*<br />
ddindcrvrsMn.hcll chrk, Dougrnd slirleeison.<br />
l\.liss Ki$sbury, hd linddgartcn &trchd, vroc on hd Eport .d: A$ds: sood hrnd<br />
eyecoordinatior-nus.ularc.odinrion follownrsdneciions beginDingdrdnnnhingro,kprcnprt<br />
trunbd and rddins ietrdi.$s longfur onrprn Needs to grolv<br />
in,trc.spb.ceofturtuadon-happinssandpideinvoLk .ounq,andrlf.onuol...<br />
rfshe.rn 6nd the reson rorsonedriigshcisquncwilli.g to coifom. Bcth nvery..e<br />
fivc md wilting to hetp oth{s { al rs."<br />
sanh w6 bom inhHibnFhen Lleth e?s alndssix<br />
116 old rnd cnig rvrs four ud a hilri Ttcr w{e both<br />
\€.r, helptut Firh dre rry bibyand lovcdhtrving<br />
sneoneb bo$.TinoD,our D{[shud,wsllc<br />
c,addpa and r wan,cd 10 livc ncrd rhe oean so he<br />
toud ajob d sclDol psy.hobsnt in srnhcNzandwe<br />
moved AuBu$ 196t. ve Ercd a l,o!s on the r€n<br />
sideofsrnta Cruz udh {rended [Ergnder Natural<br />
Bidgcs S.hool, x{ichras abrandncwscho.lhuilt jn<br />
Lhc rcund. I.Ier rercler ws Ms. Cokon,whovrce on<br />
htr cpo( d : "Bdh has done top flN giade Follt r1l<br />
ye2i . ft was in M^ Colton's .lss ilD! l{h dew rhc<br />
solrporrrnwilh tu red hadbxnd thri),ou see Langinsor rhe wsllglingour m m) de.l.<br />
Ahcispcnding monthsvnh r real6brcn"n,ve fo!.d ihe hoLre or Borcgs Divc in<br />
Apros whdc r htrve noN lined for dirry{rvo rve<br />
),cr6. moyed in AugN and Bdh r_<br />
erded $cod Ende r Mr vnu sdrool, ishr rrcs the (rk.Ioryeds we hadd bridgc<br />
&os drc.tuchin our btr.k)rfd {nh r pd lcrdins dosn t. the cEek md rp ro rhe<br />
rhoolard. Allthc ncighboriood kidsrsd rhn prh.
+ Tbsed n.,tbhtM \tnd tud.ho: uillsiuettua" i.!.d oftuhzt hi"t1ofntudat Bdh<br />
Ms. Mulhn, FcoMgnde: "<strong>Beth</strong> isapldsurtb have in dss. BdhnstsopsoNofhd<br />
'visilios duinB dss. She mu$ also ledr tiar shc ha thc rbiliq- b do exdl.nt vorL trnd<br />
should not ytth for s.ond nte. A 1€.r nice dd wet likcd lidc snl.,<br />
Ms. Mord, rhnd gnde: <strong>Beth</strong> did r fine job d clss presidcnt. Bdh hm done nuch<br />
b{td in hd to.htrins duing d6s dnB'<br />
Gtundpa Ro" ar.t. thit fat )aL<br />
Mr HonqunLfodth gnde: allAt nr Kno*lcdgc<br />
drd Skills md .ll si\ in \{o* and Study Hibil\.<br />
"...d lerewehdvc,pssiblrthecounuyilrr<br />
hdt presiddtr in rhc hakingl"<br />
Mns GtrnsFdq nfrh gndc: trlI-& rnd so Bt (in<br />
scicnft) for rh€ whole l4r. All st in Gcreral Beh:v<br />
Mr. Detrso., sixth grade !+ in Or:l Lrngutrge and<br />
Grddpr Ron and Ix€re dnored in 1970 vhen<br />
Boh vs €leven reu otd. Even ough cRndpa<br />
Ron did nd live in the home, hecorrinlcdb do tr<br />
loi oftbine5 wnh Ddh, Cnig d sanl.<br />
Bd[ ws a vdy bodng, bibr. she rns the fiN bom and $€ had to dpdimenirlorvnhh<br />
asveweretrotsurofwhxriodo.Thcolddchildiaa<br />
tumilyse$ *pftinmrd rvid, dr mo$ lilc Nith Ben md Sm in fiei. |amilis.<br />
Bedr huEhr N a lo! shc v* :lwr),s curious. She liked ffgurnrg out dings and<br />
krning about eyeryhhg. Htr curiosity ws a big inflknce in lerming rbour<br />
people, science, dre gov$nhcnt, th€ enviroDment and rhe dd Lr{h always<br />
dralLengcd nc on q, iders trnd poin6 ofyie$ and ir rvd fu' dncusing rhings<br />
vnh hei !0hen ldh disagreed wirh nc or gd nad r me, she told !E so ne.J,<br />
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s,}ootsatjtor <strong>Beth</strong>rrcJ,o.nllhnginso.ou."r\etiied<br />
rodo,oweij.<br />
,,ril'.""Tiit'r].'"'_.#Ltffi:il,_*mru:.t:<br />
;.i;T;i::l:trXT"::'lili@p'cn<br />
p'o;nn* Lhe6'rc' m-' rd<br />
BedrMasEr hv€ln Shc hetp.dusrtoron her whesh<br />
w-odd Rronh na\ Lh ned*.r.*<br />
";,*,,-l,j,tlijli<br />
Y. @ud r{8r dd dpre$ io) .1.'<br />
'* p.-"%.a. ,*<br />
"b,i. "., ;;<br />
j"is"irq+'$'trf 1,if :if ;1il":l ; ;x.u;,u n';*;<br />
Gh" on lre rhn Agrn. r., cu ov.). qr;ng o ta _ l,"ut ro<br />
hany d'fieFnr<br />
oo ,o<br />
rhings ws itM),s very<br />
Berh-Lked<br />
roks, u,Ptr6dd funnr4r,<br />
n6. inewo'idwerwcird haB.ndmrdei<br />
mdk to fool peple. one day alituer! she<br />
ewwhar I B wairg md sh. sid, "Did<br />
you &.]lyk{ rha o eru Did you E,lly<br />
kiirhrrcohb,nrion of @lob ; work,i<br />
5he B sh,tinB her h.ad.nd hushinea!<br />
tu in disbelief $ r bld hd lhe n; r"trk<br />
I lom€d a lor from B.d, od mi$ ler moE<br />
rd more ed appreci?ie her more .nd<br />
Dore au dre me.I dink of htr a Lo, and<br />
nrye blk5 witi hsud klthshownu.tl<br />
lorenq,nd misr her Shegj€s me aood<br />
rd.6dd vie 5dU {d IJi5Rn rc he. n_<br />
i:::3_* :l* T,:r:'yro, 16ory.,n,n" H.rheyp,,unp4ed :ncoor'ins<br />
Ebbi' .'6,$ ad s ood@<br />
l|e.w,'scll!,6<br />
in8lla.o va_J" * ,0, s..i;"_<br />
llrcnbbd inmotnngdemr,h,i"" +.,,".1r,.],"-,r,.,<br />
",nrytnet.shetuaer<br />
rteqln dned bi\.ui\and brn.,,nd.iTrnon J-d,.u^,<br />
attend.d &tosJmior Hish f@n 1971-1973. She E€iyed a1l At defl B s<br />
:1':-3::.^:,::*,ln :* j"ceikd Aw'ds ofRemsnirion fo, outsiandins<br />
ot in Soci,l Studis, Enslis!, Se*i.g, E"*p;"Afy,c,,l.,i. w",L;;L, *<br />
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the €nd of the 7r sGde. And Orttanding Langxage Aft Achievdnerr in Jme 1973 {<br />
cnd of8" ghde. Bdh and hd.ltr$nnis were given rhc option ofqrolltng in an exp{inonhl:lgebn.ltrssrjuniorhish<br />
offeEd for thelnr dhc b. Rang, Snid,. sh€loyed rlr<br />
.hJhngc and tu*iycd r11 As. Cnis Ms rble io pdticipdrc ths follovhg I,ef<br />
She itrerdedApros High s.hool toh 1973 ro 1t77. Sle$as dirgnosd with Hodgki$<br />
Disesen, Dccenbeofhd&6hn]n]ertrndras hone tuorcdrhe rer of dr sclool<br />
}ear brDiana KJuse.In Decenbeshc had mrjorsurse,rat Sh.Iod Medical Cdrer<br />
The d.r' Gina, Sanh a, I $€re o bing hc hone we nn iNo a snow$om on the sumnn<br />
of l-ligh{tr)- 17 2nd warched 8 nrhs ofsnov &unuhF on the cd Wc h]d to<br />
abaddon thc a and the Crlihrnir Higbway larol hclpcd us Etiiere it re next day. Bcrh<br />
vs ,trof dciLcd b nndly s. trs. AfE bs reconeq, fron, n$dy she mtrde dail), aips ro<br />
sunfo for ndhdon rcrnenrs forfou. months.Artlxr dnc hu dn$s $as .onsid*cd<br />
obc rnnsion.shcgotHodskinsrgrininlebruaryolhdjuniory€arburray€dtn<br />
Khool. shc wodld only mna a d"r, someriaes 6vo, whetr she rcc.ivcd hd che,notlEnpr<br />
Ba{Ne of d,e chcnoihdp), shc 1on trllhd hril ShepurcIsed x vis, bui leyerwore it.<br />
She fek it $as too fila]ooltin8. Innnd she s$ved a sdf to nakh d.h outfi!.<br />
B{h hrtred n, cnnis and rcccivcd thn rde &om her coach, Cad,erinc Mtrm)l I wrs<br />
gladyou decided to phr.ends rhisse$on.Thcrc\som
l fourd. mlgh dnft ofrn sslshew.tc, probab!, rrcd<br />
6r appll-ing foi rholaships: 'S.cial Sciena rnd l-Ierlth<br />
