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Shadow's Son by Shirley Meier, S.M. Stirling and Karen Wehrstein ...

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The first time she'd ever seen him, she'd thought so. How many times after?Crazy from whatever they<br />

did to you. Come back to where it happened, <strong>and</strong> it's too much. Shit, I should have known, <strong>by</strong> how<br />

tight-lipped you were, <strong>by</strong> how you wouldn't face it. Two nights ago; seems like an iron-cycle. We<br />

all should have known it. For all I know maybe some did. What could they have done about it? No<br />

one was in a position to do anything. Your brilliance will ensure your madness leaves its mark<br />

across the whole world .<br />

She leaned close to him, took his chin in her h<strong>and</strong>. "Always know what you're doing, you said. You<br />

didn't, did you?"<br />

"No," he answered, in a half-whisper. "That's why, this."The ultimate wrong, to his mind , she thought,<br />

so he wants the ultimate punishment. Still .<br />

"And I'm supposed to think you know what you're doingnow ?"<br />

"Aigh,mamaiyana !" He clenched his eyes shut. "I've been arguing this all day with everybody <strong>and</strong> his<br />

sister, do I have to with you, too?"<br />

All through, his expression hadn't really changed, stone-hard, a closed book. If he hadn't turned away, it<br />

was only out of politeness.You are in a different world , she thought,a place I don't know, <strong>and</strong> can't<br />

underst<strong>and</strong> . Suddenly her anger came apart like wet bread in her claws, <strong>and</strong> she just felt tired <strong>and</strong><br />

vaguely sick.I know what you are, for all you make a good show of not being it: human. Fallible.<br />

The moral of the story: I shouldn't have expected any better . Against her h<strong>and</strong>, his cheek was warm.<br />

He lay quiet, eyes closed.<br />

I won't tear your throat out but I won't st<strong>and</strong> in the Dark Lord's way, either. I don't feel like<br />

lifting a finger either way. Why should I? You wouldn't let me anyway. She let go, <strong>and</strong> stood up.<br />

"Farewell," said Chevenga. She looked: however wanly, he was smiling. "I'll pray you find him. Live<br />

well."<br />

The sickness suddenly swelled, <strong>and</strong> tears,Koru-for-saken Dark-Lord-damned tears ! were burning<br />

behind her eyes.Damn you! Damn meif I show you anything! Like everyone else, everyone else<br />

you've fish-gutted betrayed, <strong>and</strong> are betraying now, I love you .<br />

"I just hope they find someone stubborner, or crazier, than you," she said, forcing the pain in her throat<br />

not to pinch her voice <strong>and</strong> show her heart. "Faint chance though that is. And I won't say farewell, or<br />

mourn you, until you're stiff." She stalked away, Emao-e following.<br />

XXV<br />

It was the third day. The fires were all but out now, leaving whole neighborhoods of ash, only humped<br />

fragments left of their walls. Getting rid of the thous<strong>and</strong>s of fast-swelling corpses had been the first<br />

priority of whoever was in charge now, so they were mostly gone, leaving only their stains; but<br />

rubble-heaps still slumped across roads, <strong>and</strong> burst water mains had made puddles of filthy ash-mud<br />

deeper than a man could st<strong>and</strong>.

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