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Shadow's Son by Shirley Meier, S.M. Stirling and Karen Wehrstein ...

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trees before <strong>and</strong> it's so nice. I don't want to stop. How can it be both at the same time? Minegott<br />

it's the Fehuund. No it isn't. Don't be ridiculous. That's just atavistic Thane-bilge. Mmmmmmm…<br />

I should be doing somethingwith my h<strong>and</strong>s to make him feel nice. Like he's running his h<strong>and</strong>s<br />

gently over my back, I'll do that to him, too . His back was wide <strong>and</strong> hard-ridged.<br />

"May I…" His whisper was throaty <strong>and</strong> deep in the darkness. "May I touch yourrh… now you say, you<br />

know, um, I nant cahn think—" His words were drowned out <strong>by</strong> a throaty howl from the next thicket.<br />

"—little, drink, you know, two,kyash !" Frustration stopped up his words.Why does he keep asking ,<br />

she thought.It means I have to keep saying yes, like a slut, sluts don't know how to say no… No!<br />

Stop thinkingthat! I'll just make myself miserable for no reason. I want him to touch me wherever<br />

he means . So she just whispered "Yes," <strong>and</strong> felt his fingertips touch, with utter tenderness, one nipple,<br />

through the course cotton of her shirt. He wasn't a virgin, she knew with certainty, as feeling speared<br />

through her from the breasts downward; his touch was too knowledgeable of sensitivities she'd never<br />

dreamed of in her own body.<br />

"Don't ask," she whispered, waited a moment until she could be heard again, continued. "You don't need<br />

to, Echerry. You may touch me anywhere. Please." She heard her own throatiness, likekhyd-hird's <strong>and</strong><br />

zhyma-ta's in their darkened room, something she'd never thought to hear out of her own mouth. "I…<br />

I… give myself to you, Echerry. Please take me. Please."<br />

Please take me away, it meant, <strong>and</strong> she suddenly knew it meant,from all the fear <strong>and</strong> pain <strong>and</strong><br />

anger. From the bleakness. I knew boredom, in the old time, <strong>and</strong> other bleakness, but now . . . The<br />

hard view she'd learned in her new life, truth, they'd call it, intruded with its usual cold thoughts:there is<br />

no escape, from the blows, the push-ups, the lung-tearing exhaustion, the aching limbs, the<br />

shame; the endless endlessness.<br />

But that was wrong: there was. He did take her away, at least for one soaring flight that seemed to last<br />

forever, <strong>and</strong> then another, <strong>and</strong> told her he would again as many times as she wanted. As he did, even the<br />

rising yowls from the other Yeolis were no longer brutish but magical, somehow joining with her own<br />

ecstasy to make it all the deeper. Each time was never long enough, so shemade it last longer; there were<br />

ways, like fighting, using her mind.<br />

Then she was done, she could tell: she felt truly boneless, not just drunkenly so, but sated to the core, as<br />

if she had just eaten a full delicious meal with her soul as well as her body, if that were possible; <strong>and</strong><br />

anything that was wrong in the world, her past or her doubts or even the war, were petty in truth, trivial<br />

flaws in the face of a vast peace.<br />

He'd left the pain till after; it was nothing to feeling his pleasure, quick <strong>and</strong> needful <strong>and</strong> full of strength.<br />

Afterwards, as they lay basking in sweet breeze <strong>and</strong> moonlight, her head on his shoulder <strong>and</strong> his crystal<br />

clenched in her h<strong>and</strong>, she cried with joy, learned this was possible. "Echerry, I love you" she whispered.<br />

He whispered back, "I love you, too."<br />

Shkai'ra stretched <strong>and</strong> looked up at the stars, <strong>and</strong> an occasional spark from the fires whirling across the<br />

night. Both glittered through the limbs <strong>and</strong> leaves of apricot trees; the fruit glowed faint amber, nearly<br />

dropping-ripe. She picked one up from the silky grass, examined it critically <strong>and</strong> bit into it before offering<br />

it to Chevenga.Perfect . SomeAitzas was going to lose the rents from this plot, this year.<br />

He lay warm beside her, as relaxed supine as a cat sleeping in summer, his head still arched slightly<br />

back. He'd been as passionate a lover as she'd expected, but far more sensitive, marvelously so, with a

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