Scienc mbothidds of inteEs.ro ne.Thnqbourny<br />
rd6 h high school, so.irltu4..h$s irrd.scd rnd<br />
chrllenged lre dre mon rvlile nI Croving mpcd lirr<br />
StantodHospiral has nnerescd hc in the Herlth S.icncc<br />
arcr. Bc.au:€ofihis conflicr,1pltu! ro rEnd Crbrillo<br />
collcgc for a rsr, Ekins r snrdhg ofcltrsrs in dr<br />
hopcofcnhd.onbinins the ovo A a pNibh deer or<br />
dddhgon and lunhrins q- studcs nr onc of the n€lds.<br />
Af6.olkgc, r hope to udtize q-sudicsbywo,kinsfor<br />
enhd xpubk or soEnnenhl rgdrcr I f.clrhd a arcer<br />
in ihir ncuwould bodr inrEs and.htrlhnge ne dd<br />
fro, ide i PLc st€re 1.outdbc<br />
ofgturt help to th€public.<br />
Na,cr Ihlt, a fii.nd B.th nct in high 'choa/, urot. thit far roa.<br />
I am so ghd ilnr I ws privileg.d b ldow Bdh. she h4 had d, nlpxc, on m),<br />
lifc Id bc] ond rhe sdcn )fd thn ve kls ad, othcr<br />
Iwa dAptos HishSchoolwithBerhforthrcc j,66.\vecudu{ed rogcLhci<br />
sittnrg n{ o eac[ orhd $ vrl.Llictoi]n rndsalusrorian. sl:c wr son€ dur<br />
ins mr. freshmrn r€r of hiBh $hool becrbe shc vrs snt. Blt I hnrd about<br />
h{ th{ rar fton ffttrds who los h{ in jlnio. hish rhool. sllc had b€n<br />
dhgnosd $ith Hodgkins Disdsc. Ths min tlirg I rememb.r haing abour<br />
Bcth thn ),car 16 adniErion .dniffion in hd fticndi loics. I diddt<br />
herr s ne$ or piry I leamed oncc I md Bdh rhr dDis bec{se shc did not<br />
inspi€sdrBsoipq- hd rctrnge rnd animatiotr always inspncd rdm irr<br />
I onnot €nember low or wh.n Bdh trnd I flK mq, but sc soon bccane<br />
do$ &iends. !{/e Femed to [ive r lo, in connor *r vd€ good $uddrs<br />
vho liked shool dd wee collcg.-bound, ve hd pre,rs wlb rvo&ed r<br />
cabillo collc8c, we had @ sibtinss. ve rvdr to cou'd6s baltdball sams<br />
tosether, ate crean clese pie ad dllsorts ofdh{ rich food while odEs<br />
wondsed $4dc wc prt n, bllcd2hourschool, bq,s, movles, mdplans for<br />
rl I'ue 1e oq r'.J r'ir a rt'. , . o,el p.i ,'"\ferF.e<br />
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<strong>Beth</strong> had r ?etrl rnd an endrusisndDrwsnnpo$ibh ro march dd hard b<br />
8non.l n! n ro/ h q<br />
' . l) .'Blro8 .Jr'A/- .r\Ja ' '(r'q<br />
I n" r,tt-' fh--'<br />
'ol'ie ror"." \ -vr -D ad.erre,<br />
r also hrw Bedr du g ou .oll.gc yerr. she ],rs uNbLe ro go N4- ro<br />
.ollese, thoushsh€pnbrbly.ould have gotre to anynunbu ofunivdsnGs<br />
ofherclone, b
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'llmughotrthigh rchooldd collcsc Bdh vorked itvriousrobs she didrlot ofbaLry<br />
sncnre, cleancd tuomsrthe DrFiew Horl in Apros Vilhge, {rs a.ashie. at K-M]rt, ud<br />
volked nr Jcnni.: dtrlEnr.<br />
Salab ulot thi fi, roL<br />
Y&cn I thinh oam)' snten tlkc qurhies .ome r. nind: compasn,n, comnn-<br />
Hnrena*able.onptrsi.n, asit€hrcsbme, nbstillunBred byadentoD<br />
shc mdc in her 20s. in her Ls *o ).eas, Irofr ages 20 to 22, she took c<br />
time o nuruE ha ionship wirl tu, ]young, nsc.uE and probtrbb_<br />
on" r L'B c o.u, , oa cr rll r,;., fl.' o p:-l \.;-<br />
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!- t.", o ! '.Fed1.,, I.o r- o!""r . , ori .t, .:.<br />
sr.ng si$e' to sisrer rel$ion$ip. I hrve a *,onddtul (m$rc tuve ofnerbies,<br />
lioD nedr.orhingneqhilephdningdriviisr rhc Ctrbillo <strong>College</strong><br />
pa,kinglor, to nq la/ns or he Lod, in lhe dorvrtrkns rprden!while Deah<br />
IJ. .'$ei L Frr''<br />
'n3"hou 's ' I le L.t, ,, et,'t,<br />
d"'or.w\oi'd un.{ o'.k. .dnfl\n&.r. t.-.h.r ahd<br />
)dng' sxYtq,sisd a piorig.spqls to how huch sh; valkd tmjh<br />
Berh was connntcd to pohics rnd th. eniiroDmerr Bcth k.ewhow Lo in<br />
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" a-.tor,E.o.".t,o.r." oo, .n1.trrol<br />
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sr.,., ,,,r Lu ,ob-"to,; fu. .ncq-, _<br />
ne.ol"lpplo'.e'-B"fl.dD-n, ..,e, I d' r "'.o'o<br />
. i":ol<br />
cai ecen canoldars.<br />
Be&t sense ofhn didnt rlErs coftldr vidr mire. Two cxtrnptei fi61, wh€n<br />
Ivrs 13 orso, Bcth sood outsidc rhc brhroon $indo\a;nding dn rhe<br />
deck, kitins rof me o nnish n), shorver 'wtcn r opened th. sho;r door,<br />
B.hh.dhe r, r'e'd..ra'ool f'.L,eo.m -l-. No o. !.,.J<br />
Erer'i.l,oJ/ n,Be.Ihr' d he."r'."! o'' er'h.,,itro rc r.t I<br />
wonds Fher th{ picrure €nded up?<br />
The second involres rnodrer toucly e4. ee,DEe abjrt nensru{ion.<br />
Vncn in Ns Hinpslirc wnh B{h and Cina one s!m'ner, ldh tunm€ed<br />
thrclgh ny iulT, mdfound rbigbox ofntTrnpons. Snrcc I was onlyls,<br />
this dnc subjc.r embunsFd rnc. s0hr did Bdh deidc b do? QuGrly ptrl<br />
thc hnpons back? No, BcGvrs neyer one to lcr an opportunirl,pa$,so shc<br />
boh the box, rumed ir oki rnd spreid abolt 30 tampoDs allovd nr.bed,<br />
duLing whicl Bdh and cim lxughed upoaiouslr,. Did I join int Oh no, r
.'.n o'ed odl.,.l-e.rn,ton\Aqd,rJ\ rpo..,r-k.w.,l'"du n'-ou.'<br />
of tve,rolddiS iawtu.B.r ,-dcrn.,lor,rnu"d<br />
",8h-s f.epi rue<br />
or tnatdenr mry ire \u^ned<br />
As I srs olds, lsh and I sharcd htrtu:llr'tun exp*ienc6. Bdht love o[<br />
eduation and being ourdooB led her to enoll in a suhns biolo8r, field.l*<br />
in rhe SGur. lu$ weels befo€ slE died, shc invned ne b join htr d rhis<br />
.. r"t.rnrngu wo.d4l'.1 o r+_o,n I n<br />
"d'trL"o".krd o J.'ro'l.e<br />
'rtrplr. L<br />
' L.n- o d. e'.€ld"r.|. rh. r. r,l<br />
enjoyed w{.ltng hd, wrh\'<br />
'ryroir(Lrne.io<br />
sredns neF rquaintdfts rnd old fricnds,<br />
thdving on the mtunr sesins, enjolirg cd.h hdmen!. Thse are ny.ndu!<br />
,ne memone of Be' lovi S.h o,rdoo.. bqnEqid pFop e.,.d. I.o-,8<br />
As I reed leftqs and joumals .hs. pdt f$ monrhs, I ws renindcd asri! how nuch<br />
rhought rnd lone Deth purinto h*gifcgiving. Onesp{idgift to me},is rhispormnof<br />
ld andy.urnom and dad. She hrd won it inr bfne,nd {rnrd o prtofhrvinsrhe<br />
adml pi.tuE ralen unril ler han gr* ba . Brt, wnh ModB s Day rpprorchins, slE<br />
dc.idcd ro so aherd. r nqsure it.<br />
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Hd gif6 vce ofkn hdd-nadc. This indtrded dorh$, Chrisds rcc ollmen$, cnf6,<br />
and pictue fton !d own phorognphy. A her disde proeressd and she M unable b<br />
partniprtc in adncLic Ghc lovcd o ph) vollerbJl and ennis) sle turncd to phorognphy.<br />
The $nned glas in ny ftonr dodr is my dbue !o Ddh and it ws tdlan ftom a photo she<br />
rooh at thc sann cruz Yacht Hrbo. The phorognph hangs<br />
h the h,ll, nmr the $ined<br />
A letrer from Eunice Andeson, a closc fmi\' &cnd, qpifis rhe med,ingtulns ofBdh's<br />
