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YAMUNA’S<br />

STORY<br />

<strong>SHYAMDAS</strong><br />

few years ago, I made a pilgrimage<br />

A to Yamnotri, the source of the<br />

Yamuna River high in the Himalayas.<br />

It is a wonderful spot, with thermal<br />

springs and enchanting forests, where it<br />

snows seven months of the year. From<br />

there, I appreciated the vision of Sri<br />

Yamunaji flowing from the nectarine<br />

heart of Narayan, the sun god. After she<br />

cascades brilliantly from the summit of<br />

Kalindi Mountain, she flows furiously<br />

towards Vrindavan, the abode of her<br />

beloved, Krishna.<br />

On the plains below the Himalayas,<br />

within the sacred lands of Braja, Sri<br />

Yamunaji’s most ardently devotional<br />

form can be seen. This is why I now<br />

choose to live by her banks in this sacred<br />

realm, in the small town of Gokul. I<br />

often wander these banks, reflecting on<br />

the nature of her divinity and on the<br />

perfect results of Hari’s creation. And by<br />

her waters, it becomes very clear that the<br />

world is not simply an illusion. Mayic<br />

illusion results from a false perception<br />

and conceals the true quality of the thing<br />

itself. Creation seen correctly becomes a<br />

divine play, a lila, and Sri Yamunaji is in<br />

charge of the lila arrangements wherein<br />

every virtue finds a place in her service.<br />

By her flowing current, all life seems to<br />

be especially alive.<br />

Sri Yamunaji has three forms: she is<br />

a river, seen by all; a purifier, known by<br />

her followers; and a grace goddess, seen<br />

by her blessed bhaktas. The river, the<br />

transformer and the personified grace<br />

goddess all exist within each other and<br />

are truly a single form. Not only is Sri<br />

Yamunaji Lord Krishna’s most beloved,<br />

but she also freely shares that sacred<br />

relationship with her bhaktas. When<br />

her waves lap her banks and spread their<br />

waters across the sands, at that moment<br />

is it possible to see shiny, pearly bangles<br />

adorning her hands and the high banks<br />

become her hips. This divine form of<br />

Sri Yamuna is held to be nirguna, that<br />

is she transcends every material virtue<br />

and is comprised solely of pure ananda,<br />

or bliss. She is Hari’s beloved and grants<br />

sacred relationship to her bhaktas.<br />

Sri Yamunaji takes on numerous<br />

forms to relate with each of her yearning<br />

bhaktas uniquely. Because she is a<br />

grace goddess and unlike other rivers<br />

that flow into the ocean, Sri Yamunaji<br />

flows directly into Sri Krishna’s bliss<br />

form, and like him, becomes replete<br />

with lordliness, potency, fame, beauty,<br />

wisdom and renunciation.<br />

By her banks, I have come to realize<br />

some of the differences between lawful<br />

practices and those that are grace-filled.<br />

Paths that follow particular rules and<br />

practices necessarily involve a review of<br />

our precision throughout, whereas the<br />

grace-filled path is different; it moves<br />

as an unrestricted flood of favor. Lawful<br />

practice is attained; grace is given. Just<br />

as India is the locus of various currents<br />

that converge both within her lands and<br />

within her devotees’ hearts, those who<br />

are on the path of grace revere the lawful<br />

flow only after it is mixed with grace,<br />

otherwise pride of practice may arise.<br />

God’s greatness may be established<br />

in scripture, but actually tasting Sri<br />

Hari’s essence is what it is all about. To<br />

bow towards Sri Krishna’s playground<br />

brings knowledge of his greatness, which<br />

is then followed by an awareness of our<br />

own sacred relationship. With this, our<br />

actions are transformed and become<br />

infused with wisdom. When thought<br />

and action blend into a single offering,<br />

a dedication to his pleasure arises.<br />

Desire, fear and hatred are usually<br />

obstructions to attainment, but with<br />

the power of grace, anything can be<br />

transformed. Kamsa merged with<br />

god through fear, while Shishupal<br />

arrived through hatred. And it was<br />

through their desires that the Gopis of<br />

Vrindavan found the supreme reward,<br />

a dance with Sri Krishna. Sri Yamunaji<br />

is the goddess of transformation, and<br />

her mere proximity makes souls like the<br />

Gopis beloved to Hari.<br />

Because his connection with the form<br />

and the lila is direct, Sri Vallabhacharya’s<br />

teachings on Sri Yamunaji are full of<br />

truth. He ends his “Yamunastkam,” the<br />

eight verses in praise of Yamuna, with<br />

the words: “All devotional powers are<br />

attained through you, and Sri Krishna<br />

is pleased. You transform the nature<br />

of your bhaktas, beloved of Hari.”<br />

This is the process of nirodha, that is,<br />

of becoming perfectly bound to God.<br />

It arises from an addiction that comes<br />

from love and attachment. Nirodha is<br />

the refined reward that brings the bhakta<br />

directly to god’s playground. It frees the<br />

practitioner from all constraints. Where<br />

there is nirodha, there is nothing else<br />

to attain. Every sense and every pore<br />

of the being is directed towards blissful<br />

brahman.<br />

Sri Yamunaji’s devotional empowerments<br />

are about nirodha, and there is<br />

no mantra, knowledge, meditation,<br />

prayer or holy ground that surpasses it.<br />

“Yamuna Maiya Ki Jai.”<br />

January <strong>2013</strong><br />

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