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Shadow's Son by Shirley Meier, S.M. Stirling and Karen Wehrstein ...

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She gazed across the fire at Chevenga.<br />

His brows rose. "You're worried I might do the same with Kurkas." She felt a strained smile form on her<br />

own lips, confirming.<br />

Peyepallo of Hyerne was there; she snorted. "Kill him <strong>and</strong> be done; that's the best way. Death ends all<br />

disputes."<br />

Chevenga signed chalk to the Hyerne, more in acknowledgement than agreement, but addressed<br />

Megan. "I can't spare my tormentor, for one reason: his position. It's political necessity."<br />

There was a round of affirmative noises. "But have you decidedhow you're going to kill him, lad?" That<br />

was his shadow-father, Esora-e, grinning cruelly; she'd heard tales of their quarrels.<br />

"No." Just that.You never answer such serious questions so shortly , Megan thought.<br />

"Then vengeance doesn't obsess you," said someone else. "No one need worry." Another Yeoli asked<br />

whether he would feel at Kurkas's mercy forever if someone else killed him, which he waved off. Then a<br />

Lakan—the general, Megan guessed <strong>by</strong> the elaborateness of his dress <strong>and</strong> the length of his hair-earrings,<br />

Arzaktaj—spoke.<br />

"We've all heard the tales, of what he did to you,Shaikakdan . It's not natural for a man, even a kind<br />

one, who is going to have in his mercy one who has done to him what Kurkas did to you, to have no<br />

thought at all of what he plans to do to him."<br />

Chevenga held up the wine-skin for quiet. "Listen," he said, in a voice that could only have oeen heard in<br />

total silence. "However it goes, I will not come away feeling the victim. Believe me." He raised his<br />

wine-skin for punctuation, <strong>and</strong> laughter rocked the fire.<br />

"Am I a barbarian?" he went on. "I look at myself in the mirror <strong>and</strong> ask, because I'd be a fool not to.<br />

War makes barbarians of all of us; the pain <strong>and</strong> fear we all suffer turns to anger <strong>and</strong> hate. I will say what<br />

my father told me: in war, barbarities are neither to do for their own sake, nor not to do because they are<br />

barbarities, only to do when necessary. At the same time, one must never forget they are barbarities, else<br />

how can one remember how to conduct oneself in peacetime?"<br />

"I picked a flower on the mountain, when I was a child. 'You killed it,' he said. 'Here, so high, where<br />

they take twenty years to grow back…' I felt awful. His point was, whatever you do, you must always<br />

know what it is you do, no matter how much pain that brings. That pain is the price of power…"<br />

He went on in that vein, while Megan waited for a straight answer.A snake in the grass, Chevenga.<br />

You usually chew things over with these people, now you're hiding behind philosophy . In truth,<br />

she'd never heard him get so preachy. It was increasingly irritating.<br />

Of course, in a day or two, when it was over, her oath would be fulfilled <strong>and</strong> he would release her; then<br />

she would do whatever she had to, to trace the fates of Shkai'ra, <strong>and</strong> Lix<strong>and</strong>.Your problem,<br />

Gold-bottom , she thought.And Kurkas's. Go with Koru .<br />

She stood on a hill overlooking Finpollendias, <strong>and</strong> scanned the ranged armies with Shkai'ra's<br />

far-lookers. The lines faced each other waiting for the order to charge, like black caterpillars with tens of

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