gifc: Dear6r <strong>Beth</strong>, How car I dsdibc ro rotr whl it wa 1iLe io se a fiail old nan's 6ce<br />
lighr up with a snile at dE sight ofthe pEtry omancni that rived rrom )'ou? Thar n<br />
whr I saw drd Drd venr inmediaev to his room ,o hrng n whd€ rhe lisht would srile<br />
it.lt hangs th{e $illandl beli{e itwillcmain tl]e€. Thank }'ou, Bdhl"<br />
A lcrtd fron Bdry Buder roth{ dos finib' rriend, wriften for Berlt l0r,year nemo<br />
rialseryice,1991: r remenber lE gendoN and lovins nture by rhe rhoughttul gifts<br />
tlar d,e gave to me. 1 sill clerish a litde seagull pin thf she brcughr to me frcn otre of<br />
h{ rips. SIE also grve me a gif. of lutr ard laughd onc of h)' fond$ nenoli$ is of<br />
Ddh ud ne sn,giry r du{ rvith decd ndio swc drovc. ftw6 rsonsofrlre 60t or 70\<br />
lhrt Bah and Ijoined in sinBins whenser we heard it. one linc wA l love )o!, babl<br />
ind we Gall)' hii hdd on that one. Bdhl brighr, fun bvnrg pdson:liry sill shiH brishr.<br />
Anazing GEce m seen rhrough <strong>Beth</strong> for mrnl, ofus. I feel Amazing chce liy* on in<br />
Sanh and Cnig rnd through ftem b dejoyofBd mdSan." Udie,nd Nick,Iou<br />
wse notbornvhen thllett{16vrirEn.l<br />
BcLhsewed alnosallofldclothc orboughtth€na the Rea nrker. Sdn and Nnk,<br />
Mom and Dad have a p{chwork quih sfEd b} Bdh rnd finished b} me after h{<br />
''ou derh. Ifyou look { photo album from ihosc yes, you will $e Bdh dEsd in ourfl$<br />
rhri mtch sqlaB in lour palens quilt. Ard B andJake, you Mom dnd Dad havc a<br />
dochded sBrny sque afshan sElted br lerh and finished by ne afrer hd death. I gave<br />
th€s€ so nems to your prrenh a veddine sifrs fom Ddh and me.<br />
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Bdh lokd nsi.lln onc ofhr joun,t, dated Dedbe! 30, 192, she lists "con&r6<br />
he ben bl" [Rememb{, she is 18 ra6 old at this dme.]<br />
Ma6halLTuck{, Oudas<br />
Journer Sons ofchaplin<br />
Pad Mccrtney rnd \ifings<br />
Lynard sk] nd, oud,s<br />
Perd rlupton - Fleeeood Mac - cary'Wrishr Eagles - Loggirs<br />
andMesira-LindaRon$rdr-B€rchBoys Americalohn<br />
sebALjr -El\in B,top-H.d,- Fo r8r,n ar i-uRnrhm<br />
Srtion SewMilhr<br />
San ]os Cente! for PqforninsArts<br />
Harry Bclafont<br />
Lindiids<br />
Papa doo run run<br />
HNard Sbdium - Bob "Rosmad' Madel<br />
As a l$r sili Berh amnged tickes for Gmdpa Ror md m€ (ou birthdirs aE r 2 dars<br />
apart) b atend Coocod Outdoo! lavilion to hed Peer, ?ad md Mary She had capecEd<br />
ro arfld fid, u bur she died a nonlh befoE. $re Eave hd ticlet ro Gna dd<br />
vith Cdg and Sai,I, we enjoyed a very special bnrhday gifr.<br />
l.nsi. Dotutini, B.tbI tuond norh.t uroE ,ht fot ro .<br />
\tln I ihink ofBerh, the rhEe adjectivs rh* @ne b nind are<br />
!C!+ Bed, rm $ dftlt amusing * dms that jN rhi.ling about ii now<br />
nak6 me laugh ad snile.<br />
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eqdlg she lad a wonddfrrl head and w€ hrd some wond€!tuI talkr abour<br />
cring f€€linss 6r orhss<br />
"nd<br />
Hedsjrong- Shc @ dednined b do myrling d she plsed md M very<br />
One ofm/ mos vivid ncmone is ofBdh md cim wttins ouside in &onr<br />
ofrhe ddvcMy vnh rheir backprcks on, g.iting Fa4, to be clen to SaliB<br />
ro crEhAm@k b rour $e Unired Snes fo! Mo montls. Thq-wE smiling,<br />
dciied, mticiprtingrwonde!tul nip.<br />
leth lored ro uvel. She ws *ren.ly inquisirir and<br />
sm@d ro exp{ierce eveqrhing. Shc did tun things<br />
slch d toyeling byAmtuI wi$ cim, sEline wirh<br />
rcladves dd in rruth ho$els all over rhe United Sbes.<br />
She suiprised Gina in Prk Ciq', U@h, one winter she<br />
and Annie Lilietrthal wem to Ns York Ciq, for orc<br />
vek on . Cabdllo{pomoEd .ultuhl dp. Every niEht<br />
rher- *ended sonetlirg diffdnt-Bbadmy phF,<br />
srnphonr ballet, atr opera-in un6ln Cenrer ad<br />
C2rnegie Hall. she tnveled to Mdi.o ndy dns.<br />
Lor ofsrori$ fton Hu$ongt Gniina in Ensenrda.<br />
sh€ ft*led wnh Gnndpa Ron s*dal iim6 the year before she dicd. Ther wen! to New<br />
Hdpshne, Mexico, Canada ad aI rhJolgh the No(hwe$. \i/e thveled d a family o<br />
Europe dd Hamii and Ns Hrnpslirc dd rbida. She wen o Nw Hanpshire s<br />
ofrns posiblc. shefelte conncred to fanilr,dd hmil/fiiods backrhere.<br />
<strong>Beth</strong> did not tolente rudenss veq'wel. Thh js a dnect quoe [slishily €dned by me] frcm<br />
Berht jourml writrn whd she and Amie wde in NeYo* Ciqt Januty 1979. "1 an<br />
pissdl I jus gor to en@uer an absolure f- tor a bs dive. He wouLlnt i'k r dolla!<br />
bill for both Annie and mc dd then old us b sd offihe bus if* didnt hav€ coi's.<br />
Then he rook o6before I lad a chanc b look. \vhd m sshole-"
G;tu Dondti,i. fi.nd fon .hitdhood, utuk thit fat Jo, bot!<br />
!el'"r,dlg w D ag-rfl.ro.,ngD"r,,<br />
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-Jr. ppo-to-f, 1art.ne..,crts,\<br />
."r"1 . r . d L r ,t o i r d .J . , . e ." s r ,) ,t.oL\..n.<br />
diftcult 6r ne io sn dorv' and vrire, how{er inpofunr to shaie ttc menorie\<br />
oas\o ]ou!g girls {ho shred h rhcjoyoftrn evdlstingGGndslip.<br />
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ro, .i3 b- ' r.d Lre tiJ, n B-.,..,",-"- .,,. 0eLrJ m.e<br />
diarel)' srry ro beconc frinds lrietrds th,t;re dE sne clotting, the sanc<br />
oll]is thd our mofies nade, loincd i\e sN 4-H dNes, ne dE s;nc gilhd<br />
.hccsc, tomro ard Da),onninc andwichs. \vc *!uu nnish thc nnk;t n ,<br />
momt lousc and rhen so ro hs lonc ifve vse nill .]i$qr we conriNad ;<br />
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My mos falornc mcmorGs wirh B{l! dft. . .<br />
Thc tine sh€ Nrprised rE in tudr Ciry Uuh, rvhec I ry$ Iiving. I kllt€d<br />
into a deli .fd sking to st some lulch dd shcas siitins thcc :t a oble s<br />
ifshe jst sopped bl I ms oveshdned o se htu smile, i{ fae, tud loow<br />
she hld hken dre tnnc b com€ and visir nc. Then she $rled abou fou. da],s,<br />
acqurintins hsFlfiround rown, socialirnswirh ny iiends as ifs!. h:d<br />
known rhem for yeas. r had to ou aiound ali{ work ro find hd so th* I<br />
ould joinn.thetun.slE{sk.yb6),enjoyinSrewfricn.L\hipsd d,fins<br />
B,<br />
'uJ eoo .sd. ,le,L,r.dn,,i.!Fine \h-rt",, ad .!<br />
h o,,3nor, . J, i"d c,,.e tor u,,.\ *. ,..- .,. .td n,-<br />
,rdl.^il- 1. , b,.\tr (o' o ,r ..r"=l-dLr' "..:r<br />
r€ ti€sh bluebdry mulllns in NeF<br />
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HdnpshiE oyded h honrnddc buitol<br />
We arrived in P.erboolgh s ifrvc rvcft movie sa6 visitin8. Locls would<br />
honL then ho'ns 6 we ps$d on the sreecj shngss would wve and dli<br />
