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that this feeling only exists when I run. It’s why I run. That, and to feel closer to Dad. As the sand squishes beneath my Nikes, I lose myself in the memory of our early-morning training runs. When Dad was training in the off-season we would run almost every morning. Almost always on Santa Monica beach. We would park near the pier, run the three miles down to Marina del Rey, and then race back to the pier for ice cream. If I beat him, I got a double scoop. I don’t even realize I’m crying until I taste my tears. Not slowing my pace, I wipe at my eyes. Why was I even thinking about Dad? Usually I don’t think about anything when I run. I’m too focused on the sensation of running. Clearing my mind, I notice the burning in my quads. How long have I been running? The world around me is no longer bathed in pink. A quick glance over my shoulder confirms my suspicion. The dock is nowhere in sight and the sun has cleared the horizon. I need to get back. Dropping to a walk, I’m about to turn around and head back when I notice another person running on the beach. He’s less than two hundred yards away from me, close enough for me to appreciate the loose, easy movement of his gait. I can tell his body is made for running, and somehow I know that his soul lives for it. I guess I recognize a kindred spirit. Before I know it—because I’m mesmerized by watching him run—he’s jogging to a stop right in front of me. I practically melt into a puddle of girl drool. He looks around my age and he is beyond beautiful. It isn’t just his hypnotic blue eyes or his perfect, sloped nose, or his sculpted 50
high cheekbones. His lips are full and soft and yummily pink. The kind that just make you want to grab him by the hair with both hands—even though I can’t see his hair under the blue bandanna— and make out until you can’t think anymore. “Hi,” he says, his voice just low enough and smooth enough to send shivers down my spine. “Hi,” I say back. Brilliant. Normally, speaking is not a problem for me, but I’m hypnotized. His mouth lifts up at one side, like he finds it funny that I’m staring and incapable of speech. “Where did you run from?” “Um,” I say, continuing my display of brilliance. A large portion of my brain is distracted by the faint accent that makes his question sound like a melody. I manage to gesture vaguely over my shoulder. “The dock.” His eyebrows shoot up. “That’s nearly eight kilometers.” “What?” That’s like five miles. I’ve been running for over half an hour. Even if I keep my same pace the whole way back I won’t have time to shower before meeting Damian. And the way my thighs feel, I’m definitely going back at a slower rate. Great, I’m going to show up for my first day of school sticky and smelling like sweat. “There’s a shortcut,” Mr. Beautiful offers. Pointing to the rocks at the edge of the beach, he explains, “That path will get you home in half the time.” I squint at the rocks, trying to find a path. All I see are big, beige rocks and short, shrubby bushes that look like they might like to scrape the crap out of my legs. 51
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that this feeling only exists when I run. It’s why I run. That, and to<br />
feel closer to Dad.<br />
As the sand squishes beneath my Nikes, I lose myself in the<br />
memory of our early-morning training runs. When Dad was training<br />
in the off-season we would run almost every morning. Almost<br />
always on Santa Monica beach. We would park near the pier, run<br />
the three miles down to Marina del Rey, and then race back to the<br />
pier for ice cream. If I beat him, I got a double scoop.<br />
I don’t even realize I’m crying until I taste my tears. Not slowing<br />
my pace, I wipe at my eyes. Why was I even thinking about Dad?<br />
Usually I don’t think about anything when I run. I’m too focused<br />
on the sensation of running.<br />
Clearing my mind, I notice the burning in my quads. How long<br />
have I been running? The world around me is no longer bathed in<br />
pink. A quick glance over my shoulder confirms my suspicion. The<br />
dock is nowhere in sight and the sun has cleared the horizon.<br />
I need to get back.<br />
Dropping to a walk, I’m about to turn around and head back<br />
when I notice another person running on the beach. He’s less than<br />
two hundred yards away from me, close enough for me to appreciate<br />
the loose, easy movement of his gait. I can tell his body is made<br />
for running, and somehow I know that his soul lives for it. I guess<br />
I recognize a kindred spirit.<br />
Before I know it—because I’m mesmerized by watching him<br />
run—he’s jogging to a stop right in front of me. I practically melt<br />
into a puddle of girl drool.<br />
He looks around my age and he is beyond beautiful. It isn’t just<br />
his hypnotic blue eyes or his perfect, sloped nose, or his sculpted<br />
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