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Shadow's Son by Shirley Meier, S.M. Stirling and Karen Wehrstein ...

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"Stone, knife, <strong>and</strong> parchment?" They'd never come to a decision; there was no time to do it any other<br />

way now. They extended their fists. "One, two, three…" The first time both showed knife, <strong>and</strong> shared a<br />

nervous giggle; the second, Echera-e's knife beat Sova's parchment, <strong>and</strong> they gave each other a quick<br />

hug.<br />

He peeled off his shirt <strong>and</strong> stepped up to the post, taking a firm grip on it, waving on the binding-rope.<br />

They d both had an answer to that choice, without words. The whip-wielder had been warming his arm;<br />

the regulation Yeoli whip was too thick to crack, but could be made to whistle viciously through the air,<br />

as he was doing now. Echera-e spoke the ritual words, loud enough for everyone to hear <strong>and</strong> steadily, as<br />

tradition required. "So be it, I submit myself."<br />

I can't turn away or shield my eyes or flinch, Sova thought, as the whip whistled around <strong>and</strong> thumped<br />

across his back for the first stroke, a sound like a h<strong>and</strong>-blow.Not in front of all these people, when I'm<br />

next; it would look like cowardice. Shame him, too, who loves me . It came to her that this was the<br />

sort of thought people had in war songs, <strong>and</strong> she'd thought it naturally, for the first time.Because the<br />

songs… come out of truth .<br />

She kept her eyes on him, silently wishing, "Strength, livling." He didn't flinch himself, though she saw him<br />

tremble, <strong>and</strong> his head start to bow until he checked it.<br />

"Five!… Six!" The count-herald's voice was clear <strong>and</strong> weighty. Echera-e's tanned back had come up<br />

brilliant pink in a broad stripe on the first stroke; now the stripes were enough to blend together into one<br />

huge patch. "Ten!… Eleven!" Pink grew brighter, angrier.I should look at his head, not there.<br />

Strength, my love . "Fourteen!… Fifteen!" The flesh of his back looked almost bloodied now, though it<br />

was unbroken.<br />

Finished. And he'd managed not to cry out. He straightened, aching slow, kissed the whip-wielder's<br />

h<strong>and</strong> as Yeoli tradition required, <strong>and</strong> saluted Shkai'ra. His face was flushed red, but when his eyes turned<br />

to Sova he grinned.<br />

The cruel sourness of fear had come up in her mouth of itself on his fourteenth stroke; now it watered,<br />

hard.If I spit, everyone will know. My turn. I won't cry out. I mustn'tcry out. But I don't know if I<br />

can keep myself from crying out, or stay still like he did . She wanted to cry. His brave grin cut<br />

through the fear some, <strong>and</strong> she loved him for it, but it didn't cut through it all.<br />

Everyone was looking at her. They wouldn't change whip-wielders; there weren't enough other Thanes<br />

in the army to find one for her.Now. Only cowards hesitate . She took off her shirt, trying not to let the<br />

cloth show the trembling of her h<strong>and</strong>s, smelling the stink of her own fear-sweat while she pulled it over<br />

her head. They were waiting. Echera-e was with his friends; vaguely she saw him leaning on another<br />

youth's shoulder, <strong>and</strong> his h<strong>and</strong> make the first symbol to her,strength . Her own steps toward the post<br />

seemed jerky <strong>and</strong> wooden, like a puppet's; the arm that waved away the binding rope didn't seem her<br />

own.<br />

It's just pain. I know what it's like to feel pain. She gripped the post, feeling the wood rough <strong>and</strong><br />

splintery on her fingers.Send the pain out of yourself , the voice said inside her; Shkai'ra's.Stare at a<br />

spot, send the pain into it. Control breathing, deep to the base of the lungs, slow . Other people<br />

had given her the same hints for taking floggings.Set your teeth, concentrate on not biting your lip .<br />

She tried not to expect the first blow.Why isn't he starting? It must be just because time seems like<br />

an eternity right now . Then she remembered.<br />

She cleared her throat, <strong>and</strong> forced her voice to be strong, <strong>and</strong> steady. "So be it." It sounded distant as a

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