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in d dicle in rhe loc.l ncsspaper Bdh<br />
and I enjored lhe popuhritl and Ler fani\' in rcrc$orcush. We then &veled<br />
ro Ncw Yo& Ciry, \vshinston D.C., on to Floridr dd rdo$ to TM<br />
d home after No monl\s. Thoughodt ou journe] w made ncw frie'ds<br />
ThrouBhout her illnss, I $uck br h* side lilk glu€ on papen This is d qualiry<br />
B{h had-fteng.h-the $rength to nsht md fishr asah foi hd h€rlth. I<br />
vd lhde ro hoid hd hand, laugh and ro alvars be !d friend. On one visit to<br />
Sftnford I wA lring h bed ncxi o <strong>Beth</strong> rnd ve wqe soofing offwnh nl rhe<br />
gadgcs slrounding hs hospnrlbed. Hs dodor rvalked in md eid Y4icI<br />
one oflou is lhe pdienti" \(/ell, I suppos m), f.an shorved 6 I lerpr fton the<br />
bcd shorting'Not ncll' and B€th shouring lis hdllll" !/c da.ted up s the<br />
dodor pob$ly sw rhe ftighr we borh shdrcd dd the con$rnt gootncs of<br />
Thrcughour rh€ ma9, hospnal sErr, l would be ther to enrtuin Bd[<br />
HNsq she got me to do some cnzy things to enrctuin lsFli I wouLl jog<br />
. ornd.het,o okl.oii:do^w kB-Lh\o-.1r'-i-b.d |\ r,. mp, )g,o<br />
get my hdit htc up while <strong>Beth</strong> rmned for mI ctun h !d bcd wnh r $ehosope.<br />
I would come back to the room, .h6t poundins md we would plaft<br />
rhc $crho$pc on h). haft rd narclin the q ck bets dd tle lotrd rhunping<br />
sound.:fho BdL would encolhge he o so and jos fsd this dhe.<br />
v.ell, )'d kndy jogsins rcund tlle coddos of a hospftl E:lb, is rot il'<br />
Iowed, so I rvould run w[en ir loold safe, slow down whar people wde<br />
tumd, nn rsrin, slow down rnd the! reetrter Belhii moh on\- ro naNel<br />
asain in rhe loud dunp ofmy han. Thee vde rhines Berh and I did to pds<br />
the tine dudng lospiial $a/s.<br />
Or ve would get B€th inro lhe wheelchan atrd venturc throughouftlE enrire<br />
hospitd, dploing ftw s{ions, tnding phcs !o si! outside and €njoy the<br />
wdmth of the sun, or ju$ seftn€ out of htr room to forset whl, we rvde
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d Beih ghddat€d froh hish rchool, she eeived ihc solAlexands Mmorial Rserye<br />
scholaiship. Thc rdtr of this $holadhip wse ro enouhg€ hq b arend cabnlo for<br />
so ),trs dd then wh€n she @nsfned to a fouF)'ar uivemity, she wodd aeive<br />
$ 1,000 for each ofld jdnior and rnior ie*s She gndua&d &om <strong>Cabrillo</strong> on ]une 7,<br />
1t79 wirh m A.A. degree<br />
vith "HonoB'. Hs najor wd envnonnenbl science.<br />
One ofthe d6ss she took at Crbdlo ws va1u6 claincadon. Tln is froh Behi joulnal:<br />
"To.ishr in q-Valus Cladfferior ch$<br />
vdb€njsht r paper brg with vrluable<br />
things on i. I loyed nakjng mine becruse<br />
h),ErB wffen't ndelialistic o! hsvilt<br />
innolyed vith noney. Ther-wae down to<br />
drl - comon in mrnyMts, I discovered<br />
nmymluablc things addidon ro rhe<br />
bsi6: family, lc,1th, ftidrL, sood dms,<br />
I know I sonetins gcr bunned abour the<br />
Don{inn md 3ll rh€ &ni\. they are suts<br />
rounddl b)r Blr I rhink a 1or ofir is rhe<br />
huee Nnbes ofrehivs. v/hat ve five<br />
dont have in volume we cdainly have in<br />
Afrr Bcth died, rhe so eaches ofrhe Valus clss wbte this dedicarion for the syllabus<br />
D€diaed ro Berh Blu.hdr<br />
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Fembleorhe6<br />
to rouch rh. impo'tanceofbcingrlive.'tbsc. the nke,rrives Ertisddlly<br />
andinhin rhe.onGxt of hopcful"di.n, !flIl;viNs nrd jounc),rLewovcn rhbugh<br />
dscPrgcs. rnjo] ns tudid."<br />
TRDi.kron, r ftrmil] r'.iend and chcmnt.rerchdr CtrbLilto, wrore:,,Shewa n),kindof<br />
pe6or A.Lutrll). ifrve had mt bccnsettrraied bl dne rnd cir.uhrtrnesshcw6 rhe kind<br />
ofpflror I would hrvc liked to shxrc lif!. I .ould Rl, lhr the chsnistry vs rjgh, LcMrn<br />
us but I wor r I lokd htr munth, [d scNs ofhumor, hu snse oftrdven(,r, h* sh],<br />
p?rt, hereaseof being, huquesrioniisnind lnd speciauyhs jorforlifc...."<br />
shc Ms tr.cepred at d,eUnive(itrofCditornia, SdaB'bra, dr.l turnstuGd rltic in<br />
lxll1r79. Bur, afcr onc rkek in SdraBrbtrE, she cahc home $idr rncdiQl prcblchr.<br />
Shnford quicklydiagnosedllodgkim Discrseagiin.Thcrcl;re, Uettr cn.otted ar Univcrrirf<br />
oi Ctrliiirnir, Saru Cruz, so slre could rcciae raodcnr r Shnfod r rcrd<br />
collcg. at the sxDre re. Ac,ualll <strong>Beth</strong> dandcd bdh UCsc hd Crbrillo duing thoF<br />
hn Nlo lctrn orheL 1ife. Her imlcPA dCibrillo wd 1.8 for i rohlof L04 unib. She<br />
rtuticipa,cd in mln] biolos/tclddps, oDe to dic si(ns ioJulr 1981, orveehsbcfoE<br />
wlcn ldh F6 origimllt dngnosed wirl Hddgkins s a frshntrn i! tigh s.hool, dE<br />
p$ph r ShDfordsidshc htrd tr Itolo .hxn.. .f roht Gcol€rj, Bu! rhen tllc HodBkins<br />
r.un.d No /eN latervhcn she \m rjunio. nd nov n<br />
.r. .l , oo . ..-o<br />
Durinsrhe follorving Mo rear unrilhdd*drshelivcd<br />
rem*able life. shc boka<br />
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fuu load oI.ollegecou6s, uN<br />
dcd e*ensinely, resuncd h{dremod,cEp},trndwasan<br />
nspimrion incotrtugc i. ereq'ore inhulife.<br />
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Mawcca O'IIata, Bcth\ rtt!. d"A fri.d zt Sta{o/d Uni,.ftiq M.d;ccl<br />
,, btot. thi! fot ro4 b.t!.<br />
I had the udque priyileBe ofl.rorvirg <strong>Beth</strong> in a delml....sdins s her<br />
ndse, ad tho fion ihc bcgiming rnd rhmugh rhe re{s ofh* illn6r,<br />
expdldhs that rcle into thar ofa very special friend.<br />
I nN n{ her when slle ms t4 and dirgnosd with Hodghns Disae, and I<br />
bok cG of hd on Ssnford Univdsirl' HospnJ's in palienr oncology unit<br />
krown s CRC wlEn she uftleffent rbdomin.l surgcry and ienor ofh{<br />
r."ar'pr o \1 l:3<br />
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r sorr rp A"nJ m,dd.eJEemenory 'cJ<br />
De,t rJ"dmi.red,o.R.,ot'tr,Te of,,h-.o,Feof\,1J ..<br />
",'-oI<br />
Grd for hd duing thos dn6 vhen she hadshinsl€s, when she lad to<br />
undeqo che$surserytodocumenra Ecuretre ofthe Hodgltins Dis€de in<br />
ld lung, and ro be mnslusd with blood, afid gdtins short of bEdh while<br />
pla)'ins aollelhnl ry r the r?te Tahoe aca. Dlt our reltionslip grw with<br />
nuruallove dd resp
Vho i! becme dar thd she would<br />
die ftom hd dnese, she fred it wiih<br />
the wisdom, cou'.ge, ."d *.e"gth of<br />
a pdson Nia h* age. Ard h death,<br />
she wo the enbodi-""tofd*s<br />
gne...andbecus ofth*, death<br />
""d<br />
did<br />
not vin odt. . . Bcth did. Shc tauglt s<br />
