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Shadow's Son by Shirley Meier, S.M. Stirling and Karen Wehrstein ...

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camp , he thought,all for a shennen bad lead. With Eforas making me personally responsible, <strong>and</strong> I<br />

can hardly pin it on him, can I, when it was my fikken theory. Maybe I am losing my touch. Shit<br />

shit shit .<br />

He paced his tent, kicked his lap-desk, <strong>and</strong> for a time wallowed in totally self-indulgent self-pity.<br />

That's enough wallowing, he forcefully told himself after a while.Discipline. On to the next step, of<br />

rational thought, planning <strong>and</strong> action . Only one rational thought came:Now the fuck what ?<br />

Time passed. He read his notes ten times over again. He paced some more. He ran over his old<br />

principles of spy-craft, hoping to squeeze clues out of general inspiration. He ran over the principles he'd<br />

added to the list himself, from his experience in foreign l<strong>and</strong>s: Brahvnikian intrigue <strong>and</strong> dealing techniques,<br />

Zak protocols of deception, Yeoli strategic philosophy with its elegantly naive, sweeping rules—perhaps<br />

not so naive, he reflected, as practiced <strong>by</strong>these Yeolis.The path unconceived , he thought—a Yeoli<br />

concept, that when faced with an impossible conundrum the general must find an answer outside of what<br />

appeared possible <strong>and</strong> was therefore conceivable.Yes, thats what I need now .<br />

He catnapped on it. He slept properly on it. He drank a flask of wine on it. He turned it over <strong>and</strong> over in<br />

his head.Some faceless Brahvnikian, Mikhail's hireling, money-bag runner. How in Hayel am I<br />

going to find him, in this obscene sprawl of a barbarian camp ? He fought off despair.Celestialis,<br />

none of it matters .<br />

He woke in the night, tossed <strong>and</strong> turned, wanted a boy, an herb-pipe, another wine-flask, to grab <strong>and</strong><br />

cling to. Outside wind flopped the canvas, near <strong>and</strong> far, on a thous<strong>and</strong> tents. Someone passing outside<br />

murmured in a barbarian tongue, Yeoli or Lakan or who knew what— a barbarian tongue on Arko's<br />

own sacred l<strong>and</strong>, paid for with its blood, in the inviolate Empire.Shefenkas, son of a whore <strong>and</strong> a dog,<br />

is probably having no trouble sleeping right now , he thought.<br />

He woke again, before dawn; not even a paling showed through the tiny holes in the tent's seams. More<br />

rested now, his thoughts were not so tinged with jitters; his body felt warmer, <strong>and</strong> all did not seem lost.<br />

And then it came shining into his head.<br />

Matthas crawled up <strong>and</strong> lit a lamp, chortling; following the original conception like the river after the first<br />

burst in the dam, the details filled themselves in. He drew a pigeon-paper out of the compartment in his<br />

lap-desk <strong>and</strong> uncapped his finest pen.<br />

Patappas is in the City, down on his luck since he lost the arm, <strong>and</strong> Fren<strong>and</strong>ias, compromised in<br />

that Srian matter so he'll never get trade work again, living off that fancy lover; there's Moras,<br />

too. They'd wrestle demons in Hayel for a tenth of the gold we'd get for this… And what I'm<br />

asking is nothing, easy. He chortled some more, <strong>and</strong> began to write.That'll knock the heart out of<br />

this misbegotten barbarian host; they'll fall apart, into easy cuttings, in an eight-day. So much for<br />

the great threat; <strong>and</strong> Arko, despite itself, will be saved. The path unconceived… Han! I found it .<br />

What would Kurkas give to its savior? The man who arranged what I'm going to? He paused to<br />

chortle louder, imagining the elevation ceremony, the mantle with the coat of arms he would be permitted<br />

to design, the deed to the estate, the speech ringing with words in his praise. No one had ever been<br />

elevated two rungs at once before,fessas toAitzas; but for what he would do, it was not impossible, nor<br />

unreasonable to expect.

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