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YAMUNA’S<br />
STORY<br />
<strong>SHYAMDAS</strong><br />
few years ago, I made a pilgrimage<br />
A to Yamnotri, the source of the<br />
Yamuna River high in the Himalayas.<br />
It is a wonderful spot, with thermal<br />
springs and enchanting forests, where it<br />
snows seven months of the year. From<br />
there, I appreciated the vision of Sri<br />
Yamunaji flowing from the nectarine<br />
heart of Narayan, the sun god. After she<br />
cascades brilliantly from the summit of<br />
Kalindi Mountain, she flows furiously<br />
towards Vrindavan, the abode of her<br />
beloved, Krishna.<br />
On the plains below the Himalayas,<br />
within the sacred lands of Braja, Sri<br />
Yamunaji’s most ardently devotional<br />
form can be seen. This is why I now<br />
choose to live by her banks in this sacred<br />
realm, in the small town of Gokul. I<br />
often wander these banks, reflecting on<br />
the nature of her divinity and on the<br />
perfect results of Hari’s creation. And by<br />
her waters, it becomes very clear that the<br />
world is not simply an illusion. Mayic<br />
illusion results from a false perception<br />
and conceals the true quality of the thing<br />
itself. Creation seen correctly becomes a<br />
divine play, a lila, and Sri Yamunaji is in<br />
charge of the lila arrangements wherein<br />
every virtue finds a place in her service.<br />
By her flowing current, all life seems to<br />
be especially alive.<br />
Sri Yamunaji has three forms: she is<br />
a river, seen by all; a purifier, known by<br />
her followers; and a grace goddess, seen<br />
by her blessed bhaktas. The river, the<br />
transformer and the personified grace<br />
goddess all exist within each other and<br />
are truly a single form. Not only is Sri<br />
Yamunaji Lord Krishna’s most beloved,<br />
but she also freely shares that sacred<br />
relationship with her bhaktas. When<br />
her waves lap her banks and spread their<br />
waters across the sands, at that moment<br />
is it possible to see shiny, pearly bangles<br />
adorning her hands and the high banks<br />
become her hips. This divine form of<br />
Sri Yamuna is held to be nirguna, that<br />
is she transcends every material virtue<br />
and is comprised solely of pure ananda,<br />
or bliss. She is Hari’s beloved and grants<br />
sacred relationship to her bhaktas.<br />
Sri Yamunaji takes on numerous<br />
forms to relate with each of her yearning<br />
bhaktas uniquely. Because she is a<br />
grace goddess and unlike other rivers<br />
that flow into the ocean, Sri Yamunaji<br />
flows directly into Sri Krishna’s bliss<br />
form, and like him, becomes replete<br />
with lordliness, potency, fame, beauty,<br />
wisdom and renunciation.<br />
By her banks, I have come to realize<br />
some of the differences between lawful<br />
practices and those that are grace-filled.<br />
Paths that follow particular rules and<br />
practices necessarily involve a review of<br />
our precision throughout, whereas the<br />
grace-filled path is different; it moves<br />
as an unrestricted flood of favor. Lawful<br />
practice is attained; grace is given. Just<br />
as India is the locus of various currents<br />
that converge both within her lands and<br />
within her devotees’ hearts, those who<br />
are on the path of grace revere the lawful<br />
flow only after it is mixed with grace,<br />
otherwise pride of practice may arise.<br />
God’s greatness may be established<br />
in scripture, but actually tasting Sri<br />
Hari’s essence is what it is all about. To<br />
bow towards Sri Krishna’s playground<br />
brings knowledge of his greatness, which<br />
is then followed by an awareness of our<br />
own sacred relationship. With this, our<br />
actions are transformed and become<br />
infused with wisdom. When thought<br />
and action blend into a single offering,<br />
a dedication to his pleasure arises.<br />
Desire, fear and hatred are usually<br />
obstructions to attainment, but with<br />
the power of grace, anything can be<br />
transformed. Kamsa merged with<br />
god through fear, while Shishupal<br />
arrived through hatred. And it was<br />
through their desires that the Gopis of<br />
Vrindavan found the supreme reward,<br />
a dance with Sri Krishna. Sri Yamunaji<br />
is the goddess of transformation, and<br />
her mere proximity makes souls like the<br />
Gopis beloved to Hari.<br />
Because his connection with the form<br />
and the lila is direct, Sri Vallabhacharya’s<br />
teachings on Sri Yamunaji are full of<br />
truth. He ends his “Yamunastkam,” the<br />
eight verses in praise of Yamuna, with<br />
the words: “All devotional powers are<br />
attained through you, and Sri Krishna<br />
is pleased. You transform the nature<br />
of your bhaktas, beloved of Hari.”<br />
This is the process of nirodha, that is,<br />
of becoming perfectly bound to God.<br />
It arises from an addiction that comes<br />
from love and attachment. Nirodha is<br />
the refined reward that brings the bhakta<br />
directly to god’s playground. It frees the<br />
practitioner from all constraints. Where<br />
there is nirodha, there is nothing else<br />
to attain. Every sense and every pore<br />
of the being is directed towards blissful<br />
brahman.<br />
Sri Yamunaji’s devotional empowerments<br />
are about nirodha, and there is<br />
no mantra, knowledge, meditation,<br />
prayer or holy ground that surpasses it.<br />
“Yamuna Maiya Ki Jai.”<br />
January <strong>2013</strong><br />
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