aI whar it msns io be wis, what it<br />
ncm to bc pasiomte, what it nes<br />
to be coungeous, what it means b be<br />
gndful, and above all, wlut it neus<br />
But I also feel the n.ed to ur a fv<br />
things about Betlt fanily dd frisds,<br />
for without them, n rvould have been<br />
vet difocult for <strong>Beth</strong> to be ihe p.6on<br />
she wd throushout hq 8 rss offisht<br />
ing cmar. Pa! Ron, Cnig, Sanh and<br />
all of the close* lii"ds of ,li of th"<br />
Blan.hdtd fomed the richet soil in<br />
whnh lfe w6 rooed for Bsh. She wd surounded br ontinuous love, suppo,,.<br />
hrmo, {fn8,h. and ei18...and. only p,"",Lr w}d i,.o nA m)<br />
turn ro have this vodd, thI I m smounded by rhe lov€ wnh which you all<br />
i have s:id n before, a"d I will sa/ ir asain. . . it m a pdyilese fo! ne ro know<br />
aDd love rd sre for Bdh md aI ofthe Bluchab. The sdms is not for<br />
thos of !s *ho lod hd. . .for she vil alvrr. be a pd of ou livs. The<br />
sadn6s, rhen, b to! thos who nser will hav€ rhe chane ro know h-. - .and<br />
hopetuIy, thse slu€d vods md mflois wil help make n* peson come<br />
rlive @ h{ 6u nephtu. I l6v€ }ou all.<br />
Berh nade a huge oddbution to the Ddth dd Dying d6se r Crbrillo duins rhis<br />
tihe b- b€ins a sust speakr each sns€i This is fion 2 $udentt nn,l paper in rhd<br />
dN: "lMrryimprNcdwithBcth:odookonl&in&cnilstofhdNndying-hd<br />
psitivE g@d-natuEl, level-hadedwy ofdelingwith Hdlgkitr Dis6e laa, whd I mr<br />
he nother, I M egurlly mo!€d; wlnt wondeftL pople theJ, aE ro shaE this with me. '<br />
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<strong>Beth</strong> 3lso.h6se @ rake the Hospicc volurteer raining.ouse. Onlerapplication, d{ed<br />
.1<br />
lave had crncd for 7 )'eds - 4 ofwhich<br />
'l<br />
I wA in Fmission. My curent siturtion<br />
enftils .hchorhenp) at SRnfordforcnq drat appartndyisrtgoinsarval rn d),iqs I<br />
loo{ d,ar and I think I ye acepGd ir blt moc imponang. I m living a life I feet very<br />
good aboui dd prctrd oi At tin$ I h sd but co,eblly I dql Firh my situnriotr in a<br />
positive, corsrucd!. tuhion.<br />
M).vies or dad\- ny ddih de thar ir won r be u end but Erher a.ontinuatio, of<br />
nylile In nor scared- in$cadlndpectdt. Hospice was inroduced to ncrr time<br />
,vhm I ryd lielins low Firs n % a friend ro Elk wirh and a chance ro slar q, *peri_<br />
cs and rhen n tufned nro d oppofrunirl, for ne o hopefullt grcq beconc nore<br />
conscioN oln) situdionand to driE,ml,felings.Thenai ngforne mayormr1not<br />
hrd to nisniry dying/gieving people. lln not sue if I dn ierdy foi th{t ltind ofconrad,<br />
$pecirlrr otr a regular basis. r vould like ro be pft of Hospne for llle suppon n ofIss and<br />
thc $ppor I atr ollel' bui I'm norsuEnrwhIaprciry Hopotully dre rainingvi hetp<br />
nc $nishren otrt somc in.onsi$eDciest ftdy, thdtcdr bc r resuhrvolunicd'<br />
Sh3 vrote rhn nr [er Chrnda leftr, 1980:<br />
" i'[is fall I hrve ben feeh]g quir vell so {hen I wcr o Ssntord the wek beforc<br />
Thankgilins I rv$ surprhed whcn n). dodor, S?ndy Horning, said lhe .hemo wdn t<br />
donrgwhat itshouldbe rh{nconhininsq,anar M).blood6unr m a otrrof<br />
rvbrk drd ny doctor n posilive that I lave acive dGesc in my bone mdtuv asain. The<br />
dodo( a,€loping to findrnoth{.onLinrioq ofdrugs ihrviltconhin the an€rbut<br />
buuse I have ahcadr hten so nany thc), mn t confidcn hd anra[ing witl ,tud<br />
tlr<br />
.trn.er or eyen conhin n til more d rfsoonths. sdd), ftets dDr dc).rvillbe tucb,<br />
Lravhile and rhcn theyvont. t hadafewveryhail ddF r.ceptirg this I trm dl,ing.<br />
Lst sorner when prdscd by my prcns for rone kind oftinc ommirmdr, DL<br />
Horningsaid Nolea6. rrn rcat rlry for De and tor q, family and fri€nds. somflinesI<br />
ge loNly, dcprsFd ald sared - nd4, scrred. otls tines I feet lucky to be siven dc<br />
$rength, rnne and suppor ro prparc for ml, dadr Right now Fe arc all gcfting read)' for<br />
chrinm6. A big pmy is rheduled for the l9,h plus Sar.l is turnins l6 on tlc 166 so rlt<br />
fesiyc rmospherc hd cnrered our [ou(. tne enjoy is dne ofrhe )'er and are look<br />
ing lonvrd to a nice fanily Chisrnm."<br />
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+I lcpt a diary du ,g dbs hs. mo ,rds. ft nosdy dcalt wlth dps ro Sbnford, g?e of<br />
rarnen! :nd whd !he), hrd to say. 'Dr Hornins rold ldh she lad monrhs' b liye.<br />
Bah 6ked vhd months msnt 1€$ rhanI'e Bdh sked how she'd die irErnal<br />
breedins or infe.tion coma. sho wr intredible she had to kllow rh6c rnd<br />
'nrwas<br />
six montb6 tan r rror "Berh ffr !p$ vnh new nrys bur real soon had ifull in<br />
pcspcctivc. Bnhi colM late wd afu 7 Ican this mrnr!ins, the nervs isnt<br />
"nd<br />
On luly 8, $o months hei ny diaD- srs i$d ler wo tiips ro lhc sirrs and<br />
p,oblems with altitude, went up for cguld ch(k{p. Sle feh kriblc. we ued<br />
vhehhrnandshe hid do{n jn Oncolo$ Aduallr talk,€ abour dyins. wondere<br />
ytr{e, whelr, how and {ho. ve lerr sRnford @3, dove dp and Hry t2 to<br />
"ao$<br />
FrrlfMoon B2), rnd down cotr$. Beauritul dar"<br />
A wel hei on Jd), 15, 1 More 'Ron trnd I tookldh up - fuiiher chemo rulcdour<br />
ownvhelning od& n vo dnthelp. HodskinssoinsfN anonth{rhcnon<br />
Bdh drcd Di Hordng oukighi Sh. na), heno rge internJlt She hs codein.<br />
dnd dccping piils. weie io c.llin No rcckr. Mrnytca*. D. Hornins huggedB{h.<br />
CruedMaureen dd we klked ouside. Sle always sabilizs ur.,\te r TGI Fidarr.<br />
Iun. Good food. ldh had ed at otr$ in NewYo* Ciry"<br />
BeG died ove days lacl' jur aftd nidnishi on Tusd2r luly 21, 198 r, surcunded by<br />
thifte! loviry frnily membds and tidds - GEndpr Ron, Craig, Sarah, Gina,<br />
M{tren, Jennie, Lucille, Annie LiliodMl, Hd Hoch, Randr H€lmonds, Lna<br />
One ol Defit fqrc ws ihri slle rvould be bed{idden for d long tihc. she died so soon<br />
xfrdD. Hominseid a nonrh athe nos" fu iict it w6 nve dayo thdL sonconc<br />
onnenred hd hands showed tan lins fton $dde we took olThd ings - shc<br />
wcn't bed-iddenlonsenolshto los h{6n.<br />
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I dked John Stnoyich, a ldng{ime ftDilI liiend, !o exphin for ]ou thc m.rning b.hind<br />
the hunnirgbid vnbol d,at [s conre to €pnonia B.tht 6soa. Johrt $ory ws a<br />
@Elr& {or everyone r&nding lhe nHrorial srvicq This will h.lP ),otr undcchnd wh),<br />
th&rcso ninyhtrnningbnds inmyhome.<br />
My mne js ]ohn smovicL and I have ben r fri€nd ofthc Blmch(k fmily<br />
for man), yea6. I hr€ fou giovn .hildEn, bu when the)' {se I'oung our<br />
eo frmili6 shared nany hrppyrimer rogcthcr'w!er q€ Ilst met one an<br />
othd, ourchildrenwdcjus abour rhe ases lhst;urof),ouarat thcvriiing<br />
B{h ws tr delighdulpdsor. Shewsaery bisht ad fun 10 bc wi.h, gunk<br />
$nh [er snile aDd :]Mrs rddy Io have a sood tnne. She Iovsd life, w* a dcd<br />
.r'B,- ,aJ" n-<br />
'er fr, t' r^.'d rr we-\en loe f_1,<br />
.o lo l. le',d' r ''L ll' l<br />
'_'yM).l''d'<br />
'' m,'<br />
\tlen shc b(dN i1l, ve {d€ dl hoping she rvould ed bdd soon Durins<br />
hs iun$s she rs very bnve .nd non .onphining It w6 hard to believe she<br />
vs r si.h as she xls sheEusht.llolussonudr $ou!fortitude rnd sR.c<br />
1 enemb{ vell r dccp sa nshins tip she rook vnh me dnd Iny clildren.<br />
|* :'x...".q,o.e1. .1 tu'Ip'otko,' hebo.rr_eg",ng r'<br />
si.k. hr nor Bdhl she jus kepr on fishing, rnd crtching i,lsh, until it wN tnne<br />
l;r thc bo{ .o so in, I $illhanc a cherGhed pidure of rh€ dp trbovc ny<br />
drsar wnh h.itur snilins t me :cos the ycaa.<br />
ldi us, I went to visit Bdh. She i6 vcry incd, for she<br />
illnss lir so nany yds. AJ rve ulked tlDt la{ dtr} in<br />
hd bedrooB a nash ofbisht color { h* whdow<br />
.rught hI clc. lt Ms a humnringbnd, sGpcndcd i!<br />
i6 gnetul flisht ner thc flowdi As I $atched rhri<br />
bsuriful doue $ith ns nidscnt fcdthds md<br />
quicliilver nodon,I was remilded of Bdh's soul,<br />
dDr Ddrofhs lhr madc h* <strong>Beth</strong>, hoverine rnd<br />
inpai:cnt o bc fiee oih{ &ril b"d). dd aEerc be<br />
offotr dre nrstcrioc ndt adventur€ thrt awdi6 all<br />
of N whenousouhm$ftcc.<br />
To rlis ldy dqt whenmr I :c d hunmiigbid drrt<br />
ins in the "ia sippng lrom a fl@ei or hovdiLg with<br />
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it! feaih.$ splodent in the sun, I think of Bedr I how her rcul is *ill<br />
rishp quick od agilc * **, dd I mnq ftcling ble$ed for iaving kndn<br />
'Witli memd6 of Bctl, md lm, John<br />
incedlblv bcautitul mmorial senie elled a "celebntion ofBetlrt ufe'ws held the<br />
llmins Saturdal i! th. backlzrd ofou home otr BorEgs Dlive. The su cm€ out<br />
iis befoE lhe rdic h ,o bcSi n. alie! a morning of foE. Thse mus have bd ovd M<br />
imdrd peopk tm.Thoem nuscud hrrngandgoodfood.Thi' s *rtlywhat<br />
etl wFd. She brd IndicEd in q'idns thrr 5h. wr,.d \n sai." @ ber'p"ry'<br />
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+Hds led dE sri.e *Ling people to slnc thetdroushs trnd menories.I sked evqrone<br />
to Mhe dovn vhat rher hrd sh{ed and thls I M rble to put togethd r be iitul quihed<br />
menoftl FNic book. Rlchel Chrk quilied the Tre oflii€ on the @ner Followins de<br />
sone *crpts fon rhc bool:<br />
D|ryCktk, Lnst;he fn1"i4fie,/ We thoush! abolt Bdh trnd htr liith so vtrnEd to<br />
sbare ourthoushs,bout herand her chance' by. phy th"* *"<br />
"" -..d".<br />
B<br />
for be ritul, indkd Bdh ws a beautiful lady<br />
I<br />
forarduune, tr ftnshs:lvq,s cxhibird<br />
T<br />
for tu$, [truu$ in Ssnfod, htr dodo6 ]nd nuss, f2nilr,<br />
H<br />
I<br />
T<br />
II<br />
forhope,wlich Ddh continued b hayc thrcughou h*shortlifc<br />
for fanib,, vho wec Jways dEE for bvnrg support<br />
Ior dnbitious, alFays a bury gr1 doing nerningful things<br />
f.r intdligcn-, Bed, xlways usd [q .biliry in meaninsful<br />
*adds for doughtful, her thoushs ofren fo.lsd on ),ou .on.chs rnd<br />
n€eds nthd thdn hd owr<br />
siudsforhelptul,she.onsncndrwdshaingh*tnneandtaldswnh<br />
Canh M.Gtundhzr,.othge Jikd afBahi ...\x$,en\o.nry.ltroughBcd's.lbumIn<br />
renrind€d ofthe fullncs of hhllife. Pictures ofhtryisningnanydiffdnrpla6. SLe<br />
rcrins sonetiner d lhe .lown, sonetimes penstue, sonetines vnh a $r[on her had,<br />
somerimes vnh .udy liin r€t ilwr6 s ith tr tuIl snile shoving h( lole for life. . .<br />
Ralfh Cdnq, fannlft.,d ...Thcreatund/noriesabouttheroon [sn,dioap$Nnt<br />
undd my deckl thrt q?iry Beih for ne hd Endkrble patiena wnh the iiu$Erions and<br />
delars and her penetnting hlnor which mde upledantthinss ersi€.I Enehber thc<br />
second sorkins ofthe tug when Jende, lat and I weF shoveling mud rt didnighr to<br />
divq!lhe run ofr andBcrhsoodat thewhdowe$ins ne abotrt nor bringing h(abo*<br />
io ,€scue h{ ftoh lhc eda€ening hke. . .<br />
l1d!Skn'nh,fdni\Jiid "... tinn wny, ftrn loving, hon6t... and even o(aionnll<br />
slr.trri., Fung rvonnn. ...She htrdtr dslighdulsen$ ol humor rnd a dnedhonesg'thdr<br />
w$ dnunrsh mr!re for hd €c. Hd wry connetrs abour thepolidd ofolrcourtry<br />
h{long inEre$in thc outdoos and n{uE, hs s,€d love for hci fmily.nd ftiends, rnd<br />
rbovc all,lE bnvery d sus tbrcugh the p6! €isht y.ds, were all equal parts of <strong>Beth</strong><br />
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+And.fcodse, !tr love ofspots;whdhqplayi.s a hard<br />
srno ofvoleyball or rcotins fo. rb4ebrllErm (pcEF<br />
rbly thc Bo{on Red Sox) . . . i tibue ro a hushins,<br />
hunobus urchinnmed l.ldh. Didsheeverredizehow<br />
adohblc she looked hrhossrfres?lThose bis€]rs<br />
looking{rorvilh su.h dn€dn$. .ddthf rdkof<br />
hds. Nobodr mlksd iikc Bdli son ofa swn€ing nrol<br />
nn,tt HdnnA, dn.g.lic"llafBnh! l..Shes6rhe<br />
bouty md tlre zst ofaspinedal...Berh rus intelligenr<br />
and guick-Fitcd rnd we often encrs€d in dis.ussion or<br />
rgundr I gncfullyadDnslrersualllwon...<br />
kutst o,nh,<br />
f.ani,Jb,d<br />
Crm€ ridins thtuughApros Villige<br />
on hdnotolbike<br />
Likersbot.f sln righroutof Ncw Hanpshnd<br />
t loved rvtcbiDs her<br />
Herd bcnt, body$might,<br />
Hd $ondeful dichotonr:<br />
Looking lilc i QuaLer womd, on her war to prayer<br />
Ard thenblorving that image<br />
\tnh a big grin lllr na.te !d sen like the biddry kid.<br />
Thn d"r sh. vrncd ne al over<br />
Her sreetnrg dro\€ the lbs awtrr.<br />
The young md nandins next to ne<br />
Liked thc f.ding, too,<br />
So he sid, vloithr,lan,lmntb ndhc."<br />
.That\<br />
Berh," I eid, ind suE)'oudo,<br />
butnotrightnorv<br />
bemuse shet dennielr otr herwar."<br />
srtah Krdbn.h, tttg. j/t,.! afBet i - 1.. Lst Sepenrbd wheD I found out I had r lifcthretuning<br />
disds I .onlidcd to hd my feds dd ftu$mlions. Bahi words to ne vd€ ro<br />
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+And ol.o!6e, hd love ofspotsj qhsh{<br />
rlains a hard<br />
srmc olivolleyball or rooinrg fbr I b$eball Eao (prefir<br />
ably rlc Bosor Red Sox)...r tuibute to a lalBhins,<br />
hunoros ui.hin ndred llqh. Did nE $€r realte how<br />
rdoHble she looked in drorrams?lThose big syes<br />
lookl4atyouxithsu.h dn-hs:...andthIvrlkof<br />
hds. Nobodr vrlked litc Bcd; sort ofi s*inging sroll<br />
Rh"tHdnd,li alkge lika.l ofB.t l "...Sherrurhe<br />
beautyanddEk$of a sprhgdat,,,Retb ims inrelligenr<br />
and quich.vned and we otGn engaged in dis.usion or<br />
]lglncnt I glace|ulvadnitshe usurllyvon.. "<br />
l d st.nnb, frni0 fin,t<br />
Crme idins thbughApros villagc<br />
onhenoto ike<br />
l _' o'' cr' \l"rP<br />
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1 loved w{chins ho:<br />
I_Ierd ben! body ncight,<br />
Hd wonddful dichotomr<br />
Lookins liltc a Qml{d wonDn or her q.y o prayer<br />
AId then blowing lhr imrge<br />
wnh a big gdn |h{ m.de hs seen like dE biddar kid.<br />
This dq. shc wancd nc Jl ovcr<br />
Hd ffetins drcve the fog avar.<br />
Theyourg nan sanding nexi o me<br />
Lik€d ihe f€ling, too,<br />
SolreMid, v/hotthr,Jrn,Ivrnrromeeth€.<br />
.Thart<br />
Bdh, l sid, rnd$reyotrdo,<br />
Lrur not righr nov<br />
bGNe slis delnitely on hs$?y."<br />
sztuh t:rdbndt, tulhs fin.l of Berri- :..LN seprenbtr$hen I loundour I htrd2 lilerhctcnins<br />
discdc I .onfidcd o hd ny fcrs and fru$ntions. Saht woft\ ro me Rre to<br />
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loowledge Fhri happedng for )ou rnd thcn sinply let it so. It seened roo ery dd so<br />
bad but thrcush Bcdi lorins and conset suPPoit, rll the fiisht ebbed rhy .I bcli*e<br />
that !dh, wirh hd IM snse of rining, los th{ tu tine hrd cone vher 3ll of us wee<br />
srory enonsh wirhir ou6e1v6, rnd so she let so, doins so with all ihc Pcdcctior and<br />
grce ofrle worddtul cl6yn th{ slE ws. . .<br />
Au vcry spshl, \€ry pivak ecmonl kd by<br />
M{q-Kcftcman lBen md Jake, tour Unde<br />
Mrryl, we pur Bdh's shc in.o dE sound r<br />
the Soqucl Cemetery We chose this spot<br />
busc ir resmbhd thc back ,€d on<br />
'wc a-U ieceived sol-c &on the maln mant<br />
slnprhr crds wc Eeived. A tlw danPles:<br />
''<strong>Beth</strong> alFays rholght ofothes 66t how<br />
well I renenb{ hd coughins r night and<br />
bcing voried she {s bodEring us {hen I<br />
rns so concencd about her sfth a lovelt<br />
p{son.l'n glad we kns hcr. Otrr lives ale<br />
And ftom soneonc in !s Hospice rnining<br />
group: Berh rs e draofd;ntrry Pcson. I<br />
ws inspned b)'hd and shall :rv4,s tmdn'<br />
bd h{ couiage, !q honsv rd hd seNiriviry Havins hrd to f(e dt qustion oflifc<br />
rnd derh 60r so lory made hd ncry acceprin8 ofothss, ycry rolermr' I felt she ws like a<br />
shining light, brinsins thse quGriom out ofthe ddn6s dnd helPing othds<br />
And fiom n)' Aunr lnlise riokop, "she save nc lcsoN rbout livine my life bmN of<br />
what sft had lexn€d and dore d bcone in hd life - and I tholsht I had a lor of<br />
sne6 abour'doing' this ioumel alRdt "<br />
And Gon Sandra Horning, MD, S€nfoid Urivesig' Medi.:l Centen As )otr know <strong>Beth</strong><br />
wrs aery spccial to me. All of us fdt iNpned by the mturiry and z$t fo! life sh€ dcnon'<br />
$hrd in the tuce orsdiols dise6e.. .All ofus r ShdLd shall miss ber"<br />
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AIdfi nJlr "She{* buttrflicsandpconicsand lor:lq rndinesirydrdoth*things<br />
L'ci c vad d kns-nne fd8ilr fi."d, u/oE thi! fol rat bor'.<br />
rtn r fornidrblc $ignnol lo cn.rlstrhtuthcspnnolBdh trndsot rpologize<br />
in a.tvinc for tullins shotr oIihe fisignmdn.<br />
Itw$difi.ult to pid.lh. djcdivc thr mo$dsdibs B{h formeburafcr<br />
mdr ought, dre one tui kept conins to mird rvrs dur <strong>Beth</strong> wa a pn.ti<br />
alp{sn. On thc sur|]( rhi nirkm faintpnis, bu lom thennugeof<br />
t6 ),es,1tJow thh to be auE &n nr onesoyouryindelusivc.vcni(, rhe<br />
narc dpcricn.cdpcopL ny lilc.I w.uld d!:cibc rpncti.al l,eroD as<br />
onevho deak ilh all faces ofdEirlife in a realhtic Fayiworlirg rhroush<br />
thcpruLlcnssihcy.oncxndrclirhingca.ryblcsing. I rhinkth€etironreol<br />
rh€ pn.ti.:l pcrson n ancvho, *nh slvl€ and grtrc, conrinurlll and diligendy{ofts{i!h<br />
dre Ltrnd dIt dre)' hare been deilt.<br />
Two ,ndmris surftce.'l he nstrs a rip to Sranfod for taoftn, xnd Gts.<br />
The re$ Esulis rvere nor soodj .an.er.elh were coxdins nno her bore<br />
nrro\r learirg les d,.t les rcon for "good ells s Mamen &rclullr crrlained.<br />
Bdh rbs$edrhisnss qded). finished the riertmen!andw rcticarcd<br />
to lhe Grfor the ide honE.In rlE qllGrof dr cd, she died rnd so<br />
didL ft vdBdhRho$oppedn6L.shcblcwhdno$Mdnid, "ltell...Lti<br />
gotoMcDonalds ju.kfoodu rhurme. She s.ve the trss i6 due d<br />
navcd dn for bod, olus. tuothd tine, B{h{oppcdr lhcho6c shchad<br />
been up ro UCSC .n her Moped trnd she Ms mrd. Sh€ €s me in the kitchen<br />
windorv, walked n, rinring du, soneone had conc inro rhc bnydc hns rnd<br />
xl!,o$hnhe.Therirvrsbhe rs\hehsFdonnnm oDrhe mnt herir.ge,<br />
lis ntreligena dd hG ddvn,g skills. Mid{entnc, she notcd rhc. * rc<br />
cookia oDcooli.s mcks. Ooooo,shesFwithdrbiggsiof smiles, cookiel<br />
B{h lully unds$ood d,e trss tu rceived { s anford ard also k rw how<br />
erq. n vould have btrn 6los hdlife inrhrbikeLne.She.hoeosn€s.h<br />
i.ciderritsdoerndmoaeon<br />
<strong>Beth</strong> wis irNigh!tul. On ore visit to ou house, sbews carching up on the<br />
nc* s about ou lid. I .drlogucd r$at crch onc wrs doing, how thcr lv.tu<br />
doing. She vas ptrticuhdt ifteEsed nr hov'l'Lich wrs nanagin8wnh he.<br />
bne. Sle srid slE felt sorrr for'liich dd rvst on to dphin. Shesid dutat<br />
l.at shc hrd Id privicy. shc could pi.k and .hoorc vlo vould lo.w ibool<br />
heriunesstrndthetiningof thishnovledgerrtrshe6.Tri.itr,shesrid,{oreher<br />
t.oblem onherbr.k andnwasightrhereoutin reopenfbreveryoneto<br />
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,ee Sl. oLldr' uk-" bFR trch ulog.otrci\.could no, ph-end *r,<br />
he ohv.iGl.ondn,on ro,-"rouou.r-qInq\ w. BeL\.. tuid;, Jtded mr<br />
to bc hore empaih€tic wjttr nicir and I an sndut ro he! fo; ihat gift.<br />
B"d h6 oyru rdi,-6.o)b8i"b tLl eaLh4 io) b,ou8\rp-oph,o =r<br />
ndrova r\ den e oflh . q6 ne, gifi o.ho\pibliry. how rij.i \d; okd,o<br />
do lo' o" e' .'hrow<br />
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puR, br[- a ue-. n rk I s t,. Crr'en t er cjnu l<br />
$mcs, it vould have bcd ersj, to be orhedse bu;ed wouldn t s€EIe for<br />
" .. TLe s,nd"),b.ioE5he di.d.I .,opp-d ol wiil rr' ora6 $ hat Lne,<br />
., uldtJker,.-u, of tFgatra Tnev;;n.ou,ide,ot;okJ. heg3d-<br />
I n:'edflLBeL\..reE\.n,Le.rchen n bleii} ne..bo,;.<br />
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por"ro.'lJd sh. hrd invied r f$ Irdd, (o<br />
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6,e h"r n shL rnd,L;<br />
va prepuinS the food. r beli$e $ar n ws this sns of ioy thrt;Ioved |{<br />
to squeeu so nuch out of, ad pu so much inb, her sh;r life.<br />
My ravofite imagc ofBdh ws theeasi6t. . . n ws Betl oq her Moped, a rior<br />
oibr(M .u,ls u roundins ey6 frrt ofjfe,<br />
tr smire thrcould met(rhe poLr ke cp.<br />
slewsreadrro de to vlaistr rhe r;d<br />
altad held for hc. This imas€ is stil fry<br />
$ons6t mmory oflcr Sse$l nondB<br />
trso { lh€ @rner ofBrommer dd 38d, ai<br />
thc tour sryitop.l encouneredr youns<br />
umin on r Moped. The in.Ldenr tris-<br />
Eered thar nemory ofBed and I Iausha<br />
ou!ioudinthejoyofit.<br />
Orc ofBdht redrcnt wonies M tha<br />
she rvould nor be Emchbqed. Tl6e line<br />
ftom a poem, I tiink by Enil]- DictiNn,<br />
@mind ne of Bet!. It so€s. . . "Tl*€ is a<br />
hole in my life whe lou ued o be. I walk<br />
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dotu h.al..rd pe,hJp.h{lo.'no loreo _t' tu lik. h.I HNev-,,ne<br />
hoe {.eE\fr<br />
-kn ro be lor h-,.ndt n.u e tor mrv orrtr,.<br />
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Thc Bcth Blanchefte Menori2l Schohslip va seblisted a Cabrilo Coll%e_ Donarions<br />
elgn,g toh $3 o $ 1,000 werc innhlb acivcd. Ovq the y€6 Crmd!2 Ro,, chie<br />
{ T*ri, sahh Ed, Crudpa<br />
"nd Jerr and r have conriburd o make a smnd toi,l in<br />
r996 of$10,000.Ttar principal guamres an annftl shohship ofarledr g5oo ach<br />
The <strong>Cabrillo</strong> Collegc loundfiion adniniseN dre shohFhip and N€d dns for publicity<br />
purposes: Berh di.d ar the ase of22 of HodskiN Dncae. S[e bart€d tllh dise4e for<br />
nin€ , ed. She gnduakd fron Apros High School s s,lublorian dnd Eeived rlc So1<br />
,Alexrnd{ Resefle schohchip fron cabillo CoUege Fomddior <strong>Beth</strong> dredcd Cab lto<br />
Collcge, UC Sme Barbra rnd UC Santa Cruz, majoringinenvironheMl$udi6. <strong>Beth</strong><br />
\rs 2 couREeous youns womn rvno tolched mni,people. ft ws hq decision to haye<br />
this s.hohirlip awrdcd b l $udent urnsr{ring to a foF),eu ictiturion majorin€ in a<br />
life scicnc. D{ht fahily and frieds nad. this sholaship possibte. Her pdens, r,'t rnd<br />
Ron, and brother, Caig, and si$er, Seal, m prcud and gntined that er.h )'ear a<br />
<strong>Cabrillo</strong> $udqr Is dn opportuniry ro rccciyeencouagcnenfto pus&hisorheicolese<br />
educrtidn in Belht nanc."<br />
Each Mal w havc thc oppoftunity to aftend lhe Schohdhip Awadr C€Fmony at<br />
crbrillo and meet thc scholaship recipienr. ft itways Mns q, haft @ nE{ then rnd<br />
h.r trbou hen baclground and goals.<br />
Tlc fift rholarhip F.ipient in I t82 wrote ',{s.<br />
ftll tine sll suppoiting sudar, I havc<br />
ben faline worked to capa.iq, (and then s.he) q' my conbined work and nhoot sclEd,<br />
ule. I cf€cialll apprecidtc th"(hh scholaBhip issensitive<br />
t. studens offinancial need nr<br />
thehumds.i€nce area. Youisuppodof sudcnBin<br />
tbis area is averyposidve prc-lili<br />
${dndi vlich is a f€ling thar is hsrtfelt in he."<br />
Another rvrotc, At the rine rlat I s$miftd n/ applicaion, r w6 tryins to decide bc-<br />
Meen an esier ccrtiticare prog.rn and a moE rugged nseis prognn. pd of my<br />
decision to m.d the challetrge of r h6Er\ proglfr is due ro l]le ranins ofm/ oM self<br />
drem s a resuh ofrecsnins this award. . .Crbillo h6 :lso ben nlporrdr in prcyiding<br />
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d oppo!turig' 16r me to ledn fon thetifc dpederce of oihs. etr dkrd aboutwh<br />
clas I fomd mosr i6p;ins to me, r EteI the $ents that happeGt in L)n Deleldeis<br />
Death dd Dying couis€. Borh <strong>Beth</strong> hd h{ nother spoke in rhjs clds and bu.hed rhe<br />
liy6 ofnmr- people. Erh spoke { a difGrent rine. Bet!, undersoi,g chemotleap/ ar<br />
rhe dmqwor rs{fand bEv€b'spok aboutler own feelings, hq dtit"de bw,;d hs<br />
lamilj- and school m*6 ad people slle ner d Sid6id. She ws,eq- i,iidate and hon6t<br />
abour h* Gelinss. She w$ very clear and brougLt a lqenc ofa appre.idion oftife. i<br />
nrve kepr m appliadon fom wirh her pictuF. . .,,<br />
Alother wrole wowITlank you s nlch for choosing ne b be rhe iecipient ofBdht<br />
rholaBhipl I've never won r scholaship before. r v6 so dcit€d when r aeived iour<br />
lctt{ rhar I c,ll.d weryore I knowt<br />
Sa6I chose to have no maid ofhonor { her wedding. she alwats said ifsh€ couldn t lave<br />
Bdh rs h{ dddanr, sheA have no one. rn$ead she Atred]ohn st€novi.h ro eacquaint<br />
or innodMe <strong>Beth</strong> b wedding guss. He giae . poighnr klk rhar he had pElal in<br />
Among oth{ dings, h€ bld rhe wedding gu6u, "had <strong>Beth</strong> bee! physicalty prsrt bdan<br />
she would be vivrcioc, gorseous, chaming. rfter rhe 6mon)-you volld have 6und<br />
she had r ks ror fife, ws connnred to idqs with r yision ofqaking th€ wodd a bder<br />
plae b live. cu$s wodd haye snsd i{ tove ofh{ famity, rcutJhave feh i, the<br />
pr$ence ot a pesotr who woutd have mde a good fdend, dd would have found h{<br />
poliriel conm€nts ro b. very incisive and son*hd ir{treni B{h did not sutrcr 6ots<br />
vell. she tovcd the ourdoois and wodd haye approyed of sahh and Edtj choice ofa<br />
wedding sire [a prkl and th. sinpliciq, ofrhe whote atrair la picnic]. Stre wodd have<br />
dhcused olI{hore oil driUing, the ned ro pbect dr evjronmei rhe N{ft Consets<br />
ucy,Amnery Inemational and ju$whd is ceorse BNh iI about.._."<br />
Y.lile John ws spakjng at the wddin& w couu nso hed lte consenr chaeriry of<br />
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<strong>Beth</strong> lftd b wd!€. One ofmr mos vivid inages ofBdh is ny*"lkin€ ilro her loom md<br />
seing hr bent ovd hd d6le riring. She Motc imgrhy iefts wher slc B ftvettilg<br />
md wote voldne ofjoutuals. 5!e would wdr p.Ron,l Gelings, lhoughts, od @narN<br />
d weil s dtly lappcnings. S[e Jso included h ]E jounaL hoysong lrri6, po€ms and<br />
sayirys. I found rhn "old lrish blBsing'miaen h one ofher joftnals.<br />
May rhe wind b€ alwair at )'ou brct,<br />
May ihe sun shine ram upo! your jic,<br />
Ard lhe Bins fall soft upon you n€1&,<br />
And until we meci again,<br />
Mar- God hold /ou jn the palrn of Hii hdd.<br />
I felt the ldsh bl6in8 m an llpropiac wa)' to dd dii lefts ro you bor, as something<br />
spdal &om <strong>Beth</strong>, dd 6 Jan$ Hdris, a childlood friend, speaking ar Bct$ rn-)€ar<br />
'Berh Lnrsone :t.ll. she:so,ring jn ourhem'<br />
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